Chapter 183: Suspicious of the child
"That's different! Uncle Han and Aunt Shui have taken care of me since I was a child, they are very good to me, I am like a relative, so I didn't treat them as subordinates......" Xiao Xunxu couldn't help but defend himself.
Loved ones alike?
Di Jiushu's eyes moved, and in the depths of his memory, it seemed that this person had said the same thing.
"After all that, you still haven't answered my question?" Xiao Xunxu persevered and continued to ask, wanting to hear what he was about.
However, Di Jiushu smiled and patted his thin shoulder, "Your father didn't teach you, sometimes it's a bad thing to know too much?" ”
After speaking, he saw that the villain's eyelids drooped, and a large shadow scattered on his forehead obscured his expression, leaving only a black head facing him.
Di Jiushu was a little curious for a while, how could the little guy who was still talking and laughing just now become so quiet in the blink of an eye?
However, he has never liked to ask about other people's affairs, as he just said, sometimes knowing too much is not necessarily a good thing.
Xiao Xunxu was silent for a long time, and then his voice sounded from under his chin, "I don't have a father......
Emperor Jiu was startled, and the foot that half stepped out paused, and the whole person froze in place.
He didn't move, but looked back at the little one.
"How could it be...... Don't have a daddy? Emperor Jiushu didn't know what was wrong with him, so he asked this sentence with pity.
"My mother never told me about my father, and Aunt Shui and Uncle Han never mentioned it, I have only been with my mother since I was a child, and I don't have a ...... father."
"You...... Have you never asked about your father? The innocence and stubbornness on the little face that suddenly raised made him have an illusion in a trance.
"Asked...... However, every time I mention the word father, my mother will be very angry, my mother is usually very gentle, rarely speaks, and will not get angry at every turn, but once my mother starts a fire, it will become very scary. Xiao Xunxu recalled that before, because he was curious, he ran over to ask his mother about his father, and at that time, his mother was angry, and the whole person was cold and scary.
He had never seen his mother ever be as frightened as the cold, and afterwards Aunt Shui told him that his mother didn't like Daddy, and asked him not to mention those two words again.
So, from that time, he never mentioned those two words in front of his mother.
"Maybe your mother doesn't like your father." Things between adults have always been full of variables, and the pain left behind will inevitably implicate the children if they come out of themselves.
Back then, didn't the monarch of Yeyang Country treat his mother and concubine the same, but he will suffer for the rest of his life, isn't this all the same?
"If your mother doesn't let you mention those two words again, you will never think about it?"
"No!" Xiao Xunxu smiled, the loss just now was suddenly swept away by the smile in the corner of his eyes, and his fast tone sounded extremely relaxed.
Di Jiushu couldn't help but look sideways, and asked without thinking: "Why?" ”
Aren't ordinary children all hoping for harmony and love between their parents?
However, without his father, won't he feel a trace of regret and miss?
"Because I have a mother, although my mother looks cold on weekdays, she is always silent and does not speak, but I know that my mother actually loves me very much, otherwise she would not have risked so many things for me. Since my mother doesn't like me to ask about my father, then I won't ask, I don't want my mother to be in love
Happy, in the future, I will definitely be like Uncle Han and Aunt Shui, I will only be good to my mother and mother, and I will take good care of her for the rest of my life! Xiao Xunxu sketched the great dream that he had hidden in his heart since he was a child, half depicted and half shared it with Emperor Jiushu.
The big eyes under the hollow light gauze couldn't hide the smile, and the palm-sized pink face had a satisfied expression.
It seems that just like what he just said, as long as his mother can be happy, he is willing to do everything to make his mother happy!
Di Jiushu's expression moved, he never thought that the five-year-old child in front of him could not only reveal the mature face that did not match his age, but also was so mature and sensible in his heart.
If his mother knew that he was so well-behaved and sensible, she would definitely feel very relieved.
As soon as Emperor Jiushu thought of this, he suddenly became interested in the cold and lonely mother in his mouth.
"It seems that you really love your mother."
"Mother is the only relative in this world, I don't love her, who loves her?" Xiao Xunxu raised a solemn face like a little adult, and said solemnly.
Di Jiushu was amused by his expression, and the smile on the corner of his mouth turned up, "Listening to what you just said, your mother must be an extremely kind and beautiful woman, right?" ”
If she weren't a smart and wise woman, how could she raise such a lively and alert son?!
"Of course, my mother, but the gentleest, best-looking, and smartest person in the world!" The mother is not only beautiful, but also has high martial arts, but also divination and medical skills, and most importantly, the mother will also cook for herself...... Although the boiled things are indeed a little flattering, Aunt Shui said that you can't look at the reality of being a person, the important thing is your heart!
Mother is so good to himself, in his heart, there is no more perfect woman in this world than Mother!
Di Jiushu smiled and shook his head when he heard this, the children in this world all regard their mothers as the best.
It's no wonder that when he mentions his mother, his eyes are so bright.
So, continue walking along the street.
"What about your mother?" Xiao Xunxu followed Di Jiushu in small steps, although his legs and feet were not as slender as Di Jiushu, but he had been following Di Jiushu closely on the way to walk, and he did not fall half a step.
"Me? ......" Emperor Jiushu's expression moved, his steps paused involuntarily, and after coming back to his senses, he continued to walk forward, but this time his steps were not as light as just now.
"Yes, I just said so much about my mother, for the sake of fairness, you should also say a little about your mother, right?" Xiao Xunxu is not a master who will suffer, now, it is his turn to say something to share, right?
"I didn't force you to say that." Several layers of smiles gathered in Di Jiushu's light eyes.
Xiao Xunxu was a little unhappy, pulled up his sleeves, and put on a preachy appearance: "How can you be like this, good friends should share some of their own things with each other." What's more, my mother once told me that everything should be exchanged equally, there is no such cheap unilateral contribution in this world, and the so-called wishful thinking is all the most absurd jokes in the world. ”
The implication is that what he just said was not for him in vain, at least he had to show a little bit of his own private affairs and tell him about it.
And after Di Jiushu heard Xiao Xunxu say what his mother said, the whole person couldn't help but be shocked!
"That ...... Is it really from your mother's mouth? ”
Xiao Xunxu nodded firmly
That's what my mother said. ”
Di Jiushu's eyes moved, and suddenly the whole person fell silent, staring at the little guy who was only the height of his thigh, his eyes were as heavy as a pool of blue waves and clear water, on the surface it looked calm and waveless, but under his heart it gradually rolled up.
From what he had just described, he couldn't help but think of the figure again.
Such a cold character, such a quiet life, such resolute words......
It's all indescribably similar to that person!
On that day, at the Yamen, she tried her best to take the cold jade from him.
She also saves people......
He remembered that five years ago, she was more than two months pregnant, besieged the city, fell off a cliff, and experienced heavy rains......
Her body was frail and frightening, but she disappeared before he could turn around.
Afterwards, he asked the imperial doctors in the palace who had given her pulse before and asked about the safety of the mother and child, but at that time, all the imperial doctors shook their heads.
And that night, he also asked her again with hope about the child...... However, she had a cold shot on her face, and her words as cold as a sword pierced his heart deeply, and he suddenly had the illusion that the child had already ...... in that rainstorm It's like the feeling she has for herself, forever and ever.
The more Di Jiushu thought about it, the more confident he became, and he thought carefully about what she had said that night. Although she didn't mention anything about the child's survival, she didn't seriously tell herself about the child's death......
If the child had survived at that time, he would have turned five years old this year......
As soon as he thought of this, his chest throbbed violently.
One pressed his chest, crouched down, and wrapped one hand around the little one's shoulder, pulling the person closer to him.
"What's your mother's name? Is her name ...... Ji, Yun, laughing? He had never been afraid of anything in his life, but every time he came into contact with something related to her, his heart would always hang in the air, and he had never been safe and secure.
He was afraid to hear the answer, afraid that the little head would shake and not say a word to break the hope and illusion that came to him at this moment.
But...... He was so desperate to know the answer, eager to answer the puzzle that had been haunting him all along.
"What are you doing! You're scratching me, hurry up and let go, let go! ……”
"Tell me, who is your mother? Is her name Ji Yunxiao? Is her name Ji Yunxiao? Isn't it a cloud smile? "Emperor Jiushu's pupils seemed to be dyed with color, turning from jet black to light purple, purple and deep, and finally all of them turned dark purple!
"Your eyes ......" Xiao Xunxu seemed to be frightened, his whole body stiffly stared at his eyes, and the whole person was shaken under his palm.
"It's not! No! It's not ......" Xiao Xunxu suddenly roared! In the gap that Emperor Jiu had not noticed, he pushed his hand away.
Emperor Jiu was caught off guard, and was actually pushed to the ground by him, and his purple robe was stained with dust and became a little dull. However, no amount of darkness on the robe could compare to the dull color of his eyes.
He didn't believe it! ……
The person who came out of his mouth just now is so close to the person in his heart, how could it not be that person!
Di Jiushu stood up unwillingly, flew over in a few steps, and dragged the body of the little guy who was running.
wanted to pick him up in the air, but as soon as his hand touched Xiao Xunxu's shoulder, the fingertips of his hands were like touching fire, burning hotly for a moment!
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