487: No feeling

Nalan Jinxiu turned around, she hadn't seen him smile for a long time, and only then did she realize that Mu Li looked good when he smiled. She also smiled and said, "You have to smile more in the future, it looks good." ”

It was such a simple sentence that made Mu Xing's mouth move. He finally found that the person he liked was the most ordinary thing, and he would feel very precious.

He thought he would always remember what she said to him, and he would smile at her more in the future.

At night, there was a soft snapping sound from Nalan Jinxiu's window. She opened her eyes vigilantly and got up, her robe neatly dressed, and she slept with her clothes closed.

Walking to the window and opening the window, a young man in brocade stood outside the window, looking at her with a smile, it was not someone else, it was Qu Qingjia. He climbed through the window and asked slowly, "Why did you come to Nanchu?"

"Coming all the way, there is always something. ”

"Oh, didn't you come to visit your master and me?"

"Naturally not, I'm serious. ”

Qu Qingjia listened to her words with a black line on his face: "Look at me, it's not serious?"

Nalan Jinxiu was speechless: "You know I didn't mean that. ”

Qu Qingjia sat down on the chair by himself and sighed: "If you are here for the prince of Zhenbei Wangfu, I advise you to dispel your thoughts." ”

"Master, that's my brother, I can't leave him alone. ”

"This matter is a matter in the palace, and you can't interfere. ”

"I can't, don't I still have you? This time, you must help me. ”

The smile that Qu Qingjia had been hanging on his face disappeared, and his expression was solemn: "I can't help you either." ”

Nalan Jinxiu suddenly knelt down, and she spoke earnestly: "I know that you are the prince of Qing, and I also know that you must have a way." ”

Qu Qingjia took out a fan out of nowhere, fanned it a few times, and said helplessly: "You didn't kneel when you apprenticed, will this be worth it for others?"

"He's my brother, my only relative, and I can't let him have anything to do. ”

"You kid let me tell me what are you doing? Get up first. ”

"If you don't promise, I won't get up. ”

"You're fooling around!" Qu Qingjia's tone was a little stern.

"Master, I know you have a way, help me. ”

Qu Qingjia's good-looking brows furrowed, obviously the heavens and men had been fighting for a long time before saying: "I will do my best, but whether I succeed or not depends on Xu Jince's own creation." ”

As soon as Nalan Jinxiu heard what he said, her brows furrowed, she got up and said with a smile: "It will definitely be done." ”

"I didn't promise to help you save people, you kept kneeling, and as soon as I spat out, you immediately changed your face. Do you want to be so obvious!"

Nalan Jinxiu knew that he had agreed, but he was still a little awkward in his heart. After all, he has not asked about the world for many years, and he wants to be a traveling doctor, and now he wants to help him, even if he wants to re-enter the court.

"Then why don't I kneel a little longer?"

"Am I angry with you?" Qu Qingjia was obviously still a little irritable, frowned and said, "Pour me a cup of tea." ”

Nalan Jinxiu hurriedly went to pour the tea, and then stood beside him with a very respectful attitude.

"You come with me to Luozhong tomorrow morning, I need that guard of yours as a helper. Qu Qingjia took a sip of tea, and his brows stretched a little: "He is a person who shocks the clouds?"

"Yes. ”

"I heard that he abolished Bai Impermanence. Qu Qingjia raised an eyebrow, and he was obviously gossiping.

"Yes. ”

"It's still a trick to defeat the enemy. ”

"Yes. ”

"Then his kung fu is really a rare opponent in the world. ”

Nalan Jinxiu thought that Mu Li's kung fu was naturally excellent, but Ji Xiaobai's was not bad. If the two of them meet together, it should be difficult to distinguish between them, but Ji Xiaobai's brain is obviously worse.

Ji Xiaobai, who was far away in Jinling, sneezed, and Ji Boyan, who was asleep, suddenly woke up again, crying. Ji Hongye could only put down the book in his hand, reached out and hugged him, and patted him gently.

Ji Xiaobai didn't expect that the third master had been coaxed for so long, and finally fell asleep, and was woken up by a sneeze from him, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty: "Otherwise, let the nurses try it!"

"It doesn't matter. Ji Hongye looked at the child in his arms, and he didn't feel too much in his heart. I just feel that such a small and weak life, if there is no one to protect it, it will not be able to survive at all.

"Third master, why do you say that the little boy always cries, living like a tear bag. "Ji Xiaobai is actually a little helpless, since the child left, when he cried a lot, only the third master could coax him.

Ji Hongye didn't speak, he quietly looked at the child in his arms, only to feel that his mouth and chin were more and more like the person in his memory. He hadn't remembered her for so long, he couldn't even remember. If it weren't for the child, he might have forgotten that he had ever been married.

"When Madame was around, he didn't cry much. Ji Xiaobai thought of Nalan Jinxiu, so he said it casually. As soon as the words came out, he regretted it, he really didn't open which pot to mention.

"She ......" Ji Hongye found that he didn't know what to say, and now he felt a little guilty when he thought about it.

Although she has an inextricable relationship with Zong Xuanyi, after all, she is the wife he is marrying, and in the end she was abandoned, and her ashes returned to Northern Xinjiang, and she had a bad reputation, which was not what he wanted.

The deceased is greater, and he feels guilty for the respect that should be given to her, and he did not do it. There is also this child, who lost his mother at such a young age, and if he hears people say that his biological mother was abandoned in the future, I don't know how to be sad.

Ji Xiaobai saw that Ji Hongye was obviously distracted, thinking that he thought of his wife again. They were already husband and wife, and when his wife passed away, he and Long Yi were worried that he would not be able to get through it.

But I didn't expect him to be so calm that even after his wife's death, he almost never thought of her. The things that the lady used before her death had been moved to the warehouse by the old lady, and he didn't stop it.

Ji Xiaobai sometimes has an illusion that the third master doesn't love his wife. But he thinks it's unlikely, although he is not smart enough, but he has been by the side of the third master since he was a child, whether the third master is sincere or not, and how much sincerity he uses, he can still see it.

If a person can come out of the grief of losing his loved one so quickly and not see any impact, it can only mean that his heart is dead.

In fact, he is not the only one who thinks so, Ye Bing also said that the third master is now living like a walking corpse. Those of them who were with him hadn't seen him smile for an unknown amount of time.

He doesn't seem to have any interest in anything, and what he is doing now is only to fulfill his responsibilities. This even includes him to the little young master, they don't feel anything other than responsibility.

"Don't talk about that person again. Ji Hongye said lightly.

"Who?" Ji Xiaobai didn't react for a while.

"Jiming's biological mother. ”

Ji Xiaobai didn't know why, and there was a faint sour feeling in his heart. He thought of the woman who loved to laugh, remembered that she had passed away, and the third master didn't let people mention it, and he didn't know if he would think about it.

He suddenly wanted to ask, why did the third master divorce his wife in the first place, but he didn't dare, he could only cry out in his heart for that woman.

Ji Hongye didn't get a reply for a long time, and turned his head to look at Ji Xiaobai. Ji Xiaobai is a person who never hides his emotions, his unwillingness is written on his face, and even some grievances are hidden in his eyes.

"What you think in your heart, but it doesn't hurt to say it. ”

"The subordinates don't dare. ”

Say. Ji Hongye's tone was still as gentle and elegant as usual, but it had an invisible sense of oppression, which made it impossible to refuse.

"The subordinates want to ask, Mrs. Hugh, has the third master ever regretted it?"

"No, I didn't. ”

"You can't sleep together in life, you can't sleep in the same cave in death, does the third master hate her?"

Ji Hongye looked at Ji Xiaobai, and his eyes were more scrutinizing. He knew every one of his men well. Ji Xiaobai is not Longyi, he doesn't have the Jiuqu ileal heart, it is a intestine that leads to the end. He doesn't hide his thoughts.

"Nope. ”

Ji Xiaobai looked at Ji Hongye's calm cheeks, and his heart was cold, this feeling was chilling. He is a person who loves and hates clearly, the third master treats him well and is kind to him, and he is naturally grateful in his heart.

But if you serve your master wholeheartedly, you are actually a cold-hearted and unrighteous person. So is it worth it for him to throw his life away?

In fact, the answer is yes, he can only have this one master in his life, and he will definitely be loyal to him, but he is not as respected in his heart as before.

Because, the person who is as perfect as a god in his heart is too indifferent after all. But he still had a trace of luck in his heart, and he couldn't convince himself that the third master would be that kind of person.

So he said: "I once blocked the knife for you, raised Gu for you, loved you as a husband and wife, and risked my life to give birth to a child for you...... That person, who has done so much in your life, doesn't the third master have any reluctance for her?"

Ji Hongye's eyes became confused for a moment, everything Ji Xiaobai said, he had a memory. I also remember that I was haunted by dreams and painful.

But that was all in the past, and now there is no fluctuation in his heart. He didn't know if he was unkind, but he really didn't feel any of these things.

"Did I ever like her very much?" Ji Hongye smiled after asking. He knows himself very well, and he also knows that if he didn't really move his heart, it would be impossible to bring people back thousands of miles away.

At that time, he should have liked her very much, and he would not marry her. He has always thought that he should be a long-term lover, but unfortunately, her betrayal touched his bottom line and made him unbearable.

He also asked himself that if he still loved her wholeheartedly as before, it should not be so easy to give up. After all, he had a change of heart.

At this time, Ji Boyan in his arms was already asleep, he was white and fat, and he looked cute. Ji Hongye was thinking, this child was about to be a year old, and he had already begun to imitate the actions of adults, should he consider finding a proper person to serve him......