151 What is Affection?
Jun Qinglan wiped the sweat from her face and looked at the hut she was in. In a simple pharmacy, there was only a crude medicine stove, and white smoke rose from it, blurring people's faces.
Jun Qinglan didn't have a smile on her face, and looked at Liu Buren and solemnly opened her mouth: "You specially called me here, but you have something to say?" ”
Liu Buyen didn't speak immediately, and only sighed lightly after a long time: "I have a question, you must answer me honestly." What kind of feelings do you have for Chen Mobai's kid? ”
Affection?
Jun Qinglan's face was a little dazed, she had never thought about this question.
When she was young, she was a reckless lady of the festival lady in brocade clothes and jade food. Let the wind be windy, and let the rain be rainy. Chen Mobai's appearance completely changed her life. She began to try to communicate softly and softly.
She discarded her past affection and began to learn needlework like all the ladies of the noble family, hoping to be married to her beloved sooner.
However, all dreams came to an abrupt end on that summer day five years ago, and they became scum that could not be picked up.
Now, she is Jun Qinglan, and she can only be Jun Qinglan! Qin Wei has long disappeared from heaven and earth like those sweet and beautiful pasts.
She has only one purpose in life, to find out the truth and overturn the case for the family. No more!
What is affection? She didn't need anything like that!
Jun Qinglan didn't open his mouth for a long time. Liu Buyen seemed to have already seen through her thoughts, and said with a faint sigh: "You must not fall in love with him, he is not suitable for you!" He ......"
Liu Buyen pursed his lips: "He will only bring disaster to you!" ”
"Oh?" Jun Qinglan looked at Liu Buren with interest: "How can you see it?" ”
The old man seemed to have an unambiguous hostility towards Chen Mobai and was full of wariness. Isn't it the first time they've met?
Liu Buyen stared at Jun Qinglan for a moment, as if he wanted to see something from her face. However, there was always a faint smile on her cheeks, like a thick mask.
"Ahem." Liu Buyen coughed and opened his mouth: "Actually, he is not suitable for anyone." His body had been soaked in a dark, damp environment for many years, and its foundation had long since been damaged. Even if I healed his injuries, he still couldn't live like a normal person. ”
Liu Buyen said that he was vague, and Jun Qinglan frowned slightly: "To explain it." ”
Liu Buyen coughed again, and his face became more and more embarrassed: "He can't get married, can't have sex, and can't have children." He's not a normal man anymore! ”
Jun Qinglan took a deep breath, and never thought that Liu Buyen was saying such a sentence at this moment. Not being humane is an unspeakable shame for any man in heaven and earth. It is often called that life is worse than death.
He ...... You know what? Jun Qinglan's voice was a little indescribably obscure.
Chen Mobai's ambition is higher than that of Bai Yun, and he has never felt inferior because of his background. He is self-motivated and studious, well-read and memorized. He is an enviable genius in the state capital and even the entire Nanyang County.
These five years...... What exactly did he go through? Actually......
"Of course I know." Liu Buyen said: "When he woke up, I had already told him. ”
"You actually told him?!"
Jun Qinglan frowned fiercely.
Such a thing is enough to make any man decadent and crazy. However, every time he saw him, he was always calm, as if such a thing did not exist at all.
He...... What kind of person is he? Jun Qinglan suddenly found that she didn't seem to know anything about Chen Mobai.
She turned her head sideways and looked out the window through the crack. Under the golden sun, Chen Mobai's hair was flying, and his plain white robe was grinning in the wind. On his shoulder was a colorful bird.
He remained motionless, letting the sunlight pull his figure slanted. It's like a fairy in the mountains, beautiful and lonely and lonely...... It's heartbreaking.
Such a thin and lonely body seems to be human, and it is impossible to approach at all.
Jun Qinglan closed her eyes, and her heart was sour. It turned out that it was not Qin Wei who owed Chen Mobai, but the entire Qin family!
Jun Qinglan walked towards Chen Mobai step by step, integrating her entire body into his sadness. The little bird on Chen Mobai's shoulder suddenly spread its colorful wings and flew high into the clouds.
Chen Mobai's warm eyes stared at the disappearing bird without blinking, and the envy on his face could not be concealed.
Jun Qinglan smiled: "One day, you can also soar into the sky." ”
Chen Mobai hooked the corners of his mouth lightly, and his warm smile was like warm sunshine: "What I envy is its freedom." ”
Freely?!
Jun Qinglan's heart trembled slightly.
For five years, Chen Mobai spent time in the dark white camp. Anyone has a right to despise his apostasy and ridicule him for burying the arrogance of the scholar and becoming a lowly work.
She can't be alone!
She had only spent ten days in the underground dungeon, and she was almost driven insane. She couldn't imagine how she could spend five years in that kind of place. Freedom has become a luxury in everyone's minds.
She put her fingers on his shoulder, and her voice softened, "Is it worth it?" ”
Time flies, and things are not people. Chen Mobai devoted himself to the Qin family's case, and did not hesitate to sell his dignity. In the end, the unjust case is still an unjust case, and he himself has become a crippled body.
Chen Mobai's shoulders stiffened for a moment, and he looked sideways at Jun Qinglan: "Are you interested in hearing my story?" ”
Jun Qinglan raised his eyebrows: "Are you willing to tell me?" ”
Chen Mobai smiled: "I can even give you my life, let alone some old things?" ”
Jun Qinglan shook her head: "I don't want to force you to say what you don't want to say. ”
Chen Mobai's past must be heavy, and when he mentions it at this moment, he is undoubtedly picking up the scars that have long been scabbed in his heart again. This is too cruel for him.
"It doesn't matter." Chen Mobai said indifferently: "Some things are left in my heart for too long, which will make people crazy. If you let me complain, I will only be grateful. ”
"Actually, Chen is my mother's last name." Chen Mobai's voice was heavy and depressed.
With the mother's surname?
Although there are many countries on the continent of the world, there is no reason for children to follow their mother's surname in any country. Unless......
Jun Qinglan sighed in her heart and looked at Chen Mobai.
Chen Mobai didn't care about her horrified gaze, only hooked the corners of his lips casually, and told Jun Qinglan a suffocating story in a low and tactful voice.
Chen Mobai's mother used to be a boudoir lady in a large family in Nanyang County, and because she admired his father's talent, she took all her body and eloped with his father.
After that, they made their home in the village where he was born. Chen's father relied on the huge assets and smart mind brought by Chen's mother to start a business. Soon he made a lot of money.
Not long after, Chen Mobai and his sister were born one after another. He also had a good and happy time in his childhood.
However...... Everything came to an abrupt end with the continuous expansion of Chen's father's business.
Chen's father quickly integrated into the upper class society after he became prosperous, and at that time, Chen's mother began to have physical problems, and she was suffering from illness every day. Soon after, he was described as withered and lost his former brilliance, where can he still keep his husband's heart?
Chen's father married the daughter of another big family in the town, and demoted Chen's mother to a concubine on the grounds that Ben was a concubine. Miss Zunna is the main mother.
Since then, my mother's condition has worsened. At the beginning, Chen's father could still remember the support of poor couples back then and came to visit his wife a few times. With the birth of the second lady's child, his thoughts about Chen's mother were completely broken.
When Chen's mother died, she was skinny and unclothed.
Since then, Chen Mobai and his sister's life has become worse and worse. Soon after, my sister fell into a well while playing in the backyard and drowned. Chen Mobai was regarded as an ominous person by the entire family. not only deprived him of his father's surname, but also left him in the next room, leaving him to fend for himself.
A little while later, there was an outbreak of plague in the village. His life was changed by this.
"My life was given by Lord Qin." Chen Mobai looked at Jun Qinglan and said solemnly: "It was in the Qin Mansion that I regained my dignity, and I finally knew what it means to be filial piety to father and son, and harmony between husband and wife. I envy you and Brother Qin, so I redouble my efforts, hoping to get your blue eyes one day. And to be a happy person like you. ”
Chen Mobai slowly lowered his eyes: "Therefore, I absolutely can't tolerate the happiness I have so hard to find being ruined." In order to repay the favor, I don't care no matter how much tribulation I encounter. Isn't it just a meticulous work? It's nothing compared to the many things I endured in my childhood. ”
Jun Qinglan was unable to speak for a long time, and she vaguely remembered that when she found out Chen Mobai, he hadn't spoken for almost a month. At the time, many people thought he was mute.
Originally...... He had gone through so much of an ordeal. It's no wonder that when I see him later, he is always as warm as the sun. It's just because he has completely abandoned the cold life.
Chen Mobai hooked his lips and looked at Jun Qinglan with a smile: "I originally thought that the emotions of everyone in the world had nothing to do with me anymore. Until I met you! From the first time I saw you, I knew that you would be my life's work. I don't know how long I'll live, but as long as I live, I'll never let you be hurt by my side. ”
Chen Mobai's gaze was sincere and dignified, which made Jun Qinglan's heart tremble, and he couldn't take his eyes off for a while. The doting and warm gaze in the man's eyes called her...... I was shocked in my heart. An unprecedented sourness hit her heart.
Five years is enough to change a lot of things. When I was young, my concern for Chen Mobai has already changed in the long river of years. She didn't know what kind of mood she was in to face him at the moment.
With such a self, where is he qualified to accept his care so calmly?
There was silence all around, and no one spoke, and the atmosphere was quiet but strange for a while.
At this moment, in the clear blue sky, a clear and loud eagle roar was heard in the distance. An eagle spreads its huge wings and hovers in the blue sky. The high-pitched eagle cry resounded in the sky.
Chen Mobai looked at Jun Qinglan without a trace, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.
Jun Qinglan sighed and muttered, "After all, I still found it!" ”