Chapter Ninety-Six: Secret Sight of Yayu

Yayu woke up. He was awakened by a dream. Lately, she has been having some inexplicable dreams. Sometimes in dreams, she is scared half to death. When I woke up, I couldn't tell what was happening in my dream. It was a story that made her break out in a cold sweat, but she couldn't express it in words.

Just now, she dreamed of a man running on a cliff. She just thought it was a person, but she wasn't sure if it was a person or not. Immediately afterwards, she had already determined that that person was Wang Goujian.

But it changed immediately, not Gou Jian, but himself, and he couldn't stop running wildly. While running, a thought arose in her heart, and it would be over if she fell. But the scene instantly turned into a strong wind and rain, mixed with hail

The flower-filled hillside is a mess......

What is this sign? Yayu can't think of it.

She didn't feel sleepy at all. King Yue lay beside him and let out a slight snoring sound. The moonlight shone in through the doorway, and the ground was white. I don't know what kind of insect is screaming at the base of the wall.

Yayu sat up, got out of bed gently, and walked out the door. In the courtyard outside, the silver moonlight is sprinkled, and the evening breeze blows gently, bringing the breath of the mountains.

Yayu didn't know what he was going to do. The dream just now made her mind a mess. A sorrow rose from my heart. She couldn't tell why she was so uncomfortable, why she was so sad.

Although she was born into a wealthy family, she never had the right to make choices or arrangements for her fate.

When she was sixteen years old, no one asked her for her opinion, and without even asking her if she wanted to, she was dressed up, helped into a car, and then walked on the road with the convoy for more than a month, and married to Yue Guo.

Fortunately, her husband Gou Jian is very good-looking and treats her very well. It's satisfying to be able to live like this for the rest of your life.

Who would have known that Gou Jian turned out to be a king of the dead country?

Yayu paced to the northwest corner of the courtyard, where there was a small door. Not locked. There is nothing to steal here, and there are never thieves who visit it. In the past few years, nothing has happened here, and Sima Zhe and they don't even arrange a sentry. Go to bed when it's dark.

Yayu opened the door and walked out.

She walked into a tasteful courtyard. Having lived here for a few years, of course she knew that there was no small courtyard here, but at this time her mind was a little fuzzy, and she felt that there should be a small courtyard here. There's nothing wrong with a small courtyard popping up here.

There are lights in the house. The door was not closed. Yayu slowly approached the room, and saw a person standing in the light, with a moon-white robe and a sword at his waist, standing there, meditating. The light reflects his huge silhouette.

It was Fan Li.

"Brother!" Yayu cried out in a lost voice. She has an indescribable affection for Fan Li. In private, he always calls Fan Li his younger brother.

It's not just that Fan Li is naturally handsome, which makes people look comfortable.

What's more important is his inner temperament, chic and elegant, graceful, and distressing to watch.

And the most important thing is that his gentleness and thoughtfulness and understanding make people involuntarily refer to him as a confidant.

Fan Li turned around, bowed to the end, and made a big salute: "Fan Li see the queen." ”

Yayu helped Fan Li up: "Brother, this is in private, don't do this big gift." ”

Fan Li grabbed his sleeve and wiped the stool: "Queen, please sit down and speak." ”

Yayu looked at Fan Li eagerly and said, "Brother, it's been a long time, and you don't come to see me." You don't know how bitter my sister is. My sister wants to talk to you. ”

Fan Li saw Yayu many times, but saw that she was depressed and her eyes were full of grievances. This made Fan Li very worried. In the great cause of recovering the country, the importance of Yayu, second only to Gou Jian, he is a queen who is very loved by the Yue people, there is Yayu, the heart of the Yue people is down-to-earth, if there is something wrong with Yayu, the more people's hearts collapse, and the restoration of the country is a dream.

This religious fervor is somewhat incomprehensible.

Fan Li asked Zimei to arrange for him to talk to Yayu alone, and he wanted to eliminate the blockade in the queen's heart.

Yayu said: "Brother, can you call me sister, I am lonely in this world, and I have no relatives." Don't think of me as a queen anymore, I hate that thing. Brother, would you like to call me? ”

Fan Li read the loneliness and depression in Yayu's heart from Yayu's eyes. Anyway, she is still accompanied by King Yue, although there is no glory of the queen in the past, but Fan Li has created a safe, clean and comfortable environment for them. What was it about her that was so depressed?

"Sister!" Fan Li hesitated for a long time, and finally called out.

"Brother!" , Yayu cried excitedly, her shoulders trembling.

Fan Li said: "Sister, what is the pain in your heart, talk about it, say it, and your heart will feel better." ”

Yayu doesn't speak. Just crying, Fan Li didn't know how to comfort her. After crying for a while, he raised his head and said, "Brother, sister wants to die!" ”

Fan Li was taken aback: "Sister, why do you think so?" Think about what kind of sin we suffered when we first came to Wu. We all made it through. Now I'm trying to figure out how to arrange for the king to return home with you. As long as you return to the country of Yue, isn't it the sky high for the birds to fly, and the sea to leap with the fish? ”

Yayu said: "Brother, what you said is right, but for my sister, these are not the most important. Do you know what is the most important thing for a woman? ”

Fan Li shook his head and said, "I don't know." ”

Yayu said with tears in her eyes: "For a woman, the most important thing is that there must be a man who loves her and understands her. It's a woman's reason to live. ”

Fan Li said puzzledly: "Sister, hasn't the king been with you all the time in the past few years?" ”

Yayu said: "Brother, this is just what you see, and there is a side you don't see. The king, he has long since despised me. ”

Fan Li was taken aback again: "Dislike you? Isn't it all caused by the king that my sister has fallen to where she is today? What reason does he have to dislike you? What did he do to you? ”

Yayu stopped crying, bit her lip, and said bitterly, "If only he did something to me." Since Wu Zixu forced me to serve the envoy of the Jin Kingdom, and was later summoned to the palace by King Wu, in the past two or three years, he has not even spoken to me, let alone touched a finger of me. ”

Fan Li was silent

He didn't know what to say. He fully understood why Yayu wanted to die. Yayu was insulted, and his heart was already greatly traumatized, and at this time, he was most eager to be comforted and cared for by a man.

And what Yayu got was cold violence! It's tantamount to rubbing salt on a wound.

Fan Li secretly thought that Yayu was the queen after all, well-educated, and a person who knew the general situation.

She could have died when she was insulted like this, but she didn't do it, because she knew her identity, she was not only a woman, but also Gou Jian's wife, and the queen of a country.

Even if this country is now shattered, even if the king of this country has been reduced to a prisoner, he must show the courage and bearing that he should have as a country.

She didn't choose to die, but chose to live with great humiliation, why? Because she realizes that she is not only a woman, a wife, but also a queen. She belongs not only to herself, to her husband, but also to the king and the country. Therefore, as long as the king still needs her, and the country still needs her, she cannot die, she cannot die like an ordinary woman.

A feeling of reverence and admiration surged in my heart, and at the same time, a deep sympathy and pity swelled in my heart. Fan Li pulled up Yayu, looked at Yayu's beautiful face and said, "Sister, what can Fan Li do for you?" ”