Chapter 0884: Si Ren is Dead
The joy of the imminent birth of his younger brother was gone for Hu'er, and he didn't understand what was happening, but he was very keen to find that everyone in the palace was not very interested, and no one dared to laugh, even if it was in the face of himself, those who used to always bend over and smile flatteringly were now all grim-faced, no, bitter faces.
I can no longer see, or hear the laughter and laughter around me, which makes Hu'er very puzzled, he has killed people, but he doesn't know, what is the so-called killing, to give the other party a kind of harm? And what about the so-called death? No one taught him, he knew the term death, but he might not understand his concept.
For several days in a row, he was playing in the East Palace, these eunuchs got the order of the Son of Heaven, and they also accompanied the prince to play with all their might, no matter what the prince wanted to play, fighting or archery, the Son of Heaven allowed it, the eunuchs understood the idea of the Son of Heaven, he didn't want Hu'er to fall into this kind of grief, every day, the Son of Heaven would come to visit Hu'er, and occasionally play with him for a while.
Hu'er didn't expect that his father, who had been in the Hall of Houde for a long time and never went out, was so good at swordsmanship, the two played with wooden swords, but Hu'er was never Father's opponent, Father could always easily subdue him, and he couldn't see how much strength he used, which made Hu'er very frustrated, and Hu'er also secretly went to ask Qi Yue.
Qi Yue told him that what his father practiced was the swordsmanship of the battlefield, which was taught by his father's master, and it was said that his father's master was a fierce general on the battlefield, who had guarded the border for decades and killed countless thieves, and his swordsmanship became more and more sophisticated.
This made Hu'er secretly determined, he must practice the marksmanship and swordsmanship taught by Yeye, and he must not be defeated so easily.
Staying in the East Palace all day, Hu'er gradually became a little irritable in his heart, he didn't want to continue to play, he missed Ye Ye a little, everyone in the palace refused to reveal what happened, and no one let him out, Hu'er could only go to the harem to find his mother, but for some reason, when he saw him, he would hug him and cry bitterly, crying extremely sadly.
Hu'er also cried.
He loves his mother very much, he can't see his mother so painful, he doesn't know why his mother is so sad, all he can do is to accompany his mother to cry, he is also a little scared, he always feels that something happened that he doesn't know, and everyone seems to be hiding it and not letting himself know.
The days passed like this, on weekdays, he practiced swords in the East Palace, and occasionally went to visit his mother, and his mother gradually stopped crying, but her body was getting weaker and thinner, only her stomach was bulging, and he secretly heard the imperial doctor's order that if the queen was so depressed again, I was afraid that something big would happen to her in childbirth this time, Hu'er didn't understand what it was, he just hoped that her mother could eat better and stop losing weight.
Father gradually became irritable, and he no longer came to play with him, and even, once, he secretly went to the Houde Hall to find Father, and he saw Father lying on the desk and crying bitterly.
He secretly left the Houde Palace, he felt that there was something wrong with this world, and his father would cry?
It was probably a long time, and under his own several pressures, Qi's husband finally brought the order of the Son of Heaven and allowed him to walk out of the palace.
On this day, Hu'er didn't know how long he had been waiting, put on a strong suit, wore a hat, took a bow and arrow, and rode a little red rabbit, he left the palace happily, and the familiar embroidered messengers followed him again, but this time, Hu'er did not dislike them anymore, at least, they were more resistant to beating than those eunuchs in the palace, and they could play with themselves for a longer time.
I quickly came to the front of the Shogun's Mansion, but for some reason, it seemed to be a little deserted, and there were no people on the streets.
Turning over and dismounting, holding the reins, Hu'er walked into the courtyard, "yes yes! I'm back!! He shouted, the slaves in the courtyard were shocked, hurriedly got up, someone stepped forward to take the reins, Hu'er smiled and rushed to the courtyard, none of the slaves moved, when Hu'er rushed into the backyard, there was only the Hu chair, but there was no trace of Yeye, he ran into the house again, still did not find Yeye.
"Where did yes go?" Hu'er frowned and questioned the slave in front of him, who looked at him but didn't say anything.
At this time, Hu'er finally felt some fear, he was a little scared, but he refused to give up, he searched the whole mansion, he couldn't find Yeye, he sat at the door a little depressed, he looked at the street, he thought, maybe the next moment, Yeye will come out of the side of the street, smile and hold himself into his arms, just like when he was a child.
However, he sat here for half an hour, not waiting for Yeye, but waiting for Cui Yan.
"Your Highness, you're really here... Your Majesty asked you to come to Taixue to study, why are you staying here? Cui Yan asked, Hu'er raised his head and said with some trepidation: "I can't find Yeye... He said he wanted me to accompany him to hunting, did he go hunting alone? ”
"Alas... Your Highness, perhaps, perhaps, he is now hunting and having a great time. ”
"No, you're lying! Yaye will never leave me, he will follow me wherever I go!! ”
Hu'er shouted angrily, tears already flashing in her eyes.
"Your Highness... I didn't lie to you, Duke Lu, he went to a far, far away place, and when His Highness grows up, he will come back... Your Highness should follow me to Taixue, Your Highness will study hard, maybe he will come to reward Your Highness? Cui Yan asked with a smile, Hu'er wiped his eyes, stood up, got on the horse, and then the two walked towards Taixue together.
Sitting in the study, Cui Yan only felt that it was becoming more and more difficult to give lectures, the prince who was often distracted because of the queen's pregnancy, and now it was even more so, but this time, Cui Yan couldn't reprimand the child in front of him, he knew what Lu Bu meant to this child, he grew up by Lu Gong's side since he was a child, and Lu Gong was so doting on him, a kind of doting that he had never seen before.
Even when the teacher was chosen for the prince, everyone did not dare to come to serve as a sacrificial wine because of Lu Bu's spoiling.
Now that Lu Gong is gone, the child in front of him, no matter how mature he is, no one has taught him about death, and he will not understand what death is, if he knows, Cui Yan doesn't dare to think about it, how painful and sad it will make Hu'er, all he can do is to keep giving Hu'er some interesting stories, so that he tries not to think about these things.
Perhaps, after a period of time, when the tiger grows up and understands the meaning of death, he will be relieved.
With such an idea, Cui Yan also put down the history book in his hand, and began to tell some interesting stories in history, most of the stories began with a Song people in the past, and then it was a mockery of this Song people, and sure enough, after Cui Yan told these stories, Hu'er was also attracted to him, listening to the stupid things committed by these stupid Song people, he couldn't help grinning.
Cui Yan saw that Hu'er's condition had improved, so he continued to tell his story, and was telling it, but Hu'er suddenly interrupted him and asked, "Master, do you know where Yeye he went?" ”
"I know."
"Where did you go?"
"It's a very distant place, where will many people go, for example, Emperor Xiaokang is there, Emperor Xiaoxian is also there, Lu Gong just went to accompany them, he can see a lot of friends there, colleagues, that place, everyone will go, some people will go early, some people will go later...."
"Then Master, will you go too?" , Hu'er asked again.
Cui Yan smiled, nodded and said, "I'm already very old, maybe in a few years, I will go too." ”
"Can you take me there, then?"
"That's not going to work, you still have your own things to do, and if you go there, you can't do these things anymore... Don't mention these, let me tell you a story, once upon a time there was a Song man, he was very lazy, he didn't like to work, one day, he saw a rabbit crashed and died..."
"Once upon a time, there was a Song man, he dug a well, and when he met people, he said, I dug a well, as if there was an extra person working in the family..."
"Once upon a time, there was a Song man, and he was worried that the seedlings in his house would not grow tall..."
Hu'er laughed when she heard this, and couldn't help asking, "Did these Song people also go to that place?" ”
"yes, they went there too."
"Isn't it true that you hear them tell their stories every day? It's so good...", Hu'er was a little envious, staring at the big eyes, thinking to himself, Cui Yan looked at the time was almost up, so he began to continue teaching, no longer telling those interesting things, fortunately, Hu'er was able to listen to it this time, listening to Cui Yan's history books, he listened very carefully, at this time, Cui Yan had already talked about Emperor Taizu.
For Hu'er, governing history is much easier than governing the scriptures, when governing history, it is to listen to one story after another, listen to the story of his ancestors to establish meritorious deeds and create a great Han, I can't help but make Hu'er's blood boil, and gradually forget about Yeye's things, Cui Yan does not stop, and does not even rest, so he tells for more than an hour.
The old man's physical strength is still good, and after talking for more than an hour, his complexion has not changed, and he seems to be at ease.
"Okay, Hu'er, the rest will be talked about tomorrow, you can go back." , Cui Yan waved his hand and let Hu'er leave, Hu'er bowed to Cui Yan, then got up and walked out of the study, the embroidered messengers suddenly surrounded them, Hu'er took them, and walked out of Taixue, at this time it was late, and there were not many students in Taixue.
Walking out of the school, Hu'er couldn't help but look at the courtyard wall.
Ye Ye would wait here every day for him to get out of school, he seemed to be able to see Ye Ye with his back against the wall, sitting down and waiting for him to go out, but Ye Ye did not come to wait for him, Hu'er's eyes suddenly moistened, he looked at the wall blankly, and kept looking around.
He couldn't find his yes.
"Yay! Come back! Hu'er will be obedient in the future! I won't make Shijun angry again! Yay! ”
"Hu'er misses you... Hu'er misses you so much..."
Hu'er lowered his head and said in tears.