Chapter 181: Loneliness in My Heart

When she returned to the Wan Dynasty, it didn't seem to be calm in the palace, especially when everyone saw Du Ruosheng's appearance, it was a little strange, and this strange atmosphere was not until Du Ruosheng saw Fang Lanzhi, she understood everything.

Du Ruosheng had just entered the Huaqing Palace, and she saw Fang Lanzhi dressed in grace and beauty, she was not here to greet herself.

When Fang Lanzhi saw Du Ruosheng, she greeted her with a smile in her eyebrows, "Is my sister going smoothly and happily?" ”

Du Ruosheng took two steps back and distanced herself from her, she didn't know when she and Fang Lanzhi were so close.

"Queen Mother, you can count yourself back." It was Luo Yu who was coming, and from Luo Yu's eager tone, Du Ruosheng knew that Fang Lanzhi seemed to have been waiting for him here for a long time.

"Luoyu, the concubine is here, why don't you know how to pour tea, is this how this palace taught you?" Du Ruosheng's tone was a little resentful, but Luo Yu knew that Du Ruosheng said this in order not to let Fang Lanzhi find any opportunity to pick on him.

"Yes, the slave will go and show the mother tea." After that, Luo Yu left, leaving Du Ruosheng and Fang Lanzhi standing in the courtyard of Huaqing Palace.

"Concubine, let's go to the palace, the weather outside is cold, if it is infected with the wind cold, it will not be good."

"Queen Mother, please." Fang Lanzhi stretched out her hand and let Du Ruosheng go first.

Fang Lanzhi looked flattering, Du Ruosheng really didn't know what she wanted to do.

Entering the main hall, the two sat down, Fang Lanzhi suddenly knelt down, and kept pleading guiltily: "Queen Mother, the concubine is guilty, if the mother is angry, punish the concubine." ”

Her sudden move made Du Ruosheng even more confused, "What are you doing?" What are you guilty of? What shall I punish you? ”

Saying that, Du Ruosheng got up and prepared to help her up, after all, she is also a noble concubine in the palace, so that these palace people see that they still think that she is wrong, she doesn't want to be idle.

But this Fang Lanzhi was very stubborn, and he refused to get up no matter how he pulled it, his eyes flashed as he spoke, and he looked pitiful, "Soon after you left, the Queen Mother called the concubines and the emperor, saying that the emperor should not be so pampered and snub the other concubines in the palace, so that the emperor and the concubines..."

Speaking of this, Fang Lanzhi couldn't cry, Du Ruosheng frowned, and asked, "What's wrong with you and the emperor?" ”

Fang Lanzhi wiped her tears with a handkerchief and continued: "The emperor and his concubines are also forced to do so..."

There is no need to wait for Fang Lanzhi to continue, Du Ruosheng already understands, and he can't help sneering in his heart, where is this to complain to himself, it is clearly to show off.

"Get up, you are the emperor's concubine, serving the emperor is a matter of course, why cry like this." Du Ruosheng's face was pale, and she helped Fang Lanzhi up, Fang Lanzhi sat on the chair, still wiping the dried tears with a handkerchief, Du Ruosheng looked at her like this, and felt even more funny in her heart.

Did she think that if she said this to herself, what would happen to her, be jealous, and then be furious? She never was, wasn't before, and is even less likely now.

"The concubine knows that the emperor has a deep love for the mother, and the mother and the emperor are even more dedicated to each other, and the concubine and the emperor are like this now, and the concubine always feels that she has betrayed the queen, so she blames herself in her heart, and only hopes that the queen can forgive the concubine's hardship."

Fang Lanzhi said word by word with good intentions, but in Du Ruosheng's opinion, his words were hypocritical, making her disgusted and having no other feelings.

"I'm afraid that the concubine has misunderstood, this palace is the emperor's wife, the main owner of the harem, and it is right to let the harem be harmonious and orderly, and now the queen mother has complained about the palace, so it is the palace that is not doing properly, you are just doing your own thing, how can the palace punish and blame you, this is to say, it is still the fault of the palace!"

Du Ruosheng's reaction surprised Fang Lanzhi a little, she knew that although Du Ruosheng would not be so jealous, she should always be unhappy in her heart, she was so eloquent, but she didn't care about herself and Yan Qinghan's affairs at all, it looked like she was self-inflicted and played with right and wrong.

"Hearing the queen mother say this, the concubine will be relieved, as long as the mother can figure it out, this is a happy event for everyone, if the concubine can give birth to the first eldest son for the emperor in the future, it will be a happy event in the world."

Fang Lanzhi deliberately mentioned the matter of the child, even if Du Ruosheng didn't care if she and Yan Qinghan were husband and wife, but this child was always a hurdle in her heart that she couldn't get over, and sure enough, Du Ruosheng's figure trembled when she heard the child, and Fang Lanzhi was in full view.

"When the emperor becomes his father, he will definitely be more..."Before she finished speaking, Du Ruosheng drank her, "Enough, if the concubine has nothing else to do, please go back, the palace is tired and wants to rest." ”

A smile appeared on the corner of Fang Lanzhi's mouth, and then he attached himself and retreated.

When Luo Yu came back with the brewed tea, only Du Ruosheng was left sitting in the hall, like a frosted eggplant.

"Mother, what's wrong with you?" Luo Yu put down the plate, walked to Du Ruosheng's side, and asked with concern.

"You have heard about the emperor and the concubine." Du Ruosheng looked at Luo Yu and asked in a solemn voice.

Luo Yu chuckled in her heart, she knew that it was not good for this concubine to come to Huaqing Palace now, she must have been favored to show off, but she didn't expect that she had only left for a while, so she had a chance, seeing that Luo Yu was silent, Du Ruosheng asked again: "Is it true?" There was some eagerness in his tone.

Luo Yu nodded in embarrassment and said in a low voice: "Yes... It's true... The harem has spread all over. "Flying

"No wonder, no wonder when Bengu comes back, they look so strange at Bengong!" Du Ruosheng smiled bitterly and said in a low voice.

Du Ruosheng didn't have any expectations for Yan Qinghan, but when Fang Lanzhi blurted out these things, she admitted that her heart still hurt, especially when she heard the words she didn't want to hear the most, Yan Qinghan kept saying to herself that she only loved herself, and he had only one wife, such an oath had ceased to exist since he ascended the throne and had the identity of the emperor, and he only loved her alone, so now he can let other women get a chance, only she has a wife, And what are these concubines in the harem!

Seeing Du Ruosheng's sad appearance, Luo Yu didn't know what to comfort, so she could only silently accompany her, "Niangniang....."

Du Ruosheng frowned, what happened recently made her a little breathless, she was tired and wanted to rest.

got up and walked to the dormitory, she fell straight on the phoenix couch, looked at the glazed blue tiles, looked at the phoenix embroidered clothes on her body, and smiled sadly: "It turns out that I still can't escape all this...."

When Du Ruosheng fell asleep, Yan Qinghan rushed to Huaqing Palace, he learned the news of Du Ruosheng's return to the palace early in the morning, but he couldn't get away from a lot of government affairs at hand, he wanted to explain everything to her as soon as possible, when he came to Huaqing Palace, Luoyu saw him and greeted him, he asked urgently: "Where is the queen mother?" ”

When Luo Yu saw Yan Qinghan, she was also angry in her heart, she was upset about Du Ruosheng, but she was just a little slave, how could she dare to say anything to Yan Qinghan, who was the emperor, so she could only return quietly: "Back to the emperor, the mother is tired and has fallen asleep." ”

It wasn't dark yet, so he fell asleep, it was impossible with Du Ruosheng's energy, Yan Qinghan thought about walking in the direction of the dormitory, but before he walked out of the main hall, he was stopped by Luoyu, "What are you stopping me for!?" ”

"The emperor should come back tomorrow, I'm afraid I don't want to see you today." Luo Yu said boldly.

"What do you mean?" Yan Qing was puzzled.

"Doesn't the emperor know yet? When the concubine Niangniang had not come back, she was waiting for Niangniang in the palace, and she didn't know what to say to Niangniang, after the concubine Niangniang left, Niangniang was depressed, and then went back to the palace to rest. ”

Hearing Luo Yu's words, Yan Qinghan suddenly realized, this Fang Lanzhi herself has not gone to rectify her, she even dared to go to Du Ruosheng to talk nonsense, you don't have to think about it, Du Ruosheng is afraid that she already knows about herself and Fang Lanzhi, but after Fang Lanzhi's mouth added oil and vinegar, Du Ruosheng must have been stimulated a lot, thinking of this, Yan Qinghan directly turned around, left Huaqing Palace, and went towards Xiukang Palace.

After seeing Yan Qinghan leave, Luo Yu was also relieved, she felt that it was better to let Du Ruosheng and Yan Qinghan be calm and calm with each other, and it was good to meet.

In Xiukang Palace, Fang Lanzhi was happily nesting on the beauty couch to celebrate her victory just now, and Wan'er was waiting carefully on the side, looking at Fang Lanzhi with a smile, she catered to her on the side: "Niangniang, I'm afraid that this time the queen is not light!" ”

Fang Lanzhi's eyes were cold, and she said proudly: "Hmph, did she really think that this palace would succumb to her?" This time, I see how she should deal with herself, even if the emperor loves her again, can she accept the emperor to favor other concubines? As long as there is a gap between her and the emperor's heart, then the palace will have a chance to get the emperor's heart. ”

"It's still the mother who is smart, and when she thinks of joining forces with the queen mother, she is favored by the emperor on the day of the mother, and the queen mother naturally doesn't have to be afraid anymore."

The master and servant were talking happily when they heard a voice from outside the palace, "See the emperor, why did you suddenly come, the emperor!" ”

The next moment, Fang Lanzhi immediately sat up from the beauty couch, and Yan Qinghan was standing in front of her with an angry face.

"The concubines see the emperor."

"Slaves and maids see the emperor." Wan'er was frightened, and he didn't know where he had just looked, and he lowered his head and didn't dare to make a sound at the moment.

"Fang Lanzhi, you are so bold! even ran to the queen to show off his military exploits! Yan Qinghan looked at this Fang Lanzhi angrily, and said in a fierce voice.

"Your Majesty, the concubines are just telling the facts, isn't the emperor not planning to hide it from the queen?" Fang Lanzhi was not afraid at all, and raised her head to meet Yan Qinghan's gaze.

Yan Qinghan stepped forward and choked her face, her eyebrows tightened, and she said sharply: "Facts? Then why don't you tell me what despicable means you used to climb into my bed!? After that, he wanted to shake off Fang Lanzhi's face like garbage, and red fingerprints suddenly appeared on Fang Lanzhi's white and tender face, which showed how angry Yan Qinghan was in his heart.

"!" Wan'er saw that her mother was thrown aside, and hurriedly went over to help.

"Why is the emperor so angry, the concubine just said that the emperor had to do this with the concubine, this queen mother can't stand it, and the queen mother will have to bear much more than this in the future." Fang Lanzhi propped up her body and chattered endlessly, Yan Qinghan didn't know who gave her so much courage to dare to be so rampant now.

"Niangniang, you better say a few words." Wan'er looked at Yan Qing's cold and angry appearance, for fear that Fang Lanzhi would provoke him and kill them directly.

"Fang Lanzhi, I warn you, stay away from the queen, what do you think you can get after that time, but it only makes me hate you even more! If you dare to say something in the Queen's Palace, don't blame me for being ruthless! ”

With that, Yan Qinghan threw up his sleeves and left.

"Hahahaha! Hahahaha! Before he walked out of Xiukang Palace, he heard Fang Lanzhi sneering, Yan Qinghan only felt upset and sped up to leave.

Out of Xiukang Palace, Yan Qinghan came to Huaqing Palace again, he stepped into the palace lightly, went to Yingxue Garden, but when he arrived at the door, he saw a lonely back in the octagonal pavilion, she was wearing a white cloak embroidered with orchids, and Yingxue Court became one, Yan Qinghan stopped, did not step forward again, just stood there and looked at her from afar.

He didn't know Du Ruosheng's expression at this time, but he knew that he must be sad, and Du Ruosheng couldn't sleep at all in the dormitory, so he got up and came to this Yingxue Garden, but now in the cold winter season, there are no white flowers, and there are no clean snowflakes, looking at the bare appearance of Yingxue Garden at the moment, Du Ruosheng couldn't help but smile bitterly, beauty can't last forever, and what do you want, Du Ruosheng seems to be lost, lost in this complex and chaotic world.