Chapter 146
Dew Drop was anxious, she could see that the princess was stimulated this time, and when Ku Niang said this, this was to stimulate the princess, Dew Stamped her feet: "Ku Niang, don't say a few words!" ”
But where would the bitter lady stop, flicked her sleeves, picked up a pair of slender eyes, snorted, and took out a white jade porcelain bottle from the strap.
Ku Niang slowly poured out a round pill from the porcelain color in front of Chu Xuewei and Dewdrop, and smiled: "What? Speechless? ”
Chu Xuewei's eyes widened, and she stared blankly at the pill in Ku Niang's hand, that is not, that is not, the dead eyes were shrouded in darkness, and she looked at the pill deadly.
The astringent eyes couldn't stop leaving tears, the eyes were already slightly red and swollen, and even the face became more and more pale.
"I don't need to say anything more about what this is." Ku Niang shook the pill in her hand, and the pill rolled down with Ku Niang's movements, fell to the ground, and rolled down in front of Chu Xuewei.
Chu Xuewei's heart seemed to be clenched tightly, and her body trembled, but it was obvious that she had only refined one pill, how could it be, how could it still be.
Chu Xuewei raised her head, a little surprised.
"Yes, this medicine was given to me by the prince a long time ago." Ku Niang smiled faintly, a little disdainful, what kind of mood the prince was in handing her the pills, she naturally knew.
At that time, the prince hesitated, after all, he put it down for the princess, he knew that it was still too early, and the child would have to be asked for later.
Ku Niang paused before continuing: "The prince is considerate of you, thinks about you, and thinks about everything. Ku Niang's eyes swept and looked at Chu Xuewei, "In the end, it's still not as intimate as you, the princess." ”
The irony and provocation in the words were obvious, and Dew Drop was a little unbearable and wanted to speak, but Ku Niang brushed her hand and asked her to stay.
The ground was cold, and the dew was going to help Chu Xuewei up, but the princess insisted on kneeling there, Chu Xuewei still didn't understand anything, but at this point, she suddenly grinned at the corners of her mouth and smiled stupidly, looking at Ku Niang with blurred tears.
I see, Chu Xuewei laughed stupidly, her voice was a little hoarse, the laughter was low and not high, and the cardamom was worn on the ground, and there were pits.
Feng Jingyu already knew it, knowing her worries, when he hadn't thought about it, he had already thought about it, but I, I didn't believe him, Chu Xuewei's heart was sour, thinking of Feng Jingyu's disappointed face full of coldness, and the angry back.
"If you want to leave the palace, you can leave a long time ago, since you don't have any nostalgia for the prince, why bother, just deceive yourself." Ku Niang's red lips slowly spit out cruel words, like a sharp blade slashing Chu Xuewei to pieces.
The dew drops on the side couldn't bear it, and hurriedly went up to comfort one or two: "Ku Niang, they have their own conclusions about the matter of the prince and the princess, and it is not deliberate to come to the princess, it is better for us to be servants to say a few words." The dew drops made a round in time, and the atmosphere eased a little.
But Ku Niang rolled her eyes, and raised her slender eyebrows, "Dewdrop, Dewdrop, after so many years of being a servant, today the princess hurt the prince so deeply, you look at what she did, how well the prince treated her, but what about her, deceiving the prince......" Ku Niang didn't get angry, and pointed at Chu Xuewei with that finger and kept trembling, "I have been with the prince for so many years, I thought that there would be someone who would take good care of the prince, and the prince has never been so angry, isn't this because of her?" ”
Dew lowered her head, stood aside dutifully, and stopped talking, yes, what Ku Niang said was not without some truth. Dew has been by the prince's side for many years, and the person the prince loves the most is the princess in addition to the queen mother.
There was a rustle outside the window, and there was only the sound of Ping Feng being lightly bumped by the phoenix in the room.
Chu Xuewei knelt on the ground, and before she got up, the tears in her eyes dried up, and she whispered there: "Is it my fault?" ”
Ku Niang knocked on the knuckles of the bone, "Maybe I really shouldn't interfere, you can think about the future for yourself." Turning around, the bitter lady walked away with gray and white cloth shoes.
Dew Drop patted her chest and stepped forward to help Chu Xuewei to the stool, but Chu Xuewei sat on the ground for too long, was in a trance, and almost fell, despite this, Dew Drop didn't hear a word from her master on the side.
Dew Drop worked every day and night, the princess never went out, and the prince never came back, just like that, she stayed in Hanshan Temple for several days.
No matter what Dew Drop and Chu Xuewei said, Chu Xuewei didn't speak, just stayed in the room alone, otherwise she was leaning on the soft couch, looking at the ups and downs of the scenery outside, and the joy of the birds.
Chu Xuewei's knees have been red and swollen since that day, although they have improved a lot in recent days, but there is always pain, she gently pressed the wound, the pain seemed to have traveled through time to bring her back to that day, the day Feng Jingyu left, vividly.
Like a wound on her knee, it is always a good thing, stinging her heart, and it is like a bitter mother's words, maybe this is her fault, she shouldn't do it.
She didn't dare to tell Feng Jingyu about her identity as a lonely soul in another world at the beginning, yes, she underestimated Feng Jingyu's love for her.
She has been constantly adapting to this place, including the identity of the princess and princess of the palace, but she also knows that this place called Tanglin will not be able to accommodate her lonely soul in another world after all. She never dared to tell Feng Jingyu everything about her, because she was afraid that he would stay away from her.
In the end, she was also to blame. In fact, Chu Xuewei raised her hand, and the cardamom was scattered a lot, she didn't want to, and she didn't want to leave.
If he leaves, it means that the two have no fate, he will be his prince, and she will continue to live alone. Chu Xuewei hugged the soft couch and stayed until nightfall.
Dew was ready to turn on the light, pushed open the guest room, but saw that the food on the table was intact and no one had used it.
"The princess is in good health, so let's use some meals." Dew Zhu took the jade chopsticks and cloth vegetables, and the princess's appearance was indeed uncomfortable and unpredictable.
Chu Xuewei moved her fingers, and there was no expression on her pale face: "I don't have an appetite, retreat." ”
"Princess, one thing is the same thing, food is indispensable, and not eating is harmful to the body." Dew continued to cook vegetables, thinking that she could persuade her princess to move a mouthful or two of chopsticks.
Chu Xuewei wanted to get up, but she accidentally pulled the bruise on her knees, her body was numb, she was unstable for a while, and she almost sat on the ground.
Dew Zhu hurriedly went up and grabbed Chu Xuewei, "Princess, I'm afraid you have to be careful with your knee injury." ”
Chu Xuewei supported her forehead and said softly, "It's okay, Dewdrop, it's time to go back to the palace." The hoarse voice, the indifferent look, the beautiful phoenix eyes and looking at the undulating mountains not far away.
The princess figured it out, and Dew Drop showed joy on her face, and told her to go and pack her bags. But after thinking about it again, it shouldn't be right, "Princess, is this really the case?" Dew asked cautiously.
Chu Xuewei nodded and stopped talking.
Dew Drop was worried again, the princess wouldn't be leaving, how could this be good.
The night outside the window was a little dark, and green smoke curled out of the incense burner, "I'll have some food, and I'll go back to the palace after cleaning." ”
After saying that, the seat ate a little dewdrop cloth, and I didn't have much appetite, just stared at the dish in a daze.
Dew Drop wanted to ask the princess, but seeing the princess's appearance of losing her soul, she couldn't speak. I had to give up, and I went to pack my clothes without complaining, and the bitter mother came to the side room at some point, looking at the movements of the dewdrops, and her heart was also shocked: "She wants to leave?" ”
Dew Zhu frowned, where did she know the master's thoughts, she could only pack up her things tightly, and she couldn't avoid Ku Niang's inquiry, so she could only whisper: "I don't know, the princess just told me to clean up." ”
Ku Niang sighed, "Could it be that she didn't listen to my Rausch words?" He shook the handkerchief in his hand and shook his head, full of helplessness.
Was her words incomprehensible or a bit over-the-top and counterproductive?
But if you look closely, it's not like this, Chu Xuewei is cheerful by nature, and often this kind of words can have results with a little thought.
"Did she say more?" Ku Niang asked carefully, as if she still wanted to know something from the dewdrops. Dew Drop twitched the corner of her mouth, and a trace of sadness flashed on her delicate face: "No, the princess has never confided anything." ”
"But ......" Ku Niang still wanted to interrogate, but Dew just shook her head, this is terrible, Ku Niang sighed in her heart, if the princess really didn't have any memories of the palace, I was afraid that she would pack up her things and prepare to leave, what I said never came to this point, and she patted her face inadvertently, complaining that she shouldn't say these things.
Dew Zhu neatly arranged things, and looked at the anxious bitter girl: "My bitter mother, don't think about it, she has her own plans for the princess's affairs, and we are not roundworms in her heart." Dew Drop was verbally comforting the bitter mother, but she was also stunned in her heart.
Ku Niang stomped her feet and left angrily, and she didn't know what to do, Dew Drop felt that she should be annoyed, this matter was indeed tricky.
Soon, Dew Drop prepared a carriage, dressed in a simple outfit and went on the road with his own princess, bumpy all the way, and finally arrived at the Seven Princes' Mansion.
Looking at the princess's emaciated face, Dew Drop sighed, the princess has not had a good appetite recently, and the good meal has only moved two bites, sitting on the soft couch in a daze all day long, and the whole person is a lot haggard.
Today's weather is a little cold, Dew Drop prepared a hand warmer for Chu Xuewei, Chu Xuewei couldn't shirk it and could only hold it in her arms, and went back with a pair of auspicious cloud embroidered shoes, plus people have lost a lot of weight these days, and she is wearing a little thin today.
Uncle Qian didn't recognize it for a while, shook his head, and shouted from afar: "Is the princess back?" ”
glanced at the person who was waiting closely, it was not Dew Drop or who, this was the princess, but the emaciated figure, pale and unpowdered, Uncle Qian was in a trance, I hadn't seen her for a few days, how could the princess be so haggard.
Thinking about the prince, the past few days have also changed greatly, and the whole person is also in a trance, absent-minded all day long.
The phoenix outside was cold, and Uncle Qian was leading Chu Xuewei to the inner courtyard to rest, and he was strange while walking.
Uncle Qian was in a daze, and suddenly Chu Xuewei opened his mouth: "Hasn't the prince returned to the house?" ”
Without waiting for Uncle Qian to answer, he looked at Yanghui Pavilion from a distance, there was no light over there, the whole area was dark, the night was getting dark, and other places in the palace were on fire, but Yanghui Pavilion was not.
Chu Xuewei raised a wry smile, sure enough, he didn't come back, his dark eyes were dazed and confused, and the hand holding the hand warmer was also trembling, the hand warmer fell on the stone all of a sudden, and the dew drops hurriedly picked it up, and it was not easy to move.
"This ......" Uncle Qian wiped the fine sweat on his forehead, how should this scene be good now, "The prince is said to have gone to the palace, the palace is busy, and he can't spare his hand, I'm afraid I will have to stay for a few more days, and I will come back in a few days." ”
Uncle Qian let out a long breath and gave Dew Drop another look, and Dew Drop reacted and wiped the hand warmer and gave it to the princess.
Uncle Qian straightened his shoulders: "Princess, you also know that there have been many disasters recently, and the prince, as the emperor's younger brother, should also help the emperor share his worries." ”
Chu Xuewei nodded, didn't say much, just arrived in the inner courtyard and sat down again: "Uncle Qian, I still want to ask you to bring a letter to the prince, and be sure to let him come to see me." ”
"Definitely, definitely." Uncle Qian stood aside and grinned, with a little joy on his face, but behind him, Ku Niang and Dewdrop's bodies trembled, and their faces were full of panic.
Even Uncle Qian was a little flustered, what's the matter, did he say something wrong, or did the princess have other plans, seeing that the prince was not what he thought? Could it be that the princess planned to leave the palace with peace and leave, Uncle Qian's face was on the side, cold sweat trickled down his forehead, and he stabilized his body before he stood still.
With such a big change, Chu Xuewei also noticed it, "What's wrong?" The voice was tinged with incomprehension.
"Nothing, nothing." Uncle Qian touched his hair as if nothing had happened. Chu Xuewei moved, wanting to get up from the wooden chair and walk towards her yard by herself.
Uncle Qian looked at Chu Xuewei's distant figure before he dared to move, and turned his head to cross-examine with his head and face: "What happened, why is it all like this?" ”
Looking at the stammering appearance of the dewdrop, Ku Niang stood up and said, "I don't know what happened, where is the princess's mind that a subordinate like me can guess?" Since the princess wants to see the princess, you can honestly go and do it. We can only stand on the sidelines, and we can't do anything. ”
The bitter mother was angry, and left quickly, she was very angry, this Chu Xuewei really didn't know what to do, didn't she just have a few shots, there are no heroes and heroes in the world since Zhen Pavilion, isn't it just Chu Xuewei? What if there is less of her, and what about more?
Chu Xuewei walked back to the small courtyard quickly, sat on the soft couch, and listened to the jingle of the phoenix being scraped by the phoenix.
His eyes kept moving, looking at the thrush outside the window, flapping his wings and flying into the distance, and then following the thrush to Yanghui Pavilion.
The whole person is sluggish, every time Dew Drop sees the princess like this, she can't open her mouth if she wants to dissuade her, and when she thinks of Ku Niang's words, it's not easy to interfere.
After a few more days, the courtyard was a little warmer, and the prince did not come back, and the princess had nothing to do all day long, and remained motionless there.
"Princess, go out for a walk." Dew Drop opened her mouth and took out the plum blossom and phoenix at the bottom of the box, put it on the princess, and planned to go for a walk in the yard.
Unfortunately, as soon as I came to the backyard, I saw the concubine and her maid sitting in the small courtyard to rest.
Concubine Xi was a little leisurely, and her mood was also comfortable, but when she saw Chu Xuewei coming, she squinted her eyes: "Unlucky." ”
As Chu Xuewei got closer and closer, Hermione bowed down and shouted, "Sister." She still understands the order of dignity and inferiority, but she is a little slow, after all, Concubine Xi's remarks just now are also a little surprising to Hermione. Although Concubine Xi didn't want to see Chu Xuewei, she had never seen this before.
Concubine Xi patted her plain clothes and was about to get up, but she didn't give Chu Xuewei a straight look, just like she had never seen Chu Xuewei.
But Chu Xuewei only approached lightly, nodded to Hermione, and then turned around and saluted and asked, "Does the concubine know if the prince has returned to the house recently, or where has he been?" Concubine Xi didn't want to pay attention to her, sneered, and brushed her fine hair: "How do I know that this is not what you should do as a princess, what?" Now the head of the house is coming to ask me? ”
Chu Xuewei paused, a little speechless, lowered her head, and didn't speak again. Dew Drop was a little angry, isn't this nothing to look for, isn't it just to ask a question, need to be so despicable, obviously looking down on people.
"That's it, Concubine Niangniang, I'll leave first." Chu Xuewei took a step and walked away, and the skirt behind her slipped and disappeared into the night.
Hermione looked at Chu Xuewei's situation today, and was a little puzzled, but Concubine Xi on the side seemed to have known it for a long time: "Bad luck, Yu'er doesn't pay attention to her now, and she doesn't dare to cause trouble when she looks like her, and she won't stay in this palace for long, and sooner or later she will have to leave, but it's a pity that my Yu'er wasted a good future and entangled with this woman." ”
"That's what the concubine said." Hermione smiled obediently, looking at Chu Xuewei's dejected appearance, she really wanted to laugh for three days and three nights.
Does Feng Jingyu really want her, Chu Xuewei lowered her head and walked slowly.