Chapter 41: Memoriam
She is unwilling to be a member of the Su family, this cold family with only interests. She disdains the identity of the second miss of the Su family, whom many people envy. If she could choose, she just wanted to be born in an ordinary family and live an ordinary life.
The family lives peacefully and happily, and they can chat together very warmly every day. And she doesn't have to fear to survive. will not suffer the pain of losing their relatives one by one at such a young age.
And in this Su family, everything is now in tatters. There is no home at all. Although this father of his own, he occasionally cares about Su Xiaran. That's because Su Xiaran has the value of use.
Su Xiaran can bring glory to the Su family. If he loses all this, just like Su Xiayan now, Su Feng will not care about it at all. Su Xiaran had already seen through all this.
Su Feng saw that what he said didn't work, so he didn't stay for a long time and left. Su Xiaran is still here alone. At night, because his body couldn't bear it, Su Xiaran fell to the ground heavily.
happened to be seen by Xia Qingyi, who came to accompany Su Xiaran. He helped the young lady who had fallen to the ground back to the yard. saw that Su Xiaran's knees were already swollen.
I'm afraid that if it weren't for my body, I would have to stay there all the time. Xia Qingyi, who settled Su Xiaran on the bed, sat on the side and looked at Su Xiaran, and reached out to hold Su Xiaran's hand distressedly.
He said softly: "Miss, you can understand your feelings, and Qingyi understands you." But you can't keep languishing like this. I, Ah Chu, Hongyue, and the sisters of the Fang family, we are all waiting to see the original second miss come back, Miss, you must survive. ”
As if hearing Xia Qingyi's words, Su Xiaran frowned deeply. Xia Qingyi raised her hand to smooth Su Xiaran's constricted willow eyebrows. Su Xiaran slept for two days.
It wasn't until noon two days later that Su Xiaran woke up. And during this period, Xia Qingyi had also healed Su Xiaran's knee to its original appearance with ointment.
Su Xiaran, who had just gotten up, knew that today was the day of the old lady's burial, so she quickly changed her clothes and chased her out.
Just after Su Xiayan received the order, due to the pressure of the Queen Mother, the wedding of the second prince Ye Mingyan had to immediately enter into intense preparations. Even Su Xiaran, who didn't want to stay in the Su family, had no choice but to be called back to the Su family.
When Su Xiaran got married a year ago, Su Xiaran didn't do anything for her personally. Now he wants to help prepare for Su Xiayan's wedding. It seems that the royal wedding is unusual. Even if it's just a fool.
But Ye Mingyan's status was noble, which made the Su family feel more pressured all of a sudden. Before the wedding date was confirmed, Su Xiaran, Achu Hongyue, and Xia Qingyi went to Merlin again.
On the one hand, it is to add some things, and on the other hand, it is to discuss the future arrangements. On this peak covered with plum trees, several people gathered. This is also the first time they have seen each other since the Su Xiaran Fang sisters returned to Merlin.
Fang Xin sensed Su Xiaran's arrival, so he walked out of the house with his sister Fang Lan. Although they haven't seen each other for a long time, they don't have any life. This is also the first time Xia Qingyi has come, this Merlin who has been dyed many times by Achu.
Su Xiaran saw that everyone had arrived, so he said: "Now I am twelve or thirteen years old, and it will soon be the day of enrollment in Xuanyun Sect, although Su Feng said that he would send me to Xuanyun Sect, but I don't want to enter as the second lady of the Su family, I want to enter with my own strength." ”
Fang Xin looked at Su Xiaran's firm eyes and said, "Xuanyun Sect has always been like this, if you have a letter of recommendation from the big family in the city, you can directly enter at least an outer disciple." But if you go through the layers of screening of the Xuanyun Sect by yourself, no matter how good your grades are, you will only start with miscellaneous disciples first. ”
Fang Lan also echoed Fang Xin and said: "Yes, Sister Ran'er, if it is your strength, it is true that you have lost a lot to go in as a miscellaneous disciple like this, but if you go in with your own true strength, our sisters will definitely support you." ”
Seeing the two of them say this, Su Xiaran smiled at them and said, "It doesn't matter if it's a miscellaneous disciple, only if you take every step steadily, you will get up quickly in the future." ”
After saying that, Su Xiaran looked at Xia Qingyi again and said: "I went to Xuanyun Sect this time and wanted Qingyi to go with me, she has always wanted to learn medicine and poison, but my time and energy are really limited, it would be great if Qingyi could get a more systematic study in the Xuanyun Sect's medicine and poison academy." ”
Qingyi, who was suddenly named by Su Xiaran, heard that he could go to Xuanyun Sect with Su Xiaran, and he was very excited in his heart, and said, "Qingyi is willing to go with Miss." ”
Su Xiaran nodded with satisfaction when she saw her like this. He turned to look at Ah Chu and said: "Ah Chu, once I enter the Xuanyun Sect, it is estimated that I will not return to Su Mansion for three years, you will have nothing to do if you stay in Su Mansion, you can go to the city to register mercenaries, and go out from time to time to exercise your actual combat ability." ”
In fact, Achu and Su Xiaran's thoughts coincided in his heart, and now when he saw Su Xiaran say this, he gladly agreed.
After arranging Achu, Su Xiaran looked at Hongyue, who had been standing aside and had not spoken, and said: "Hongyue, you have been taking care of the Su family's medicine hall for some time, if you can, you can open our own branch and get out of the control of the Su family, I believe in your business ability, if you need funds or something, go back to the Su Mansion to get it." ”
Hongyue nodded and agreed: "Please rest assured, Miss, Hongyue will not disappoint you." ”
After explaining the whereabouts of all of them, Su Xiaran looked at the Fang family sisters standing in front of the tree house and said, "Two sisters, I don't know when we will see each other again today, thanks to your guidance during this time, my sister's swordsmanship has been improved, and when we meet again in the future, we can still do so." ”
Fang Lan also said: "We have long regarded you as our own sister, there is no need to be polite to us, during this period of your absence, if Achu Hongyue and they encounter anything, they can come to Merlin to know us, we will do our best to help, we are all a family." ”
Hearing them say this, Su Xiaran clasped his hands into fists and bowed solemnly to them. In the future, I will no longer be really worried about Ah Chu Hongyue and them. Now with their commitment, Su Xiaran is equivalent to letting go of a boulder in his heart.
In the end, he still looked at Achu Hongyue Xia Qingyi and said, "I hope that when we meet again in the future, each of you will be able to take charge of yourself and solve some things by yourself." ”
They all said in unison: "Please rest assured, Miss, we will not disappoint you." ”
After the discussion, Su Xiaran and the others were about to go down the mountain. After all, in a few days it will be Su Xiayan's wedding. When Su Xiayan's wedding was settled, Su Xiaran and Xia Qingyi were about to embark on the road to Xuanyun Sect.
After saying goodbye to the Fang family sisters, a few people went to the Su family. Looking at the Su family, who had just finished holding the funeral, now the red lantern was hung up again. A beaming look.
In Su Xiaran's eyes, it was very ironic. I feel that the people of the Su family don't seem to pay attention to the departure of my grandmother at all. Now that Su Xiayan is going to marry the prince, it is indeed a glorious thing for the Su family.
This is also the last bit of value of Su Xiayan to the Su family. On the day of the wedding, the second prince said that he did not attend the wedding due to physical reasons. Instead, he used a chicken to replace Ye Mingyan throughout the whole process, and completed the kneeling ceremony with Su Xiayan.
But no one in the entire Su family dared to complain. They all went through the whole process of the wedding carefully. During this period, Su Xiayan didn't say a word, like a mute bride.
Wait for the crowd to disperse. Su Xiaran also reminded her kindly, found Su Xiayan, and said to her: "This second prince is not a good person, be more careful in the future in the palace." ”
Su Xiaran also saw that she was quite pitiful now, so she reminded herself of what she had experienced. Ye Mingyan left himself and fled for his life. I thought about telling Su Xiayan before she entered the palace, so that she wouldn't believe Ye Mingyan easily.
But Su Xiayan didn't appreciate it at all, and looked at her with those eyes that seemed to kill Su Xiaran and said: "Su Xiaran, you don't behave here, everything I suffer now is due to you, and when I become the imperial concubine in the future, I will definitely not let you go." ”
Su Xiaran sighed and said, "Now I don't want to care about you at all, I just want to remind you." If you can listen, you will listen, and if you can't, you will be considered to have done something too much. ”
Su Xiayan smiled sadly and said: "Since you pity me so much, why don't you marry into the palace instead of me, you will only talk cool things here, my future husband doesn't need you to judge here, you get out!" I don't want to see you. ”
Su Xiaran knew early in the morning that this would be the result. But because he couldn't get over the level in his heart, he wanted to open his mouth to remind Su Xiayan. Now that she has said it, she doesn't appreciate it or not.
Su Xiaran didn't stay at her for long, and finally glanced at Su Xiayan in a red wedding dress and left. To be honest, after being with Su Xia for so long, she was also punished, and Su Xiaran was also tired.
As soon as he was thirteen years old, he was about to leave the Su family and go to a new environment. Su Xia Ranqing also married Luo Zeyu. Su Xiayan also married into the palace. This Su family will also be a lot colder.
So it's time to let go of it all and make your heart clean, thorough, and pure. Su Xiaran couldn't help but sigh with emotion. In the dead of night, he returned to his courtyard.
Looking at Yun Dong, who was preparing meals for himself, Su Xiaran would have a feeling of going back to the beginning. At that time, the Su family was everything in her heart, as if the Su family was gone, she would have nothing.
Yun Dong saw that Su Xiaran was back. went to prepare a supper for Su Xiaran as usual. Sometimes Su Xiaran was thinking that Yun Dong was like a person who wouldn't change because of anything.
No matter how time changes, no matter what happens. Yun Dongdu is still like that, serving Su Xiaran wholeheartedly. It hasn't changed from beginning to end, but it's not a luxury to live such a simple life.
Looking at Yun Dong, who was about to prepare for supper, Su Xiaran stopped her and said, "Dong'er, don't go today, accompany me to the stone pavilion to sit down and chat, blow the wind, and enjoy the moon." ”
Yun Dong saw Su Xiaran say this, so he put down the matter in his hand and said, "Dong'er will accompany Miss." After speaking, he and Su Xiaran went to the stone pavilion together.
Su Xiaran looked up at the stars in the sky, and suddenly said, "Dong'er, do you know how long your mother has been gone?" As he spoke, he raised his finger to the brightest star in the sky, as if he could touch it.
Yun Dong replied without thinking: "Miss, the second lady has been gone for five years, do you miss her again?" ”
"How can I not think about it, every time I have insomnia, I will think of what happened when I was a child, you and my mother teased me together, pushed me on the swing, I didn't expect the days to pass so quickly" Su Xiaran couldn't help but look at the cool moonlight and said with emotion.
A lot has indeed happened in the past five years, and in the past five years of my rebirth, I have also met many people. There are people who are sincere to themselves, and there are people who are deliberately trying to harm themselves, but sometimes you will feel that so many people come and go, in fact, it is not important, cherishing the person in front of you is the most important.