Chapter 720: Memories
"The reason why I would say that the general is a very good person is because the general saved me before, I was about to die, and I wanted to sell it to the Qinglou after being bought by human traffickers, at that time I felt that the world was gray, and I just wanted to die, but it was not until this time that the general appeared in front of me."
The little maid fell into deep memories as she spoke, while Lu Yunshu stood quietly and listened to her.
"You know what? What a stubborn person I was before, no matter what happened, I always felt that I could handle it, but now that so many things have happened, I know how powerless I was at that time, especially my identity was put there, no matter what I did, I would be restricted, and I was just a pariah, but at that time I whimsically wanted to sue the government, at that time, I didn't know where the courage came from to bump into the government, and I was infected by the people of the government, And it fell into the hands of human traffickers, and at that time I thought that it was the people of the government who did it. ”
After saying this, the little maid sighed leisurely, and followed Lu Yunshu to continue walking forward, the pedestrians coming and going in the lively bazaar did not hear what they were saying at all, and Lu Yunshu listened carefully to the previous memories about her, the little guy was unwilling to say more to him, but now he was willing to tell him this story, which proved that the little maid was slowly choosing to trust Lu Yunshu, and Lu Yunshu also knew that the trust between people was slowly accumulated from daily life.
"So at that time, I felt the injustice in this world, so I wanted, if one day I was really rescued, then I must take revenge on the government, no matter what I did, I wanted to kill the person who wanted me to become the person who wanted me to become the person of the Qinglou, but it wasn't until I met the general that I felt that everything was not so simple, and everything in this world was not right and wrong, good and evil."
Yes, all things in this world are not right and wrong, good and evil can be distinguished, including Lu Yunshu now I don't know whether she is a good thought or an evil thought, because she wants to stay here to take revenge, but the reason why she wants to be rewarded is because these people have made it like this, everything in this matter is doomed, since Lu Yunshu, who is already doomed, it is impossible to disobey these, anyway, so many things have happened, Lu Yunshu knows better than anyone what she wants to do, but these things on Lu Yunshu's body may be more vivid than on other people's bodies, because Lu Yunshu has always been like a little girl, feeling that if there is really any injustice in this world, she is willing to fight against those unfairness. see
But can all the injustices in this world be fought against? Lu Yunshu can't be sure now, including that she doesn't have the strength to fight against these unfairness at all, because all the things she did were contrary to the previous things, but the things she said before may not all be right, because he blindly didn't know what he wanted to do at that time, and now he finally has what he wants to do, but he finds that he has no strength at all The people around him, leaving him one by one Lu Yunshu felt like this lonely person.
If one day he really experienced something, Lu Yunshu hopes that the people around him can accompany him well, even if the people around him don't do anything, Lu Yunshu only hopes that they will be happy and grow up peacefully. But there is no one around him anymore, not even a friend, and the secretary doesn't know what to do next, he just does it according to his own thoughts, but whether these things can be done Lu Yunshu really doesn't know in his heart, but she doesn't know if the next things can make her feel better, but at least she is uncomfortable in her heart now, she knows that if one day she really takes revenge, he may feel better in his heart, But now Lu Yunshu feels upset when he stays here.
"Although I don't know what your identity is, but since the general values you so much, it proves that you have a fate with him, when I met the general before, I always felt that I had a fate with him, so I pestered the general with a dead face, but at that time, the general just had a straight face, but coldly rejected the relationship between me and him, at that time I just thought that the general might be because of my identity, and he had no way to be with me, But then I realized that the general was not because of this, but because there was no one else in his heart and he didn't fancy me, so he didn't stay with me. ”
"Haven't you ever been filled with resentment? After all, what you want has never belonged to you, and you don't know exactly what this general wants to do recently, and there are so many women around the general, don't you want to dominate her alone? If you really want to do this, you should continue to work hard, I don't think you are a person who will give up easily, otherwise you would not have said such things to me, the two of us have been together for so long, I know you better, you are a very brave and very impulsive person, probably exactly the same temper as I used to. ”
"I don't know, the two of us think about each other, but I know that what I want to do is different from what the general wants to do, so I don't need to trouble the general for what I want to do, the general is the one who saved my life, so I will support the general no matter what he does, but whatever the general wants to do, I will not help him, and as long as the general speaks, he wants my life, I can also give it to him directly, after all, my life is what he picked up, If he wants to take it, anyway, I don't have anything to attach to now, and I guess there is only the general. ”
Hearing this little maid say this, Lu Yunshu felt that there was no taste in her heart, she looked at this little maid as if she had seen her previous self, and her previous self was so obsessed with Ye Shendui because she was poisoned.