In this long and biting winter, Jin Yan lost the two people she loved the most, one was the queen who flew separately from her Lao Yan, and the other was her mother emperor who died of a critical illness.

Beiluo sent away another empress, the country mourned for 100 days, the whole country mourned, stopped the government and military affairs, stopped feasting and marrying, and the whole winter was gloomy and depressed.

The Empress Dowager's coffin stopped for thirty-six days, and Jin Yan cried for thirty-six days, as if she desperately wanted to shed the tears of this life, and it was useless for anyone to persuade her.

Thirty-six days after the Empress Tainu entered the mausoleum, Jin Yan could not shed a single tear, she held the spiritual position of the mother emperor, and was silent all day long, as if she had been forgotten by the whole world, and as if she had forgotten the whole world.

The hundred days are full, Jinyan pushes open the door of the Fengxian Palace, the bright sun shines in, the eyes are full of green shade and red flowers, the unbearable winter has finally passed, and it is another spring, everything will be fine.

She sighed softly, tensed her heartstrings and loosened slightly, but suddenly the sky swirled, her eyes went dark, and she fell to the ground suddenly.

When Jin Yan woke up again, he was surprised to find that it was Zhan Nian who was by his side.

"You... When did you wake up and your injuries? ”

Zhan Nian comforted Jin Yan to lie down, and then replied with a smile, "Speaking of this, I complained all my stomach, I was originally dreaming of fighting on the battlefield and being invincible, but suddenly I heard someone whispering in my ear that you were sick and fainted." I thought about it, I'm the best at serving the sick, and I'm not at ease with others, so I had to wake up, and sure enough, I've only been here for a day, and you've woken up too, how good! ”

Hurt so badly that he almost whined, and he could still laugh, Jin Yan said angrily: "You look like this, and you give me a sick service, don't you come over and be worse than me than the two of us!" ”

"I remember, your ability to serve the sick is first-class, and no one else can match your ability!"

"Leave quickly, we can both live a few more years!"

Although it is a joke, Zhan Nian likes it very much, he likes Jin Yan to joke with him like this, he can let her, and he can also watch her mood talk back, isn't this a good start?

Zhan Nian smiled, the more she laughed, the happier she became, but she accidentally pulled the wound, just frowned, but she was still discovered by Jinyan, she urgently called the imperial doctor, but was stopped.

"It's okay, I don't hurt." As if to confirm his words, he laughed a few more times, cheerful and bright.

Jin Yan's eyes flashed, he hesitated again and again, but he still said the words in his heart, "Zhan Nian, don't hate him, hate me, whatever you want." ”

Zhan Nian took Jinyan's hand and stroked his wounds, and said honestly, "There is no hatred here, only love here." ”

This is the second time Zhan Nian has mentioned this word to her, and the small pebbles that sank in her heart tumbled up a few times, and quickly sank again. He's fine, it's just that her love has been taken away, what can she give back to others? Jin Yan silently withdrew his hand, and suddenly changed the topic with a smile.

"Zhan Nian, I haven't known you for a long time, but I found that there are many things that can only be said to you. I often heard the king of a country in the "General History of Kyushu" call himself a widow, and now I realize that this is true, and I am now alone. ”

"It's not!" Zhan Nian resolutely denied, "You still have me, I will always be with you!" ”

Jin Yan didn't say anything, just looked at Zhan Nian with a complicated gaze, as if to say "you can't", and as if to say "thank you." ”

Zhan Nian didn't care, he just smiled and said: "I don't care if you want it or not, people praise me for my perseverance, you should understand that this is definitely not a lie." ”

The gaze was too serious, Jin Yan couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so he simply covered the quilt and shouted with disgust: "Go back quickly!" I'm going to sleep! ”

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The country can't be without a king for a day, and the 100 days of national mourning have delayed a lot of government affairs, and Jin Yan re-entered the court the next day when he woke up.

If people don't have so many emotions, even their hearts and intestines will become hard. People found that since the empress returned to the court, she seemed to be a different person, majestic and resolute.

In fact, Jin Yan is indeed more diligent and calm than before, and she has finally lived as her mother emperor expects, but her mother emperor can no longer see it.

"Mother Emperor, you always hate me for being weak and crying, now I understand that tears can flow in my heart, Mother Emperor, I will not cry again in the future, this Beiluo has exhausted your hard work, and it will also exhaust my hard work, you have no regrets, and I have no regrets!

It's just that the deficit is too much due to three months of heartache and fatigue, and Jinyan's body has been good and bad, and it has been a month since he fully recovered. During this period, Zhan Nian also said as he said, no matter whether Jin Yan wants to or not, he will guard and accompany him every step of the way.

And above the court is a different scene, the empress's repeated illness, so that they have a sense of urgency, although the empress is very young today, but who can guarantee that there will be no accidents, a few months after Ying Qi left, the question of heirs is entangled in everyone's hearts.

When Jin Yan heard this, a strong disgust rose in his heart, but he couldn't avoid it after all.

Winter goes to spring and comes again, spring goes to summer and arrives again, only Guijun is with the empress, and the queen Ying Qi is gradually forgotten.

Summer goes to autumn and comes again, autumn goes to winter and comes, but there are different people sitting in the warmth of the room.

Jin Yan, who was holding on to Baizi, said faintly, "Zhan Nian, let's hold a child, you are her father." ”

The man holding the black piece shook his hand, and the chess pieces fell, smashing a good game of chess. Did she decide? Don't give him a chance!

Sensing Zhan Nian's gaffe, Jin Yan also sighed deeply, she didn't know how cruel it was.

"Zhan Nian, with her, we will never be alone, and with her, we will never be separated."

"What I couldn't do back then, I can't do now."

"It's just... If the mother emperor knew in the sky, would a heavenly thunder slash to kill me, an unfilial daughter. ”

"Haha, the empress has been doing it for a long time, and even her courage is extraordinarily big."

They were all smiling, but Zhan Nian heard exhaustion and heartbreak.

At the end, he smiled lightly, set up the chess game again, and said to Jinyan: "Your Majesty has no regrets, and I have no regrets, accompany you to give an explanation to the world......

******

In another spring, Jinyan was "pregnant", and Beiluo celebrated the whole country, looking forward to winning the woman in one fell swoop.

The following year, the little princess was born, and the empress was very favored and gave her the name Jinshu. Jin Feng Guijun Zhan Nian was the queen, and held an unprecedented grand wedding and canonization ceremony for her.

According to the etiquette system, there is no need for this in the future, and people say that this is because the empress loves Empress Zhan so much that he is reluctant to have the slightest grievance. In fact, people have also seen that since then, the empress and the new queen have raised eyebrows, and they are very affectionate, and they have never been close to other men in the harem.

And this new queen is also very virtuous and benevolent, not only the proper management of the harem, but also gave the empress a great help in the previous dynasty.

It's another spring, the little princess is more than a year old, it's a toddler, babbling and babbling, and the cute words are very cute.

"Shu'er, come to the Mother Emperor's side."

The little girl who was called Shu'er stumbled up to Jinyan, and didn't forget to stuff the candy man in her hand into her mouth, "Mother Emperor, eat!" ”

Jin Yan shook his head and said angrily, "If you love candy like this, you know that your little teeth will be bad?" ”

It was another voice that answered her, "It's okay, it's okay, after eating, the emperor will give Shu'er a small toothbrush for nothing, and I promise that there won't be a little bad tooth!" ”

When Shu'er heard this, she threw herself into her imperial father's arms and grinned.

There are too many things like this, Jin Yan looked at the sky, and then looked at the father and daughter, and chose not to say anything.

After being silent for a while, Jin Yan lowered his head and said to Zhan Nian, "Queen, there are a lot of government affairs today, so I won't go back." ”

Zhan Nian nodded, "Okay, I'll take Shu'er with me, you don't need to worry." ”

******

Splendid Palace

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It's been three years, only one day a year, Jin Yan has spent it here, everything here is no different from when he left three years ago, and no one has ever been here except her, including her queen.

There are fragrant plum blossoms in the bottle, the endgame on the table that is quarreling over a chess piece, and the soft couch they have squeezed together in the sun, nothing has changed, only a plain brocade hosta is missing.

The aura that belonged to him in this dormitory was getting weaker and weaker, and Jin Yan thought that it would dissipate one day, but she was not worried, because everything was deeply engraved in her memory.

On weekdays, she has no time and doesn't dare to think about it, only at such a moment, will she indulge herself desperately immersed in the past.

Jin Yan hugged the quilt and fell asleep deeply, in her dream there was a grass warbler flying in the south of the Yangtze River, and there was a heavy snow flying in the north of the river, and tomorrow she was a virtuous monarch with all the people in mind.

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Jinnian Palace

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Shu'er had already fallen asleep, and Zhan Nian stood in the courtyard looking at the bright moon overhead.

It's been three years, and she can give me anything but herself, and the funny thing is that all I want is her.

I live in such a luxurious palace, enjoy the meticulous care from her, and share the admiration of all the people with her, and even the Qingguo Mansion was also exceptionally named the king of Qing, as long as it is with me, you can get her extra care.

Such a glorious favor, Beiluo is no other, people praise His Majesty's infatuation today, praise my profound blessing, what an ironic sentence, she is infatuated, but it has never been me.

We get along day and night, but we have never been able to enter her heart, outsiders seem to be very affectionate, only at night, do we understand, but the same bed and different dreams.

Her smile never reached the bottom of her eyes, and her heart had already sealed a thick door, and no one could get in, and she couldn't get out.

He didn't know whether such a gain was considered a get, and in the end, it was the heartache of three people.