Chapter 377: Distressed and self-blame

Since Du Ruosheng lived in the General's Mansion, he would take care of Gu Feng every day, and these were also looked at by Yan Qinghan on the side.

The jealousy in his heart is also getting bigger and bigger.

Although going to eat this vinegar with a person who has been dying for a short time sounds like he is a little stingy, but as a normal man, a man who loves Du Ruosheng deeply, he really can't be generous.

But even if it was uncomfortable to see in the center of his eyes, he still didn't leave Du Ruosheng an inch.

"Yan Qinghan, do you have nothing else to do except follow me every day? Have you ever cared about what you asked Vice General Zhu to do? Seeing that he followed him every day, Du Ruosheng was also a little uncomfortable.

"Vice General Zhu will handle these things by himself, and besides, I am a foreigner, and it is inconvenient for me to interfere too much in Dongchuan affairs." Yan Qinghan was full of words, which made Du Ruosheng a little speechless.

Gu Feng couldn't help but laugh when he saw the two of them arguing like this.

"Ruosheng, what Brother Yan said is right." Du Ruosheng frowned slightly and looked at Gu Feng, when did Brother Gu Feng help him speak.

"Brother Gu Feng, the injuries on your body are almost healed, and don't forget to drink the daily poison medicine on time." Du Ruosheng said these words several times almost every day.

"You do your best every day, but I'm afraid that General Gu will not forget it." Before Gu Feng could speak, Yan Qinghan on the side opened his mouth for him first.

Du Ruosheng immediately glared at Yan Qinghan, and his eyes reminded him that no one will treat you as a dumb person if you don't speak.

Yan Qinghan pursed his lips unwillingly, and walked out angrily, out of sight, out of sight, and he was not happy to find it here.

Du Ruosheng ignored him and went with him.

After Yan Qinghan left, Gu Feng spoke slowly again: "Second princess, how long do you plan to do this with Brother Yan?" Can't he show his sincerity when he does this now? ”

Hearing Gu Feng ask this, Du Ruosheng couldn't help but fall into deep thought, yes, what did he plan, and his heart was already in a mess when he was disturbed by Dongchuan's sudden incident.

"Ruosheng?" Gu Feng saw that she hadn't answered for a long time, and called her name softly, and Du Ruosheng raised his eyes to look at Gu Feng.

"Brother Gu Feng, now the matter of Dongchuan is the most important, there is a long time between me and him, there is no need to rush this time, but you, you have to get better quickly." Du Ruosheng smiled lightly, Gu Feng understood that he didn't want to let himself worry about her.

"Ruosheng, you and I both know that I have no future, why do you do this for me?" Gu Feng's eyes crossed with sadness, what the future holds, everyone already knows in their hearts, isn't it?

Gu Feng's words pierced Du Ruosheng's heart deeply, even if she knew the result, but she didn't want to face it, she would rather keep deceiving herself Gu Feng would be fine, and it would be the same as before, every time she thought about it, she could blame herself less in her heart, maybe this was self-deception.

Du Ruosheng's expression suddenly dimmed, Gu Feng knew that he had lost his words, and then turned his smile and said, "Okay, let's go and see Brother Yan, this man's vinegar jar is no less than a woman." ”

"Brother Gu Feng...."Du Ruosheng seemed to want to say something, but when she looked at Gu Feng, she knew that Gu Feng was tired, so she couldn't bear to bother anymore.

got up, put down the medicine bowl in his hand, and said lightly: "I'll go see him and come to see you later." ”

Gu Feng nodded slightly, and Du Ruosheng left.

Looking at the back of Du Ruosheng leaving, the smile on Gu Feng's face gradually froze, and he felt a little lonely in his heart.

When Du Ruosheng chased out, he saw that Yan Qinghan had not gone far at all, and was standing in the courtyard with his back.

Hearing Du Ruosheng's footsteps, he immediately turned around and looked at Du Ruosheng pretending to be serious.

"I thought Prince Yan had run away, but it turned out that he was sulking here!" Du Ruosheng teased him.

Yan Qing was silent, and strode towards Du Ruosheng, leaving only a short distance from Du Ruosheng.

"Why are you so close!" Du Ruosheng took a step back with some vigilance.

However, as soon as she took a step, she was hugged into her arms by Yan Qinghan, and Yan Qinghan's palm tightly wrapped around her thin waist, so that she had no chance to resist at all.

"Yan Qinghan, hurry up and let go of me!" They stood in the courtyard in such an ambiguous posture, and the slaves and guards who passed by saw it, which made Du Ruosheng extremely shy.

Seeing Du Ruosheng's flustered and shy look, Yan Qinghan was even more happy in his heart, and an inexplicable desire arose, but he knew that now was not the time.

Yan Qinghan lowered his head, was very close to Du Ruosheng, and said leisurely: "This is shy?" ”

Du Ruosheng's eyes glared angrily, with a warning in his eyes, but Yan Qinghan didn't think so, and he didn't intend to let go of her at all.

It wasn't until a light cough that Yan Qinghan let go of his hand.

When Yan Qinghan turned around, he saw Zhu Fangjie standing behind him.

Du Ruosheng hurriedly sorted out his wrinkled clothes and returned to his former calm.

"Vice General Zhu, but what is the new progress?" Du Ruosheng asked.

"Second princess, Yan Gongzi, let's go to the house and talk." Zhu Fangjie said lightly, and then walked in the direction of the hall.

Du Ruosheng and Yan Qinghan also turned around to follow, and when Yan Qinghan turned around, he whispered in Du Ruosheng's ear: "Let's continue later." ”

As soon as he said this, Du Ruosheng's usual face instantly turned red, and Yan Qinghan couldn't help but laugh when he saw this, which made Du Ruosheng even more annoyed.

The three of them entered the house, and Zhu Fangjie continued the topic just now.

"Second princess, these days, the two adults, Taiwei and Si Nong, seem to have made some moves."

"Vice General Zhu doesn't have to worry, I think the fish led by my father has already been hooked." Du Ruosheng looked indifferent, and Zhu Fangjie already understood.

"It seems that King Dongchuan has expected it a long time ago?" Yan Qinghan also opened his mouth on the side.

Du Ruosheng bowed slightly.

"I wonder what the king has planned?" Zhu Fangjie then asked.

Speaking of this, Du Ruosheng shook his head before saying: "I don't know what my father is going to do, but if the two of them take action, they must have gotten some rumors, Vice General Zhu, continue to stare at them, but don't startle the snake." ”

"Second princess, rest assured, the last general will never relax."

Although Du Ruosheng doesn't know much about Zhu Fangjie, after getting along these days, she also knows more or less why Brother Gu Feng can trust him so much, but unfortunately, earlier, he couldn't always be born and die with Gu Feng.

"Then the general will have the second princess Lao, and the last general will have to do some more explanations and not disturb the two."

Zhu Fangjie said this sentence before leaving, but it really made Du Ruosheng crazy in an instant, obviously what happened between him and Yan Qinghan just now, he must have seen and heard everything.

But by the time she came back to her senses, Zhu Fangjie had already disappeared.

It was Yan Qinghan who stood in front of him again.

"This is in the General's Mansion, don't mess around!" Du Ruosheng looked up at Yan Qinghan and warned again. Romance

"I'm not messing around." Yan Qinghan met her gaze and said word by word.

Du Ruosheng was helpless, so he got up and walked out.

This time, Yan Qinghan didn't follow up again.

I don't know why, when she looked at Yan Qinghan, she always felt that he seemed to be suppressing something and planning something, but at this time she didn't care about it.

At the moment, Dongchuan and Gu Feng's affairs are what she cares about the most.

Night.

After Du Ruosheng gave Gu Feng medicine, he returned to the other hospital.

Yan Qinghan lived in the same courtyard with her, their rooms were opposite, when Du Ruosheng came back, he saw that Yan Qinghan's room had turned off the lights, so he thought he had fallen asleep, and he didn't think much about it, so he went back to the room.

After returning to the room, Du Ruosheng unloaded the fatigue of the day.

Just as she was ready to stretch her muscles, take a hot bath and rest, a black figure suddenly took her into her arms and couldn't wait to kiss her on the lips.

Du Ruosheng didn't realize what happened at all, and the next moment, he was already pressed under Yan Qinghan.

Yan Qinghan hugged her waist tightly and looked at her with affection.

Du Ruosheng could see the strong desire in Yan Qinghan's eyes, and he felt bad, but before he could think about it, Yan Qinghan's kiss fell one after another.

But this time, Yan Qinghan didn't succeed, Du Ruosheng bit his lip fiercely, and he raised his head in pain.

looked at Du Ruosheng with some surprise.

"Are you crazy?" Du Ruosheng asked in surprise.

But Yan Qinghan didn't have the slightest intention of stopping, he leaned over Du Ruosheng's ear, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said in a rather magnetic voice: "Ruosheng, I miss you so much." ”

As soon as these words came out, Du Ruosheng blushed again, and I have to say that she always underestimated Yan Qinghan in this regard.

"Hurry up, this is in the General's Mansion, have you forgotten the promise between us!" Du Ruosheng tried to discuss with this man whose reason was on the verge of collapse.

"I know, but I'm afraid of losing you again, I feel ethereal every day, you seem to be getting farther and farther away from me." Yan Qinghan's tone seemed to carry a hint of grievance.

Du Ruosheng was a little stunned, is this man complaining to herself now, she actually thinks he has a trace of cuteness, and the words that she wanted to blame were speechless for a while.

"You get up first, I'm uncomfortable with you like this." Hearing Du Ruosheng say this, Yan Qinghan was reluctant to leave her.

The two of them sat on the edge of the bed, and Du Ruosheng was a little at a loss at this moment.

"I know that from the moment you left everything and came to me, you were all ready, and I never gave you an answer, I'm sorry. But the matter of Dongchuan and Brother Gu Feng really made me a little lacking in skills and a little painful. Du Ruosheng's voice trembled slightly.

Yan Qinghan's heart shrank tightly, and then he hugged her into his arms again.

She has been working so hard, and she is still forcing her to give herself an answer at this time, Yan Qinghan's heart is full of self-blame.

"Ruosheng, it's me who should say I'm sorry." Yan Qinghan's tone was full of apologies.

Du Ruosheng didn't answer, she didn't know what else she should say.

After a long time, Yan Qinghan let go of her and said lightly: "You have a good rest, I won't bother you." ”

After that, Yan Qinghan got up and was about to leave, but Du Ruosheng suddenly hugged him tightly from behind.

With a hint of tiredness in his voice, he said, "Akan, never leave me, okay?" ”

Hearing this, Yan Qinghan's originally calm heart surged again.

Immediately, he turned around, hugged Du Ruosheng tightly, and slowly kissed her forehead, the tip of her nose, and even between her lips.

This time, Du Ruosheng did not refuse again.

I don't know when, the two of them were already lying on the bed, Du Ruosheng closed his eyes, and let Yan Qinghan untie her belt, his movements were very light and soft.

But Du Ruosheng could still feel his long-suppressed emotions, I don't know how long it took, they were all exhausted and lay on the bed, Du Ruosheng was lying on his side with his back half-exposed, and he had already fallen asleep.

Yan Qinghan still didn't feel the slightest tiredness, gently covered her with a brocade quilt, and looked at her quietly.

At this moment, Yan Qinghan felt that everything was so real and beautiful.

Du Ruosheng didn't sleep deeply, and soon woke up, when she woke up, she turned her head to look at Yan Qinghan, and found that when Yan Qinghan had been watching her, she was a little surprised.

"Ruosheng, I love you, I will never leave you." Yan Qinghan's deep voice sounded, and Du Ruosheng felt itchy in his heart when he heard it.

"Hmm." Du Ruosheng responded softly.

After a while, Du Ruosheng slowly opened his mouth again: "Akan, there is one thing I haven't told you. Now, I think I should let you know. ”

Yan Qinghan was a little surprised, when she said this, Du Ruosheng's expression was a little sad, Yan Qinghan had already guessed that it must be something that worried her.

"What's the matter? If it's something that makes you sad, you don't have to say it. Yan Qinghan couldn't bear to see her sad.

Du Ruosheng approached sideways, wrapped his arms around him, his head fell into his arms, his body trembled slightly, Yan Qinghan saw this, her heart was a little panicked, what could make her so sad, Yan Qinghan also hugged her tightly, trying to comfort her.

"Akan, in fact, we had a child before, but unfortunately I didn't keep him because of me."

Du Ruosheng felt that when Yan Qinghan heard this, his body shook violently, and she knew that his heart must have throbbed fiercely.

"When?" Yan Qinghan's voice sounded unusually calm.

"When I supported Dongchuan, when I fought with Fang Zhi's people, until he left, I didn't know his existence, I'm sorry."

Du Ruosheng thought that Yan Qinghan would be angry with her and would blame her, but Yan Qinghan had long been reluctant to let her suffer a little more damage, and when she heard this, she felt endless distress for her, and there was no other emotion.

Yan Qinghan hugged her tightly, and said softly: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, you have to bear it alone for so long, you don't want to be sad, he must not be ready to see you, I believe that soon, soon he will return to you." ”

After that, he kissed Du Ruosheng lightly on the forehead.

I don't know how long it took for Du Ruosheng to fall asleep, until she fell asleep, Yan Qinghan saw her undried tears clearly, Yan Qinghan raised her hand and gently wiped it away for her.

How much did this woman in front of him endure?

"Ruosheng, don't let yourself be so miserable this time." Yan Qinghan said softly.