Chapter 321: Don't Miss Each Other
Originally, Jiang Lige could still stride forward, but the more he got to the end, every time Jiang Lige took a step closer to the main hall, he felt a heavy weight in his heart.
She was so happy that she would leave, but she didn't expect that it would have caused Brother Luo and Sister Yan to be at odds with her husband and wife for so many years, if she really died at the beginning, wouldn't it hurt them for the rest of their lives?
The more I thought about Jiang Lige, the more I felt guilty and scared.
How could she do nothing?
Jiang Lige, you are such a bastard!
Before he got closer, he heard the voice of Luo Li coming from the courtyard.
"Yan'er, do you remember the peach blossoms I planted for you? It's been in full bloom these days, so let's go and have a look. ”
Then the female voice sounded faintly: "No need, I'm not in the mood." ”
Luo Li's sad voice sounded for a long time before he said, "Do you plan to ignore me for the rest of your life?" Yan'er, we've finally come to this point, don't be angry, okay? ”
"Heh, what's there to be angry about? I'm so good, you get out of here. Yan Niang was extremely indifferent.
Thump!
"Leave the song to see Sister Yan and Brother Luo!" Jiang Lige knelt on the ground and shouted loudly.
As soon as the words fell, the sound of a teacup falling to the ground sounded, and then the door opened from the inside.
"Little Departure Song!"
Jiang Lige subconsciously raised his head, and the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.
The woman in front of her is still beautiful, the difference is that she is dressed in white at this time, which is far from the previous bright red, and there is no cinnabar at all, revealing her cheeks that can be broken by blowing. At this time, his eyes were full of tears, and he threw himself directly in front of Jiang Lige, his hands trembled and stroked the other party's cheeks, which were much more mature, and he choked up: "It's really you...... You're really back......"
Jiang Lige was also embarrassed in her heart at this time, when she chose to die together, what made her heart die the most was that she was the only one in the world, and now she is really confused when she thinks about it, she actually forgot to remember her sister Yan forever, and she burst into tears, and said guiltily: "I have nothing to do......"
Yanniang said sadly: "It's all my fault, you didn't help at all when you were in trouble, and I heard the news of your death in childbirth a few days ago, I really felt guilty......
Jiang Lige gently wiped away the tears on her face and sighed: "I thought I had nothing to worry about, but I didn't want to drag you down, I am the one who will be responsible for all deaths!" ”
When Yan Niang heard her say this, she felt even more guilty, and choked up: "Obviously, I didn't help you when you were in danger, if you really die, I deserve to die!" ”
Jiang Lige comforted: "Sister Yan's mind is clear from the song's heart, but don't talk nonsense about whether you are dead or not, I look forward to your well-being when I leave the song, but in the end, it is you who have wasted your life because of me, even if you die, it will be difficult to look away...... Besides, the events of the year, Lige is also mixed in the vortex and drifts with the current, life and death are fate, how can it be done by manpower? What's more, whether it was Nanchu in the past, or the current Daping Kingdom, where could tens of thousands of people in Snow Wolf Ridge fight against? As long as you are well, I will be satisfied. ”
Yan Niang still couldn't cry.
At this time, Luo Li also walked out of the courtyard slowly, and said with great complexity: "Lige, it's the eldest brother who can't stand you." ”
Jiang Lige looked up at Luo Li. After not seeing each other for many years, Luo Li became more domineering and exposed, wearing a dark robe, and he couldn't even tell that he was in his thirties.
From what he said just now, Jiang Lige had already guessed the general thing, and said with a light smile: "I'm sorry to say anything, as the head of a clan, the eldest brother should consider the clan, this is no longer a matter for the eldest brother alone, so ah, don't feel guilty about the eldest brother and sister Yan, and don't continue to be estranged because of Lige." He said bitterly: "Life is short, how difficult it is to get a confidant, Sister Yan and Brother Luo don't miss each other." ”
Yan Niang also reacted, and asked with a pale and complicated face: "Lord Wang, is he really ......?"
Yan Niang couldn't bear to say the rest of the words.
The light in Jiang Lige's eyes dissipated a lot, and he nodded and said, "The next year after I was arrested and returned to Beijing, I ...... it."
Yan Niang and Luo Lizhong were puzzled, didn't Prince Yi jump into the city and die back then? Whatever the truth, both of them knew that it could never be said. At the same time, they also sighed together, the young couple who loved each other so much back then are now separated forever......
Luo Li saw that the two of them were still kneeling on the ground opposite each other, and said worriedly: "Yan'er, you are not in good health, Lige has just come to the village now, you might as well go into the courtyard to talk." ”
Jiang Lige and Yanniang also reacted, looked at each other and smiled, and got up and went to the yard, leaving Luo Li alone to touch his nose with some confusion, smile lightly, and then step up to follow.
Next, Jiang Lige told the two of them about the past few years. Although Jiang Lige had omitted many details, the two were still silent for a long time after listening to it.
But Jiang Lige didn't care at all and said: "It's all over, I can be regarded as wandering the world now, and then by the way, there is a 'uneven road, draw a knife to help', which is very good." ”
Yan Niang said in a complicated way: "Then you will let that Feng Nishang rob you of everything?" ”
Jiang Lige waved his hand and said: "There is nothing to snatch away, my departure may be a good thing for Feng Lin." ”
Yan Niang sighed: "Your fate is so twisted and turned......"
First the Jiang family was destroyed, then the beloved was lost, and then in order to take revenge, he had to fight with his enemy, and finally took revenge, and also untied the knot and accepted the new feelings, but had to separate.
If it's really as light and light as Lige said, I'm just afraid, Lige is also deeply rooted in love for Xi and Emperor.
What kind of torture is it to love each other but not be together, even if they have achieved the first emperor of the ages, how much does the things commented by future generations have to do with their current lives?
Emperor Xi He let go, after the concubine was established, what should he do in the life of leaving the song? Do you really want to die alone?
When Jiang Lige heard the word twists and turns, he didn't say no, but said lightly: "The left and right have passed." He smiled again: "In the future, I will be greeted by countless wine and beautiful women, what is there to be sad about?" ”
Yan Niang fell silent.
Luo Li asked, "What about Huaiyi?" ”
Jiang Lige unconsciously appeared in his mind that little face that everyone loved, and said abruptly: "Now I can't go back to Beijing, I can only wait for a while, and wait for the emperor's harem beauties to go back for 3,000." ”
After separating from the fake Chu Tianyi, Jiang Lige didn't think about returning to Shengjing first, but when she thought that Feng Lin and Feng Nishang would get married soon, she couldn't walk, as if the farther away she was, the more she could look down.
Yan Niang hesitated again: "You're not afraid of being bullied in peace?" According to you, Feng Liyao is the emperor's child, that is the eldest prince, not to mention that Feng Nishang holds the emperor's shortcomings, and is quite scheming, what should I do if I am safe? I have heard that if the prince is too young, he will be left in the care of other concubines......"
As soon as Yan Niang said this, Jiang Lige's face turned pale, and she unconsciously thought of Xiao Ping'an being thrown aside and no one cared about her, and she muttered to herself more like self-comfort: "No, that's Feng Lin's child, Feng Lin won't ignore him......" But there was a villain in his heart who retorted: What if Feng Lin hates you?
Luo Li saw that the two of them looked lost and depressed, and sighed: "Don't worry too much, I'll send someone to find out the news later, now that you have been out of the palace for three months, if there is any trouble, it should be spread to the border pass, and it will only be about ten days to find out the news." ”
The two of them were slightly relieved. Change the subject and talk about something else.
During his stay in Snow Wolf Ridge for more than a month, Jiang Lige emphasized over and over again that Yan Niang did not need to feel guilty, and Yan Niang slowly untied the knot and walked towards Luo Li again, and at the same time, she also heard that Feng Lin was holding Xiao Ping'an to the morning court, and postponing the wedding with Feng Nishang, and there was no other concern in her heart. Then said goodbye to Luo Li and Yan Niang, Jiang Lige left and continued south.
The wind in the south is always soft, the water in the south is always tender, and the girl in the south is gentle and lovely.
Jiang Lige's favorite thing back then was to take Lu Yuanyuan and a few big men to the Qinglou, touch the girl's little face, and ridicule the thin waist of the son's brother.
Now Jiang Lige has taken a turn in several green buildings in Wucheng, but she didn't find the "old friend" she was familiar with before, and then look at the obscene lyrics and songs she was used to listening to over the years, there was no original tactful person, or Jiang Lige lost that mood, and finally sighed and left.
Two months later, Jiang Lige arrived in Beiling Valley, the place where her favorite person was sleeping.
Carrying incense, candles, and paper money, walking on the misty mountain road, Jiang Lige only felt that every grass and tree was affectionate, here, it was her and Chu Tianyi's home, and it was also the place where the Jiang family was buried.
Walking into Beiling Valley, the original wasteland here has been reclaimed into fertile land, and now in July, the mountains are green, there are scattered cattle and sheep on the hillside in the distance, and there are dense families scattered on the river bank.
What a peach blossom paradise!
Following the memory to the cemetery, Chu Tianyi's three words are still so clear, the difference is that there are several tombs side by side.
The sad gaze slowly swept over, and fell to the words "The Tomb of Jiang Ao, the God of War of Youguo", Jiang Lige knelt down with a plop, tears sliding down. Choked up and shouted, "Daddy......"
It's like a lost child has finally found a home.
General Jiang Ao, for Jiang Lige, is a loving father, but also a belief in admiration, he taught her martial arts, taught her "women do not let the eyebrows", she never let him down, except for the sentence "loyal to the monarch and patriotism" and "the king wants the minister to die, the minister has to die".
Jiang Lige knocked his head three times, got up and choked up: "Daddy, I miss you very much over the years, Grandma, Auntie and Qingchen, I really want to miss you very much." You used to protect Lige, saying that if you were wronged outside, you would go back directly, and you supported me, so in your days, Lige has never been afraid, and you have never been wronged.
"But now that there is no you, Lige can only hold on to himself...... Daddy, you have been practicing the words 'loyal and patriotic' all your life, even if you die because of it now, you know that you have no regrets.
"You, always so passionate and full of sorrow, have given the world stability, dedicated this king to worry-free, and left your family alone to sleep in the ground.
"But you, you must have no regrets.
"Only now, Lige has finally lived up to his father's expectations and entrustment, and has not become a general who stands up to the sky, but only an executioner who has brought disaster to the country and the people, just Lige...... No regrets. ”