Chapter 163: If you use your affection deeply
On a dead tree in the middle of nowhere, the crow that had been stationed suddenly spread its wings and flew away.
Bitter and hollow screams resounded throughout the cold and silent night.
Tang Ruoxu froze in place, his clenched fists turned white, if he was holding something in his hand at this moment, there must have been no bones.
She said she asked herself if she had ever been sorry for him.
If she is so ruthless, she just said it, and there was no love at all.
Between her and him, it is just a reward of gratitude, which is not mixed with any superfluous meaning and emotion, and when she arrives in Dongshen, she only thinks about repaying his life-saving grace as soon as possible.
It's as simple as that.
But it is like a cold awl, piercing people's hearts.
Except for the forest plant, no one around dared to step forward.
For a long time, Tang Ruoxu used a bitter smile to hide the thousands of unwillingness in his heart, it was he who was sentimental and self-inflicted.
"Original...... It's just a gratitude. ”
He thought that no matter how ruthless he was, he would always be a friend, but now he realized that he was not even a friend.
How could he have ever suffered such a loss? How could he have ever been hurt like this?
Qin Changhuan's throat rolled up and down, don't look over.
In the current situation, she shouldn't continue to stay here, if the queen comes out and falls into the well later, she will be asking for her own hardship.
"Your Highness, these days, thank you for your care, I will go back to the palace first, and I will set up a banquet to thank you another day, and I hope Your Highness will appreciate your face."
After speaking, she held her breath and stared, didn't look at Tang Ruoxu again, turned around dexterously, and the corners of her skirt rose with the momentum of turning around, with the help of the breeze, as if she had taken away the last trace of tenderness.
Tang Ruoxu lowered his head, somewhere in his heart was like ice condensed, a touch of skirt in front of him disappeared, and when he came back to his senses, he looked up again, and only saw an empty space in front of him.
In the dark night, although he had countless guards around him, he only felt alone under the sky, and the cold wind blew straight to the bottom of his heart.
This is the end that belongs to him.
"Your Highness, with all due respect, Qin Changhuan ......"
Tang Ruoxu raised his hand and motioned for him to shut up, "Go back to the palace." ”
What Lin Zhi wanted to say, he already knew it in his heart.
It seemed that there was a thousand catties under his feet, and he took difficult steps and went in the opposite direction of Qin Changhuan, like a strange road, probably like this.
He Tang Ruoxu has lived in this huge palace for more than 20 years, and he has never felt such a difficult moment.
It doesn't matter if I'm cheating, or if it's fighting in the deep palace.
When was he afraid of something? When did you back down?
Which time is not stared at by thousands of pairs of eyes, but can still get out of the whole body.
But now, a Qin Changhuan has made him a big mess. Obviously, before that, he swore that he could also get out of the two.
But he never thought that the word love would be so torturous.
The night wind was miserable, the original starry clouds were dense, the sky was clear, suddenly the dark clouds covered the moon, and the gusts of cloudy wind blew the branches of the trees rattling, brushing through the window lattice, making a whimpering cry, like a ghost in the night.
In the main hall of the Fuhua Palace, Cuizhu hurriedly ordered people to close the doors and windows.
She pulled away her shirt and walked into the dormitory.
Qin Changhuan sat at the table with a book in his hand, although his eyes were staring at the book carefully, his mind did not know where he had already drifted.
The candle flame swayed gently in the breeze through the crack in the unclosed window, and Cuizhu saw that she hurriedly closed the window, and helped her put on a coat and serve hot tea.
"It's really a change that has changed."
She sighed.
Obviously, when he came back from Fengyi Palace, the stars in the sky were still very clear, and not long after entering the Fuhua Palace, there was a gust of wind and a strong wind.
Qin Changhuan came to his senses because of her words, yawned and put down the scroll.
"yes, it's getting fast."
It's a lie to say that she is not uncomfortable, and I don't know if Tang Ruoxu really turned her face with her, anyway, what she said outside Fengyi Palace, she regrets it now.
But when the interruption continues, it will be chaotic.
So it's better to make it clear early.
Cuizhu peeked at her tentatively, and felt that her mind was quite peaceful, so she became bold.
"Miss Qin, in fact, His Royal Highness the Prince, he is really good to you."
This kind of goodness is no longer limited to friends.
Tang Ruoxu knows about her, and everyone in the palace knows about her, and she, who is a personal maid, feels even more profound.
Not to mention that Tang Ruoxu had never been so attentive to any woman, how could he ever have such an all-encompassing moment for people, no matter what Qin Changhuan did, all he wanted was to protect her.
Such a man is hard to find in the world.
What's more, it's still His Royal Highness the dignified Prince Dongyan.
Qin Changhuan smiled calmly, the sly flashed in her eyes, and she picked up the hot tea and blew it, and then she took a sip, but it was still a little hot, so she had no choice but to put it down.
This hot tea, isn't it just like people, it's not always drunk when you want to.
You can use a gentle wind to cool it down, or you can clasp your hands and keep it at the same temperature, hot and cold.
How could she not understand the meaning of Cuizhu's words.
Up and down the palace, no one is extremely envious of her, thinking that being able to be with His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of East Ember is the best thing in the world.
But they are not her bowl of hot tea after all, I don't know the heat and coldness in her heart, and I don't understand that she is no longer herself, and she will not live by her own heart.
"Do you think it's my blessing to marry Prince Dongshen?"
Cuizhu was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly shook her head.
"I, I didn't mean that, Miss Qin, I don't think so, Miss Qin, you are also the best among people, if you are in the same place with Your Highness, it is also a perfect match, and a good couple is natural."
She didn't expect Qin Changhuan to say so directly, but after being with her for a long time, she also knew her temperament, so she no longer had any shy past.
"A good couple?"
Qin Changhuan only sneered, but did not respond to her words.
What is a good couple? When is she going to marry him Tang Ruo Xu Tian?
He didn't shy away from letting her stand on the cusp of the storm, but did he really think about her?
He let the whole palace know his mind, for her or himself, this may not be clear to others, but she understands it very well.
This matter is that she, an insider, is too sober.
As an outsider, Cuizhu naturally has to argue a few words for Tang Ruoxu.
In her heart, in the eyes of the entire Ember Palace, and even the people of Ember, Tang Ruo loves the people like a son and keeps himself clean, so he is naturally the best candidate for the next Ember Emperor.
Therefore, they felt that Qin Changhuan was a distinguished guest, and it should be a blessing to be able to marry the future master of this Dong Ember.
"I know that Miss Qin is definitely not an ordinary person, but I feel that His Highness is really happy with you, since you came, His Highness has a lot more smiles on his face, and he also sincerely hopes that you can stay in Dongyan for a longer time, in fact, I am also a little reluctant."
As she spoke, she lowered her head slightly, her hands stirred together, and she couldn't speak.
Qin Changhuan relieved himself, stretched out his hand to pull her to her side and sat down, raising his hand to wipe away the tears that slowly flowed from the corners of her eyes.
"I can't bear you, but life must always move forward."
How could she be willing?
With Cuizhu and them, and Tang Ruoling Tang Ruoxu spent this rather worry-free time, and she occasionally even happily forgot those former hatreds.
If you can live with such a person for a lifetime, you should be the happiest person in the world.
However, she wanted to forget the past, how could the people of Nanqin agree?
A hundred years later, what face will she have to face them?
"Cuizhu, if someone has hurt your family, do you want to hide somewhere and be happy, or do you want to take revenge?"
She asked.
Cuizhu immediately said energetically, "That's naturally revenge!" ”
Qin Changhuan bowed, patted her shoulder gently, got up and sat on the edge of the bed, and stretched comfortably before he was satisfied, "So, I can't stay here." ”
Cuizhu's eyes rolled, and she understood what Qin Changhuan meant, and her face showed surprise.
It's just that she didn't dare to ask anything more.
But there are some things, Qin Changhuan wants to explain to her.
She propped up the edge of the bed with one hand, lazily said, "Cuizhu, do you think that if a person is good to you, is it worth your life to entrust her?" ”
If you look at the problem simply, maybe right and wrong will be clear at a glance.
Cuizhu thought about it carefully, and finally shook her head, but she said a little helplessly, "But, if it's a maid boy like me, I'm afraid I won't be able to obey my own wishes." ”
Qin Changhuan pursed his lips, feeling only sad in his heart, but he couldn't do anything.
"If a person is good to you, you must always feel good to be good, just because that person feels it, it doesn't count."
Like is the pleasure of the two loves, not to help each other, not to mention that Tang Ruoxu already has the object of 'helping each other' in his heart, and he just has other purposes for her.
Unscrupulous means to achieve the goal, although Tang Ruoxu has never been strengthened to such a point, how can the hearts of the emperor's family ever be enthusiastic?
Cuizhu seemed to be thoughtful, lowered her head and stopped talking.
Qin Changhuan turned over and got on the bed, raised her hand to lift the quilt and covered her body, on such a warm spring night, although the wind outside the window whimpered, she also felt extremely happy.
"Cuizhu, you remember it whenever you want."
She closed her eyes slightly and smiled contentedly.
"If a person has deep affection for you, he will think about you everywhere, stand in your position everywhere and think for you, will not put you in a dilemma, will not persecute you, will not threaten you with his kindness to you, and will not blindly compromise because of your joys, sorrows, and sorrows."
In front of the dark eyes, Yan Heng suddenly made all kinds of requests to her back then, asking her to go down the mountain to help him win the North Yan River.
At that time, he was so high-spirited and gentle as water.
She just looked into his eyes and couldn't pull it out.
Gentle knives, sure enough, knives cost people's lives.
She only hated that she couldn't die for those innocent people, but since God left her, he wanted her to seduce her soul and ask for her life to reverse the injustice.
Cuizhu nodded her head attentively, helped her tuck the quilt corners, and blew out the candle lamp at the bedside.
The door creaked open and closed, Qin Changhuan opened his eyes again, and the room was empty, as if she was under the vast night sky, and she was alone.