Zhuang Zhuang stood at the end of the corridor of the oncology department of the inpatient department for a moment, and saw his mother Wang Xiaolan coming out of the ward, and then walked lightly to his side.

"Mom......"

Before Zhuang Zhuang could speak, Wang Xiaolan had already grabbed her son's hand.

Where the tentacles are, there are erections, rough skin like sandpaper.

Turning the solemn hand over, Wang Xiaolan saw a hand full of calluses, and the tiger's mouth had a thick layer of skin due to holding the gun for a long time, and the color was a little different from the skin next to it.

Tears flowed down again.

"Mom, don't cry, I'm not fine!" Solemn and panicked.

Wang Xiaolan still couldn't hold back her tears and said, "Little brother, you have suffered hardships, you have suffered hardships......

Mother, who can bear to see their son suffer such a great sin?

She even momentarily resented her husband for insisting on sending her son to the army.

At the beginning, I heard my husband say that the army can train people and temper his rebellious son into a talent, so he agreed.

But agreeing to agree, when I really got in front of myself, I couldn't help but feel distressed when I saw these hands.

"Mom, why don't you endure hardship, let me tell you, I deserve to be a soldier!" Solemnly comforted her mother: "Didn't you receive my letter? You see, I have made meritorious service again, and I have won the top, and I am not worse than others at all. ”

"Your hand...... How many sins have you suffered......"

"Mom, my comrades-in-arms are all like this, they are all the same, everyone has a mother, and I haven't seen anyone feel distressed." Solemnly said.

Wang Xiaolan glared at the solemn and said, "How do you know that other people's mothers don't feel sorry for their sons?" Is there anyone in the world who doesn't feel sorry for her son? Unless it's picked up! You didn't pick it up......"

Zhuang Zhuang felt that it was not okay to go on like this, and when my mother saw that she was crying like this, she didn't talk about anything, so she quickly changed the topic and said, "Mom, I want to ask you something, you can't hide it from me anymore." ”

Wang Xiaolan saw that her son was serious, and this time she finally stopped crying, wiped the corners of her eyes and said, "You say." ”

"Dad, what's going on? How did you guys do that?! Don't tell me? How did my squad leader know? He solemnly said, "And it's liver cancer?" Didn't misdiagnose, right? ”

Solemnity still has a hint of fantasy.

Although the relationship between father and son is not good, how can a person who feels that his father is so powerful be sick?

Although he has always been dissatisfied with Zhuang Zhenguo's discipline, Zhuang Zhuang still feels that his father is a ruthless character in his heart, especially after becoming a soldier, he has an understanding of the war that year, has experienced the hardships of being a soldier, and secretly admires Zhuang Zhenguo.

Such a powerful person, after the baptism of blood and fire, was actually struck down by illness after retiring and returning to the place?

It's unimaginable.

"Son, let me tell you one thing, you can't be angry when you hear it." Wang Xiaolan said.

Zhuang Yan heard some clues from his mother's tone, as if there was a hidden truth behind this matter, so he said: "Mom, I'm not a child anymore, I've been a soldier for a year, you say, I'm definitely not angry." ”

Wang Xiaolan sighed and said: "Actually, your father had already found something strange in his body before he sent you to be a soldier, at that time, he went for a routine physical examination, and the doctor found that he had a problem with his liver, so he asked him to re-examine, and then he did a careful examination, only to know that he had cirrhosis, and it was a very serious kind of ......."

My father did like to have two drinks when he had nothing to do, and it was almost a habit......

Solemnly listened, and his scalp was numb.

Something happened before you became a soldier?

So, did my father know that he had this disease, so he insisted on sending him to be a soldier?

This......

It's really hard to hide yourself!

Wang Xiaolan continued: "He later discussed with me and said that the disease can easily turn into liver cancer......

Speaking of this, he stopped, looked solemnly and said: "Son, your father really loves you, but he doesn't know how to express it, he is not the kind of person who can be considerate of everything, so you can't keep saying that he doesn't love you, saying that he picked it up, it hurts his heart......"

Zhuang Zhuang could only nod, and now, even if there are many differences between Zhuang Zhenguo and himself, he can't be angry with him as before.

"Okay, Mom, I know, I won't say that in the future."

Wang Xiaolan said again: "I was going to tell you this, but at that time, you played around every day, and you didn't go home once for ten days and half a month, and I didn't have a chance." Later, your father said that if you go on like this, you have to be abolished, and he said that if something really happens, no one will be able to control you, so he thought of sending you to be a soldier......"

"But when he sent you to be a soldier, he knew that you would definitely not want to, so he lied to you and said that it was to arrange your future work and let you go to the army, and he also said that he would transfer you to the logistics department......"

"I see." Zhuang Zhuang smiled bitterly and shook his head, "I really felt that the heavens should not be called, the earth was not spiritual, and I wrote to you, but I didn't reply." ”

I solemnly remembered the days of the recruit company, which was on the verge of collapse every day.

But now he found that he didn't hate Zhuang Zhenguo for this at all.

Before the recruit company, he cursed his father a lot in his heart.

"That's what your dad won't let me." Wang Xiaolan's answer was really the same as solemnly imagined, "He was afraid that after writing to you, you would think that you would be more confident and not feel at ease training, so he simply didn't reply to you, and asked me to write a few words in reply...... Your dad is ...... this kind of character."

Zhuang Zhuang suddenly remembered something and said, "But how did my squad leader get in touch with my father?" ”

Wang Xiaolan said: "The first time you sent a letter back, your father read it and made a big fire, saying that you were unproductive, but then I was worried that you would really not be able to stand doing stupid things in the army, so according to the address and name mentioned in your letter, I wrote a letter to your squad leader, which told you about your situation and your situation, and asked him to look at you as a veteran, don't let you do something out of the ordinary, if there is anything, try to educate as much as possible." ”

Solemn this suddenly realized.

His performance during the recruit period was really not ordinary garbage, but Yin Xiancong seemed to be interested in defending himself, and the next company asked him to go to the first class, and he still maintained himself when he fought with Chen Qingming......

This thing is strung together, Zhuang Zhuang had always thought that Yin Xiancong had seen him right, but now he knew that it was his father who asked Yin Xiancong to cultivate himself well......

Solemn felt something in his chest clogging his trachea, making it a little difficult to breathe.

All along, it seems that he has really gone too far with his father.

What he said in front of Zhuang Zhenguo in the past, now think about it, how sad it is for a father to listen to these rebellious words of his son......

A trace of guilt began to slowly creep up in his heart.