Chapter 528: Growth
Lu Yunshu stared at Feng Mian with wide eyes in disbelief, she didn't know that Feng Mian would actually say such a thing, she used to think that Feng Mian was a person with great powers, which meant that Feng Mian knew everything about her, but she didn't expect that she actually knew such a shortcut, that Orion didn't say that there was a shortcut here, why would he know that there was a shortcut here? I want to come back from the last time Fengmian came back, and it was sneaky, as if there was some secret that I hadn't told myself.
"You've already figured out there's a shortcut here, but why didn't you tell me? If I had told me earlier, we would have left such a place earlier, and maybe we would have entered the capital by now, and if we really found Orion at this time, we could bring it back, I really don't want to do anything now, the only thing I want to do now is to live well in this world, just like you said, in order to be able to live in this world, I will do everything, even these people I can do. ”
When he said this, Lu Yunshu's eyes swayed, for him, all the things he did were not even able to get by in his heart, but now that he had done it, he had no other way but to admit it obediently, and as long as she said this thorn in his heart, he would feel that the thorn slowly penetrated into his heart, and this feeling was a strange and familiar feeling for him.
Lu Yunshu knew that she couldn't accept the things she did, so when she said this kind of thing, it was an invisible suppression for herself, and she didn't want to make herself unaware of herself because of this matter.
When he thought of this, the corners of Lu Yunshu's mouth hooked up a wry smile.
"Why has everything changed, because the things I did before were inconsequential things for me, but I felt that those things were difficult things to do, so I wanted to be able to do those things well, but after these things happened slowly, I felt that these things were not as simple as I imagined, and I was in the middle of such things, and slowly found that everything was like a whirlpool that swept me in, It was as if the whirlpool was endless, and there was no way to break free from it. ”
At the beginning, when Lu Yunshu learned about these things, he just felt as if he was dreaming, but after a long time, he felt that such a dream was unreal, if it was really a dream, it would be absolutely impossible for him to stay together for such a long time, and all the dreams here were completely different from his own thoughts, if it was according to his own thoughts, then none of these would happen in his mind, he would sometimes have nightmares, but he would never do it for so long, Such a long nightmare.
Sometimes Lu Yunshu even thinks that if this is really a nightmare, how good it would be, this nightmare wakes up sooner or later, as long as it is a dream for her, but now it is completely different from her imagination, it is precisely because it is not a dream that she feels that the meaning of living in this world is another layer.
Before, he just wanted to eat and wait for death, and wanted to get what he wanted, but now that he wants to get what he wants, he must put in a certain amount of effort, and this effort is fought through his own gender, no matter what happens, he will not use his life to do anything stupid, because as long as he dies, then there is no way for anyone to help him do the things he wants to do next. The only Chinese network
Lu Yunshuren wanted to feel that he would be impulsive, just because someone could accompany him and help him solve those things, but now it is different, no one can be by his side, he only uses himself to solve this matter, Daddy and Qi Zhao have long been unaware of what happened, he can only solve these things according to his own thoughts.
When Lu Yunshu turned his head to look at Feng Mian, the corners of his mouth also hooked up a faint smile, he was grateful to Feng Mian Feng Mian in his heart, he remembered all the things he did to him, the two of them were able to stay here so well, precisely because the two of them had already become inseparable good friends.
I don't know what Feng Mian is thinking in his heart.
But Lu Yunshu knew that the two of them could continue to live together.
As long as the hearts of two people are close together, then no matter what happens, nothing will change between them, because the two of them have already become close friends, even if they know his feelings for him, Lu Yunshu has no way to avoid these.
"If I didn't have you by my side, I wouldn't have known what to do, but now I think that as long as I can solve the problem, I will never trouble you, because I think that if you only allow you to trouble you like this, I will not grow myself, no matter what happens, I need to grow by myself, because these things may be a test for me by God, the things I did before were too simple, and I still complained, but the things I do now are the most troublesome, If I can solve these things, then I feel that my life is complete. ”
"I don't think your life needs to be fulfilling, as long as I can stay by your side, then no matter what happens, I will be willing to bear it with you, and I am willing to continue to bear it with you, and help you bear this, for you you just need to live well in this world, if you want to do your own thing, just do it yourself, no matter what happens, I will help you."
Feng Mian's eyes were very serious when he said this, Lu Yunshu knew that what he said was all true, but now he has no way to accept such a feeling, and there is no way to accept this relationship in the future, he has already told Feng Mian that he has no way to accept this relationship knowledge, because there are already others in his heart, and Feng Mian also knows what his thoughts are like, no matter what happens, he will never betray this idea in his heart.
When he thought of this, Lu Yunshu couldn't help but say, "I really appreciate you, but I think the two of us ......."