Chapter 360: My heart is in turmoil
Yan Qinghan, who asked for everything to go into battle easily, was also very happy in his heart, this time he could finally stand in front of Du Ruosheng with peace of mind and tell her that he could really accompany her.
Thinking like this, the road ahead seems to be not so far away.
Such a big thing happened in the Ten Thousand Dynasties, and it soon spread throughout the Ten Thousand Dynasties, and it was naturally impossible to hide the change of ownership from everyone.
However, after the people knew about this matter, they just added another thing to talk about after tea and dinner, and they didn't care who was in charge of the world, they only cared about whether they could live a healthy life and have no worries about food and clothing.
And when Xiaoyi learned about this, he couldn't help but be a little surprised, he may not have expected that Yan Qinghan really did this for Du Ruosheng.
But even so, Xiaoyi still did not give up Du Ruosheng's plan, since Du Ruosheng wants to choose again, it proves that he also has a chance, not to mention that now they are the same kind of people, and even their lives are tied together, even if it is selfish to think so, but in the face of feelings, these selfishness are not worth mentioning.
What Xiaoyi didn't know was that at the moment when he made his decision, Xia Zhiyi also made a choice after calm thinking.
As Xiaoyi thinks, in the face of feelings, people are selfish, Xia Zhiyi is no exception, now that Du Ruosheng and Yan Qinghan are leaving, for her, it is the best opportunity to enter Xiaoyi's heart at this time, she will not blame herself in her heart, nor will she look forward to the future, as her mother Lu Huayao said, everyone has the right to pursue their beloved.
So Xia Zhiyi came to Xiaofu again, she wanted to show Xiaoyi to Xiaoyi, and she also hoped that Xiaoyi could see the facts clearly and die to Du Ruosheng.
When Xia Zhiyi came to Xiao Mansion, he happened to meet Xiaoyi, who was packing his bags.
When Xiaoyi saw Xia Zhiyi coming, he stopped what he was doing and greeted him warmly as always.
"Zhiyi, why are you here? I've been reassured since you left that day, are you okay? Xiaoyi asked softly.
But Xia Zhiyi didn't have the heart to answer her at the moment, she saw Xiaoyi's bag behind her, and a bad premonition arose in her heart.
She crossed Xiaoyi, pointed to her bag and asked, "Are you going to go far away again?" Did you come back and get ready to leave? ”
Xiaoyi didn't know Xia Zhiyi's thoughts, so naturally he didn't shy away from it, and said bluntly: "Well, I'm going to Dongchuan." ”
Hearing Dongchuan's son, Xia Zhiyi's heart also tightened.
"What are you going to do in Dongchuan?" Xia Zhiyi's throat moved slightly, and then he asked again.
Xiaoyi hesitated for a moment, looked at Xia Zhiyi and said, "I can't hide it, I want to go to Ruosheng, I think she should go back, so I want to go there to see." ”
After Xia Zhiyi heard this, she didn't answer, Xiaoyi thought she didn't understand, so she said again: "There is some misunderstanding between us, I want to make it clear to her, if I don't say it, I'm afraid I will regret it in my life." ”
How could Xia Zhiyi understand that when she heard Xiaoyi's next words, she only felt as if she had been emptied, and her heart throbbed fiercely, she endured the discomfort before she slowly spoke: "Do you love Ruosheng?" ”
After Xiaoyi heard this, he smiled slightly like a child who had been seen through his thoughts, and nodded to this Xia Zhiyi.
Xia Zhiyi's reaction in the next moment was unexpected.
Xia Zhiyi suddenly approached Xiaoyi, and kissed Xiaoyi's lips, and at that moment, both of their minds were blank.
When Xiaoyi reacted, he only felt a warm and salty astringency passing through his mouth.
When he pulled Xia Zhiyi away, he saw that Xia Zhiyi was already teary-eyed and couldn't cry.
"Zhiyi, you... What happened to you? What are you? "A woman with a beautiful lady, a prime minister's daughter, and a gentle personality made such a move to herself, which really surprised Xiaoyi.
Xia Zhiyi raised his head, stared at Xiaoyi tightly, and said with a crying voice: "Xiaoyi, you are really a wooden head, don't you still understand my heart for you?" ”
Xiaoyi was speechless for a while, he thought that Zhiyi was just a friendship between friends to him, but now it seems that he has inadvertently broken a girl's heart.
"But... But I..."
Xia Zhiyi knew what he was going to say, and interrupted: "It's impossible for you, don't you understand?" Yan Qinghan is willing to give up the country for her, they have long been in love, why do you need to do something meaningless! "The girls are small
"That's what Yan Qinghan already owes her! He was the one who had put her in a desperate situation, and now he was doing it just to make up for what he owed her. Xiaoyi had lost the pleasant face just now, and his tone became solemn.
"Xiaoyi, since the first time we met, I have been happy with you, until I later confirmed your identity again, I hope to stand by your side, even if it is just silently watching, but now I don't even have the opportunity to stand by your side, I can no longer watch you leave, I am afraid that this time you leave again, you will not come back." Xia Zhiyi held Xiaoyi's arm and said sadly.
Xiaoyi looked at him with tears on his face, his eyebrows were tightly locked, but he didn't know what to say.
How could Xia Zhiyi understand the bond and past between him and Du Ruosheng, Xiaoyi didn't want to hurt Xia Zhiyi, but he would never give up Du Ruosheng, but the truth was cruel, no matter how he chose, someone would be hurt.
"Zhiyi, I'm sorry, I've always only regarded you as a friend, an understanding friend who can't bear to hurt."
Xiaoyi said, took his bag and sword and left.
And Xia Zhiyi had already cried into tears, grief-stricken, and Xiaoyi's back gradually disappeared in front of his eyes, becoming more and more blurred.
On that day, Xiaoyi also left, and after Xia Zhiyi returned to the Prime Minister's Mansion, the whole person was like a frosted eggplant, and then he fell seriously ill.
Lu Huayao saw these in her eyes and hurt in her heart, others didn't know why, but she knew what Xia Zhiyi had experienced, although she couldn't bear to see her daughter like this, but only if Xia Zhiyi really understood Xiaoyi's intentions, she would not be hurt more.
What Xia Zhiyi didn't know was that Xiaoyi left that day and didn't go to Dongchuan, he knew that after Xia Zhiyi left, he went back to Xiaofu, after Xia Zhiyi's words, Xiaoyi's heart also became a mess, if he could see Xia Zhiyi's thoughts about him earlier, he might be able to refuse tactfully, but now it's too late to say anything.
Later, he also heard about Xia Zhiyi's serious illness, although he was worried, but he didn't dare to visit, after all, Xia Zhiyi would only be more uncomfortable when he saw him at that time.
Xiaoyi stayed in the mansion for a long time and didn't go out, until he heard that Xia Zhiyi's body had healed, and the guilt in his heart was slightly reduced.
Xiaoyi, who was already suffering from emotional headaches, is now becoming more and more difficult.
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In the territory of Dongchuan.
Du Ruosheng since returning to Dongchuan, every day is leisurely, when the king and queen of Dongchuan first saw her, I don't know how happy, even if I know her "ridiculous" behavior, but I don't blame half a point, after all, she has just escaped from the danger of jackals, tigers and leopards, and now they can return to them so peacefully, they are very pleased.
Du Ruosheng, who returned to Dongchuan, also saw Gu Feng, who had been worried for a long time, Gu Feng's complexion was much better than before, although his body was not as good as before, but he was also strong.
And the king and queen of Dongchuan also knew about Gu Feng's poisoning in order to save Du Ruosheng, and they also found many people in the army to help him share his worries.
However, what they didn't know was Gu Feng's thoughts about Du Ruosheng, when Du Ruosheng saw Gu Feng again, she didn't mention it at all, she knew in her heart that Gu Feng definitely didn't want to put this kind of thing in her heart, Gu Feng saw that Du Ruosheng didn't mind herself because of this matter, and she was also happy in her heart.
These days, Du Ruosheng has been with Gu Feng almost every day, and she wants to spend more time with him in the rest of the time, so the two of them naturally have nothing to talk about.
Gu Feng's mansion, in the back garden, Du Ruosheng was fiddling with the flowers and plants in the courtyard, and Gu Feng sat in the courtyard and watched quietly.
"Second princess, after you leave the Wan Dynasty, do you have any other plans, or are you going to stay in the Wan Dynasty forever?" Gu Feng suddenly asked.
"Doesn't Brother Gu Feng want me to accompany you like this?" Du Ruosheng asked rhetorically pretending to be disappointed.
Gu Feng waved his hand again and again, and said, "Naturally not, I'm just... I just think you should still have something you want to do but haven't done it, don't because of me..."
Du Ruosheng was afraid that Gu Feng would be thinking nonsense, so he hurriedly interrupted him and said:
"Brother Gu Feng! What nonsense! I can accompany Brother Gu Feng every day, as well as my father and mother, which is the happiest thing, so don't worry about some of them. ”
"I know, I don't have much time, why should you bother for me, if you blame yourself, you don't have to, these are all willing." Gu Feng lowered his eyes, a little depressed.
Du Ruosheng walked to Gu Feng's side, and said with a warm voice: "Brother Gu Feng, no matter what the future holds, I just want you to be happy every day now." You will always be my relative, as important as my father, queen mother, and sister. ”
Gu Feng raised his eyes to look at him, revealing a light smile, but there was also a trace of bitterness in his heart.