In the evening, the wind blew out the white candles on the table. Ru Sanshui took the paperweight, pressed the paper, stood up and closed the window. On the paper is the "Theory of Yin and Yang Sets" written down by her silently, maybe there is a slight deviation in the words, but there should be no semantic errors or omissions.

"Yin and Yang do not do right and wrong, only in the difference between anyway, relative comparison. Yin and yang can be replaced, and positive and negative can be reversed. Born as a human being, the male is in the form of yang, and the woman is in the form of yin. In the human body, the body is in the form of yang, and the soul is in the form of yin. Yin and yang make up for what is needed, and it will be endless. The yin form needs yin energy, and the yang form needs yang energy, if one side does not have a breath, then one side is defeated, so yin and yang can not be balanced, and the body cannot last long. ”

She thought about it repeatedly, although this was the Liang family's banned book, she saw that since she had already read it, she would not forget it with her own memory. What bothers her even more now is the state of her own body.

Ever since she had been sleepwalking to the top of the wall, she had been covered in black mist every night. If you don't sleep deeply, you will not leave the room if you retain some consciousness, and once you fall asleep, even if you block the doors and windows, you will definitely appear in various high places when you wake up.

When she found her way back, and when she went to the door, she would find that the doors and windows that had been blocked from the inside had not been touched at all, and she had probably passed directly through the wall. If you want to go in again, you have to find something to pry your own window bolt.

She had a vague impression that she had a dream in which the person in the dream said that just like everything is moving forward, as long as you find the Dharma, everything is reversible. By interpreting the book, she wanted to find a way to reverse herself and get herself back to the way she was.

She wiped the match and re-lit the candle, shook her hand to extinguish the embers on the match, sat down and continued to write: "Therefore, the yang is the living, and the yin is the ghost." If the soul wants to be born, it will harm the yang energy of the living for its own use, but the body has been defeated and cannot be resurrected. I have thoughts, if the body is yin, the soul is yang, the soul is outside, and the body is inside, can yin be heavy for the living, and yang for ghosts. Then there is no distinction between life and death, and there is no ...... of reincarnation"

Through reminiscences and silent writing, and annotating her understanding in small print, what she wrote was a little thicker than "Yin and Yang Set Theory".

The black smoke that is not under her control is her soul, if she is like that ancestor, exposing her soul under the blue sky and white sun, she will definitely be irradiated by the sun, disappearing into invisibility, even if she is overburied, she will not be able to enter reincarnation. So she must keep it under control before she can hopefully recover.

She finished her final summary, put down her pen, and closed the paper. Then carefully cut the kraft paper, wrap it on the surface, thread it with a long needle, and sew the nail cost.

The sound of the night breeze outside the window seems to be getting quieter. She looked at the clean brown paper cover, thought for a moment, and inscribed the word "Soul Departure".

The Overseer's Mansion has been neglected all year round, and the backyard is bare, and last night the wind was like a ghost, because it was too narrow and empty. So Ru Sanshui wanted to plant something and make a little greenery, but it was autumn and winter, and there were too few seasonal plants to choose from, and the planting was not as good as spring and summer.

Ru Sanshui thought about it and felt that it was more reliable to go directly to the market and buy some potted green plants. Xiang Uncle Liang Jue paid Fengyin, and everyone was there before lunch, she said her thoughts and asked for other people's opinions.

Hearing this topic, Liang Qian raised his hand eagerly. Ru Sanshui was satisfied with his enthusiasm, and then before he could speak, he decisively ended his expectation: "Except for bamboo." This will be considered again at the beginning of next spring. ”

Liang Qian felt her cruelty, silently put down his hand, pouted and made an expression of "sigh!", and silently picked up his bowl.

Most of the opinions of other people are chrysanthemums and plum blossoms, or bonsai of money pine, and Ru Sanshui wrote them down one by one and considered them one by one. After lunch, Ru Sanshui set off with five people, and it was rare to take another carriage, a total of three, because the carriage was convenient for transporting things back.

After more than an hour, Ru Sanshui was convenient, came back from the back door and back alley, and moved the bonsai directly to the backyard. Halfway through the move, there were still some more delicate and small ones left, and Ru Sanshui ordered to put some in all the rooms of the Overseer's Mansion, including the rooms of the subordinates.

She picked the two favorites and went to Liang Gan's residence, and heard Liang Gan getting angry again. This is the second time he has lost his temper this month, and he was in a good mood at lunch.

The door was wide open, and she walked in and found a suitable place to place the two potted plants. Liang Qianzheng and Liang Yihe were talking, and their tone was furious: "Although the new capital of Kaifeng will not be moved, the main force of the Jin Dynasty has been transferred to Kaifeng, and it can go south at any time.

Ru Sanshui fiddled with the potted plant and turned his head to look at him. After listening to the explanation, I learned that Liang Jue's request for the transfer of military funds was rejected, and when Ru Sanshui was not in the house, the oracle had already come, and there was not even a piece of paper for written rebuttal.

Ru Sanshui sighed: "Chao Nei is indeed still the direction of the wind of the Lord and the Lord, I don't know how to turn around." Do you really have to wait for the border to fall before rushing for reinforcements?"

Liang Qian slapped the table angrily: "The whole dynasty is full of pigs! It's hopelessly stupid!"

Ru Sanshui: "After arriving in Luzhou, your temper is getting bigger and bigger. "It's a bit of a fluctuating situation, to be exact.

Liang Qian: "If everything is none of my business, I can still be as heartless as before, and now everything is closely related to us, how can I not be in a hurry." ”

Liang Yihe spread his hands: "With today's strength alone, if the Jin soldiers come to attack, the fall of the city will only be overnight." ”

Ru Sanshui also felt that the situation was grim, and his brows were tightly locked. She was still about to say something, but suddenly she felt dizzy, and the scene in front of her seemed to be veiled and became obscure.

She retreated, barely holding on to the pillar to steady, and the subordinate standing behind her wanted to help her, but she gently pushed back. The two of them were still having a heated discussion, and they didn't notice the strangeness of Ru Sanshui.

She walked out of Liang Gan's residence, lowered her head, hid her hands in her sleeves, and walked anxiously to her room. Her feet floated in vain, with a sinking black mist with every step. The more tense you are, the faster the fog will fill.

The sun was still big in the afternoon, and it did not mean that it was sinking in the west. Luckily, the road is secluded and I didn't meet anyone. She almost threw herself into her room, turned and closed the door, and sat on the floor against it. The bones became limp and could not be supported, and the shoulders and backs rested against the door like a puddle of soft mud. But as the black mist gradually released, she became light again, as if the wind would blow her away.

She gasped for breath and couldn't exert her strength. Thinking back to the feeling of dizziness just now, it was probably because his emotions were infected by Liang Qian and he was a little angry, so he suddenly lost control. Is it possible that when you are angry, your soul is affected and becomes more unstable?

She tried to relax and stabilize her emotions. The breathing gradually subsided, and the black mist gradually condensed, seeping into her limbs. When its overflowing drift completely stopped, Ru Sanshui's back was straight again, and his strength returned.

She struggled to her feet, her head still drowsy. She lay down on the couch and waited for the dizziness to pass.

If it has some emotional relevance in addition to protecting her body when she is hurting, then she will gradually learn how to control it. As long as you sense when it will appear, and suppress it in advance, and do not get hurt, you should be able to avoid it from appearing during the day.

At least until she recovers, she won't show this appearance in public and become a demon in the eyes of others.

What will happen if they become demons?