Chapter 466: Secret

Speaking of this, Lu Yunshu couldn't bear it anymore, his body slipped helplessly, and then squatted on the ground and cried loudly.

"Actually, I've been thinking these days, if I hadn't been so willful at that time, maybe everything wouldn't have happened now, if I had not done that then, maybe everything would have been different now, but I didn't think so in my heart at that time, and now I regret the idea in my heart, just because I did it at the time, I don't know what I'm thinking, but I won't regret it at the time, what should I do if I regret it now......"

What should I do? Because my measures may lead to the tragic death of my father, the more Lu Yunshu thinks about that uncomfortable feeling in his heart, the more he forces himself to breathe, in fact, Lu Yunshu also understands in his heart that there are some things that he can't fight against, even if he didn't do that kind of thing at that time, it is very likely that the current situation will happen, but at that time, if he was indeed because of himself, then seeing this situation happening, Lu Yunshu had no way to forgive himself.

Seeing Lu Yunshu so sad, Feng Mian stepped forward, stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, comforting, "You also know that everything in this world is not static, even if you didn't make that choice at that time, maybe this kind of thing will happen slowly, and this kind of thing is also conspired by others, even if you don't want this kind of thing to happen, but since that group of people already want to do this, you can't stop it, after all, people's hearts are the most complicated, Even if you cut people's hearts, you can't see through the darkness in their hearts. ”

Although I don't know what happened yet, Lu Yun explained that this matter is more or less related to himself, if it has nothing to do with himself, then in fact, I can't hide himself, everything has happened, so that Lu Yunshu gradually knew that this matter had happened, it seems that Qi Zhao also knows about this matter, when the two of them met, Lu Yun didn't feel that Qi Zhao was a little wrong, but he couldn't say that there was anything wrong, It's just that he understands that Qi Zhao has isolated this matter from him, which proves that Qi Zhao doesn't want him to know about this matter, even if Lu Yunshu asks, then Qi Zhao will not tell him these things accurately.

Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu cried even more, he cried while wiping his tears and said, "What did you say that he had to hide from me all the time, aren't the two of us husband and wife?" If it is really husband and wife, then there should be a tacit understanding between the two of us, he should believe in me, my father came down to believe me, but why does he keep hiding it from me? After all the things happened, I was actually the last person to know, could it be that he already knew, someone would harm my father, but if he knew, why didn't he tell me? Could it be that he treats me like an outsider? ”

If it weren't for him as an outsider, why wouldn't he tell him, lock him up alone, if Qi Zhao really understood Lu Yunshu's thoughts, then he would know that even if Lu Yunshu avoided such a cut, when Lu Yunshu learned the truth of the matter, there would definitely be no way to forgive himself, even if it wasn't his original idea to stay out of the matter like that, but since this incident happened, then Lu Yunshu would take everything in his heart. There is no way to take it out of the heart anymore. Reading the Book House

But since everything has happened, Lu Yunshu has no way to blame anyone, he understands that everything happens because of his cause and effect, and now that he thinks about it, he just feels a little sad in his heart, he wants to ask Qi Zhao what happened, but when he faces Qi Zhao, he has no way to ask as if the things that happened before the two of them seem to be a passing blur, generally, although Lu Yunshu thinks so in his heart, but every time he faces Qi Zhao, He also felt that this matter was not so simple.

Including the last time he met Qi Zhao, Lu Yunshu had already thought of any words in his heart, but now that he thinks about it, those words in his heart are just a way to comfort himself, he understands, in fact, I won't tell him everything, because the two of them have never been like this way of getting along, after understanding this truth, Lu Yunshu's thoughts in his heart have not been sworn for a long time, which also shows that there is indeed a problem between the two of them.

Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu raised his head suddenly, looked at Feng Mian seriously, and said softly, "This matter is not so simple, so I want to investigate clearly, now I just stay alone in such a place, I hope you can help me investigate the cause and effect of everything, even if it is a bad thing, I also hope you can tell me, because the feeling between the two of us is different from the feeling between them, even for the general, The friendship between the two of us is no worse than the kind of affection I have for him, after all, friendship and love are not the same. ”

Lu Yun explained that now his request for Fengmian is just a kind of use, but this kind of use of the recording book can't be explained clearly, he also knows what he wants to do, and he also understands what he wants to do, but now that there is such a person by his side, Lu Yunshu is worried that it will affect him on the one hand, and on the other hand, he hopes that such a person can help him solve the problem that he can't solve.

In the past, Lu Yunshu didn't understand why he felt that some people were selfish, but now he understands that as long as he encounters certain things, most of the things he does are selfish.

No one can escape such claws, including Lu Yun said that he was the same, after encountering this kind of thing, Lu Yunshu knew that he was selfish.

Looking at Lu Yunshu's tear-stained appearance, Feng Mian's heart hurt very much, and he couldn't help but nodded, in fact, he has always wanted to tell Lu Yunshu the truth of the matter these days, but there is really no way to say that kind of words, especially looking at Zhu Yuanzhang so sad, he has no way to tell Lu Yunshu all the secrets he knows.