"As I said, you've been with me these days, so I haven't treated you like a subordinate. Because the two of us are also sympathetic, both in such a place, no one else is willing to come to serve me, only you are willing to serve me, although you are uncomfortable, but I only know that all people are not willing to come to such a courtyard, this courtyard is too hard. ”

Lu Yunshu knew what kind of form she was in when she first came, and she also knew what she was thinking in her heart, so when facing such a problem, Lu Yunshu knew better than anyone else, if there was someone who treated her sincerely, she was willing to talk to that person, including that she had no way to trust others now, but she could tell this person what she thought in her heart.

"No matter what the system on your side is, I don't want to abide by such a system, because I'm not from here, and I may not be able to stay in such a place all the time in the future, although I am staying in the General's Mansion now because I can't leave here, but I know that one day I will leave from here, I only told you these words, I didn't tell anyone else, you can tell the general this sentence, because you have him in your heart, but he knows this kind of thing."

Lu Yunshu wasn't sure if Ye Shenwan knew what he was thinking in his heart, but Lu Yunshu's thoughts in his heart were clearer than anything else, he didn't want to stay in such a place all the time, because so many things had happened, he couldn't be the same as Ye Shendu, he knew that the things he wanted to do were not so important compared to Ye Shendu, but now he felt that the things he wanted to do were the most important, And this man has nothing to do with him anymore.

"You know if you're curious about what's going on between me and the furniture, I can tell you what's going on in my heart, and I can tell you what's going on between me and him, but you have to sit down and have a meal with me, because it's been a long time since I've eaten with anyone else, and you know I'm depressed because I've always had a thought in my heart......"

After listening to Lu Yunshu's words, although she felt a little hesitant, she still sat down obediently.

The little maid was really curious about what happened between Lu Yunshu and Ye Shendu, which would cause the two of them to become what they are now, Ye Shenshu likes Lu Yunshu in his heart is something that everyone can see, but what Lu Yunshu is thinking in his heart is something that other people can't see clearly.

"Actually, some of the things that happened before me and the general are like stories in the book, let me explain it briefly, that is, the general deceived me, at that time I didn't know what the identity of the general was, so after the two of us slowly met, I fell in love with the general, but at that time my heart felt as if I was doing something and couldn't control myself, and then slowly after something happened, we couldn't stay together like other people after all." Follow-up

Lu Yun paused for a moment, thinking of the things that had happened before.

"In fact, sometimes everything is not so simple, because everyone's thoughts are different, so it has changed after the choice, so the reason why this kind of thing has become like this is because the feelings in my heart have faded, but I think the relationship between the two of us may have always been like this, but I think it has changed on my wishful thinking, but what has not changed at all is my heart, which has been up and down, Even now, I can't afford to be quiet. ”

"That's because you misunderstood the general, the general is not such a cold-blooded person, you have been staying here these days, and the general will always stay outside and watch you, because he may like you the most, so there is no way to rest assured that you are here alone, he will stay here all night, one station is all day, as long as you don't come out, he will not move, and other people call him to eat, he has never eaten, if this time the emperor did not send him out, he would never go out."

Hearing what the little maid said, Lu Yunshu frowned at the time, the reason why Ye Shenshu went out this time, Lu Yunshu didn't know, and she didn't want to ask, because she didn't have the ability to ask about it now, after all, so many things happened, the relationship between Lu Yunshu and Ye Shenwan was not well known to other people, so other people would not tell Lu Yunshu about Ye Shendu's actions, and if Ye Shenshu really wanted to do something, it was estimated that he would hide it from Lu Yunshu.

"Actually, you don't know what the relationship between us is, but on the surface, you think that the relationship between the two of us is good, but you know what? Sometimes all people think differently, you think the relationship between the two of us is good, I also think the relationship between the two of us is good, but things are wrong, slowly will change, everything is not as simple as you seem on the surface. ”

Lu Yunshu knows that he will never listen to the little maid to explain these things now, this little maid's thoughts Lu Yunshu knows, just like her before, she is very stubborn in her heart, so no matter what happens, Lu Yunshu hopes that he can maintain this heart, instead of going through so many things like he is now, and his vitality is greatly damaged, so he has to change, Lu Yunshu also wants to be as happy as before, but her heart has no way to be happy.

Lu Yunshu felt that there was a scar in his heart, which slowly became fuller, and after the wound, those wounds turned into scars one by one, slowly contaminated with anger, until finally that anger burned his whole heart, and everything he did would deviate from his own track.

Lu Yunshu didn't know where he would deviate, but he knew that if he let the people around him change with him for a while, Lu Yunshu was unwilling, the reason why he became like this was because he had experienced too many people in the world, he didn't want all people to be like him, no matter what happened, Lu Yunshu wanted those people to live happily.