Chapter 107: Thoughts are churning more and more
She Yan Sihan is so desperate, so reluctant to live, it is to keep this Tanglin country, so that her younger brother can enjoy peace and happiness, in this life, she has never had much will, even a poor life, and only wishes her younger brother to be happy, yes, she does not want her younger brother to be unhappy, but the words of the national teacher, but also vivid, can not relax.
Thoughts were churning, and for a while, the bottom of my heart was mixed up and down a little again.
After a while, she forcibly pressed her mind and said, "Sister is not saying that Wei'er is not doing well. ”
As he spoke, he smiled at him slightly, and he didn't want to say more, but he just changed his words and said, "The night is slightly dark, I heard that Wei'er hasn't eaten yet, so let's eat some first." ”
Seeing that Sihan's attitude was excellent, the young emperor also relaxed his eyes, and then grinned at Sihan, "Wei'er is a vegetable for Sister A, Sister is tired all the way, Sister should eat first." ”
As soon as these words fell, his thin fingers suddenly dragged over Sihan's bowl, and then he picked up his chopsticks and began to arrange vegetables in Sihan's bowl.
Sihan's expression moved slightly, and he didn't stop it, but just quietly fell on the young emperor and didn't say a word.
After the dishes in the bowl were finished, the young emperor pushed the rice bowl in front of Sihan, "Sister, eat quickly." ”
Sihan nodded slightly, smiled at him slightly, and then slowly took the chopsticks and ate them by himself.
Perhaps, the mood is complicated, or the person is not hungry, so he eats like this, and after a few bites, he has no intention of eating again.
Zhan Wenyi beside him only ate a little, and when Sihan turned his eyes to look at him, he stopped moving his chopsticks, and only smiled gently and respectfully at Sihan.
Sihan's expression moved slightly, smiled back at Zhan Wenyi, and then turned around to look at the young emperor, and saw that the young emperor was gulping down food, as if he was hungry.
Obviously, she was already hungry like this, and even let Zhan Wenyi accompany her to play until the night was dark, she really didn't know whether her young emperor was too fascinated by the chess game, so that he forgot to sleep and eat, or because of other reasons, he didn't hesitate to starve himself, but he also wanted to ...... dragged the wings of Zhanwen.
Thoughts are churning, and they are still noisy.
Sihan's eyes became more and more mixed.
After staying for a long time, the young emperor finally stopped his chopsticks, and his stomach was full.
Sihan looked along the carved window not far away, only to see that the night was deep, so he didn't stay longer, but just said a few words to the young emperor again, and then left with Zhan Wenyi.
Outside the hall, the night breeze floats, and the coolness is fully revealed.
Sihan tucked the brocade robe slightly, but at this moment, Zhan Wenyi suddenly untied the cloak on his body and draped it towards her.
Sihan was slightly stunned, and was about to refuse, but Zhan Wenyi said slowly: "Weichen's cloak is just a spare, this time the eldest princess is thinly dressed, so it is good to lend it to the eldest princess to wear it, so as not to let the eldest princess suffer from the cold tonight, and she will not have enough energy to deal with the government in the future." ”
The warm and respectful voice reveals a bit of peace, but more of it is like an old friend talking for a long time, close to nature.
Sihan's words of refusal immediately choked back, and only after Zhan Wenyi completely draped her cloak did she turn her eyes to look at him and said in a low voice: "Thank you." ”
As soon as these words fell, Zhan Wenyi's expression moved slightly, and then he smiled at Sihan, "The eldest princess doesn't need to be polite, Weichen is like this, it should be." ”
After speaking, he stepped again and distanced himself slightly from Sihan, and followed behind Sihan's half a step.
Sihan slowly looked away, and then looked at the path in front of him with a distant expression, and then his thoughts sank, and his voice sank for a while, "It's been hard work to assist and accompany the emperor in the past few days." ”
Zhan Wenyi said slowly: "The eldest princess has high hopes for Weichen, and Weichen is in the position of this emperor, and what he does is what he should do, which is not hard. It's just that the emperor is really obsessed with chess these days, and he plays against Weichen every day, so Weichen has no time for the Pope to do anything else, let alone assist the government for the national teacher. ”
Is it?
Sihan's pupils shrank almost imperceptibly, "The emperor is young, and he can't judge some things well, so the emperor can also reason with the emperor occasionally." ”
"Although the emperor is young, he also has his own thoughts and considerations, and sometimes, Weichen also wants to reason with the emperor, or persuade a few words, but the emperor can't listen. It was Concubine Shu's birthday a few days ago, and Weichen persuaded the emperor to send someone over to condole, but the emperor not only did not respond, but also took Weichen to personally go over to congratulate Concubine Shu. ”
Zhan Wenyi's words were gentle and slightly distant, and his tone was only flat, as if he did not have any emotion, but after listening carefully, it was not difficult to find a little helplessness.
Sihan frowned after all.
Zhan Wenyi's helplessness, she naturally knew that this Zhan Wenyi, like Song Taifu, was extremely loyal, even if his young emperor's words and deeds were wrong, he would not completely refute and disobey, but chose to comfort or obey.
It's just that the concubine is indeed a scourge, even if she starts to eat and chant Buddha in the palace, it won't really stop.
The more I thought about it, the more complicated my thoughts became, and Sihan said in a low voice: "On the occasion of Concubine Shu's birthday, did Concubine Shu say anything out of line or unkind to the emperor?" ”
Zhan Wenyi said slowly: "This is not true. It's just that Concubine Shu was happy that day and gave the emperor a Buddha statue. ”
Sent a Buddha statue?
Sihan's brows furrowed more and more, his thoughts flipped over, and he didn't say anything.
At this time, Zhan Wenyi's gaze wandered on her face again, and her complexion changed slightly, and then she hesitated and said in a low voice: "Regarding some things about the emperor, Weichen has something to say, I don't know if I should talk about it." ”
Sihan came back to his senses and turned his eyes to look at him, "The emperor said it's okay. ”
Zhan Wenyi nodded, his tone was a little distant and low, and he only said: "Today, the emperor said that a palace slave raised his koi to death a few days ago, and the emperor said to the eldest princess that he didn't blame the palace slave, but just ......."
The corners of Sihan's eyes were slightly raised, and when he heard Zhan Wenyi's tone, he inexplicably felt that there seemed to be something to pay for.
Her face sank a little again, "The emperor doesn't need to be taboo about anything, just say it." ”
Zhan Wenyi raised his eyes and looked at her, and said a little helplessly: "That day, the palace slave raised the emperor's koi, although the emperor didn't blame him too much, but he asked the palace slave to pick up the koi that had been dead overnight and swallow it alive." ”
Sihan's pupils shrank suddenly.
Zhan Wenyi looked away slightly, and continued: "Moreover, two days ago, a palace slave broke the porcelain doll that the emperor liked, although the emperor did not ask for the life of the palace woman, but he asked the palace slave to pick up the porcelain piece and scratch his face by himself, and also made the palace slave kneel on the broken porcelain piece for an hour. ”
When I heard these at first glance, in an instant, the impression of my young brother in my heart was also in sharp contrast.
Sihan's pupils tightened, his heart sank, and he couldn't even move forward with his steps.
Zhan Wenyi's eyes moved slightly, and he also stopped, sighed, and said: "Today's emperor, although he is still young, but he is extremely rebellious, although Weichen tries his best to advise him, but the emperor really can't listen to it, and he is proud of himself at a young age, and he is good at using power, and now the palace slaves in the emperor's bedroom, except for Mama Zhou, who really loves the emperor, the rest of the palace slaves are all avoided, and they shrink in horror. ”
Sihan's expression fluctuated, and his heart was also noisy and violent.
Although she knew that her younger brother was towards Zheqian and Concubine Shu, she also understood that her younger brother lost his father and mother at a young age.
Thinking back to the past few years, she stayed on the road walking mountain for several years, during which she had never met her younger brother, so when she returned to Kyoto City last month, although her younger brother knew her identity, he was also extremely unfamiliar with her.
It's just that at that time, because of the death of her mother, she left a wish to protect her younger brother, and because her family was ruined and unrelated, she was prepared for the only loved one, so she couldn't stop wanting to be good to her younger brother, and she didn't want to keep this Tanglin country for her younger brother, but unexpectedly, she fought wantonly in front of people, and her younger brother became more and more rebellious in the midst of safe enjoyment.
Thoughts are churning, complicated, and tight in the depths of my heart, which is not comfortable.
This result was undoubtedly something she had never expected, and now that she suddenly knew this, the powerlessness and sadness in her heart became more and more intense.
"The emperor is still young, if he teaches more, it will be easy for him to change, the eldest princess should not worry too much." probably seeing that Sihan's mood was wrong, Zhan Wenyi slowed down his voice and comforted him peacefully.
Sihan shook his head, his tone was sad and distant, "Bengong, I have always wanted to follow the mother's last wish to protect my younger brother, and I have always wanted to help my younger brother regain everything that should belong to him. Unexpectedly, in the end, the younger brother was rebellious and flamboyant, and even deliberately got close to Zheqian and Concubine Shu......"
As he spoke, he sighed very far away, "Emperor, tell me, this palace tried its best to put the younger brother on the throne, but what did it do?" ”
Probably never seen Sihan so sad and distant, Zhan Wenyi was also stunned a few times, and the warm and peaceful color on his face disappeared cleanly, and turned to a thick and complex that could not be concealed.
"The eldest princess did nothing wrong by putting the emperor on the throne." After being silent for a long time, Zhan Wenyi spoke up very seriously.
Sihan's pupils shrank and turned his eyes to look at him.
Zhan Wenyi glanced at her, then lowered his eyes, and continued: "Weichen also heard from the master that the day the eldest princess returned to the palace, it was also the day of her death, and on that day, Concubine Shu ignored her death, let alone the ancestral system of Dongling, and insisted on contacting the minister to hold a court ceremony, wanting to praise the third prince Zheqian as the emperor. If this matter is successful, with the personality of the three princes, it may not hurt the eldest princess and the emperor, but with the nature of the concubine, the eldest princess and the emperor will definitely be regarded as a thorn in the side. Yes, when the eldest princess turned the tide and insisted on protecting the emperor on the throne, the eldest princess did not do anything wrong, but, if she didn't do so, the eldest princess and the emperor would be in danger of their lives. ”
The long and complicated words happened to be exactly the same as Sihan's original thoughts.
She also remembered that after the dynasty ascended the throne, her younger brother also asked her why she didn't give up the throne to Zheqian, and she also said bitterly that if she gave up the throne to Zheqian, she and her younger brother would not survive, but unfortunately, her younger brother did not put her original words in her heart.
The more I thought about it, the more my thoughts churned.
Sihan's face was a little pale, his pupils were cold and unstable, and his whole person was as stiff as a stone, revealing a little sadness for no reason.
Seeing that she had not spoken for a long time, Zhan Wenyi raised his eyes to look at her again, his expression moved slightly, and then his lips opened, and he began to speak out again to convince her, "The eldest princess has a simple temperament and is brave, and she seems to have no weaknesses, but the eldest princess, after all, you care too much about the emperor." Weichen and the eldest princess have been together for so long, and they will only see that the eldest princess will feel sad and powerless only because of the emperor's affairs, that is, when she is in crisis and chaos in the palace, the eldest princess's face will not change dramatically, except for ...... Only the eldest princess would be so sad and powerless in front of the emperor's affairs. ”