Chapter 156: I Really Want to Die
Jiang Lige laughed and said, "That's nature." β
Chu Tianyi suddenly hugged her, and said with some grievances: "Lige, I've been busy for a day, I'm hungry." β
Jiang Lige was puzzled: "Didn't you just have dinner?" β
Chu Tianyi pinched her waist and said aggrievedly: "You know." β
Jiang Lige said with a smile: "Let's go, go back to the General's Mansion." β
Chu Tianyi said again: "The general's mansion father has a lot of eyeliner. β
Jiang Lige sighed: "We're like cheating now." β
Chu Tianyi complained: "I don't know who to blame." β
Jiang Lige: ...... Chu Tianyi is a pit...... "There is a forest to the west of the barracks, and there is a river in the forest, where I used to bathe. β
Chu Tianyi smiled: "Lige, you are so good to me, see you tonight." β
Jiang Lige said angrily: "It's done, there are a lot of eyeliner in the barracks." β
It is the moonlight at night like water, and the men and women are entangled by the river, shameing the fireflies in the sky.
Lying in Chu Tianyi's arms, Jiang Lige said helplessly: "When will such a day be a head?" β
Chu Tianyi hugged her tighter and said with a smile: "When all obstacles are cleared for her husband, we will be able to be together in the bright light at that time." β
Jiang Lige suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable, and still said with a smile on his face: "It's better to live like this for a long time." "When he has cleared all obstacles, and when she is gone, let this cheating last longer.
Chu Tianyi teased: "Doesn't the lady prefer cheating? β
Jiang Lige said angrily: "Who wants to be your unsightly concubine?" He complained a little: "There is nothing wrong with your body, why can't I conceive a child?" Could it be that I have a physical problem? β
Chu Tianyi frowned and thought deeply: "There is no problem with your body, maybe our fate with the child has not arrived." β
Jiang Lige nodded and said: "Also, now that the situation is complicated, I have a child, and his identity will be questioned in the future." "I just hope to have a child of Ah Yi, at least when we are separated in the future, he still has a little worry.
Chu Tianyi said seriously: "Our children, who dares to question it?" It's best to come no matter what time of year. β
When Jiang Lige heard this, his heart warmed slightly, he reached out and hugged his lean waist tightly, and said sullenly: "Ah Yi, will you blame me for giving up you for Chu Tianzhe?" β
Chu Tianyi sighed and said, "Don't mention this person again in the future, okay?" β
Jiang Lige felt sour in his heart, and nodded: "Okay." Tears slipped out uncontrollably, her Ah Yi always cared, how could she be with him with peace of mind, and even do the most intimate thing between husband and wife.
Chu Tianyi only felt that his chest was warm, and he said helplessly: "Lige, don't cry, I don't care about that matter, I'm just, just ......" In the end, I found that I couldn't explain it, just what?
It's just that as soon as he hears Chu Tianzhe's three words, he will think of the picture of the two of them hugging each other naked?
Or will you think of the decision when Lige said that he chose to keep Chu Tianzhe alive? Or is it that the two of them are talented and beautiful, and they look like they are married in happy clothes?
At this time, Chu Tianyi only felt that he was about to go crazy, and the only way to vent was to hold the girl tightly in his arms and comfort himself that at least at this moment, the girl was completely his own.
Jiang Lige suddenly understood that this was a hurdle that she and Ah Yi would never be able to overcome, and said as if she had made up her mind: "Ah Yi, let's stop here." "It's just that why does my heart hurt so much? Didn't you plan to leave when he was done? It's just early now, she's naΓ―ve, even if she spends more time with him? There is not even a future between them, and his children cannot be born of an unclean woman.
When Chu Tianyi heard this, his eyes were completely scarlet, he turned over and pressed her under him, raised her chin, forced her to look directly at him, and said angrily: "Jiang Lige, I just don't want to mention Chu Tianzhe, do you have to use this to separate from me?" I said that if there was one more time, I would never come back. β
Jiang Lige smiled bitterly: "Ah Yi, let's just be allies, he will succeed in the future, as long as I let my Jiang family live." β
Chu Tianyi looked at her with a look of indifference, and sneered: "Who wants you to be an ally?" I will grab what I want, I can get what I want without you, who is rare in your sympathy? β
The man's voice was still cold, but it seemed to be full of ice, Jiang Lige was very distressed, turned his head, and said lightly: "So...... Better. β
Chu Tianyi said stubbornly: "If you take back that sentence, I won't care about it anymore......"
Jiang Lige said decisively: "Chu Tianyi, we can't go back, from the moment Chu Tianzhe took possession of me, we have no future, I am very happy with you these days, it is enough to get these extra days, you obviously know that if you want that position, you can't have such a shame as me, why deceive yourself?" β
When the words fell, Chu Tianyi's heart sank, did she really want to separate, why? Why are they still doing the most intimate thing between husband and wife one moment ago, discussing when the child will come, and this moment they become two strangers? Is it just because of a Chu Tianzhe? She's always looking for Chu Tianzhe, isn't she? Maybe after separating from him, she will go to Chu Tianzhe, and then they will grow old together, how can this be! Heart, why does it hurt so much? There was a calm face on his face and he said: "Jiang Lige, if you leave, I will die." β
Jiang Lige said lightly: "Ah Yi, you are nineteen years old, not two or three years old, this kind of thing, there is no need to say this kind of thing in the future." After speaking, he lifted Chu Tianyi, put on his clothes and turned to leave, without any mercy.
Chu Tianyi looked at her back as she left, and said dismally: "It turns out that you don't care about my life or death." With that, he got up numbly and walked towards the middle of the river.
I said decisively in my heart: Jiang Lige, the Ning family has fallen, Queen Ning is dead, my obsession is just you, I said, if you abandon me again, I won't come back, I want you to regret the rest of your life, there will always be a dead person between you and Chu Tianzhe, and you will never be together.
The water overflowed my head, but there was no trace of the surface of the water, as if no one had ever come.
Who was on the shore with tears in the eyes, who jumped in desperately, and who dragged the naked man ashore?
Jiang Lige kept pressing the man's chest, and tears kept sliding down, "Ah Yi, Ah Yi, wake up, I was wrong, I was wrong, even if there is no future?" As long as we're still together at this moment, it's enough, why are you so stupid? β
After pressing for a while, water finally gushed out of the man's mouth, and Jiang Lige was overjoyed: "Ah Yi, Ah Yi ......"
The man never woke up, the light in Jiang Lige's eyes dimmed, and he cried bitterly on Chu Tianyi's chest: "Ah Yi, I was wrong, you come back......."
After a while, the man's voice sounded lightly and lightly, with a little weakness, "Jiang Lige, I really want to die, you can go." β
Jiang Lige raised his head and said excitedly: "Ah Yi, you are still reluctant to me, I know that I will not leave you again." β
Chu Tianyi said indifferently: "Jiang Lige, I've listened to your words badly, don't lie to me, you want to fly with Chu Tianzhe, I will fulfill you." After speaking, he closed his eyes directly.
Jiang Lige said in despair: "Ah Yi, I didn't want to fly with him, it's all for you from beginning to end......"
Chu Tianyi said lightly: "You are just hurting me in the name of love, Jiang Lige, every time I dream back at midnight, I always think of the way you knelt on him naked and kissed him deeply, I just don't want to hear his name, can't I?" His fault, I don't want to blame you, I just want to be with you, you don't even want to fulfill me, in this case, replace me to fulfill you, don't stop me, I really don't want to live, so many years, I'm tired, what I want, others can always take it away without much effort, and now you're leaving, let's go. β
At this moment, Chu Tianyi realized how stupid he was before, they have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, he is just a person who has known each other for less than a year, what qualifications do they have to stop? That night in the cave room, if he didn't make trouble, maybe now Lige has forgiven Chu Tianzhe, and then the two are happily together, everything is to blame on him, since she wants to leave, then let her go, but he is unwilling to let them be together like this, he is dead, and they can't be together in peace.
Jiang Lige's heart ached, and he choked up: "Ah Yi, I'm not leaving, only you will abandon me in the future, and I will never let go of your hand." "Where are those shames more important than his life? It's her who is confused, his personality has always been sensitive, where can he be a person who talks and plays? He said to die, then he would definitely do so, she even thought that he was just threatening her, if she didn't worry about him turning back halfway, would he be gone?
When Chu Tianyi heard this, she didn't feel good in her heart, maybe she was just afraid of him dying, yes, she has always valued love and righteousness, no matter who she is, she will say so, and said lightly: "Jiang Lige, I said that if you abandon me again, I will never come back, you just treat me as if I am dead, don't worry, I will not seek death and life again." β
Jiang Lige leaned over and hugged his neck, and said in a low voice: "Ah Yi, I regret it, the moment I saw you lifeless, I realized that nothing is as important as you, I just feel that I am no longer worthy of you, and one day we will be separated, so I will say the words of leaving." β
Chu Tianyi interrupted: "Jiang Lige, I don't need your sympathy and charity. β
Jiang Lige said sadly: "Ah Yi, I love you." β
Chu Tianyi didn't care and said: "Your love, everyone has it, Lige, now, after you abandoned me again and again, why do you say you love me, if you love me, you won't know that the inn is lonely, but you have melons and plums, if you love me, you should let Chu Tianzhe die, instead of giving me a letter of harmony, if you love me, you won't have a prosperous wedding, and he will be married, Jiang Lige, I am a human, not a god, I will be in pain." In the end, there was a bit of sadness.