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The bright moon and the gentle evening breeze are the most pleasant times in summer. The east garden of King Zhao's Mansion was silent at the moment, and if it weren't for the sound of broken porcelain, it would be difficult to notice that there was a lonely sleepless person sitting in the small pavilion surrounded by rockeries.

A complete set of blue and white porcelain bowls has been shattered on the ground, and the only one that remains is tightly held by a slender and powerful hand at this time, and it seems that it can't bear the pressure and is shattered.

There was obviously a bottle of elixir jade liquid on the stone table, which could be drunk and dissipate sorrow, but Ying Qi felt bitter in the mouth, like drinking coptis, especially when it flowed into his heart, it was even more bitter, but it was difficult to speak.

Ying Qi has been sitting here for several nights in a row, but he has never had the courage to go back and face it, not only because he can't solve it, but also because he can't solve it.

Originally, I thought that he and Ayan had not been able to have a round house because of bad luck, because Zhan Nian suddenly led his troops to fight, because Ying Yan suddenly broke in, because he always offended Ayan at critical moments, and because Ayan was not in good health and was constantly in pain

Haha Yingqi mocked himself again in his heart, but in fact, it was not, it was just a reluctance

In the past, he always accommodated Ayan, and every time he ended up without a problem, he thought about how he could increase the pressure on each other because of such a thing. Until a few days ago, he was desperate to confirm a suspicion that forced her into a corner and could no longer avoid it

With full enthusiasm and affection, he landed a hot kiss on the ice muscle and jade skin, but the body suddenly trembled, and with the heavier and heavier desire, the body trembled more and more, like a rabbit that was cornered, panicked to the point of baring its fangs and biting him fiercely.

I thought it was just too excited, but after being excited, he responded with greater enthusiasm, but she actually cried loudly, just under herself, hugged her shoulders, choked up, and trembled and said: She can't do it

That frightened and helpless look was still etched in his heart, and she cried and cried, gasping for breath, as if she were facing a robber.

"Ying Qi, I can't, I really can't, I can't do it, I can't do it, I always see a pair of eyes, those eyes are full of sadness, he is accusing me, saying that I betrayed him"

"Ying Qi, I don't know what to do, I can't drive it away, I can't forget it"

can't forget it, how unforgettable it should be for people who can't forget it after eating the dream pill

From that moment on, his heart fell into the ice cave, what else could he do except silently get dressed and let her go

The hustle and bustle of the day can always be just right for him to avoid, but at night, he will think over and over again, after all, three years is longer than a year, so many people and those things, after all, it is an indelible trace. Sometimes it's shallow and you can ignore it, and sometimes it's so deep that it seems like you can't cross it for a lifetime.

Ying Qi took a shallow sip of wine, his mouth became more and more bitter, and he simply brushed the jade bottle containing the wine to the ground, and if he couldn't see it, he wouldn't worry about it anymore, just like that person, if he couldn't see it, there would be less pain in his heart.

A dark cloud obscured the bright moon, and the night was as thick as ink. It didn't take long for the dark clouds to accumulate more and more, getting heavier and heavier, and when the sky couldn't bear it, a lightning bolt streaked by, stuffy

And the thunder rolled in.

There was a rumbling sound, and big drops of rain fell. Ying Qi looked up at the sky, his brows furrowed slightly, and he secretly wondered in his heart: Will she be afraid alone, does she need companionship, and will she miss him.

Thinking about it, the pouring rain came, and the uproar was very urgent, and a piece of green bamboo was washed away and staggered, and the weaker ones fell to the ground, soaked in muddy water, and could no longer stand upright.

Ying Qi stood up, still hesitating in his heart what kind of expression he should use after going back, whether he needed to say a few words, another lightning bolt flashed, and he saw a slender figure coming from far and near.

The figure was cowered under a small umbrella of oil, so thin and weak under the endless rain curtain. His heart suddenly tightened, and when Ah Yan looked around, the figure arrived at the pavilion.

The rain was too heavy, the umbrella was too small, and the water on the ground was deep, when Luo Yan stood in front of Ying Qi, except for the clothes on his shoulders that were dry, the rest were already soaked, especially the embroidered shoes soaked in muddy water, half cramped and half embarrassed to tell about the difficulties along the way.

Ying Qiyi dragged her into the pavilion and reprimanded: "What are you doing when you come out, are you a three-year-old child, don't you know that such heavy rain is dangerous?"

Luo Yan took off the umbrella he was carrying behind him and replied: "I, I'm just here to deliver an umbrella"

Feeling Ying Qi's gaze, she hurriedly handed over the glass lamp in her hand, "Also, I'll send you a lamp."

"You give me one, then who are the remaining two to give it to" Ying Qi looked at the three large and small glass lamps that Luo Yan was carrying in his hand and asked.

Erluoyan was speechless for a while, scratching his head embarrassedly, "Then I'll give you two, and I'll keep one is enough."

Ying Qiyan's eyes suddenly soured, he was obviously afraid of the dark and scared to death, and he still had to come out in such weather, wouldn't you be afraid if you brought a few more lights

There was a very sour emotion gathering in his heart, occupying more and more space in his body, making him unable to breathe smoothly. However, when he stared at the innocent and pitiful little face in front of him, the words that came out became, "Are you a fool, so many palace maids and eunuchs, you don't call, but you want to come by yourself, do you want me to see how pitiful you are?"

"I" Luo Yan opened his mouth a few times, and finally smiled reluctantly and said, "If someone else comes, will you go back?"

Ying Qiyan turned his back and simply replied with a few words, "I won't come back if you come."

Luo Yan didn't know what to say, she gently tugged at the sleeve of her shirt, and seeing that Ying Qi didn't react, she walked around to him again, "Ying Qi, how long do you want to be angry, or are you waiting for me to take the initiative to speak." ”

Without waiting for a response, Luo Yan had no choice but to continue to talk to himself: "Forget it, I'll speak first." ”

"It's true that I'm sorry for you, but when I'm with you, I'm always thinking about someone else, even though I don't know who he is. I think I love you, but in my heart I say that you love someone else, and I am often troubled by this. ”

"I often wonder if the part of my lost memory is important

, I am very curious, but since I promised you not to ask again, I will never mention it. ”

"I've thought of a lot of ways to deal with this problem."

Speaking of this, Luo Yan stopped, her face was also very hesitant, she stared at the surface of her feet for a long time, suddenly raised her head and stared at Ying Qi, and said very seriously: "You can give me that kind of medicine, I am not awake anymore, so naturally I can't see those eyes." I wonder if I can overcome this obstacle if I succeed once."

Luo Yan's suggestion was very careful and serious, although it was ridiculous, it was also a way to try, but Ying Qi was furious when he heard it

"Do you need to take kitsch medicine to numb yourself when you're with him?"

At this time, a muffled thunder suddenly broke out, and a bang fell on Luo Yan's heart, she froze on the spot, looking at Ying Qi in disbelief with a pair of bright eyes, "Who are you talking about?"

Boom and thunder again, Ying Qi's heart was frightened when asked, he couldn't help but say it after all, the "he" who couldn't escape no matter what.

Ying Qi opened his mouth with difficulty, but he couldn't say a word, so he could only say perfunctorily: "You heard it wrong, I also said it wrong, there are only you and me here." ”

Luo Yan no longer believed that since there was really a him, the speculation in her heart for a long time was not true, and after connecting all the things together, she couldn't help but feel chills in her heart, what was the person in front of her who kept saying that she loved her was hiding from herself

She threw away the umbrella and lamp in her hand, her face was no longer as cautious as just now, and she asked Ying Qi one by one.

"Ying Qi, I will have amnesia, is it sick or artificial"

"I'm not a virgin, is it because I'm married at all"

"The person you never mentioned, the person who once came to me, is it my husband?"

"Ying Qi, how many other means have you used to keep me by your side?"

"Ying Qi, tell me, who am I?"

Ying Qi was forced to retreat step by step, his face was extremely ugly, and he had a very bad premonition in his heart, Ayan, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep it

He was so carried away by mad jealousy that he lost his normal heart and was in chaos. He paid a heavy price for this three years ago, and will he do it all over again in three years

As soon as he thought of this, his heart suddenly tightened, and he hurriedly stepped forward to grab Luo Yan's hand and begged, "Ayan, don't think nonsense, you just need to know that I love you, and I won't hurt you."

"We've always been very happy together, countless days and nights, we get along day and night, you will be coquettish in my arms, kiss me secretly when you wake up in the morning, and ask me to come back early on every day you go out, these are all manifestations of your love for me Ah Yan, I love you, you love me too, isn't that enough"

Luo Yan shook Ying Qi away heavily, his eyes were full of remorse, "Ying Qi, shut up, I regret it"

After speaking, he turned around and threw himself into the boundless rain, letting the rain wash over him, letting the darkness wrap him, but there was no trace of fear.