Chapter 486: Love and Hate
Long Dad was very protective of his rape, asserting that Xiao Yu'er must have been abused, and he touched it up and down, and came to a full-body physical examination. In the end, I touched the head of the fish, and sure enough, the boss had a tumor.
In an instant, Ah Long's face sank like water: "This is Yu'er 100 days, your mother-in-law gave him a meeting gift?" ”
In just a moment, this incompetent mother was counted to the fullest.
Qinghe knew that he was wrong, lowered his eyebrows, didn't say a word, and only dared to scold in his heart: "I have followed Ah Long for three years, divided and combined, gathered less and separated more, and ate all the ups and downs, but it was the first time I was scolded." Or for the sake of a fish, thinking about it makes me infinitely aggrieved. ”
Thinking of this, I was indignant: "This fish is really hateful, not to mention suffering and suffering for him all day long, but also to be angry." Moreover, when everything has a beginning, it must be natural. As clumsy as I am, the days of being scolded are still to come. Who says mothers are more expensive than children? To say this, you are simply a fool. In this world, it has always been the birth of the child and the mother. ”
The more I thought about it, the more jealous I became: "Besides, in the past, Ah Long never left the lotus, and the lotus never left his hand." So far, his arms are half-hearted. After all the calculations, Xiao Yu'er is the culprit, and I have suffered a lot. ”
After thinking about it, I was not worried: "In the long run, with my single load, simple heart, and a lotus tendon, I will give birth to a baby all the way, and sooner or later I will hit the south wall." I was confused, and I was persuaded to have more children and more blessings. In fact, the path of giving birth to a virtuous baby is only suitable for virtuous people. She shows off her wisdom, and Qiu Shan loves her like a treasure. If I follow suit, I can only be sad and sad. ”
Inner struggle, deep reflection, and self-criticism: "Now, under the guidance of the virtuous line, I have given birth to a baby all the way, not only stumbling, but also stumbling and stumbling of my own baby." No, we can't run all the way to the dark, we must turn back and change our ways. ”
is so cheered, the reason for not having a baby is sufficient, and the belief is firm, holding the medicine bowl in hand, and you want to drink.
Ah Long followed up the kitchen, held the fish in his right hand, prepared to cook, and did not forget to ask lightly: "Qinghe, did you go to the palace today?" ”
Qinghe hurriedly stopped the Chinese medicine bowl and replied first: "I heard the summons of Sumire Tea, so I followed Ziwei into the palace." ”
Ah Long was silent for a while, and then whispered: "Although it is called by the queen himself, you still have to be more careful." Remember, even if you are naughty, you can't go in and out of the palace at will, and now in extraordinary times, these are extraordinary places, and it is easy to get in and out. ”
Qinghe nodded again and again when he heard this: "I know." He secretly said in his heart: "It seems that Zhuo Yun really has the emperor's common disease, guarding against Ah Long everywhere, suspicious everywhere, and distrustful more and more, I have to be more cautious everywhere." ”
Ah Long still didn't feel at ease: "Qinghe, you are too simple, you don't understand that people's hearts are unpredictable." As long as you keep it in mind, in the palace and mansion, good people and bad people, good and bad things, you don't mix them up. ”
Qinghe knew that the matter was important, and his heart suddenly brightened: "It seems that there must be Ah Long's eyeliner in the palace, and I entered the palace this time, and Ah Long is also discerning." Of course, Aaron's purpose in planting his eyes like this is not to seek power and usurp the throne, but to defend himself. ”
After thinking about it, he no longer doubted: "Ah Long and Sumire Tea are already tacit, and the tacit understanding reached is already very impressive. Yes, if there is no Zhuo Yun's trust, the two of them are walking on thin ice, for the sake of today's plan, only by joining forces in the palace and the mansion can they resist the strong enemy and be invincible. It's no wonder that Ah Long, and naturally it's no wonder that Sumire Tea is all forced by Zhuo Yun and forced by the officialdom. ”
Ah Long was lighting the fire, and suddenly saw Qinghe holding a medicine bowl in his hand, with a strange expression, bizarre behavior, and smelling the fragrance of medicine, he couldn't help but be surprised: "Qinghe, what medicine do you drink?" ”
Qinghe loves Ah Long deeply, so he naturally does not hide it, and he is even more ashamed: "Nature is a good thing." ”
Ah Long was surprised: "What good thing?" But still eating alone? ”
Qinghe was overjoyed: "I can only drink this, but you can't be blessed." This is a peerless treasure, as long as I drink it, I will never have to have a baby again. ”
Before he finished speaking, he saw a black line on Ah Long's face. Qinghe was puzzled: "Ah Long has told me countless times that he doesn't want a baby anymore, and having a baby is enough, will he also have a different heart?" ”
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but regret it in my heart: "Get Yuqian and ten thousand instructions, tell me this move, it's a big rebellion, don't hang it on your lips, I don't believe it yet." It's good now, don't listen to Yuyu's words, and suffer in front of you. ”
After three years of marriage, Qinghe has never seen a black face like Ah Long, it is as gloomy as water, and the black ink turns the sky.
Ah Long glared at her for a long time, and then said hatefully: "I haven't seen you for many years, and my heart hurts so much that I can't bear it!" Thinking of the two-year parting, I still have palpitations! I have lost and regained, and I love you like a treasure! Where did I expect that after nine months of returning home, you are no stranger to me! ”
Qinghe was puzzled, and asked in surprise: "Ah Long, what did you say?" You are my husband, the closest to you, how could I ever be a passerby? ”
Ah Long was furious and indignant: "Every night I hold you, you refuse me for thousands of miles!" I might as well hug the ice! The ice is hotter than you! Ice is closer than you! I only think that your past is unbearable, and you don't dare to force each other too much, but you deceive me too much. What am I guilty of? You're resisting like that? You just don't want to be married to me? I would like to ask, is it because you have tormented me like this, or because of punishment? ”
Qinghe was so frightened that her soul was not possessed, and a cry sounded in her heart: "I drank medicine today just to let go of my burden and be a husband with you."
Wife. Thinking of this, he was even more incoherent: "Ah Long, you said yourself, one baby is enough, what more can the husband ask for, is it all left behind?" ”
Ah Long looked up to the sky and laughed when he heard this: "Yes! I said it! But why do I say that? Not sincerely! But out of disobedience! Now all that's left is sadness! I just want to ask, what have I gotten since I married you? What did you give me? Why do you do this to me! ”
In the end, he was furious, raised his palm, and shot like electricity, and the bowl of soup medicine in Qinghe's hand was knocked over.
It is also strange to say, as soon as the medicine touched the ground, a blue flame burst out, and there was a smell of burnt, which was extremely pungent.
Ah Long was shocked, thinking of the danger, and his anger was gone: "Qinghe, where is this medicine?" It's clearly poisonous! Where exactly did it come from? ”
Qinghe's heart trembled: "Qiyan! Qi Yan gave it to me! ”
When Ah Long heard this, his murderous aura filled his face: "From now on, you must stay at home honestly and not go anywhere!" That Qi Yan, never to see it again! ”
After finishing speaking, he blushed his face, didn't say anything again, hugged the little fish in his arms, lifted his breath, flew out of the door, and disappeared in an instant.
Qinghe Wuji was shocked. I don't know how long it took, but I still stared blankly at the broken porcelain all over the ground, the medicine residue all over the ground, and the soup was soaked and dyed, looking prosperous. Looking up at the sky, the sun is setting, and it is full of sunset.
Sadness was sprinkled, and I wondered: "What is love?" What is home? But I don't know, I only know one thing: "The heartbroken man is never at home, and love is always at the end of the world." ”
I suddenly missed the slingshot of my childhood and the windsurfing board of my childhood. Once carefree, so far away; The longing for no worries is gone.
The sad years are ruthless, and the hatred of Shu is difficult. Happiness is no longer available, and bad luck is full of sorrows.
Happiness was ruined, and only the grievances in my heart remained: "I know, this is not to blame Ah Long!" But do you blame me? If you don't blame him and me, whose fault is it? ”
Happiness goes and does not return, only the heart is not angry: "Heaven and earth are not kind, and all things are dogs!" I'm a dog, what's the sin? ”
After thinking about it for a long time, I finally stopped worrying about whether I was a dog or not, infinitely sad and unforgettable: "I was abandoned again, just like that day in Nanyu!" The difference is that he will never forgive again! Just for a small thing! Ridiculous, ridiculous! Poor, pitiful! If he releases his old suspicions, can I tolerate it? What's more, day after day, year after year, who knows how ridiculous and pitiful it will be? Even if I am willing to tolerate it, is he willing to endure it again and again? ”
Meditate and think: "The world is big, but there is no place? ”
Thinking about it: "The world is so big, there is really no place for it!" I can't stay in Xishu, I can't escape back to Nanyu! No! I have somewhere to go! Sinkholes! There are flowers and grass, trees and fruits, food and drink! And Peach! Once upon a time, it was a place she had dreamed of escaping, but now it has become a paradise for her fantasies.
Aaron finally returned with the fish and stood outside the window.
Looking at it, she is still independent in the kitchen, still maintaining a parting posture, as if looking forward to the earth for a long time, as if pursuing the earth.
He couldn't help but feel sad: "She is only eighteen years old, and she has already suffered a lot of grievances for me. Even so, it is rare to still treat me with sincerity, how can I be too blamed? ”
was about to jump forward to meet him, when he suddenly saw Qinghe's posture crooked and swayed twice, and heard her say to herself: "I'm so tired that I need to go to bed and take a nap." Yes, Xiao Yu'er and I will go back to the sinkhole in the future, and we may never have a bed to sleep in. ”
Sure enough, Qinghe turned around, full of exhaustion, slowly walked to the stairs, slowly walked into the bedroom, fell to the bed, and fell asleep. In the blink of an eye, he slept more peacefully than the fish in Aaron's arms.
Sinking into a dream, there is no strife, no more grief, no more sadness, no more frustration, it is not perfect, but it is awakened by Aaron himself.
That kind of pain is like being tortured by the Manchu Qing Dynasty.
I was so sleepy, but I couldn't sleep, and in addition to being indignant, I was even more resentful than when I was awake.
Ah Long, the initiator, actually complained and took the lead in breaking the silence: "Qinghe, how many times have you said that you don't wear clothes when you sleep, and you don't sleep when you dress." Family rules are the most important, why don't you care? ”
Qinghe wandered in a dilemma, unable to distinguish between reality and dreams, and forgot all about the disputes in the evening, infinitely resentful, but also unreasonable to stir up three points, and even vibrated and aggressive: "I'm trapped like this, what are the house rules?" You just punched my face into an ass, and I won't be unable to remember! Besides, if you think about it, it's just raising a baby, feeding for a while, urinating for a while, taking it off for a while, and putting it on and off for a while! It's really 'better to live than to die, and to be unwilling, to work hard and time'. ”
Ah Long said angrily: "Since Xiao Yu'er was born, I have been picking up the urine at night. When feeding, I also handed the baby to you, why do you need to get up? Why do you need to dress? ”
Qinghe was already sleepy, and Ah Long was reasonable, so he was naturally speechless. After the words were exhausted, he was even more indignant: "When everything is quiet, when you fall asleep!" But he 'turned black and white upside down, and drank milk late at night'! It's really 'one fish eats, the whole family can't sleep'! I want to wean, and you're playing tricks again! I only hurt my son, but I don't hurt my concubine! He slept soundly, and ate on his back. But I hugged him, fell asleep, and dreamed! That taste, how can it be a bitter word? ”
Aronden was furious: "If you want to wean the little fish, don't even think about it!"
Yuan Zhen and Linghan eat breast milk until they are one and a half years old, and no matter how bad my fish is, I will eat until I am one year old. ”
Hearing this, Qinghe was even more furious: "I have to suffer for nine months, when will I get to the end?" ”
Angry to the extreme, sleepy at all, and instantly woke up: "Why, it turns out that everything is not a dream, but Ah Long who has returned from the king?" Not only did he return, but he also brought back a lot of love? How! Is he not to blame for the past? Did he release his suspicions? He didn't give up from the beginning? In that case, I can do whatever I want. ”
When he landed, he was happy and laughed. In an instant, Qinghe was furious again: "He came back to reconcile, but not for me, but for Xiaoyuer!" I stand a lotus, and I can't babble three inches! Unexpectedly, he lost the battle in a row! Even lose the whole game! Nothing to look at! Ashamed! ”
hated to the extreme, and a flash of inspiration: "Xiao Yu'er is so spoiled, even if I swallow my anger, sooner or later I will be beaten into the cold palace." ”
Thinking like this, Sheng Sheng sweated in a hurry: "Why don't you take advantage of Xiaoyuer's temporary nap to carry out a strategic counteroffensive?" When? But to be a vinegar jar with no vinegar point, less vinegar products, lack of vinegar grid, and low vinegar business, has no scheming, and self-destructs the future, which is really vinegar and stupid. ”
Thinking of this, he pretended to be happy with tears: "Ah Long! You have a lot of adults, don't have a small belly chicken intestines. I was just confused for a moment, and I didn't think about it. You also know that it is easy to give birth to a baby, but it is difficult to raise a baby. But when I think about it, I will break my liver and intestines. But Aaron rest assured, no matter how difficult it is, if Aaron wants it, I will go all out, overcome all difficulties, and fight on the front line of giving birth to a baby. ”
Ah Long held her lotus face and doted infinitely: "Folk daughter, where is it like you?" I have always received one, carried one, and held one, and the work in my hands was not delayed. ”
Qinghe's face was full of shame: "That's true, making jade is so thorough, although I can't reach it, I have to do my best to keep up." ”
Ah Long smiled slightly: "You don't have to worry about giving birth to a baby." I said earlier, I love you, no bottom line. It's just that you don't want to see any Qiyan in the future, although my senior sister is a good person, she is withdrawn by nature, unsympathetic, and incomprehensible, which is really dangerous. I have seen her myself today, and although she has promised me that I will never harm you, who knows if she will have a different heart? ”
Qinghe no longer thinks about the fatal Qiyan, but only wants to redeem his beloved Ah Long: "Actually, it's not that I'm against you. Ever since I gave birth to a little fish, I have fallen from heaven to hell, and the nightmares of the past have long been unrealistic. I just want to have nightmares, and I don't have time. Actually, I wanted to miss Ah Long all the time, but I was too sleepy, and as soon as I put my head on the pillow, I slept in the dark. ”
Ah Long was overjoyed when he heard this, and he couldn't suppress his laughter: "You are deeply hidden, if you don't say it, I can't see it at all." Qinghe can rest assured, we will never have babies again. ”
Qinghe was overjoyed: "Is this true? Will pie fall from the sky? Am I still being hit by luck? ”
Ah Long opened his mouth when he heard this, and only said after a while: "The world is wonderful, enter my Long family!" I can't have a baby, but I am smiling and blooming! ”
Qinghe was full of shyness: "I know, it must be my cold and hot double poison that has not been cleared, and you can't have a baby again." In that case, can I no longer be married to you? ”
Ah Long laughed loudly, and he didn't want to suffer: "Qinghe! Say you're wonderful, you can't extricate yourself, where do you want to go? Anyway, tonight is a good life to be a husband and wife, and it will save you from talking nonsense all day long. ”
In the past three years, it has been really difficult for him to be a husband. Sleeping with a lotus every day, as long as she is awake, she never dares to be too close.
Especially when he just returned from Soochow, Ah Long crossed the line by half a point, and Qinghe would be terrified and have nightmares. After the raw fish, I am even more afraid of giving birth to a baby, such as lying on pins and needles.
Who knows? Who would think? Ah Long guards the peerless beauty, but suffers more than a single, how unfortunate, what bad luck?
Seeing his beloved wife's face change and infinitely coquettish, Ah Long was overjoyed, and in an instant, the joy was like a hundred birds singing in unison, and the desire for love was like a thousand horses running together.
A black face, immediately sunny and eye-catching. It took a lot of effort for Ah Long to hold his breath, and finally said, "Qinghe, what kind of dreams did you have just now?" Can you have me in your dreams? ”
Qinghe's big eyes were black and bright, full of fine light: "Ah Long, it has a lot to do with you, we are all good in Xishu, it's my daily worry about dressing and undressing." The New Deal has been implemented for 20 years, and the concept of clothing is not innovative, but still conservative. I don't know how to be people-oriented at all, and I don't want to keep pace with the times at all. When I put on my clothes, there are three layers inside and three layers outside, which are many, thick and cumbersome, stuffy, hot and verbose. When I was angry, I secretly learned to tailor in my dream, made the ideal Shu brocade feather coat, unbuttoned and took off the whole body, which can be called a trouble-saving boutique. ”
Ah Long laughed when he heard this, and he was even more fascinated, trembling his hands, and enforcing the rules of stripping: "In my opinion, it is better to save your little brain, if this is the case, I will have no fun, wouldn't I suffer a great loss?" ”
Qinghe was puzzled, and looked at Ah Long, his eyes were like shining stars, his lips were like cherry blossoms, his face was like peach blossoms, his eyes were slightly horizontal, and he was charming: "Ah Long, what fun, what loss?" ”
Ah Long was fascinated, his lips pressed to her ear, and he whispered: "It's rare that Qinghe has a change of heart." Jiaohe doesn't like clothes to cover her body, I like Jiaohe not to wear. Dress and undress as you like, long and short, thick and thin. Self-love, self-love, self-nakedness, don't care about other people's tops. ”
Qinghe was infinitely shy, leaning up on his small neck, flashing his big eyes, looking forward to him quickly undressing: "Ah Long, I don't like to dress, how can I manage other people's shirts?" ”
(End of chapter)
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