When An Xiabai got dressed and came to the study, Lu Li had been away for a while, and there was only one small servant cleaning in the study.

"I've seen Madame."

An Xiabai nodded, her eyes turned around in the study, and she frowned slightly when she didn't see the person she wanted to see: "Husband, why isn't he in the study?" Isn't it in a bad mood to go out for a walk? ”

Xiao Wu also heard about the quarrel between his wife and the general just now, so he didn't dare to speak, and confessed that Fang Chun came to find Lu Li and left with Lu Li.

"It turned out that there was something wrong in the barracks."

As if relieved, An Xiabai's uncomfortable mood eased a little.

Lu Li didn't leave the mansion because he was angry, does this mean that he didn't take the quarrel just now, if that's the case, if that's the case, if we meet again later, it can be well explained. When An Xia Bai was crying in the room just now, she reflected on her quarrel with Lu Li, and felt that she was indeed wrong, so she came over to apologize to Lu Li.

It's a pity that people are not there.

"Did the general tell you when he was going to come back?"

The little guy shook his head blankly: "The general didn't say when he came back, but he left a letter for the villain to pass on to his wife." ”

As he spoke, he handed the letter to An Xiabai.

"I see, you go down first."

"Yes."

After the little servant left the study and brought the door, An Xiabai opened the letter left by Lu Li. It is estimated that because An Xiabai was too excited at that time, he did not make all the guesses in his heart clear, and now he writes his thoughts on the letter, but he writes it clearly and clearly.

Lu Li did not pursue, but he was afraid that Xiong Qianshui would send people to ambush him halfway.

Xiong Lishui's pampering of Su Ying'er is a well-known thing, such an important person, thrown to Lingcheng to do things, but there is no guarantee, how is this possible?

He must have left behind to dare to let Su Ying'er come to Lingcheng to get close to Qin Shuang'er and steal the child.

The more An Xiabai looked at the letterhead, the deeper the self-blame in his heart.

It's all because she's too impulsive, these days Lu Li has been looking for two children, she can see it clearly when she's busy and tired, it's because she doesn't have a sense of the overall situation, doesn't understand the military, and is too emotional, when Lu Li comes back later, she must apologize to him, I hope Lu Li can forgive her at that time.

The knot in my heart is untied, and tiredness ensues.

An Xiabai sat on the chair that Lu Li usually sat on, and slowly closed his eyes to recuperate.

Her thoughts dissipated with the passage of time, and her sleepiness became more and more turbulent, and An Xiabai was almost about to fall asleep, when she was about to fall asleep, when suddenly there was a rush of footsteps outside, followed by the sound of the door of the study being pushed open.

"Madame, it's not good!"

An Xiabai opened her eyes suddenly.

An uneasy emotion hung over her after she saw the anxious expression on the face of the visitor: "What's wrong?" ”

The one who entered the study was the maid who usually served by Zhou's side, and now she was supposed to be serving next to Zhou's, but she suddenly came here because something happened to Zhou's side.

Xiaodong and Xiaoxue are all on Zhou's side, so An Xiabai doesn't dare to slack off at all.

The little sleepiness that had just been cultivated with great difficulty disappeared at this moment.

"The two little sons don't know what's going on, they've been crying, the old lady asked the slave to come and ask the lady to come over, madam, you better go over and have a look."

An Xiabai suddenly stood up from his position, and ran towards the small courtyard where the Zhou family lived like a gust of wind.

Far away, before she even entered the gate of the small courtyard, she heard Xiaodong Xiaoxue's cry, how should that cry be described, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is heartbreaking, obviously the voice is already crying hoarsely, but Xiaodong Xiaoxue is still crying, there is no sound of Zhou's coaxing children in the yard, but it is useless at all, obviously the two children do not give face.

As the mother of the child, An Xiabai's current mood is like a knife cutting her heart into slices little by little.

Tears rolled in her eyes, and she pushed the door open with red eyes.

What catches your eye is a scene that An Xiabai will never forget for the rest of her life.

Xiaodong and Xiaoxue were crying, in addition to opening their mouths and crying loudly, they were also hiding in the corner, hugging each other tightly, no matter how Zhou tried to coax people out with their favorite toys, they didn't react at all, they were still crying.

"How so?"

Zhou turned his head to see An Xiabai, as if he had seen hope.

"I don't know what's going on, the two children were fine just now, a maid felt that the room was too stuffy and opened the window, but the two children didn't know what was going on, and they cried when they saw the window open......" Zhou said while wiping his tears with a handkerchief, "It can be seen that being kidnapped this time really frightened them, otherwise how could the two children, who are usually bold, cry inexplicably." ”

An Xia Bai held back her tears and walked in front of Xiaodong Xiaoxue step by step.

"Xiaodong Xiaoxue is good, my mother is here, don't be afraid, with my mother here, no one will hurt you anymore."

Xu is because of the connection between mother and son, as soon as An Xiabai said this, Xiaodong Xiaoxue stopped crying.

But it was only for a moment, and after a while, they began to cry loudly again.

"It's not that I said you......" Zhou said with tears in his eyes, "If you could have watched the children well at that time, there wouldn't have been so many things now, if Xiaodong Xiaoxue has been taken by your side, how can the thieves take them away and abuse them." ”

An Xiabai was already uncomfortable in her heart, and when Zhou said this, her mood became more and more depressed.

But she was willing to admit that she was at fault in this matter.

If she had been more cautious at that time and could have taken Xiaodong Xiaoxue with her, maybe Su Ying'er and the others would not have had a chance to take Xiaodong Xiaoxue away, let alone abuse them.

"It's really my fault, I'm desperate to die in the future, and I won't let this happen again."

Speaking of dead words, Zhou realized that he had spoken too much.

Xiaodong Xiaoxue is a child born in October by An Xia Bai, seeing the pain of her own flesh and blood, her current mood is estimated to be no better than herself, as a mother, she should understand her a little more, how can she be blamed?

believes that Xiaodong Xiaoxue was abducted and abused, which is not what she wants to see.

Zhou sighed and gently patted his hand on An Xiabai's shoulder.

"Alas, since things have happened, let's continue to argue about who is right and who is wrong, in fact, it is useless, instead of spending time and energy thinking about that, it is better to think about how to make Xiaodong Xiaoxue stop crying, they have been tortured these days, and their health is not good, and if they continue to cry like this, I am afraid that their throats will not only be hoarse."

An Xiabai nodded, and patted Xiaodong Xiaoxue's back gently with a gentle expression.

"Mother is here, mother will protect Xiaodong Xiaoxue, and will not let the bad guys bully you again, and the person who hurt you before, mother will definitely make her pay."

After coaxing for a while, Xiaodong Xiaoxue stopped crying, and her bright eyes stared at An Xiabai tightly, as if she saw hope.

"Okay, good children can't always cry, it's not cute to cry anymore, look at your eyes, they're all swollen from crying, if you continue like this, your mother will dislike you." An Xiabai said as he asked Zhou to come over to help, sent a child to the bed alone, and then covered them with quilts.

Obviously their faces were sleepy and sleepy, but the two children still stared at An Xiabai with their eyes open, as if they were afraid that she would suddenly disappear.

An Xiabai only felt sad and funny, and leaned down to kiss each of them on the cheek.

"Is it okay for my mother to sing you a lullaby?"

Before they could answer, An Xiabai had already hummed a minor tune, which was the lullaby that her mother had sung to her when she was still young, and she was too young to remember the lyrics, but she still remembered the tune.

Xu felt that his mother was by his side, so he was relieved, or because he was really sleepy after tossing for too long, An Xiabai's lullaby had not yet had time to finish, and Xiaodong Xiaoxue had already closed her eyes and fell into a dream.

But An Xia Bai hasn't stopped yet.

The lullaby was sung until they were breathing steadily, and then stopped.

"Don't blame yourself too much," Zhou walked up to An Xiabai's side, patted her shoulder lightly and said comfortingly, "I believe that all this is not what you want to see." ”

An Xiabai didn't just want to see all this, she didn't even dream that her children would be harmed.

But Su Ying'er exploited such a loophole.

"I'm not going to make her feel better!" She gritted her teeth and made such a promise.

From the resentment on her face, Zhou saw her sadness and self-blame, sighed and hugged the person in his arms.

"If you feel uncomfortable, you might as well cry, maybe your mood will be better after crying."

"I'm not uncomfortable, I really ......."

"If it's not uncomfortable, why not quarrel with Lu Li like that, it's obviously sad in my heart, so I'm too angry, let's vent it, otherwise the bad mood has been buried in my heart and will hurt your own body."

An Xiabai still didn't have the urge to cry, until she saw Xiaodong Xiaoxue asleep in a blink of an eye.

Tears rolled down like pearls with broken threads, wetting the large placket of her chest.

"It's good to cry out......"

Since the disappearance of the child, there have been too many negative emotions accumulated in An Xiabai's heart, in addition to self-blame, there is also anger and resentment, all kinds of emotions are mixed together, turning into tears and constantly rolling down, she sat in front of Xiaodong Xiaoxue's bed and cried for a long time, until the tears in her eyes were dry, and she stopped crying.

"Sure enough, it's much better to cry, but now I feel like I'm in good spirits." An Xiabai raised his head and smiled at Zhou with red eyes, "Fortunately, my mother is beside me to persuade me, otherwise I really don't know what to do, now that I have cried out the feelings in my heart, I should go to do business now, and Xiaodong Xiaoxue will be handed over to my mother." ”