Chapter 336
Su Bai walked back to the Haidu Palace in a trance, and as soon as she entered the palace, she saw Junlan standing at the door early waiting for her.
When Junlan saw Su Bai, she was so happy that she forgot the difference in identity, and ran over a few steps to hug Su Bai. She shed tears and said, "Your Majesty, you are finally back, you have made Junlan wait so hard......"
Junlan is already twenty-seven years old, and she is much older than Su Bai.
Su Bai was hugged by a big sister who was older than herself, and she had an indescribable feeling, so she had to comfort her softly.
"Don't worry, I'm not back, am I? Don't worry, I'm fine......"
Su Bai suddenly felt a little tired, and she wanted to go back and rest for a while.
"I'm tired, I'll go back and rest first."
Su Bai didn't let Junlan continue to follow, he went back to the room, closed the door, and then lay on the bed. She thought that after so many days of frustration and difficulty, she should sleep soundly, but she didn't. On the contrary, she also has a bit of insomnia.
She was very disturbed inside, and many thoughts were always popping up in her head, so she couldn't sleep.
Su Bai really wanted to see all the thoughts in her head be abandoned, and then sleep peacefully, but she couldn't do it, the more she wanted to sleep, the more she couldn't sleep.
In the end, after lying down for a few hours, Su Bai got up.
Junlan told her that Feng Ruxue had been waiting for Su Bai outside the hall for a long time. Because Su Bai was resting, Junlan didn't wake up Su Bai.
Su Bai rubbed his eyes, washed his face, and then went out to see the wind like snow.
Feng Ruxue saw that Su Bai was still fine, so she put her mind at ease.
"I thought something had happened to you, you haven't seen anyone for so many days. Now that I'm so safe, I'm relieved. ”
"I'm fine, but I've been fooling around in Qin Yanfeng's military camp for a few days." Su Bai said indifferently. She felt okay, at least Qin Yanfeng didn't torture her, but she acted for a few days, and she was really a little tired.
"This is not bad, Qin Yanfeng's kind of person, you don't know it, you have a really big heart." Feng Ruxue shook his head, looking helpless.
Su Bai smiled and didn't say much.
Feng Ruxue keenly felt it, and Su Bai didn't seem to want to say anything.
Moreover, Su Bai's face was a little pale, and he seemed to be in a bad mood. Feng Ruxue didn't know why, seeing Su Bai so sad, his mood would also become heavy.
"Su Bai, what's wrong with you?" Knowing that Su Bai would not answer his question, Feng Ruxue still couldn't help but ask. Perhaps, he still wanted to try to care about Su Bai, even if Su Bai would not be grateful to him for this. But what he wanted was not Su Bai's gratitude, but his heartfelt hope that Su Bai could be happy.
Su Bai looked at the wind and snow and said, "If there is a person who is willing to give his life for you, then what kind of thoughts does this person have for you?" Is it to fulfill his mission? Or is it the love between him and you......"
However, what is the love between Cheng Yubai and her? Is it a friend? Or are there more than friends, but not enough lovers?
Su Bai suddenly wanted to pursue an answer, and this answer was only given to Cheng Yubai.
Feng Ruxue was stunned for a moment, and then he reacted, the person Su Bai said was Cheng Yubai.
"Can't you let him go?" Feng Ruxue suddenly felt a little lost, and he didn't know where his loss came from. "Su Bai, what Cheng Yubai is thinking, I don't know."
So, Su Bai, maybe you're asking the wrong person.
Su Bai's smile was a little pale, "Yes, you don't know." "Feng Ruxue is just an outsider, how could he know Cheng Yubai.
In this world, the person who understands Cheng Yubai is probably Yang Shuo, or Su Bai.
"Su Bai, if you feel sad because of Cheng Yubai's matter, but if I am Cheng Yubai, I don't want you to be sad. We are all guardians of the Empress, so we want the Empress to be happy. The wind is like snow and said.
"How can I be happy? The wind is like snow, and now that Cheng Yubai's life and death are unknown, how can I be happy...... You call me Su Bai, it's too heartless. Su Bai said.
"I'm sorry I didn't make ...... that I said it a little inappropriately"
"He's supposed to be back soon." Su Bai suddenly wanted to see Cheng Yubai, even if it was one side.
However, it was not Cheng Yubai who made Su Bai wait, but Qin Yanfeng's army.
In the past few days, Su Bai has been busy for the war.
Su Bai originally thought that she designed to burn Qin Yanfeng's grain and grass, which should be able to drag Qin Yanfeng for a few days, but she didn't expect that Qin Yanfeng's actions were so fast, and she made up for the grain and grass so quickly, and then quickly launched an attack.
Right now, the war at the border is tightening, and Su Bai is sitting in the Haidu Palace, and he is also nervous.
Su Bai was worried about Cheng Yubai on the one hand, and the war at the border pass.
Junlan couldn't help but be a little worried when she saw Su Bai frowning all day long.
Junlan handed Su Bai a cup of hot tea and said softly, "Your Majesty, no matter how important state affairs are, you must also pay attention to your body." You haven't eaten dinner yet, and the slave has already made it hot again. Look, do you want to bring it up? ”
"Alas, I'm really not in the mood to eat......" Su Bai looked at the mountains of twists and turns on the table, and she had a headache, she was too busy to deal with these political affairs now, how could she have the time and mood to eat? Although she also knows that skipping meals is not good for her health, now, where does she still have the heart to care about her body......
Cheng Yubai has made such a big sacrifice for this country, and now, if she doesn't work harder, how can she be worthy of the country that Cheng Yubai has guarded with her life?
Sometimes, Su Bai really hates, why is she the empress? If she was just a simple ordinary person, how nice it would be, if she was just an ordinary person, she wouldn't have to worry about these wars anymore. If she was just an ordinary person, Cheng Yubai would not have been poisoned for her.
Su Bai thought that if God gave her another chance to choose, she must be an ordinary person, not an empress.
"Your Majesty, if your body collapses, then Haidu will be finished. Haidu still needs you to sit in charge, and the people of Haidu still need you to guide you, so you must take care of your health. Junlan really couldn't bear to see Su Bai so tired, but Junlan also knew that Su Bai was gambling with herself, and she couldn't afford to live with herself. Su Bai thought that only by working hard could he change the status quo of Haidu.