Chapter 775: Reunion (Continued 2)
(There was something yesterday, I didn't have time to update, forgive me!) )
"Green Dance, you heard it all. This is where you came from. The concubine is your biological mother, and you are her daughter. Lin Jue reached out to hold Lu Wu's trembling little hand and whispered.
Green Dance covered her face and cried, shaking her head and sobbing constantly, unable to speak. Lin Jue helped her out, sat her on a chair, and poured her a cup of hot tea.
"Green Dance! You've heard it all. I...... I'm your mother. Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I know it's surprising to you, but it's all true. ”
Concubine Rong got up and walked over, whispered, and reached out to stroke Lu Wu's hair. Green Dance jumped up, shrank behind Lin Jue, shook his head and shouted, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it." That's impossible. Childe, you tell me, this is not true. ”
Lin Jue sighed and said, "Green Dance, you should be happy, the noble concubine is your biological mother." ”
Lu Wu shook her head and said, "No, no, my mother is Mrs. Lu, and she doesn't know her whereabouts now." Childe, you help me find her. This is not my mother, she is the concubine's mother, son, you are confused. ”
Lin Jue hugged her body and sighed silently. Concubine Rong stretched out her hand in tears and said, "Green Dance, my mother can't stand you, you have suffered for so many years." But you really are my daughter. When my mother saw the birthmark on your body that day, she knew it was you. You really are my daughter. How happy my mother is to see you, my daughter is still alive and alive, this is a great gift from God. Mother knows that you have suffered, mother will compensate you, you don't worry, mother and other opportunities, will let your father know that you are his daughter, you are the princess of my Great Zhou. You don't have to live a hard life anymore, you should enjoy the honor of being a princess. Don't worry, my mother will definitely find a way, there will be a way. ”
Lu Wu shrank in Lin Jue's arms and shook his head: "No, I'm not a princess, I'm Childe's little maid, I'm fine by Childe's side." I am not rare in any glory and wealth, and I am not your daughter. You've mistaken someone, sis. I won't be able to enter the palace to see you in the future, Niangniang, you have recognized the wrong person. If you were my mother, how could you give me away when I was born? Is there such a mother in the world? ”
Concubine Rong was stunned, she was speechless, in the end, this was the biggest problem between Lu Wu and herself. Yes, I gave her away and abandoned her at the beginning. How could she be relieved.
Concubine Rong looked at Lin Jue and said, "Lin Jue, you tell her and tell her that I couldn't help myself at that time." ”
Lin Jue said softly: "It's better for the concubine to explain it herself." If you want to recognize you in the green dance, you have to explain a lot of things. Today, these things have to be resolved. You say that today we set up a situation to coerce you, so let it be you. At this moment, no one is stopping you. The door is there, and you can leave. After that, the affairs of Liang Wangfu, the affairs of me and Green Dance have nothing to do with you, and we will not tell these secrets. As long as you feel like you can leave, you go. I can't save the prince, so I will leave the capital with Green Dance and hide far away. Green Dance should not have you as a mother. It's up to you, you do what you think you have to do. ”
The box was silent. Through the window of the play, the stage below is dimly lit and the music is clear.
The drizzle fell on the stage, and the sound of the rain hitting the sycamore seemed to fall on people's hearts. In the window, a light is like a bean. Xie Yingying, who was pretending to be Emperor Tang Ming, was watching the rain from the window, chanting and singing:
Moist and willow rain, the bleak courtyard invades the curtain;
The rain of filaments and plums decorates the river and fills the pavilions;
The apricot blossom rain is red and wet, and the pear blossom rain is lonely;
The lotus rain is covered with green covers, and the bean blossom rain and green leaves are depressed.
It's not like you are frightened and dreaming, helping hatred and sorrow, and staying up all night.
It's not a narcissus to make a coquettish, dipped in willow and sprinkled in the wind.
The music is sad, indescribably poignant, and the listeners are sad and unspeakable.
……
Concubine Rong slowly sat on the chair, sighed lightly, and said, "That's it, so far, I have nothing to hide." Green dance, my mother told you everything, and my mother didn't want to hide a word. It was not easy for my mother to reunite with you, and my mother didn't want to lose you. Mother told you everything. ”
Green Dance shrank tightly in Lin Jue's arms, shedding tears without saying a word. Lin Jue whispered in her ear: "Green Dance, don't be afraid, do you remember what I told you yesterday?" No matter who you are, in my eyes you are just my little maid, I will always protect you, love you, we are a family. Whether you want to recognize each other or not, you always have to know where you come from. If you don't know where you come from, you will be like a rootless pinch, and it will be a regret in your life. If you want to know anything, just ask, I think the concubine will definitely answer you. I won't force you to admit her, it's up to you to decide whether you can forgive her or not. ”
Lu Wu seemed to draw courage from Lin Jue's words, stood up straight, wiped her tears and looked at Concubine Rong and said, "Okay, Concubine Niangniang, you said that you are my mother, then you tell me, why did you abandon me?" I was born to you, why did you give me to someone else? ”
Concubine Rong smiled bitterly and said, "Do you think I am willing to abandon you?" I can't help it. Born in the royal family, it is more important than anything else to give birth to children for the royal lineage. When I married the emperor, I was reluctant, and the emperor was not very happy with me, completely because I did not want to disobey the queen mother's will, and the emperor, who was still the crown prince at the time, accepted me as a side concubine. The Queen Mother told me that I had to give birth to a son, otherwise the emperor would further alienate me. Since I am married to the prince's mansion, how can I be suppressed in the future, and I am not willing to be trampled under the feet of Concubine Mei. I don't want to disappoint the Queen Mother. I'm going crazy because of this thought. I knew you were a girl before you were born. I don't know what to do. Later, the princess came to see me again and inadvertently told me that I could get through the trick by dropping my bag. I was dazed, and I had been thinking about it ever since she said it, and finally I decided to take the plunge. Dumped you and the boy from outside ......"
Midori sighed, "You abandoned me just because I was a girl. Is it my fault that I'm a woman? What am I doing wrong? ”
Concubine Rong shouted: "You are not wrong, it is me who is wrong." It's me who is dizzy, I shouldn't have gone along with the Queen Mother's thoughts, and I shouldn't have thought too much. If the prince wants to be estranged, he will be estranged, and the queen mother will be unhappy if he is not happy. Concubine Mei and they bullied me, and now, I won't do that when I die. But at the time, I was too young and unassertive. After listening to their words, my mother was confused and did the wrong thing. ”
Green Dance bit her lower lip and said, "It's really scary, my own flesh and blood are given away like this, I really can't understand what you people think." And thou wilt give me to my father...... Lu Shilang? ”
Concubine Rong smiled bitterly: "Yes, all I can think of is him." He would never treat my daughter badly, I know. When I secretly called him in that day to talk about it, he was hesitant. He said it wasn't right for me to do that, he said it's not fair to you. How can you give up your own flesh and blood? I also gave my reasons in a heartfelt way, saying that he didn't want my situation in the Prince's Mansion to be better, that he was ungrateful and didn't want to help me. I said that on purpose to provoke him, and I knew his temper. Lu Feiming is an honest man, and to outsiders he seems to be smart and personable, but only I know how clumsy he is sometimes. Especially in front of me, he stuttered all the time. I knew he was dead to me, and when our marriage was cancelled, he almost hanged himself. It was when I wrote to him that my heart was his, that he couldn't die, and that I wanted him to live with me, and that he calmed down. Of course he listens to me for everything. As soon as I provoked him, he agreed. Fei Ming, he is willing to do everything for me. All. Even if it was such a ridiculous and dangerous thing, he was willing. ”
Lin Jue frowned, he felt sad for Lu Feiming. There is no doubt that the original relationship between Lu Feiming and Concubine Rong must be extremely deep. The two are indeed in love. Later, Concubine Rong was forced to marry Guo Chong, who was still the crown prince, and it was indeed a mandarin duck beating that ruined the scenery. However, it is obvious that in that relationship, Concubine Rong is the absolute initiative. With Concubine Rong's appearance and family background, she does have this capital. Lu Feiming is like a poor boy who climbs high branches, and he is at a disadvantage in his feelings, which is also understandable. But Lin Jue felt sad for Lu Feiming that Lu Feiming seemed to have lost his personality and was completely controlled by Concubine Rong. Even after the two had no chance to unite, they were caught by Concubine Rong. It gives people a sense of deformed love.
The reason why Concubine Rong finally chose Lu Feiming to do the bag for herself is that she is sure that Lu Feiming will not betray herself, and she will definitely do it for herself. She actually took advantage of Lu Feiming's feelings for herself. Maybe she also has true feelings for Lu Feiming, but it is obvious that it is extremely unfair to do so.
"My dad is so pathetic, no...... My mother is so pathetic. Daddy married her, but Daddy only has you in his heart. No wonder when I was a child, I often saw my mother crying behind someone's back, I asked her, and she said that she was bitter and just wanted to cry. I don't understand either. Now I understand. Midori said softly.
"That's not your mother, I'm your mother. That's just the person who raised you, your annual food and clothing, and the gold and silver jewelry on your body were all bought for you. That woman is just in charge of feeding you. You are a princess, how can she be your mother? Concubine Rong suddenly became excited. He shouted in a deep voice.
Green Dance shook her head and said, "No, in my mind, she is my mother, she coaxes me when I cry, and she protects me by my side when I am afraid." I was dirty, she changed it for me, I was tired and she hugged me to sleep. She's my mother, because you weren't there at the time. ”
Concubine Rong frowned and said, "My mother has a hard time, you know." ”
Green Dance sighed and said, "You gave me to my father to raise me, and didn't drown me, should I be grateful to you?" Well, what about later? Do you know what I want to know most? I don't care why you gave me up to be raised, I care about why something happened to my family. Why did my father die, my family would be ruined, and I would live in a foreign land with my mother. Why don't you save Daddy, save us? You'd rather watch our family ruin than care, you obviously have the ability to take care of it, are you so ruthless? ”