Chapter 370: She Wants a Child and That's It
In fact, to be honest, what happened to Murong Xuanjun and what will happen to her in the future is meaningless to Zhang Qiying.
She didn't care at all.
Originally, from the very beginning, Zhang Qiying only cared about Luo Yunhua alone.
Just him, and only him.
There is nothing wrong with that.
So it is inevitable to be unhappy and not to be sad.
But how can you really do this, be unhappy and not sad?
What she cares about is only Luo Yunhua, but what about Luo Yunhua, isn't it only Murong Xuanjun who cares?
What happened to Murong Juejun would naturally cause Luo Yunhua's emotional fluctuations, and as soon as Luo Yunhua frowned, she Zhang Qiying would be able to be sad for several days.
Probably this is fate.
Zhang Queying naturally didn't think about it so much.
She just saw the sadness in Luo Yunhua's countless wandering days.
Zhang Qiying has always known Luo Yunhua, and the only person who has been paying attention to him is him, how could he not know?
She clearly understood why Luo Yunhua was so sad, and she also knew very well how to save her sadness.
Murong Xuanjun forgot the memories between the two of them.
In Zhang Qiying's opinion, this is indeed a good thing, both for Murong Juejun and for herself.
But soon Zhang Qiying found out that she was wrong, because the one who suffered in this story has now become Luo Yunhua.
In the past, there was Murong Juejun who was with him, and Zhang Qiying could at least see Luo Yunhua's pain and happiness, but at this point, looking at Luo Yunhua, he would find that he was already bearing this kind of love and couldn't bear it, and his lover couldn't hug it in front of him.
Zhang Qiying didn't want to help Luo Yunhua bear it, but now when she saw Murong Xuan, she felt that she was in vain.
I can't get into the relationship between these two people at all, no matter what aspect it is.
Even if his face is in pain, there is no way to share him.
If you were to watch your favorite person suffer in pain and other people's happiness every day, how would you feel?
It's obvious.
After Murong Jue lost her memory, she could be carefree and happy.
On the contrary, for Luo Yunhua, there is no way to look at this Murong Xuanjun who can't remember her at all, and every midnight dream is filled with chagrin and melancholy.
I don't know if it's to take revenge on Zhang Qiying? Luo Yunhua didn't need Zhang Queying to ask for it now, so he would come to Zhang Queying's house to spend the night.
showed Zhang Qiying his pain without reservation.
This made Zhang Qiying a little trance.
It's hard to tell whether you should be happy or sad.
Zhang Queying has always been able to marry into Luofu for such reasons, even if it is to be a concubine.
It is also very clear why the people of Luofu treat him so respectfully and politely, and why Luo Yunhua is obedient to her.
It's just because of her identity.
Zhang Qiying can also say here without hesitation that she knows this, he is not completely and simply in love with Luo Yunhua, and even sometimes she is taking advantage of this identity.
The emperor of Tiansheng ruled the country after destroying Biluo and renamed it Qingyue.
And in order to strengthen his rule, he sent several officials to this side, and among these officials were several generations of old ministers of Tiansheng, and some were champions of the poor family.
These people went up to Ling Hanyuan, a white-clothed guest, to Yang Qiying, and then to some other squires.
Emperor Tiansheng sent these people for the purpose of convenience and to strengthen his rule over Qingyue.
So the high-ranking people entered the court, just like Yang Qiying's supremacy in the province.
Of course, Zhang Queying's father is actually a member of the court, even if he is a very restless member?
This Zhang Qiying didn't pay much attention.
Continue to talk about the original intention of why she was able to firmly take root in this Luo Mansion.
I still have to say that the emperor of Tiansheng.
People in high positions are probably very suspicious, otherwise there would not be the so-called "high place is cold".
Therefore, the emperor just let his ministers enter Qingyue's court, is he willing?
Of course it is impossible.
The deployment of those armies in Qingyue, the placement of armed armaments in Qingyue, the invasion of culture, the culture of Tiansheng taught in private schools, and so on.
In fact, these Zhang Qiying only know a rough idea.
As mentioned earlier, she is actually really a little woman, just thinking about how to be good with her husband.
Whether it's a frog at the bottom of the well, you haven't seen the world.
There is nothing wrong with this for Zhang Qiying, he is very satisfied with this state.
Let's move on to the emperor of Tiansheng.
When the emperor of Tiansheng arranged some of them, he was still worried that he would encounter some indescribable situations.
After all, those rebellions are not uncommon, and they are not uncommon in history.
So how do you put an end to it?
Probably after some thoughts of Emperor Tiansheng.
Only the oldest and best way can be used.
Marriage.
It is to marry the children of those officials who came from Tiansheng and the children of those officials who surrendered in Qingyue.
First of all, there was such a law a long time ago, and it is not the most reliable person who surrenders, at least it has always been the case for emperors.
So Tiansheng's emperor took this approach, not that he really wanted to tighten the relationship between the two sides - of course, this can still be stepped up, for example, the daughter of Tiansheng's official, take Zhang Queying as an example, in case she marries Luo Yunhua and then gives birth to a big fat boy in Luofu, then this child is bleeding Tiansheng's blood, does Luofu want this child?
If so, then how can you destroy Tiansheng's rule?
If you don't want to, then it's fine, although in this case, for the big fat boy, this is a life, and it is indeed too cruel.
In fact, if you want to be honest, the best way to deal with this kind of request is to prevent Zhang Qiying from having children, but this sounds easy, and it may not be so easy to get.
Besides, if you can think of it, people can't think of it?
Actually, to be honest, it is very unfortunate that Zhang Queying happened to pay this attention, that is, she wanted to give Luo Yunhua a child.
Of course, this idea can't be as sinful and dark as Emperor Tiansheng, and he has hidden scheming.
Zhang Qiying simply knew that her sweetheart did not have her own in her heart, and how would she live the rest of her life after this slow long night?
That's what Zhang Queying thought, even if she never saw Luo Yunhua again in the future, she just wanted a child, and then she would live quietly and peacefully with this child in the future.
This child is bleeding Luo Yunhua's blood and has the appearance of Luo Yunhua.
This is probably Zhang Qiying's biggest goal.
Zhang Qiying has always paid close attention to this matter, every time she eats and takes a sip of tea, she will be very sensitive to check whether it is really safe.
Then, Zhang Queying found that although Jiang Mengyi, her mother-in-law was really not a simple person, although on the surface, this mother-in-law cared for her.
It's completely impossible to feel what is so strange about this mother-in-law.
This made Zhang Qiying full of gratitude to this mother-in-law for a long time, and thought that she must honor this mother-in-law in the future.
No matter what reason Jiang Mengyi is good to her, it is because of his son and his family. It's good to be afraid of Zhang Queying's identity.
Zhang Qiying often feels that she is a very well-behaved and good boy who knows how to repay her kindness.
Until that day, Zhang Qiying tested some different things from the bird's nest soup specially sent by Jiang Mengyi.
Zhang Qiying doesn't remember what the specific weather was like that day, but she felt that the sky was low, dark, and overwhelming.
Zhang Qiying felt that she was cold all over her body.
She once naively thought that there were still people in Luofu who cared about her like a mother, even more than Zhang Qiying's biological mother and mother-in-law.
It turns out that behind those warmth are knives.
Zhang Qiying almost didn't move that day, not so much that she was not in the mood but that she was frightened.
There was desolation all over his body.
Zhang Qiying laughed at her naivety, how could she be deceived by a little benefit from others? I almost lost my most precious thing, the future I had in mind.
After that moment, Zhang Queying really understood that in this Luo Mansion, she is really a person, and there will always be only one person, Zhang Queying said that she is not sad is false, she really regards this place as her home, and she will belong in the future, although he is excluded here, and she does not want her.
But Zhang Qiying never complained.
Whether it's for her husband who is obviously disgusted with her bones, or her mother-in-law who hides a knife in her smile.
It's all your own choice, isn't it?
Whenever in the dead of night, whenever she was about to persevere, Zhang Qiying would persuade herself like this.
Besides, isn't it much better to live in Luofu than to be a concubine in the original place, isn't it?
Although they are all fathers who don't love their mothers, there are still Luo Yunhua here.
He's her biggest pillar, the kind that just looks at it and fills her heart with a sense of security.
Before Murong Jue lost his memory, Zhang Qiying felt that the most excessive thing she did was probably to use her power to force Luo Yunhua to have fun with her, and every time she schemingly wrapped her legs tightly around Luo Yunhua's back, and trapped Luo Yunhua to death with her own secret place, not letting Luo Yunhua's heat go out, and not letting him out.
She wanted a child and that's it.
This little hope supports her present and her future.
Perhaps, this is her life. Before Murong Jue lost his memory, Zhang Qiying positioned her life in this way.