Chapter 441: Heartbreaking
There was sadness and some indescribable looks in his eyes, maybe he had really experienced pain, so he showed such a sad look, this kind of wind sleep, Lu Yunshu had never seen it.
For a while, Lu Yunshu really didn't know how to comfort him, after all, it was Lu Yunshu who mentioned his identity, he was so sad, Lu Yunshu opened his mouth, but he never said a word of comfort, he never comforted others, maybe when talking to Feng Mian, he would only talk about his sore spots.
Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu felt a little sorry for Feng Mian, obviously the two of them have known each other for so long, and Feng Mian has always regarded Lu Yunshu as his best friend, but Lu Yunshu is always very mean every time he speaks, maybe because the two of them are too familiar, so Lu Yunshu treats Feng Mian like this, but he never thinks about what Feng Mian is thinking in his heart.
Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu couldn't help but apologize.
"I'm sorry ......"
Trembling slightly, the voice sounded in his ears, and he came back to his senses and laughed.
"Why apologize to me has nothing to do with you, I was already a killer before I knew you, and what I went through may have been a painful ordeal for me, but now that it has happened, and so much time has passed, I don't care about it at all, this matter really has nothing to do with you."
"Maybe the previous things have nothing to do with me, but the current things are inseparable from me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have come to this kind of place, if I hadn't mentioned it, you wouldn't be so sad, those painful past events are like a knife in your heart, as long as someone moves, you will definitely hurt badly, I shouldn't mention it......"
Looking at the guilty expression on Lu Yunshu's face, Feng Mian smiled indifferently.
"When those things happened, I had already survived, not to mention that others mentioned it, and I took the initiative to mention this matter to you, I hope you can understand me more, although I still have a lot of stories to tell you, we can slowly say in the future, these things have long been indifferent to me, you don't have to take it to heart at all, and I won't blame you, because it really has nothing to do with you, these are things I have to experience, and things I have already experienced, Do you understand? ”
Lu Yunshu shook his head.
"I only know that if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be what you are now, and you wouldn't be so seriously injured, the two of us stayed in such a place, it was because of my drag, that's why it became like this, if you let me go and leave like this, you will definitely be able to escape far away, and it has nothing to do with this group of people, and they can't hurt you, but it's all for me......"
Yesterday, when she saw Feng Mian injured, her tears fell uncontrollably, and she finally held back and talked and laughed with Feng Mian all night, but in fact, the guilt in her heart made Lu Yunshu have no way to stop her tears, and now when she said this, Lu Yunshu couldn't help crying heartbreakingly.
Lu Yunshu squatted directly on the ground, his whole uncontrollable whole body began to tremble, and his tears were surging, in fact, he had been holding back the feelings in his heart these times, such a big thing happened last night, Lu Yunshu's heart was very afraid, he was afraid that something would happen to Fengmian, and he was even more afraid that he would die here, and his father's revenge would not be avenged.
But he felt that he shouldn't be so cowardly, such a big thing happened to one person, and he was left with only one person to carry these, if he couldn't even control his tears, then how to take revenge next? 49 eBooks
So Lu Yunshu held on, he didn't find out his emotions last night, and when he said those words to Fengmian just now, Lu Yunshu couldn't bear it anymore, so he squatted down and roared and cried.
Looking at the trembling delicate body squatting on the ground, Feng Mian didn't know what to do for a while, he comforted beside him, but after a long time, Lu Yunshu was still crying and knew what to say to him now, I'm afraid it wouldn't have any effect, so he let Lu Yunshu cry there.
Feng Mian slowly squatted down, patted Lu Yunshu's back gently, and whispered in his ear.
"Cry, cry, cry will be much better, I know you have been carrying it silently, in fact, you don't have to carry it, as long as I am by your side, no matter what happens, I will carry it for you, this day will not fall, because I am here."
Lu Yunshu didn't know if he had heard what Qing Fengmian said, but he had been crying for a long time, his crying became smaller and smaller, and he slowly became choked.
Feng Mian gently patted Lu Yunshu's back to soothe his anger.
I don't know how long it took, Lu Yunshu's choked voice became smaller and smaller, and he slowly raised his face, full of tears, and stared at Feng Mian.
"I'm sorry ......"
Maybe it was because the crying was too loud, maybe it was because the crying time was too long, Lu Yunshu's voice was a little hoarse when he spoke.
Feng Mian shook his head and looked at him, "You don't have to apologize to me, you never have to apologize to anyone, because you just need to be yourself." ”
Lu Yunshu cleared his throat and coughed.
"Ahem...... I'll be kind to you in the future, I used to be too willful, just because I regarded you as my friend, so I always spoke to you openly, I hope you don't take it to heart, I know that it's very hurtful for everyone to say those words, but I didn't realize it, so now I apologize to you......"
Feng Mian was slightly stunned, and quickly nodded.
"Okay, since you've said that, then I'll accept your apology, but in fact, I didn't pay attention to those things at all, someone said before that I said a lot more than you said, and I also know that you are unintentional, you have always been like this, and what you said is not wrong at all, I am that kind of person, so if you want to change in the future, then you and others to change, for me so real you are the most I want to see you, be your best, As long as you're by my side, you don't need to disguise. ”
No matter how moved he was, Lu Yunshu couldn't say it, he could only look at Feng Mian blankly, his heart full of gratitude.