Chapter 618: Drunken Mantra
In this way, An Xiabai kept approaching Su Elegy all the way, just to reveal the people behind her and the secrets on her shoulders.
However, Su Wangge didn't know that An Xiabai was listening to her news all the way, but he was still very close to An Xiabai from time to time.
She thought that as long as she trapped An Xiabai, she would be able to gain her trust in the future. In the long run, Lu Li will also trust him.
Perhaps in the eyes of the average person, this is an impossible task. And in Su Elegy's heart, this is a very small thing.
On the way, Su Elegy's connection with the White Lotus Sect was discovered by An Xia Bai several times, and he also copied the appearance of the people who came over the White Lotus Sect. Although the result of An Xiabai's copying is average, it can be seen clearly by relying on the portrait she copied to find people.
"Here, don't say I don't believe you!"
That night, An Xiabai found Lu Li with the portrait of the White Lotus Sect that he copied and handed it all over to him.
Lu Li was puzzled, gave An Xiabai a puzzled look and opened it to himself.
"It's ......"
Lu Li naturally knew what this was, but he didn't expect An Xiabai to give him this, and he gave it all to him. This trust made Lu Li speechless for a while, and the little things in his eyes were rolling.
"These are all people that Su Elegy has secretly contacted these days, and it is estimated that they are people from the White Lotus Sect. Didn't you say that I should be the first to find you for something, but I told you! ”
An Xiabai looked at Lu Li with an arrogant look, but the other party threw over with a touched face.
Ever since An Xia Bai lost her memory, she has been in a state of distrust of Lu Liren. And now she is so heart-wrenching to herself because of her simple words, Lu Li is moved, and she is moved.
"Don't look at me like that, like I've done something amazing. You keep all these things and don't let others find out, or what I've done will be wasted. ”
An Xiabai kept instructing Lu Li, and the other party kept nodding his head like a nodding doll.
"Also, you'd better not tell anyone about this, I'm afraid there will be a mole here. If she does, and betrays us, I'll never be able to extract information from her again. ”
Lu Li was naturally very grateful for An Xiabai's trust, so he was too excited for a while, and he almost didn't fall asleep all night.
Along the way, Lu Li and Bai Lu almost scattered all their family wealth before they appeased the people on the road.
The silver on Lu Li's body was brought out of the palace, but Bai Lu was different, this was his Bai family's family business.
Although Bai Lu is beautiful outside, at home, he is just a child.
His father also has a younger brother, that is, the second master of the Bai family, who has always looked down on Bai Lu and always wants to kick him out of the house.
But this pile of suffering, Bai Lu will never tell anyone.
That day, because he took out most of the Bai family's property to appease the people, the second master of the Bai family sent him a letter. The letter said that he was going to expel him from the house, and he had nothing to do with the Bai family from now on.
Bai Lu was naturally very sad after seeing the letter, but he had no way to tell others about these things, after all, the ugliness of the family should not be talked about.
An Xia Bai knew a little bit about Bai Lu's affairs, because she had lived in the Bai family.
Bai Lu's father was not at home during that time, so the second master of the Bai family often bullied Bai Lu when his father was not at home.
Even though Bai Lu has a belly of ink, and if he has a belly, he can say to him, but after all, he is an elder.
He can say a lot of harsh words to others, but in the face of his elders, he can't say it.
So, because of this, he is always depressed in his heart, and he will always secretly drink alcohol.
On this day, he really couldn't relieve the sorrow in his heart, Bai Lu didn't sleep in the middle of the night, so he drank at the wine stall on the side of the road.
If it weren't for the fact that he encountered something terrible and unsolvable, Bai Lu would definitely not have drunk.
As a scholar, he knows that drinking can sometimes make mistakes. And as a person who loves tea very much, he knows that drinking wine is not as sober as drinking tea.
However, at this moment, he didn't want to be sober, don't let himself become a stupid person, and want to make himself vague.
Because only when he is drunk will he not remember those bad things, because only when he is drunk will he not remember that he is a disgusting person.
He sat alone on the side of the road, the evening breeze was cool, and the fallen leaves had already fallen on the road.
Standing alone, Bai Lu was like a homeless child, shivering alone in the cold wind.
After glass after glass of cold wine, Bai Lu not only did not feel warm all over, but felt that his heart was cold to the bone.
It is said that drinking alcohol can warm people's bodies, but why doesn't he feel it?
Maybe it's because my heart is too cold!
The corners of Bai Lu's mouth couldn't help but pull out a wry smile, others only knew that he was a showman, others only knew that he was full of poetry and books, others only knew that he was doing well in business, others only knew that he could mix with anyone, others only knew that he always had a smile on his face, and others only knew that he was very good to everyone and could see everything.
But no one knows that such a seemingly beautiful reader is also lonely in his heart.
He never thought that he would be disliked by his family, let alone that Xi would one day be so lonely that he would drink on the side of the road.
"Don't worry about the road ahead without knowing yourself, who in the world doesn't know you? , it's all! ”
Bai Lu always used this sentence to comfort himself, but now he had to add the latter sentence at the end.
He smiled, but the smile was bitter, he never knew that the smile could be bitter and could not be more bitter!
"God, why are you doing this to me? Yes! ”
He didn't understand, didn't he try hard enough? Aren't you doing enough for yourself? Is it in vain that everything I have been getting all this time?
But if it's neither, then why do you always dislike what you do?
He didn't understand why his uncle hated him so much. Why does his uncle always bully himself while his father is away?
Is it because you are too good? Is that really the case?
If that were the case, he would rather be a fool and have no ink in his stomach.
He drank and kept talking to himself. I can talk about it, but who can he talk to about this kind of thing?
If it weren't for the fact that he had drunk too much wine, he wouldn't have been tempted to say these words.
"Bai Lu, why are you here?"
It's Lu Li, he's just passing by. He originally thought he had seen a drunkard, but when he got closer, he realized that the person was Bai Lu.
"Who? Who are you? ”
Bai Lu's mind was already dizzy at this moment, and his tongue was stiff.
"I'm Lu Li, why do you drink so much wine?"
Lu Li didn't understand, because Bai Lu usually drank the most tea, and he definitely hated such things as wine.
"Drink to kill your sorrows. Do you think any normal person would drink so much alcohol if nothing happens? If you're okay, sit down and drink with me, and if you have something to do or want to persuade me to drink less, then you can leave. Don't get in my way here, after all, I'm a person who hates even dogs. ”
If he was sober, Bai Lu would never dare to say the above words to Lu Li.
Scholars know how to be humble the most, and he is naturally more humble, so he has always been respectful to Lu Li, even if Lu Li is good to him, he doesn't dare to commit any offense.
Seeing Bai Lu like this, Lu Li was actually very distressed. Bai Lu has always followed him, giving almost everything to the people.
So Bai Lu can't sit idly by now, and the only thing he can do is to drink with him.
"Now that you're seated, come have a drink with me. I'll tell you, I don't usually drink alcohol, but I drink very well. ”
There was a faint smile on the corner of Bai Lu's mouth, but there was indescribable bitterness in his eyes.
"Are you in a bad mood?"
Lu Li had never seen him in a bad mood, but at this moment, Bai Lu wrote all his emotions on his face.
"I'm not in a bad mood, why am I in a bad mood? Even if my family is like that to me, I'm not in a bad mood, why should I be in a bad mood. ”
Bai Lu said to himself, pouring his own wine, still with a smile on his face.
"What's wrong with your family?"
"My family is very nice. What can they do if they have a big business, they have an inexhaustible supply of silver, and they have an inexhaustible servant? It's just that they don't want me anymore! Also, I'm just a poor and sour talent, why do they want me? It's that I'm not angry, I'm not trying hard enough! ”
Immediately after, Bai Lu poured glass after glass of cold wine into his stomach.
In normal times, he would not have said these words to others, but now he can say them unscrupulously.
Maybe he's really drunk, maybe he's still sober, and he just wants to talk to someone.
But no matter what kind of him is, it makes people feel distressed at the moment.
No matter who it is, they don't want to tell outsiders about the bad things in their family. Maybe it's because of the strength of the wine, maybe it's really too much. Bai Lu almost completely lay on Lu Li's body, and kept beating his chest with his hands.
"You know what? For the love of my family, I have been studying very seriously since I was a child. And because of them, I only got a showman, so I accompanied them to do business. But even if so, what can be done? My second uncle didn't like me at all, he always bullied me when my father wasn't home. And now they have written to me again saying that they want to evict me from the house. I just want to do something for the people, is it that difficult? Shouldn't you help everyone if you have money at home? ”