Chapter 84: Sadness Flows Into a River (2)
The doctor standing on the side looked at the electrocardiogram on the cold table, the line on the electrocardiogram slowly changed from undulating to straight line, and one of the nurses hurriedly ran out of the operating room.
The nurse ran to the door of the operating room and shouted anxiously, "Is Yuan Xiaoxia's family here?" Zhang Shaoping and An Yuran hurriedly said: "We are ...... We are ...... What about the surgery? ”
The nurse pulled An Yuran and Zhang Shaoping to the operating room one by one, without explaining too much, Shaoping and Yuran knew that something must have happened, otherwise the nurse would not have pulled them into the operating room.
Shaoping and Yuran panicked, when they walked to the operating table where Xiaoxia was operating, they looked at Yuan Xiaoxia who was lying quietly on the cold operating table and dying, her bloody body was lying quietly on the operating table, and the corners of her mouth trembled slightly from time to time, as if she wanted to say something.
Yuran bent down and put her ear to Yuan Xiaoxia's lips, listening to her slightly quivering lips and saying, "Tell ...... Tell Shao'an...... Let him...... Let him ...... well Take care...... Take care of ...... ...... yourself"
As soon as Yuan Xiaoxia finished speaking, she left this world, a tear flowed from her eyes when she died, maybe she was unwilling, she didn't worry about how Shao'an should live alone from now on.
Oh, yes! Life always gives us unexpected things in the inexplicable, yesterday Shao'an and Xiaoxia were still kind and loving, but I didn't think that today would be forever separated.
When Yuan Xiaoxia died, Zhang Shaoping and An Yuran, who were standing on the side, couldn't suppress the sadness in their hearts all at once, and burst into tears.
Zhang Shaoping was relatively strong, he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, slowly walked out of the operating room, took out his mobile phone from his purse and dialed his younger brother Zhang Shao'an who was far away in Guangdong, he wanted to tell his brother Shao'an about this terrible thing, but he couldn't say anything.
When the phone was connected, Zhang Shaoping let out a sad whine from his mouth, and said grief-stricken: "Shao'an...... Shao'an ...... You're coming back...... Xiaoxia is dead......"
After Zhang Shao'an heard it, the whole person was so frightened that the mobile phone unconsciously slipped out of his hand, and he sat down on the ground.
When he cried for a while, he stood up from the ground, wiped his tears with his sleeves, and then rushed straight to the underground parking lot downstairs, starting the car and rushing back, on the way he unconsciously dripped tears from the corners of his eyes, tears gradually blurred his vision, but he still kept speeding up on the highway, because he didn't believe that Xiaoxia left him like this, he felt that none of this was true.
Time passed inadvertently, Zhang Shaoan drove fast on the highway, and several times his vision blurred by tears vaguely saw Xiaoxia's figure.
When Zhang Shao'an rushed to the county hospital, he saw Xiaoxia with a white cloth covering her head and lying quietly on the cold bed, Shao'an gently uncovered the white cloth, and when he saw Xiaoxia lying on the bed without a trace of fresh breath, his fingers and lips trembled, and then a series of howls followed, and the people in the entire county hospital heard a man's beast-like howl all night, and kept screaming loudly.
Yuan Jie, who was studying e-commerce in another province, received the news of his sister Yuan Xiaoxia's death, he didn't have time to bring anything, he didn't go back to the dormitory, he rushed home in a white dress, and rushed to Zhangjia Village from the county railway station in the middle of the night.
Yuan Jie stood at the door of the mourning hall for a long time before he walked in as if sleepwalking, uncovered the white cloth covering his sister Yuan Xiaoxia, and wanted to see his sister for the last time. My sister, who was lying in the coffin, was very peaceful in the dimness, as if she was asleep.
Yuan Jie felt very uncomfortable, thinking that his sister hadn't had a good life for a few days, so why did she die! But the facts were in front of him, and he didn't know who to talk to.
The grief-stricken Yuan Jie rushed to his brother-in-law Zhang Shao'an, pulled up his collar, and scolded angrily: "How did you take care of my sister, my sister likes you and loves you so much, why did she die, why is the person lying inside not you, it's her, why?" ”
Zhang Shaoan casually asked Yuan Jie to pull his collar, his eyes were in a trance, and tears rolled in his eyes.
The elder brother Zhang Shaoping, who was standing on the side, saw that his younger brother Shao'an was so uncomfortable and was misunderstood by his brother-in-law, and hurriedly stood up and said: "Xiaojie, your sister is dead, your brother-in-law is more uncomfortable than you, don't talk about him anymore, and when your sister died, your brother-in-law was still in Guangdong, he didn't know anything, this blow was too big for him, you better don't embarrass your brother-in-law." ”
Zhang Shaoan was so pulled by Yuan Jie that he had to look up, he looked straight at this brother-in-law who looked a little like his deceased wife, and said a few words categorically. But his voice was already hoarse, and Yuan Jie only heard the sound of "sizzling", and he couldn't hear what he said. Yuan Jie didn't know what Zhang Shao'an was doing, so he asked again: "You talk well, what do you say?"
Zhang Shaoping, who was standing on the side, took Yuan Jie's hand and whispered to Yuan Jie: "Xiaojie, your brother-in-law has been kneeling here all night, and he can't speak now." Yuan Jie was stunned, but saw that Zhang Shaoan was talking to him in a hissing voice, but he still couldn't hear it clearly. He simply took out the pen in his pocket and gave it to Zhang Shao'an, Zhang Shao'an took it, wrote it in the palm of his hand, "Don't marry in this life", and then handed his hand to Yuan Jie's eyes, and cut the palm with the tip of the pen, and the blood oozing out almost blurred the 4 big black characters.
Yuan Jie let go of the hand that was pulling Shao'an's collar, pointed at Zhang Shaoping and said angrily: "What did my sister leave behind when she died?" An Yuran, who was standing on the side, stood up and said: "Xiaojie, don't be angry, your sister is dead, I know that you feel uncomfortable, but everyone here is as uncomfortable as you, I was standing next to your sister before she died, it was she who told me to let Shao'an take care of herself, she said this before leaving, and she didn't say anything else." ”
After Yuan Jie heard this, his originally heavy heart was soothed, and he secretly said in his heart: "Sister, is it my brother-in-law that you can't rest assured the most before leaving?" Sister, don't worry, let Xiaojie help you complete your last words! ”
Yuan Jie kowtowed three times to his sister Yuan Xiaoxia's spiritual position, and then rushed out of Zhangjia Village without saying a word.
It stands to reason that he should wait until his sister's funeral is over before going back to school, but he doesn't want to see this sad place, he doesn't want to see his sister lying motionless in the cold coffin.
At this moment, Yuan Jie turned his grief into strength, and his mind was full of thoughts about studying in college, and then taking care of his brother-in-law Zhang Shaoan for his sister Yuan Xiaoxia, this is what he wants to do most at present, from a certain point of view, he wants to fulfill his sister's last wish.
In this way, Yuan Jie devoted himself to college life again, and when he returned to school, he hadn't eaten for several days, in order to alleviate his discomfort, he confined himself in the library, wanting to let the knowledge in the books numb the sadness in his heart.
After the death of his wife, Zhang Shao'an, who had always slept soundly and did not wake up after thunder, had insomnia for several nights. When he had insomnia, he simply got up, and with the moonlight shining through the glass window, he opened the copper iron box in front of Yuan Xiaoxia and rummaged through the clothes inside.
These clothes were all worn by Xiaoxia before her death, and Xiaoxia's mother wanted to burn them when she was buried, but he didn't let them. This is a relic left to him by his wife, and when he looked at these clothes, although Zhang Shaoan was silent, the whole person was clear, and he could recall the bits and pieces after he met his wife. But during the day, he wilted, he slept poorly, his whole face was disgraced, and his cheeks were instantly shaved down.
Li Jianmei looked bad, cleaned up the house for Shao'an, and then made some meals that Shao'an liked to eat, but Shao'an looked at these delicious meals and just didn't have a trace of appetite, so angry that his wife wanted to pick a child, but after all, she felt sorry for her son, and her son didn't eat anymore, she also stared at it bitterly, got angry for a while, and turned around. But it's not a way for her son to always have no appetite, Li Jianmei thought about it and tried it, but there was nothing she could do.
When Li Jianmei was so worried that he didn't know what to do, Zhang Fugui came over and motioned with his eyes to let Li Jianmei out, and he was ready to talk to his son Shao'an.
Zhang Fugui walked up to his son Shao'an, patted him on the shoulder with his hand, and said: "Shao'an, it's not good for your body if you don't eat or drink like this, if Xiaoxia is still here, she doesn't want to see you like this, you should eat a little!" ”
Zhang Shao'an was still unmoved, staying on the side and motionless, Zhang Fugui hurriedly said: "Shao'an, even if you don't do it for yourself, you have to consider you and Xiaoxia's children!" The child is so young that he has no mother, if you continue like this, then the child will have no father, can you bear to let the child grow up without a father and no mother? ”
After Zhang Shao'an heard this, his spirit was inexplicably shaken, and he suddenly came to his senses and thought to himself: "Yes! No matter what, I still have my own daughter, which is my own flesh and blood with Xiaoxia, and I have to take care of her no matter what. ”
Zhang Shaoan immediately stood up and picked up a bowl of white rice and stuffed the delicious meal with bamboo chopsticks into his mouth, he cried while eating, but he knew that the biggest purpose of his next life was to raise his daughter.
When Shao'an had a good meal, his father Zhang Fugui squinted at him and said, "Shao'an, now that you are also a father, you have a daughter anyway, you have to name the child well!" ”
Zhang Shaoan looked out the window, then at his father Zhang Fugui, and said categorically: "Let's call it Zhang Aixia!" ”
Zhang Shaoan knew that his wife Yuan Xiaoxia had passed away and left himself alone in this world, when he still had his biological daughter with Xiaoxia, he felt that the child was the best gift from God to him and Xiaoxia, so in order to commemorate his deceased wife, he named the child 'Zhang Aixia'.