Chapter 8: The Knot of Death
Sima Jing, who was sitting in front of the bookcase in a daze, was startled by this sudden exclamation. He hadn't reacted to which princess it was, after all, Guan An Jiayin, the subordinate in the house, was also called the princess, and the door had been vigorously pushed open.
The dazzling touch of red clothes made his heart shrink. It's still the wedding dress of three days ago. That's right, it's the big red wedding dress.
She was in a coma for three days, except that every night he sneaked in quietly to change her dressing and feed her water, and her mother-in-law, who sprinkled the garden, helped her add some charcoal fire. No one else has ever seen her!
The doctor who treated her at that time said that she had injured her head and could not move at will and had to recuperate. And he also wanted to see what An Jiayin would do, so he didn't rush to make any changes to the affairs of the house.
At that time, he looked at the furnishings in the room, endured and endured, but still did not dare to move. If she wakes up, if she is really not stupid, she will feel uncomfortable! And how should he face the two incompatible princesses? He hasn't figured it out yet!
Sima Jing glanced at An Yang with an angry face on his face. Her face was pale, her head was wrapped in a thick gauze, and her lips were terribly chapped.
He was indescribably surprised to think that she, who had a high fever last night, could now appear in his study so vigorously. But there is also a trace of joy in his heart, such a tenacious and stubborn little girl is the Anyang he knows!
"Yang'er!" He whispered tentatively, his eyes a little evasive.
"Lord Jing, where is my maid Xianglan? Please give her back to me. An Yang's tone was extremely cold.
She actually called him Lord Jing, Sima Jing's heart twitched, is this even her brother unwilling to call him? Did she hate him that much?
Sima Jing's face immediately lost his blood color with her voice Jing Wangye.
His Yang'er sister is really not stupid! His biggest dream for so many years is that one day his sister Yang'er will wake up and no longer only know how to eat fatty meat.
Even if it's not good, as long as you can recognize him and call him Brother Liqing! Although his real name is not Si Liqing, he hopes that he will always be the Liqing brother in her heart!
Now it's a dream come true! She's not stupid anymore, but she doesn't call him brother anymore! Alienated from him, or hated him!
He got up and wanted to help An Yang sit down. I don't want Anyang to turn sideways and avoid his touch. Sima Jing's hands stiffened, and his heart ached. "Yang'er! But still resentful of Brother Liqing? Sima Jing's voice was hoarse.
Just because he didn't go to her house on his wedding night? Or was it because of his kick? He had the heart to apologize, but he really couldn't pull off that face, and he wanted to maintain his dignity as a man.
Sima Jing's eyes were covered with a layer of fog, and his heart was sullen and uncomfortable. He regretted it so much, but what should have happened had already happened! History does not repeat itself, and time does not turn back.
Can he say he regrets it? Scold! Even if he did, would she be able to forgive him? If he is as stubborn as her, how can he compensate for it?
"Yang'er, listen to my explanation! I ......". "Don't bother explaining! No need! "Sima Jing was interrupted by An Yang before he finished speaking." I have come today for my maid, please give her back to me. ”
Anyang's indifference and determination made Sima Jing's whole heart twitch. There was no trace of warmth in her eyes, it was so cold.
He didn't think that An Yang would be angry, but he didn't expect her to be so ruthless, and he didn't even want to listen to an explanation.
He should have thought a long time ago, with An Yang's character, how could he rub a little sand into his eyes! How could she forgive him so easily!
She is not a weak An Jiayin, she is a tough and stubborn little tiger.
When did she throw in the towel? Whether it's practicing martial arts, swimming, or learning poetry and calligraphy, what is not to do your best and do your best!
How could she easily say what she had suffered now!
Sima Jing's face turned even paler, he pursed his lips tightly, and his eyes were slightly red as he stared at An Yang.
The words of apology choked in the throat and could not be spoken.
"Lord Jing, I'll say it again, return Xianglan to me."
An Yang's eyes looked at him without the slightest emotion, she had already thought through a lot of things when she was lying in the dilapidated hut with the unpleasant musty smell, and she didn't need to listen to his pale and feeble excuses.
If you don't love it, you don't love it! What's the point of a high-sounding explanation! It's just perfunctory!
Who can say clearly about feelings, since the most important person in his heart is not her, why should she be amorous!
What should be given up must be given up after all! Even if it's reluctant. Regret is left to the party who can't let go!
She Anyang is not a person who drags mud and water. She just wants to protect the people she cares about now, and the rest doesn't matter!
Love is no better than anything else, if you lose it, you lose it! No matter how painful the heart is, she must let it go, she understands the truth that it is difficult to collect the water!
"I'm not here to hear your arguments! I just want to know how good pandan is! Please don't misunderstand, I won't disturb you and your sweetheart anymore!
Please also ask the prince to raise his noble hand and put the pandan away! I don't want anything to happen to her, she's innocent! Anyang saw that he had not spoken, suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and slowed down his tone.
In fact, who can know how painful and tormented An Yang, who has a firm and tough appearance, is in his heart at the moment!
Pandan helped her get rid of the control of the drug, and now she has been discovered! Is she okay? Anyang's heart is in his throat!
After a long while, Sima Jing's hand covering his chest slowly let go. "Yang'er, you have to listen to me first." He raised his right hand and gently rubbed his temple, motioning for An Yang to sit down and listen slowly.
Anyang couldn't, after all, Xianglan was still in his hands, and she had to cooperate. She sat down in the chair across from the bookcase, but her heart was filled with sourness. Sima Jing also returned to his place and sat down.
He beckoned, and Qingfeng beside him came over, and saw him commanding a few words in Qingfeng's ear, Qingfeng glanced at An Yang meaningfully, and left quickly.
Sima Jing personally poured a cup of tea for Anyang, and his hands trembled a little when he handed it over.
"Yang'er, what happened that day was my fault, I was impulsive. As for your maid, I have already sent for it. She's fine, you don't have to worry. Saying that, he glanced up at An Yang's expression, An Yang didn't look at him, his beautiful eyes drooped, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"Do you know how worried I was in the years you were sick? I don't want you to get better for a day, but more than three years have passed, and your illness has not improved. ”
Sima Jing paused, "Actually, I thought you ...... It couldn't be better! That's why my father forced me to marry, so I married Jiayin and brought you to the palace for easy care.
I don't want to be favored by God, your illness is cured! I'm really happy, really! Sima Jing's voice was hoarse,
"Yang'er, don't blame Brother Liqing for marrying your sister. She has been kind to me all these years! If it weren't for her and the county lord, I'm afraid I wouldn't have lived so smoothly! ”
These words sounded a great irony in An Yang's ears, "Affectionate and righteous? Not to mention what about me? So my father, mother, grandfather, uncle, and brother, who was only nine years old when he left, were ruthless and unrighteous? Is it really necessary to say such a lame excuse? ”
An Yang's tears swirled in her eyes, and she resisted them to keep them from falling,
"I don't want to discuss any grievances with you! Whether you are in love with each other, or mutually beneficial, it is your freedom to marry her, and it has nothing to do with me!
I just want to get back what she owes me. If I hadn't been drugged by their mother and daughter over the years, how would I have become what I am now!
This is a private matter between me and An Jiayin, and I hope the prince will not interfere. And Ping'er, I still want her to give me an explanation, where is Ping'er? What did they do to her?
An Jiayin, I will definitely look for it. This one has nothing to do with you. You'd better not get involved, or don't blame me for not remembering old love! ”
An Yang's voice became more and more depressed, and tears finally poured out uncontrollably.
Ping'er is afraid that it is more auspicious! After all, after all this time, she has not appeared once. As long as she Anyang still has a breath of air, she must avenge this revenge.
Sima Jing's face was no longer as pale as paper, but as dead as ashes. He is not a man of good speech, and his explanations are feeble. He felt that there was a thousand pounds of boulder pressing on his heart, and it was becoming more and more difficult to breathe!
In fact, he himself can't tell what kind of feelings he has for An Jiayin, so be more grateful! What's more, her face is too similar to Anyang back then!
She is more like the shadow of Anyang in his heart! But An Jiayin's little bird in front of him is human, well-behaved and considerate, which Anyang has never had. Let him give up An Jiayin? Then he can't do it.
Although Anyang stood in front of him, his heart could always be filled immediately, even if Anyang today no longer had the appearance of the immortal in the past.
His heart hurt so badly that An Yang said that An Jiayin's mother and daughter made her stupid, and he believed it now.
After all, everyone knows about the affairs of the Lord of Nanhua and An Zhenyuan, and this kind of pickled thing in the backyard is certainly more understandable to those who grew up in the royal family than ordinary people.
This is a dead knot, and the hatred of their sisters is not so easy to dissolve, but he really can't let him give up any of them!