Luo Yunyao shook her head in her heart, smiling slightly, not eternal. It's all in her heart, it's all engraved on him.

This is her sweetheart, the most perfect lover in this world. How could she still be jealous? How could there be any resentment towards him?

Sansheng is fortunate to meet you and fall in love with you. Ten lifetimes are fateful, know you, and love you.

The more Luo Yunyao thought about it, her heart was full of sweetness, but the bitter taste was getting stronger and stronger, and it was heavily pressed in her heart, depressed and depressed.

"Yun Yao?" Qin Jinghao walked in front of Luo Yunyao at some point, he had been worried that Luo Yunyao would be angry with him, but now Qin Jinghao looked at Luo Yunyao's expression carefully.

Qin Jinghao suddenly found that Luo Yunyao's face was pale today, and he finally waited for his arrival to look a little better, although there was still no blood on his face, but he was a little pale, and he was able to glare at Qin Jinghao with disgust just now.

But now, the beautiful and delicate face that was still talking about him just now has lost its blood color again, and it is even paler.

Luo Yunyao was not angry, nor was she jealous.

Qin Jinghao couldn't tell what kind of mood Luo Yunyao was in now, but she was depressed. The weak, the one who needs comfort.

General Qin was still at a loss for what to say, and General Qin couldn't figure out what Luo Yunyao's emotions were?

Luo Yunyao inadvertently raised her head blankly, as if she was caught off guard and looked into Qin Jinghao's eyes, like a frightened deer.

Luo Yunyao finally collapsed under the eyes that she was familiar with but still couldn't love, she couldn't suppress herself, she pursed her lips, her lips opened, and finally made up her mind and said, "No...... You're good, you're the best, you're the best lover in the world. With a faint cry, Qin Jinghao looked at Luo Yunyao unblinkingly, only to hear Luo Yunyao still suppress what he couldn't suppress and said, "It's my problem." I just think I'm good or bad. Obviously, it was Yue Liuxi who met you first. Fall in love with you first. You are childhood sweethearts, and you have no guesses. However, I intervened like this and snatched you like this. Yue Liuxi has been waiting for you for so long. I've loved you for so long. And me? Why should I? I'm not smarter than her, I'm not prettier than her......"

Luo Yunyao finally couldn't suppress it, and finally collapsed, originally with a faint hoarse crying tone, but the corners of her eyes also began to burst into tears or two: "I can't guarantee that I love her more, I don't have any qualifications at all now." Ouyang Jingxu pitied her like this today, and people in the world will pity her like this in the future. Ouyang Jingxu is still your friend for many years, he can say this about you, but what about the others? Everyone has a love for beauty, and the compassion for the weak and weak women is innate. You are so good to me, and you are so bad to Yue Liuxi, who loves you, what do people in the world think? Will they spit on you like Ouyang Jingxu? "The tears on my face can never be stopped, and there is a tendency to get bigger and bigger. Luo Yunyao suppressed the choking in her throat.

When she said this, her apricot eyes widened as if she wanted to see the person in front of her clearly, but there were only sparkling tears in the fog, which mottled Luo Yunyao's vision and mottled his appearance. Luo Yunyao shook her head and continued, continuing to lose control: "No, it may be even worse." Jinghao, my sweetheart, you are obviously a character like the moon and the breeze, why should you suffer from these insults and gossip?! Is it because we love each other? Or is it just because I love you? Thou art a god in heaven, a gentleman like jade. How can I be pulled off the altar by me because of me? ”

Luo Yunyao couldn't believe the facts, she kept shaking her head, while retreating, and suddenly stepped on something, but it was clear that there was nothing under her feet.

Qin Jinghao looked at Luo Yunyao's feet heavily, worried about her ankles. And for a moment, Qin Jinghao felt that this was his girl's deliberate doing.

Luo Yunyao took advantage of her fall to get herself up, hugged her knees, and buried herself in her knee sockets.

You see that you are vexatious and sentimental, and that person can stand you? She thought about it, and understood in her heart that Qin Jinghao couldn't see her face anymore anyway, so she covered her ears and stole the bell's "wow", and she couldn't hold it back anymore, and cried loudly. While crying, he rubbed his tears on his dress.

As a daughter taught by her father of an official under the influence of Marxism and socialist core values in modern times, Luo Yunyao's three views are extremely positive. She believes that everyone is equal, and often saddens love like "Letter from a Strange Woman". She wants every hopeless crush or desperate unrequited love to belong.

It's ridiculous, but it's true. Luo Yunyao has never been in love again, so her mind is full of ideal love, and the world she lives in is too simple. In modern times, she was under the wing of her parents, so the death of her parents hit her hard, which directly prompted her to commit suicide and end her life. Crossing over here, she is the princess of the dead country, although she is dead in the country, but she is also under the careful protection of Luo Zhongming, the secretary of the Biluo Military Department, not so much the education of Luo Yunyao's human feelings and sophistication as it is more of an officialdom education.

In this relationship, it seems that Luo Yunyao has the absolute upper hand, she can make fun of Qin Jinghao, nag Qin Jinghao, and even tease Qin Jinghao. However, just like Luo Yunyao's answer to Ouyang Jingxu, she wasn't sure if she would commit suicide again because she lost Qin Jinghao.

Of course, this is not the point of Luo Yunyao's emotional out-of-control.

In addition to the reasons of her personal temperament and world view, there is also what she said, her love for Qin Jinghao, her worship of Qin Jinghao, the degree of almost blindness, makes her unable to bear any insult to Qin Jinghao or anything else.

In addition, the most important thing is the insurmountable gap between Luo Yunyao and Qin Jinghao.

She is not from this world. Fate brought her to this world by chance, but she didn't know when fate would wave her hand again and bring her back.

Luo Yunyao had no doubt about Qin Jinghao's love for her and the sincerity of her love. It was precisely because of this that she was even more sad.

If she leaves, what will Qin Jinghao do?

Moreover, now she is still a sinner who is spurned and scolded by the entire imperial capital. This is obviously a simple or complicated game, and now Luo Yunyao has no clue that she can wash herself clean.

What if you can't wash it clean? According to Qin Jinghao's temperament, Luo Yunyao didn't dare to guarantee what Qin Jinghao would do.

However, how could Luo Yunyao be willing to let Qin Jinghao be contaminated with such dirty black blood. Luo Yunyao felt guilty and distressed when she saw that she had pulled Qin Jinghao into the red dust.

She loves someone so much. Mo Shang noble son, like the breeze and the moon, such as jade. Her immortal.

Luo Yunyao buried herself in her knees, sobbing and said, "I shouldn't be alive, and I shouldn't be alive when the country is destroyed." Then I won't meet you...... "I shouldn't have died in modern times and crossed over again."

Luo Yunyao's voice was intermittent, and she couldn't speak clearly because of crying.

But Luo Yunyao didn't realize this, she was immersed in her thoughts, and continued to cry: "And Qin Jinghao, you, my sweetheart, if it weren't for me, you would still be the general of Western Qin, the world-famous general, with countless little fan sisters and little fans, and there is also a smart and careful county lord who loves him like a bright autumn moon, Yue Liuxi." ”

Luo Yunyao's thoughts were all rising, and the incoherent lines all said that she should leave Qin Jinghao.

Luo Yunyao couldn't tell what to say, or rather, what she said: "I should leave you." After all, I am now mired in the quagmire, and I still have a country that has not yet ......recovered, and there is even a huge unknown mystery in the future. Luo Yunyao was clever in her heart, and swallowed back the words that should not be said. But what she shouldn't have said before, she had already spoken, in order to cover up her fatal pause just now, Luo Yunyao had to swallow a mouthful of saliva loudly, suck her own snot, and continued: "I'm not suitable for you, General Qin, you should have a lady who is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and is virtuous and gentle and obedient, a group of cute and lively soft and glutinous children, raising peerless famous flowers and tasting good tea...... You deserve to live like this, like this. ”

Anyway, what shouldn't have been said has already been said, Luo Yunyao thought to herself, it's better to say enough at once, there will really be no chance to say it in the future, Luo Yunyao buried her head deeper into her knees, and shrunk her own group, making herself smaller and more closed: "And I, Luo Yunyao now, can't give you anything." I'll just pull you out of Wonderland! ”

Finally said it out loud. With a roar, crying and sobbing are getting louder and louder.

A sycamore and an autumn, a little plantain and a little sorrow.

The water in the teapot was completely cold.

The fallen leaves outside the window seemed to be frightened by Luo Yunyao's loud roar and crying—although Luo Yunyao immediately noticed her excesses after venting and restrained her voice. Suppressed himself and resumed the low sobs he had had before. But those leaves that were obviously strong and inseparable from the trunk did give up their persistence in Luo Yunyao's loss of control, and said goodbye to dust.

Forever gone, can no longer snuggle each other, can not tell the continuous love, maybe only when the wind rises, can blow the fallen leaves and then a parting lingering dance with the branches.

The fallen leaves that fly away from the branches will little by little forget that they belong to the tree and love the branches. Eventually, the fallen leaves will stick to dust.

And the branch that the fallen leaves love so much, one day new leaves will sprout on it and grow into new young leaves. Stay with him.