Fei still let go of her, and when he was reluctant, he went to find the teapot, poured a glass of water for her, and said, "Replace wine with water, you and I drank this cup first." ”

Zhen Mengyao said, "Can you wait?" I'll go and get a jar of fine wine, and I'll drink it with you. ”

Fei shook his head and said bitterly: "Please don't leave, I just hope I can see you more, even for a while, as long as you are in front of me, I will be satisfied, for you I have been bearing great expectations in my heart, how can this torment be resolved by a jar of wine?" ”

Zhen Mengyao was stunned, looking at him stupidly, and her beautiful eyes swelled with joy, making her even more touching.

She murmured, "I wish you could love me, but I never dared to expect you to fall in love with me, but since you and I separated, I have been thinking about you all the time!" If I can know your mind today, even if I die immediately, I can turn a blind eye. ”

They clinked glasses to each other and drank a cup of tea, but they felt as sweet as elixir.

Fei said: "I have never thought about the affairs of men and women before, and I have never thought that I would bother with the supremacy of feelings, and I don't understand how a pair of people who love each other are so tormented, who knows that it is really their turn, but I deeply feel that I can't extricate myself from it than others......"

Zhen Mengyao threw herself into his arms again, sobbing incessantly, and the faint aroma on her body spread i, slowly entering Fei's nose, and reaching his heart, only to feel a burst of numbness in his heart, which suddenly made his heart flutter, and he couldn't wait to pick her up immediately and walk to the bed together.

But his impulses were always restrained by his own reason, and he feared that his impulses would ruin her reputation, and she would never be disgraced again. At the same time, the fledgling self will also fall into the abyss from which he cannot break free. You must know that Yuan Shao's forces have an affair with his daughter-in-law, and they will definitely not let them go easily, and they will be spurned by the world when the time comes. It's not that Fei can't bear it, it's just that he can't get over the psychological barrier and can't convince himself to do this ugly thing?

He kept telling himself not to overstep his senses, and if he felt like this, if someone treated his woman like this, would he not be able to forgive?

After experiencing countless struggles in his heart, he gradually relaxed and was not as difficult as he was at the beginning. In the blink of an eye, he caught a glimpse of the morning light outside the window, and his heart was shocked, thinking that after dawn, he would never say goodbye again, I am afraid that there will be no more time to see each other again, and this life will never be so intimate again.

Thinking of this, Fei suddenly burst into tears, and couldn't help but sigh for a long time.

Zhen Mengyao felt the change in his forehead, pressed her face more tightly into his arms, and said softly, "Is it dawn?" ”

Fei's throat trembled, and he said, "Zheng...... Yes, you...... You should go back too......" Zhen Mengyao's tears had already soaked his chest, and he couldn't stop sobbing, hearing him say this, but he didn't move, and after a long time, he still got up and said, "I...... I'm going back. ”

The impulse in Feiren's heart nods hard. They spoke precious words to each other, and after a while, knowing that it was already dawn, she went out sadly. Fei didn't have the strength to send her out again, he stood in the door frame in a daze, saw her gritted her teeth, jumped on the roof, and waved at him, and then disappeared into the distance.

Seeing Zhen Mengyao leaving, Fei couldn't support it anymore, her whole body leaned weakly on the door frame, and she muttered: "Yao'er, if you leave, you will also take away all my emotions and sincerity!" From now on, I will be a childless person, and there will be a walking dead me in this world......"

I don't know how long it took for him to drag his heavy body back to the couch, and in a drowsy mind, bits and pieces with Zhen Mengyao kept coming to mind, but every time he thought of her kindness to himself, every time he thought of her voice and smile, he was sad, either secretly crying or sobbing in a low voice. The first time he tried the love between men and women, he tasted endless suffering, and he didn't know that it was precisely because he was a person who was indifferent to love, and once he was moved, he put all the flood beasts in his heart.

Until the evening, Fei didn't drink a sip of water, nor did he eat a grain of food, he wanted to leave here urgently, he knew that if he stayed like this, he would never be able to get out, and he couldn't have anything to do with Zhen Mengyao. Thinking of this, he got up lazily and cleaned up briefly, so that it was convenient for the inn to check out and leave. The innkeeper was still surprised and asked, "It's dark now, and it's not safe outside." Objectively you go out now, there is a place to live around here, but you have to wait until you go a long way. ”

Fei looked at the shopkeeper blankly, opened his mouth, and wanted to reply, but he didn't know how to speak, and the shopkeeper kindly continued: "Guest officer, where do you want to go, I'll help you see where there is a place to stay at that time." ”

Fei said blankly: "I don't know where I want to go?" ”

The shopkeeper was even more surprised, and said: "Guest officer, you don't look like a special tourist, if you go out of the city, there will always be one in the southeast, northwest and northwest directions, right?" ”

Fei hesitated for a while, thought of Zhao and Yuan Sanlang, and said casually: "I'm probably going north." "Most people are like this, when they are lonely and hurt, the first thing that comes to mind is what they think is their best friend and the nearest friend, Zhao is his best friend, as for Yuan Sanlang, he doesn't know if he is a friend, but he vaguely feels that he is inexplicably similar to him, and has a feeling of sympathy.

Soon after he left the inn, a handsome young man entered the inn and looked for him from the shopkeeper, who listened to his description and knew very well, but said that he had gone and went north. This young man is Zhen Mengyao's woman dressed as a man, she was not surprised when she learned that Fei left, but after carefully asking him about the time and direction of his departure, she immediately went out of the inn, and there was a carriage parked there outside the door, she quickly got into it and galloped away in the direction of Fei Wai.

When the carriage left Beihai City, when I arrived at the main road outside the city, the sky was completely dark, and she drove the carriage carefully inlaid and observed on both sides, for fear that she and Fei would miss it on the road, and walked for about half an hour, and finally saw a gray figure in front of the carriage, it was a young man pacing in a daze, the person seemed to have lost a mixed batch, and heard the sound of horses' hooves and the bell behind him, but he did not react at all.

Zhen Mengyao looked distressed, but she didn't know how to call him, so she had to drive the carriage behind him all the time, accompanying him forward blankly.