Volume 2: Ten Years of Life and Death [109] Han Miao's death
It was a long, long night.
Chu Changting leaned against the window, looking at the starry sky and the Milky Way flowing, slowly stretched out his hands, and the bright moon light flowed from his fingers, which fell on her smooth and jade-like cheeks, she tightened her palms, trying to catch the moon in the high place.
She saw the moon, but she could only catch the ethereal light.
Looking down, the ink hair without a trace of jewelry spilled on her shoulders, making her face pale and tender. Her lonely figure was reflected on the window lattice, and she withdrew her hand gloomily.
I don't know how long later, Yan'er stood behind the screen far away from her, and carefully told her that Han Miaoxi was executed, and she died quickly and neatly, and there should be no pain.
Su He was also fined for a year for protecting criminals, but fortunately he was not cut off and did not suffer any flesh and blood.
Chu Changting stretched out his hand and stroked the window lattice, was silent for a long time, and slowly spoke: "As soon as tomorrow comes, there will be countless admonitions flying up to the court like snowflakes, saying that I am the queen of the demon of the country." ”
"No, mother, it won't, don't think so!" Yan'er replied crampedly.
"Go down." Chu Changting pushed the half-open window completely open, his eyes were misty and empty.
Yan Er retreated silently, and Chu Changting was still sitting quietly by the window, his black dress blending in with the night.
She suddenly felt that life and death were really a very mysterious and unpredictable thing. For some reason, it seems that she has been going through these life and death things since she died, she is trapped in the prison net of heaven and earth, unable to enter, unable to get out, and has no direction to collide, trying to get rid of this curse-like magic barrier.
What is death, what is life, what is the fear of life, and what is the fear of death. So many lives lost their breath in front of her, and she was even in a trance, death is such a simple thing, and living is the most difficult thing.
At first her heart was trembling with pain, now it is numb with pain, sometimes she feels that the tears are flowing unconsciously, and the sadness has not yet flooded her brain, and her eyes are overflowing with sadness.
She slowly wiped away the cold liquid from her face.
She knew that her heartfelt affairs had been completely buried in the cool night when Han Miaoji left.
This night is not like the night when the fire is raging, there are stars and moons in this night, but there is no lonely figure, the cold voice like a mountain spring, the lips with fine lines, and the indifferent sleeping phoenix eyes that always seem to be open.
On the way back, when she finally knew that Han Miaoji was the illegitimate daughter of the first abolished prince, she suddenly remembered that day she came to her in front of her and said that she felt that she was very much like a young lady from a big family, and in the dark room without a trace of light, when the sunlight suddenly leaked in, that deep look.
I don't know how long it took, but it seemed to be the second half of the night, and the whole world was so quiet that there was no birdsong. Chu Changting was still sitting quietly in front of the window, holding his chin and looking out of the window in distraction.
Yi Lunwan walked behind him silently, the hot and humid breath hit her ears, she snorted sensitively, and her heart was covered with a layer of unreal fog. She subconsciously ducked.
Yi Lunhuan slowly stroked Chu Changting's shoulder, wanting to say something to comfort her, but found that he couldn't say a word.
"You already knew, didn't you?" Chu Changting smiled self-deprecatingly and wiped the tears from his face casually, "You already know Han Miao's identity, right?" ”
"That's why you let her leave me, right?" Chu Changting turned around and looked directly at Yi Lunhuan, "You lied to me before that she looked very much like the maid who went to the Queen Mother before, so you transferred her to the Queen Mother." ”
"How much else are you hiding from me?" She slowly reached out to hook Yi Lunhuan's neck, and her big and bright eyes were covered with water vapor, which made Yi Lunhuan's heart ache.
"No, Changting." His voice was inexplicably hoarse, with the tiredness of sleepless nights.
"I don't blame you." She smiled sadly, "My aunt, she did hurt you, I have nothing to say about this." ”
"Why didn't you punish Su He?"
"I'm afraid you're even more upset." Yi Lunwan paused, his throat hoarse.
Chu Changting's hands slowly moved from the back of Yi Lunhuan's neck to Yi Lunhuan's face, she held his face and said to him seriously: "Yi Lunhuan, you let me go." ”
"Let me bring my brother. I leave our children to you, you should take care of Nian'er and Pan'er, don't care where I went, don't think of me again, and forget me from now on. ”
"I'm tired, tired."
I was only nineteen years old, but I felt like I was going to exhaust all my life's strength.
But I don't have anyone to grudge. How about the death of all the people, my father really rebelled irrefutably, so many soldiers shouted and fought in the Chu Mansion, threatening to change the dynasty; How to die on the battlefield, the sword has no eyes and death and injuries are inevitable, her husband is not only her husband, but also the general who leads all the armies of Tianzhuo, and the hero of all subjects, she has such precautions from the beginning; What about the wine and white silk, I really have a father who has a deposed prince, and she has indeed planned for a long time to want Yi Lunhuan's life.
If you want to blame, blame God for having no eyes, blame her for her bad luck, blame her for her ill-fated fate, blame her for killing everyone around her.
She sighed weakly.
Yi Lunhuan pulled her into his arms hard, reached out and stroked her head tightly, rested his chin lightly on her forehead, and said categorically: "Don't, I can't live without you, Changting." ”
"I can't ...... anymore Can't afford to lose you anymore. I, I'm going to go crazy. ”
He muttered lowly, like a child.
"Tomorrow there will be many people who will come to impeach me. I don't want to embarrass you either. In Yi Lunwan's warm arms, Chu Changting couldn't help but sobbed loudly.
"I know you're feeling bad. If you feel sad, I will make a dwelling place for you on the empty mountain behind the palace, and you will rest there, and from then on the earthly world will not disturb you. ”
"At least, at least don't leave me again."
Chu Changting stretched out his hand and tightly wrapped his arms around Yi Lunhuan's waist and buried his head deep in his arms.
In October 979 of the red calendar, the emperor split a residence for the queen on Zhankong Mountain, and after the Spring Festival, the queen took refuge in Zhankong Mountain, and since then ignored trivial matters.
In July 980 of the red calendar, the Empress Dowager Jingmin died, and she was called Xiao Yici and buried in the imperial mausoleum. In August of the following year, the harem was cleared, and half of the palace maids and eunuchs were cut.
In 981 of the red calendar, the second prince of Nanyaoyue collapsed, and the following year Huang Zhengyu died of excessive grief, and the eldest princess Huang Lingfeng succeeded to the empress.
It is said that the people of Nan Yaoyue are simple, and the succession of a woman is actually nothing. However, there were two women in the history of Yaoyue. The news reached Tianzhuo Fengzhao, but Yi Lunhuan spilled the tea in his hand all over the ground.
Shen Liangchen. The narrow phoenix eyes crossed a trace of cruelty.