481. Production is imminent
Because it was his wife who was forced to give birth to children for him, he was even stripped of his former pride and high spirits, and became a woman who only competed for favor with the harem. How can he not hate, how can he not resent?
Lin Chaoge subconsciously shook his head and denied it, but the world is not the king's land, and the shore of the land is not the king's minister. Where can they run, not to mention that she still has an indelible bond in the palace.
Even if it is heartbeat, the reason in my mind is still awake.
She can't harm Xiaoxiao and the unborn child in her belly for her own selfishness, because she enjoys the cynicism of the dark court, stepping on the bottom and praising her, not to mention that Xiaoxiao is still her and that person's child. is also the only bond and thoughts left between the two of them, how can she give up and leave.
"Lin Yan has forgotten that Xiaoxiao is not only your son but also Bai Qingxing, even if a man is ruthless, he will really let the harem woman kill his own flesh and blood, not to mention that he has affection for you, but the emperor's love has never lasted long, not to mention that even if I don't say it, you know that he has always been in his heart to respond to the things we were together back then, why not take advantage of his affection for you to make him feel guilty and convert it to Xiaoxiao." The warm breath was shallow and thin, spraying evenly on her face, and it also caused ripples in her heart.
A small pebble suddenly fell into the surface of the lake, which was as calm as a mirror, and then there were layers of ripples.
"My Lin Yan has always been a smart person, and he should know how to make the best choices." Wang Xifeng took off the red rope that had been hanging around his neck when he came in, and then played with it in his hand.
"Since ancient times, what is said is simpler than what is done, and there is a difference between talking on paper." A bitter smile spread across the corners of his mouth, and the tips of his fingers held by the scorching palms trembled.
"You believe me, I won't harm you, not to mention that Xiaoxiao's child was born the same as you, and I have long regarded her as my own son in my heart, I know you may not believe it in your heart, but I hope you can gamble, win the sea and the sky, lose is just the high wall of the deep palace, Lin Yan, I don't want you to really wear away the edges and corners of the year and become an existence that even you hate." Wang Xifeng paused, and he smiled lightly again. The knuckles pulled the red rope in his hand, making the golden key sway slowly in front of Lin Chaoge's eyes; "But as long as I live, I will ensure that you and Xiaoxiao are safe for a day. Even if I die, I will definitely find a way out for you, leaving you and Xiaoxiao with gold that you and Xiaoxiao will never spend in their lifetimes...... No way, I haven't read anything, I was born so vulgar, so, would you like to leave here and be my company? ”
"I will arrange the affairs in the palace, I will not joke with you and Xiaoxiao and the child in your belly, you hope you can believe me once, Lin Yan."
"He's not dead, he's waiting for you, with me waiting for you to come back." Wang Xifeng knew that if he alone, he would not be able to completely impress her determination to leave, but since he came, he was naturally fully prepared. ”
"Really... Really......." Lin Chaoge was like a dream, and even thought that he was having auditory hallucinations for a while, and his hand holding Wang Xifeng's sleeve robe turned blue and white nervously.
"I won't lie to you, he and I are waiting for you." The two of them account for 50% of Lin Yan's heart, and if the two are combined, it becomes 100% possible, Lin Yan is a person of great affection.
"You're coming, right?" Careful temptation, with humble supplication, humbled into the dust.
Lin Chaoge's irrepressible tears were instantly like a faucet stuck on the headland, and even if she didn't say it, the two of them already tacitly knew what her choice was.
Xi'er, who was guarding the door, was almost at the end of the time, and hurriedly tapped a few times in front of the carved gate of the pineapple gate, reminding them that the time was up and he should go.
Wang Xifeng took her rough fingers to help her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, I don't know if her skin was too delicate, or his hands were too rough, but he left a lot of crimson red marks, which looked so pitiful.
Lin Chaoge saw that he was still staring at him in a daze, and a pair of peach blossom eyes of Qing Lingling, who was confused and misty, swept their eyes with disgust.
Seeing Wang Xifeng's heart, he grabbed her little hand and kissed her several times before reluctantly leaving; "Wait for me." It's as solemn as if you were taking an oath in a sacred place.
Lin Chaoge waited for Wang Xifeng to leave, and the person was lying in the place where she had just sit, it seemed that there was still a faint green tea fragrance and body temperature that belonged to him, but the tears in his eyes could no longer be stopped.
She understands that it is also time to make a choice at the end.
Tonight I went to bed early, but I was depressed in my heart, but I tossed and turned and it was hard to bear it all night, and I got up early and got up a handful of pale cyan marks under my eyes.
The days that followed were also very peaceful, in addition to still eating, drinking and having fun, Lin Chaoge followed Xiaoxiao and Yun Zhao on weekdays, and occasionally thought about the ......day when production arrived.
She carried it with her almost all the time during the seven days of her soul, and pressed it under the cushion under the pillow every night.
However, before she gave birth, there was another bad news, the prince of the royal family, General Wang unfortunately contracted a serious illness and died at the age of twenty-two.
When Wang Junshou's family heard about this bad news, they entered Beijing that day, and Mrs. Wang almost cried at home and was blind to a pair of eyes, and in the eyes of others, she was very empty, and the poor white-haired person sent the black-haired person.
She didn't go on the day Wang Xifeng entered the earth, and she couldn't even take half a step at the palace gate, so she could only call Xi'er to set up an immortal monument in the courtyard, and kowtow to Xiaoxiao and Yunzhao with incense.
The two children didn't understand why, but they didn't ask much and honestly kowtowed to the concubine, only knowing that in the next meal, the concubine's mood was extremely low, and she couldn't even coax the most beautiful flowers back.
Bai Qingxing was worried that she would not be able to resist this evil consumption when she first heard about it, and she had been staying in the Qingshui Hall for several days, making people stay under their noses and not leave an inch. For fear that if he didn't pay attention, she would follow him.
"Mourning is smooth, and people cannot be resurrected after death." Bai Qingxing held a bowl of white porridge in front of her, looking at the person whose cheeks had sunken down for only a few days, he couldn't tell what it was like.
was both sour and angry, and even faintly happy, and when the secret guard he sent came back, he clearly told him that Wang Xifeng was really dead, and he had already been buried in the ground, and no one in the world would snatch Lin Yan from him from now on.
And they will soon give birth to their second child, and the bond between them will be added to the same.
"Eat as much as you want, even if you're not hungry, your body matters." Bai Qingxing has been in a good mood recently, and he ignored Lin Chaoge's face several times, just because she couldn't withstand the blow of his death for a while.
After all, there were three people back then, and now he is the only one left.
"I'm not hungry, can you let me be alone for a while?" Lin Chaoge raised his red eyes, but his face was so white that it was as bluffing as if he had smeared several layers of white/pink/.
"Okay." Bai Qingxing's ghost envoy agreed, he knew that he couldn't force it for too long, and he needed to come step by step.
Because Lin Chaoge was not only depressed but also emotionally capricious recently, Bai Qingxing deliberately exempted two small schools so that they could accompany Lin Chaoge, so that she could get out of the haze after Wang Xifeng's death as soon as possible.
"Mother, don't be sad, the eldest brother and I will pick flowers for you." Xiaoxiao can't think of any way to coax people, the only thing she can think of is to pick flowers, because the beauty of the mother loves flowers the most, maybe she will be in a better mood when she sees flowers.
Lin Chaoge touched the two small heads, and barely sketched a smile; "The mother is not unhappy."
"But the mother concubine hasn't been smiling lately, it's not that she's unhappy, and Xiaoxiao can sometimes see the mother concubine crying secretly." Xiaoxiao lowered her head, he didn't know why as long as the mother concubine was in a bad mood. Even with him will be in a bad mood, and the father.
Yesterday, he also secretly and accidentally saw his father lose his temper at the palace people.
"I'll know when Xiaoxiao grows up later." Lin Chaoge looked at Xiaoxiao's face that was exactly the same as his own, and couldn't help but think of his biological father.
Even if I have made a choice in my heart, I can't help but cry when I am pregnant with a piece of meat that fell from my body in October. She found that not only was she not a competent woman and wife, but she was also a ruthless mother.
At this moment, she wondered if she could take the two little ones away if she left, as if they were left in this palace maid who ate people and did not spit out bones, and were harmed by a woman who had hated her for not knowing how much. Knowing that it is impossible, she always can't help but have delusions of the Arabian Nights.
"Will Xiaoxiao hate her mother in the future?" Lin Chaoge unconsciously said what was in his heart.
"No, Xiaoxiao's favorite is her mother, how can she hate her mother, it's too late for Xiaoxiao to love her mother." Xiaoxiao didn't understand what was going on, she only knew that she was panicked, so scared that she could only feel at ease by grabbing her mother's hand.
"The mother also loves Xiaoxiao." In fact, what she is selfish in her heart is to love only herself.
It's almost November, Lin Chaoge's womb is already full-term, with her imminent delivery, Bai Qingxing runs in the Qingshui Hall every day except for the imperial study, and then in order to trouble, he plans to move all the folds to the Qingshui Palace for correction.
The concubines in the harem who have never received rain and dew are like dogs that smell bones, and they will drill into her two heads in three days, and they will sit for most of the day, anyway, they can just sit and drink tea without saying anything.
Even the queen and Concubine Li will bring their sons and daughters over.
The laughter and laughter of Qingshui Hall every day were lively, but Lin Chaoying was already in a bad mood and was disturbed by others, so he naturally lost his temper.