Chapter 1041: Illness

Ten minutes.

How long is 10 minutes?

Different situations have different understandings.

For example, during the brutal selection and training of that year, when he was solemnly undergoing counter-interrogation training and was hung upside down into a well, he felt that ten minutes was as long as an hour.

Now, he's sitting in the doctor's office at the cancer hospital and he's been waiting for ten minutes, which feels like a decade.

On the afternoon of the second day after the end of the condolences, solemnly went to the hospital.

When I first arrived, Lu Xiao was still there.

The two of them couldn't talk in the ward, so they made an excuse to sneak into the hallway.

"How's it going?"

"It's okay, after I arrived at the hospital, I hung water and took medicine, I am much better, and my spirit is good today, and my appetite is good."

Lu Xiao's words calmed down a little.

He glanced at Lu Xiao and found that the corners of the latter's eyes were red, and the whites of his eyes were full of bloodshots, so he persuaded: "Instructor, you haven't slept all night, have you?" Go back and rest. ”

Lu Xiao waved his hand: "It's okay, didn't Xiao Yang of the public service class come with you?" I'll go back in the evening and let him accompany Hong Gui here. ”

"Since there is a public service class to take over, you can go back as soon as possible, the car is still downstairs." Solemnly said.

Lu Xiao shook his head and sighed slightly: "I can't rest assured, the doctor just examined Hong Gui this morning, and said that there will be a result soon, I'll wait." ”

After speaking, he suddenly remembered something, slapped his thigh, and the person stood up.

"It's almost time, I'll go to the doctor's office and ask about the results."

When he arrived at the hospital, he found Liu Honggui's previous attending physician, but there was no one in the office, and another colleague said that the latter was called to the radiology department and came back ten minutes later.

Radiology?

The solemn heart thumped a few times.

He could only wait.

I couldn't sit still, walked around the door, then went into the office again, and walked inside.

Another voice in the same department saw the solemn appearance, poured him a glass of water, and then asked, "The one who was sent in for inspection just now...... Is it from your troops? ”

"Hmm." Nodding solemnly: "It's our company commander." ”

Another young doctor said: "Ah, he is the strongest patient I have ever met, and he is also the patient with the best physical foundation, and he has lost his hair from chemotherapy, but he doesn't lose it at all, but he just doesn't listen to persuasion, and secretly does push-ups every day, and jumps stairs." ”

Zhuang Zheng couldn't help but smile a little, and it quickly disappeared again.

This is what he knows, and the doctor has complained about the previous hospitalization.

Seeing Zhuang Zheng's worried look, the young doctor continued to comfort: "It's okay, your company commander is in such good health, I have been checked when I was discharged from the hospital last time, and the expected results are very good, and the operation is also very successful......

These words really made the solemn heart hanging in the air relax a little.

Since the doctors say so, it's going to be fine!

When it comes to curing diseases, others are professional and have to listen.

At this time, the attending doctor in charge of Liu Honggui walked into the office with a paper bag.

Zhuang Zhuang hurriedly stepped forward: "Doctor, how is Liu Honggui's condition?" ”

He didn't say "how is the illness" but "how is the situation", and in the solemn subconscious, the word illness is a word of opportunity.

The attending doctor didn't say a word, and went back to his seat and sat down.

"Doctor ......"

I solemnly felt that the sky outside was dark.

He looked out the door at the sky.

It was still sunny when the camp came just now, but now the weather suddenly changed, and the sky was completely dark, as if it was evening after the sun had gone down.

The black clouds seemed to float over the rooftop.

"Deputy Company Commander Zhuang......"

The attending doctor knew Zhuang Zheng, after all, he had dealt with him before.

He took out the medical records in the paper bag next to him, and his face was solemn.

"Spread the ......"

Three words, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day.

Boom Boom –

A thunderclap rose from the ground, and a bolt of lightning swept through the dark clouds.

Solemn as a clay sculpture.

He knew the meaning of diffusion.

Looking solemn, the doctor hesitated for a moment, but decided to be honest.

Because of the solemn representation of the troops, the illness cannot be hidden.

"We examined Company Commander Liu and did a CT scan, and there were obvious lesions in the liver and lungs......

"What?!" Solemnly interrupted the doctor's words and asked again: "What do you say, make it clear!" ”

"I mean...... Liu Honggui's tumor spread to his liver and lungs. The attending doctor pushed the frame of his glasses and said in a low tone: "The situation is very serious, and the development is very rapid......

"Didn't you say it was a success? Doesn't it mean that the expectations are good? After he returned to the army, he had regular check-ups in the division hospital every month, and he also followed your doctor's instructions to take medicine...... Why is this happening! ”

His solemn face was darker than the sky outside, and the whole person became murderous.

The doctor shuddered involuntarily.

He felt an inexplicable sense of oppression.

"This ...... This is a terminal disease, and the previous high amputation was a surgery, which was indeed very successful, and no other organs were found to be abnormal after chemotherapy, but medically speaking, there is no 100% accuracy and prediction......"

Bang –

Before the attending doctor's words were finished, his solemn palms had already slapped heavily on the desk. The whole table shook violently, and the water glass on the table topped down with a clatter, and the tea overflowed.

"At that time, you asked me to persuade my company commander, saying that if you amputate the limb at a high level, you will be fine if the lesion is removed! Now the leg is cut and recurred, and you say it's unpredictable! How do you let me face the company commander! How can I explain it to him! ”

The attending doctor and the other doctor next door were already so frightened that they jumped up from their seats and took two steps back.

Majeres looks like a tiger that wants to eat people.

There was silence in the office, except for the sound of breathing.

After a long time, solemnity finally suppressed the surging anger and controlled his emotions.

"I'm sorry, doctor......"

The corners of his eyes were hot, and he lowered his head.

The doctor returned to his position and sat down: "Deputy Company Commander Zhuang, I'm really sorry......"

The solemn head didn't raise his head, but just asked, "How many chances are there to be cured?" ”

The room was quiet again.

This is a question that doctors cannot answer and dare not answer.

After a long time, he said, "I'll do my best." ”

solemnly smiled sadly: "Then how much time is there?" ”

The attending doctor subconsciously stood up again, and then subconsciously took a step back.

"As short as three months, as long as six months......"

The longest is only half a year......

The solemn heart sank little by little, as if falling into an abyss that would not see the light of day, and there was no ray of hope in sight.

"So what now?" solemnly raised his head and looked at the doctor in front of him: "Do you have any treatment options?" ”

The doctor shook his head: "We will do our best, or will we do radiotherapy and chemotherapy, if he is in a lot of pain and can't stand it, we will provide some comfort medicine so that he will not be so painful." But the main thing is to keep a good mood, maybe there will be miracles. ”

Marvel?

The solemn heart has sunk to the bottom.

……

Leave the doctor's office and walk down the hallway back to the ward.

Along the way, thunder erupted from the window of the hallway.

Although it was past four o'clock in the afternoon, it was the same as seven o'clock in the evening.

Every time I took one more step to the ward, my solemn steps became heavier than before.

If he could, he would rather never go to that ward and never see Liu Honggui.

But someone has to do it.

If you don't do it yourself, it must be Lu Xiao to say.

Do you even want to shirk this responsibility?

At the beginning, it was also he who persuaded Liu Honggui, saying that "staying in the green mountains without worrying about no firewood", and it was also his own persuasion that Liu Honggui agreed to undergo a high-level amputation, and now he ......

Spread......

The solemn feeling felt as if a huge stone had pressed on his heart, and it was breathless.

A sense of guilt creeps up like a tidal wave, devouring itself mercilessly.

He stopped, turned around, and looked out the window at the heavy rain.

The wind crackled with raindrops and crackled against the glass windows.

Each shot is a bullet aimed at oneself, and there is no way to dodge.

At that moment, he even had the idea of turning around and running away.

Or, after going back, hide his illness and tell Liu Honggui that he is just some inconsequential minor problems, and it is enough to hang water here for a few days.

In the corridor, the family members and patients of the sick number walked back and forth, and everyone who passed by the solemn side couldn't help but glance at the young PLA officer.

After staying in the corridor for more than ten minutes, Zheng Zheng gave up the idea of escaping.

It's your responsibility.

Since he did Liu Honggui's ideological work and asked him to undergo surgery, today, he has the responsibility to tell him the truth.

You can't hide this.

I can't hide it, and I can't hide it.

Who is Liu Honggui?

He is the company commander of the Armed Forces Reconnaissance Company, and the person who is engaged in reconnaissance doesn't even know what is going on in his body?

Can't hide it at all!

Go ahead!

Tell the truth.

Solemn made up his mind in his heart.

Even if Liu Honggui wants to scold himself, then let him scold him well and happily, if scolding can make Liu Honggui better, he will stand in the ward every day and let him scold well.

Thinking of this, he solemnly snorted violently, straightened his military uniform, and strode towards the ward.

"You're back?"

solemnly walked into the ward, and Lu Xiao was the first to stand up.

"Did you get the result?"

Solemnly nodded: "Got it." ”

He handed the bag containing the medical records to Lu Xiao.

Lu Xiao took it and took out the film inside to look at it, looking puzzled.

He couldn't read it, including the words in the medical records, which were written like heavenly books, scribbled to the point that they couldn't be read.

"What did the doctor say?"

Lu Xiao looked solemn with expectation.

Zhuang Zheng didn't look at Lu Xiao, but his eyes fell on Liu Honggui on the hospital bed.

Liu Honggui leaned on the head of the bed, and from his solemn gaze and look, he seemed to have guessed something.

Lu Xiao asked again: "Solemn, how is the situation?" You're talking. ”

Solemnly took a breath and said, "It's spreading, the doctor said...... It has spread, and the lungs and liver have metastasized, and the situation is not optimistic. ”

Lu Xiao was stunned for a moment, and then pushed him.

"What did you say?"

Solemnly said: "It has spread." ”

Lu Xiao was stunned, like a stone sculpture, petrified on the spot.

"Old squad leader, I'm sorry......" solemnly felt that the corners of his eyes were hot, he didn't want to cry on this occasion, he endured it, but his heart was like a knife.

After being silent for more than ten seconds, Liu Honggui, who was leaning on the head of the bed, suddenly smiled.

With this smile, tears slipped down from the corners of his eyes and dripped onto the quilt.

"Hehe, damn my luck is really bad......"

He still smiled, showing his white teeth, as if he was talking about someone else's business.

"If I had known this, I wouldn't have cut my leg and left myself a whole corpse."

The tone was very relaxed, but it made Zhuang Yan's heart ache even more.

"I'm sorry...... Old squad leader. ”

"Needless to say, I'm sorry, I didn't eat this tumor for me." Liu Honggui suddenly raised his head and looked at the ceiling with a dull gaze: "It's all my life, it's all my life...... I didn't believe in fate before, but ......"

Speaking of this, the tears finally couldn't be stopped completely, and they smashed down.

Solemnly turned around, turned his back to Liu Honggui, and faced the wall.

He was shaking all over his body because of the constant effort to suppress his emotions.

There's something indescribable about to burst out of itself, and it could explode at any time.

After a long time, he suddenly turned around and went to Liu Honggui's hospital bedside, pulled over a chair, sat down, and sat up straight.

"Old squad leader, if you feel uncomfortable, you can beat me, I persuaded you to have an amputation, it was my ......"

He wanted to say that he had burdened Liu Honggui and had not even been able to leave the whole corpse. But this was really inappropriate, and I held back.

"Forget it......"

Liu Honggui still looked at the ceiling and didn't move.

"It has nothing to do with your majesty."

Zhuang Zhuang also wanted to persuade Liu Honggui, but the other party directly stretched out his hand: "You go out first." ”

Then he said to Lu Xiao: "Instructor, I want to be alone and quiet. ”

Lu Xiao woke up like a dream, and quickly agreed: "Okay, you are quiet alone." ”

After that, he glanced at the solemn and let him go out with him.

The two of them walked out of the door of the hospital room and stood in the hallway.

Xiao Yang, who came to take care of Liu Honggui's public service class, stood far away, and kept peeking here, perhaps, he also understood that this was a difficult time for Zhuang Yan and Lu Xiao.

The two of them stood in the hallway for more than twenty minutes.

Finally, Liu Honggui opened the door of the ward on crutches.

He looked at Zhuang Zhuang and nodded at him: "Zhuang Yan, you come in, I have something to tell you." ”

Zhuang Zhuang looked at the instructor Lu Xiao beside him with some doubts.

Lu Xiao said: "Go, your old squad leader has something to say to you alone, I won't stay here, go back to the camp first." ”

After speaking, he patted his solemn arm and turned to leave.

Solemnly walked into the ward and closed the door.

Liu Honggui lay back on the bed and took the pillow and put it behind his back.

His face no longer had the sadness he had before, and it seemed as if nothing had happened.

Looking at the solemnity that was a little overwhelmed, he stretched out his hand and pointed to the chair next to the bed: "Come and sit." ”

Marea had no choice but to sit down.

Liu Honggui clasped his hands, and the person seemed to be brewing emotions, and said for a while before he said: "Zhuang Yan, do you know why I didn't ask to change jobs after I had an amputation, but stayed in the camp all the time?" ”

It's been a few months.

Of course, Majestica didn't think about it.

Liu Honggui to go or stay, this is not something he needs to consider.

What's more, there is nothing wrong with him staying, after all, Liu Honggui really likes this kind of life in the army.

Today, Li Honggui suddenly asked himself this question, which caught him a little off guard.

"Old squad leader, I don't know ......"

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