Chapter 52: Jin Don't Leave
I am Yu Tianqing, I am also A Li, and I am Jin Chuyi, or, you can also call me Jin Beli.
Since I was a child, I knew that I had no father, and every time I asked about my father's whereabouts, my mother was always sad, and later, the word father disappeared from my world. My mother said that I had a sister who looked like me, and I used to talk to the mirror and pretend that she was the one in the mirror.
When I became an adult, I built a Purple Qi West Hall next to the Purple Qi East Hall, and put all the things I left for my sister from childhood to adulthood, looking forward to the day when she would come to look for me.
I have an older sister who is very thoughtful and organized, and my mother likes her very much, and everyone thinks she will be the next monarch, including me. When my mother died, she passed the throne to me and told me about my sister's background, and at that moment, I felt more grateful and sympathetic to my sister, and I made up my mind to give her unsurpassed honor and power. However, she was not satisfied, framed me many times, and even set up a situation to poison me.
It was the first time I felt that death was so close to me. It happened that the younger brother Li Zhilang died of illness, so the senior brother changed me to Li Zhilang's body, and the unthinkable happened, I became a man, and I quickly adapted to the man's body and identity.
When I knew that there was a corpse that looked exactly like me hidden in the Cangyun Temple, my heart couldn't be controlled anymore! It must be my sister, it's Tianqiong who is looking for me! I still remember that she and the prince of Moguo appeared in the Cangyun Temple, and all kinds of emotions of shock and joy could not perfectly express my heart.
I tried to get close to her, playing the role of a friend, and with me, my nephew Ruan Xinghe.
I've always been glad that even without my mother and me, Tianqiong's heart is still strong, and she doesn't seem to need to rely on others at all. There was always a determined strength in her thin body. When I knew that she was going to be with the prince of Moguo, I was very reluctant in my heart, no matter how stupid I was, I knew that it was an extremely difficult road. An unfavored prince, and a battle for the throne that doesn't know the end.
I have always been ignorant about feelings, I like to be with Ruan Xinghe, his joys, sorrows and sorrows tug at my heartstrings at any time. But Xinghe has always complained about me, and has reminded me many times that Tianqiong already has a beloved. After many years, I realized that Xinghe had always thought that the person I liked was the sky.
Soon, the country of Mo ushered in a war. Born in the royal family, I have a clear understanding of the struggle for the throne, and I tried to persuade Tianqiong to go with me, but I couldn't shake her determination no matter what. I was determined to fight with her, even at the cost of my life.
I thought I should at least die on the battlefield, but I never guessed that I was chopped alive, the sharp blade cut my flesh and blood one by one, and a white mist floated in front of my eyes, and a handsome figure stood in it, smiling so brightly. It's Xinghe, at that moment I knew that I was in love with this man.
I remember how he carried me step by step into the snow, and how glaring the snaking blood was. But at that time, I was obviously dead, and I shouldn't have this memory at all.
I woke up again, and it was in the Cangyun Temple, and I was lying on the cold jade bed, my whole body stiff. Senior Brother Ruthless was very excited and roared: "I almost thought you couldn't be saved!" "After he performed the soul exchange technique this time, it took me a whole year to open my eyes, and he was so frightened that he went through all the ancient books of Siqing Mountain.
I am recovering better and better, and the thoughts in my heart are getting worse and worse, and I can't wait to find Tianqiong and Ruan Xinghe. When I saw my brother's evasive eyes, I suddenly remembered something. Back then, the three-tailed spirit fox brought by Tianqiong had an injury on his face, would it indirectly cause me to recover badly?
I picked up the mirror, and sure enough, it was a palm-sized scar, and the blood was coming out of the ulcer, which was terrifying. I dropped all the mirrors, even though I didn't care about the appearance of the person, but with such an ugly appearance, how should I see the old man?
Occasionally, the senior brother would go down the mountain and bring back some news. I know that Tianqiong has been restored and the state affairs are in order, and I also know that Ruan Xinghe has been expelled from the villa and lost the position of young master, and he has been looking for me.
One day, I told my brother that I was going down the mountain. I want to protect the people I love. My brother is very happy that I am obsessed with letting go of my appearance.
I sneaked into Danhua and lived in a dilapidated house. I do some small business casually, when the sun is good, I will move out of the small bench to bask in the sun, those warm sunshine illuminate the darkness in my heart, alive, it is already good.
I didn't expect to meet Ruan Xinghe again. I did a lot of calculations, but I didn't expect that even if I had changed my body, changed my identity, and even changed my gender, he would still be able to recognize me at a glance. I'll admit, I panicked. I deliberately avoided him, but I still couldn't hide from fate.
The days when he ate and lived with me were ordinary and happy. It seems that there is no life and death between us, there is no righteousness of family and country, we are just a pair of ordinary men and women.
The sky came to see me, and I read many emotions in her eyes, puzzled, shocked, moved, and so on. She may not know who I really am, but she's always been suspicious of me.
The identity I had worked so hard to hide was finally revealed in the battle with Nanwan, including the fact that I had been disfigured. I've imagined it many times, and Tianqiong won't even forgive me for cheating on her, but she just hugged me tightly and said that luckily, she also had a sister. It turns out that this is called heart-to-heart connection.
The most shocking and unacceptable was Ruan Xinghe.
He dragged me out and told me to explain. It was the first time I saw him cry, such a warm young man, and the moist marks on his face spread all the way to the bottom of my heart. I love him, the figure that haunts me.
I thought that our suffering was finally over. Even though my appearance is ruined now, I will spend my life with him. At Rosh Lodge, he ruined his face, and the blood that spread seemed to give him a golden light, like a god. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to go crazy, when all the emotions are on my face, but I can't shed tears anyway.
This is love, the person I will protect with all my life.
Since then, Ruan Xinghe and I have traveled around, so let's let this beautiful scenery witness our love. But I have always been concerned about my sister in my heart, over the years, her power has become bigger and bigger, and her territory has become more and more extensive, but she has never been able to see through her heart.
I don't like Yuan Yanzhi, one is that he is too scheming, and the other is that I did lose my life because of him. Even the person you love the most can be used as a bargaining chip, can such a person be entrusted for life? Galaxy has another attitude towards this. I still remember that night, we sat on the boat, looking at the twinkling stars, and the air was full of intoxicating flowers.
"Yuan Yanzhi has done all the bad things, but let Gu Zhuying go to Beizhiyao to offer advice, he will not do it anyway. He knew full well that if he did this, he would lose a loved one. Later, I investigated several times, and this matter was indeed Gu Zhuying's own idea. Yuan Yan was willing to admit this matter, just to make his beloved feel better. ”
Since then, I really hope that Tianqiong can capture this emotion.
In the past few years, I have watched her cry, watched her laugh, watched her ascend to the throne, but I have always stuck to my heart, and I have decided in my heart that she is a good monarch. To my disbelief, Yuan Yanzhi was willing to give up the throne and live only for Tianqiong. Fortunately, no matter what, she and Yuan Yanzhi finally came together.
On the eve of our marriage, Tianqiong and I slept in the same bed, and she talked about her world and everything about my father. The handsome man overlapped with my imaginary figure, and it turned out that my father had been thinking about my mother and me.
I got married, married to the best man in the world. Facts have proved that Ruan Xinghe is a good prisoner, a good husband, and a good father. I still remember that when I found out that I was pregnant, he bought 20 maids for me, and he almost did it himself. I was sleepy, and he moved the government to my dormitory just to take good care of me.
Although Tianqiong once told me a lot of childbirth skills, but when the labor pains hit, all the advice was left behind by me, giving birth to a child is really not a human job!
When the baby's cry finally disturbed the silent night, it was a crumpled, red-whirring mass that was not at all cute! But Ruan Xinghe was distressed and surprised: "She looks like you." ”
I finally brought Ning'er to six months, and I was pregnant again! In an instant, I was crazy, aggrieved, and all my emotions came to my heart, and I wanted to shed tears.
Ruan Xinghe hugged me and was aggrieved: "If you really don't want it, I can bring the imperial doctor, please don't cry." ”
It was a life, a life he was looking forward to. I gradually accepted the reality, and I didn't expect that six years later, I would have four children! Although in the past six years, Tianqiong has traveled everywhere and never returned, I seem to see her disdainful eyes! After being surrounded by the crying sounds of four dolls all day, I ran away from home!
Unfortunately, it only took half a day before I was found! Under the setting sun, a figure slowly turned out of the corner of the wall, his long hair fluttering in the wind, and there was a look of injury in his eyes.
"I promise Yu'er is our last child, if you break your promise, you will leave your husband, okay?"
Three little dolls poked their heads out from behind him, white and chubby, very cute. Especially Huan'er, who has just learned to walk, stretched out her hand and called her mother to hug her.
I couldn't bear to refuse the smart eyes, hugged Huan'er, Ruan Xinghe took a baby in one hand and returned to the palace.
I think I'll always be happy like this.