Chapter 325
Her pupils shrank, she forced herself to hold back her emotions and pulled him to a halt with her backhand.
When he subconsciously stopped, and when he looked back at her, she raised her gaze and suddenly touched his face, only to see that he seemed to be frozen, his face became more and more pale, and even his thin lips were slightly purple and chapped.
"It's windy, let's go back first." All the emotions are intertwined and undulating, but when the voice blurts out, it only says these few words that are not painful.
Lan Yeyu didn't seem to notice that the wound was soaked in blood, and the smile on her pale face was still as warm as ever, "The eldest princess feels cold?" ”
Sihan shook his head.
"Even if the eldest princess is not cold, then Weichen is not cold. It's boring to stay in the yard this time, so it's better to go out for a walk and relax, which is also excellent. He continued.
Sihan couldn't bear his feelings, and said in a low voice: "No need. The wound on the back of the Prince Regent has been soaked in blood again, so it is better to go back and apply some medicine to the wound this time. ”
As soon as these words came out, Lan Yeyu's pupils that fell on his face changed slightly, and he didn't make a sound.
Sihan stood quietly in place, no longer speaking, and waited to himself.
After the surrounding atmosphere was silent for a long time, and when the cold wind was rising for no reason, Lan Yeyu turned around, stared at her with deep eyes, and then opened his thin lips, and finally spoke, "If the eldest princess can worry, Weichen should admit it." It's just that before that, Weichen wants to ask, is the eldest princess worried about Weichen, or is she distressing Weichen? ”
Worried, or distressed?
These words caught me off guard, and then I couldn't suppress the layers of my heart.
Sihan was stunned by surprise, stared at him in a complicated manner, and didn't speak.
After waiting for a while, Lan Yeyu sighed, "What should be said, Weichen has already said to the eldest princess, and Weichen has already revealed his intentions."
。 People live in the world, in addition to the mission, but also to fulfill the mind, this, even Weichen has worked hard to do it, to complete his heart, but also hope that the eldest princess, let go of all concerns, just like Weichen, work hard, obey their hearts, go crazy. There has been no estrangement between you and me, and the eldest princess is reluctant to open her heart completely, is it because Wechen has not done well enough, or does she want to accept Wechen after her broken heart is completely repaired? It's just that Wechen also intends to wait, waiting for the day when the eldest princess willingly accepts Wechen completely, but Wechen is also worried in the end, worried about the mission, and the world will compete, so I don't know if Wechen can really live to the day when the world is decided. ”
Sihan's eyes trembled, and his complexion changed suddenly, complicated and entangled.
Lan Yeyu stared at her deeply, his voice drooped, and he continued: "Sihan, how about we get rid of the estrangement and live together?" ”
Sihan's eyes were full of ups and downs, his whole body was tense, and his thoughts were in a mess, and he couldn't sort it out at all.
Lan Yeyu watched her quietly, no longer speaking, and no longer acting.
After the two of them remained silent again for a long time, Sihan finally closed his eyes, and stepped forward slightly, Lan Yeyu's pupils suddenly fluctuated, and his face was tight, but for a moment, Sihan finally slowly entered his arms, and said in a low and thick voice: "I, Yan Sihan, have long been full of brokenness, hideous, those so-called affection, I dare not touch them, let alone touch them." But I never expected that there would be people in the whole world who made my heart so tight and even shocked. Maybe it should have been as you said, although the mission is heavy now, but I should finally live for myself, I am full of depression, I want to be ruthless, but I can't help it, and I can't do it indifferently. That being the case, then I will let go of my worries and entanglements, or that is the same thing, as long as the world is settled, and the Quartet is at peace, if you and I still have a life at that time, we will travel the world and never ask about the world. ”
As he spoke, his voice sank, and he was hoarse and melancholy, "The three words together, don't blurt out at will." But if you blurt out, I also hope that you, the regent, can live up to me, if you are also as negative as Dongfang Yan, I Yan Sihan, even if I go to Biluo Yellow Spring, I will not spare you. ”
She said this very slowly, and the distance and cautious determination in her tone were vividly revealed.
Lan Yeyu's expression was surging, his face was undulating and trembling, and his whole person suddenly froze in place.
There was a heat in her arms, from the body temperature on her body, for a while, she was always full of cold and thin herself, but at this time, she could also feel a warm ball in her arms, and this heat seemed to be able to pass through the flesh and skin, and go straight into her heart.
He Lan Yeyu is not a hypocritical person, his mind has always been clear, and everything he says and does is under his control. However, in this life, he was supposed to win step by step, calculated in all directions, and boasted of being clear, but he never expected that he, Lan Yeyu, would also miss his heart, and he couldn't suppress it, allowing his heart to run completely on her, and even made mistakes.
The bottom of his heart rises and falls, and this rare hug is no longer the warmth he took the initiative to reach out in the past.
These days, he has been trying to get close to her, point her, persuade her, and even confess her, but this time, she will unload all her worries and atria like this, and truly and actively enter his arms.
Yes, into his arms.
This cautious and active touch, wantonly slammed at the bottom of his heart, took root vigorously, and for a while, his whole person was completely silent in this thickness.
But after staying for a long time, he finally came back to his senses, then closed his eyes slightly, his slender and stiff fingertips were slightly raised, and he hugged the person in his arms very solemnly, and then his chin drooped slightly, slowly against Sihan's shoulder, his thin lips opened, and he said hoarsely: "Since you believe in me, I Lan Yeyu in this life, whether it is humble or rich, whether it is calculation and competition, as long as I Lan Yeyu does not die, in this life, I will definitely live up to you." ”
As soon as these words fell, he sighed with relief, and called in a low voice, "Sihan."
。 ”
Sihan's heart was full of ups and downs, his thoughts were noisy, he couldn't suppress it, the beating of his heart was so hideous, that boiling heart seemed to jump out of his chest.
The two embraced each other, both silent, and although the atmosphere was silent for a long time, it was inexplicably mixed with a little heaviness.
But not long after, in such a silent atmosphere, suddenly there was a sound of snow rustling from not far away, this sound came a little suddenly and abruptly, Sihan subconsciously followed the sound, only to see that in the bamboo forest not far behind him, a plain jacket faintly appeared.
Her pupils narrowed, and her brow furrowed.
But at this moment, a warm thing touched her forehead, and when her heart beat more and more, and when she suddenly came back to her senses, she saw Lan Yeyu looking down at her, and the whole person smiled happily, like a spring breeze.
"In the eyes of outsiders, why should I remember. Since the man intended to wait, he gave her a handout, so that she could see enough. ”
As soon as his thin lips opened, his blurted out voice was no longer hoarse, but soft and warm, as if it was about to crispen people's bones.
But as soon as these words fell, without waiting for Sihan's reaction, his two thin lips that were slightly purple came down again, but this time, his thin lips were not printed on Sihan's forehead, but on Sihan's lips.
There are no waves in all directions, leaving the sound of the wind to echo, and the bamboo leaves not far away are rustling.
When Sihan turned around and looked at the bamboo forest again, he saw that the plain jacket exposed by the bamboo forest had long since disappeared.
The sun was still in full bloom, and the two walked hand in hand in the snow, although they did not speak, but the silent companionship made the heart feel at ease.
Sihan and Lan Yeyu walked outside casually for a long time before slowly returning to the small courtyard, at this time, Pang Yufang had finished drying the bedding, and the whole person was holding the embroidery, in a daze.
Xu is aware of the footsteps, she suddenly came back to her senses, glanced at Sihan and Lan Yeyu, and then forced a smile and began to greet.
Lan Yeyu was still lazy and smiled, said a few polite words, and then led Sihan back to the house.
Both of them opened their hearts, and suddenly, when they got along, they no longer teased as casually as before, and some of them were just inexplicable warmth and heaviness, lingering in their hearts and lingering.
Because he was too bored, Lan Yeyu borrowed a pair of chess pieces from Xu Guichun, and those chessboards and chess pieces were left by Xu Guichun's father, and they had been for some years, but it did not affect Sihan and Lan Yeyu's game.
After a few rounds of fighting between the two, it was getting late, and Pang Yufang had already entered the house with dinner.
However, Lan Yeyu was still just polite, but she had no intention of taking care of it, Pang Yufang saw everything in her eyes, seeing that Lan Yeyu and Sihan cared for and supported each other, the look on her face became more and more stiff.
She was in a hurry, she couldn't even find any chance to get along with that Yan Gongzi, and how could she get the opportunity to impress Yan Gongzi, so that he could accept her as a child.
She also wants to be motivated, and she also wants to be backbone not to participate in this pair of affectionate couples, but after all, she is too humble, too unwilling, unwilling She also wants to go through various ways, not to jump into the dragon gate, just to let herself and her mother live a safe and prosperous life.
At this point, I felt helpless and lost, and the smile on my face became more and more reluctant.
After getting out of Lan Yeyu's house by herself, she went to serve her mother again with a disappointed face, but she was unexpectedly counted down by her own mother, and then the old woman began to come up with ideas again, asking Pang Yufang to claim to Lan Yeyu that her leg and foot injuries had worsened, and she specially begged Lan Yeyu to go over for treatment
。
Hearing this news, Lan Yeyu picked the corner of his eyes, he refused politely, but unexpectedly, the peasant girl was aggrieved and cried, Sihan was irritable, and he was cold, and then he looked at Lan Yeyu, and said calmly: "Husband, let's go and see this Pang girl's mother first, it's also a good thing to save someone's life, not to mention, Miss Pang takes you and me in, and I am kind to you and me." ”
As soon as these words fell, seeing Lan Yeyu's thin lips open, and he was about to speak, Sihan's expression moved slightly, but he didn't wait for him to speak later, and he spoke again, "Besides, it just so happens that I also have something to talk to Miss Pang alone, husband, it's better for you to go out first." ”
Lan Yeyu subconsciously choked on the words, and the gaze that fell on Sihan's face deepened for half a moment, then hooked his lips and smiled, and finally no longer refused, and immediately got up lazily and slowly and walked towards the door of the house not far away.
After Lan Yeyu walked out of the house completely, Sihan casually lowered his gaze towards Pang Yufang, raised his voice slightly, and said in a low voice: "Miss Pang has taken a fancy to my husband?" ”
This was really a straightforward question, and Pang Yufang was stunned.
But after struggling for a while, she pursed her lips, and finally said truthfully: "Yan Gongzi is a talent, with an elegant temperament, who doesn't like it." Although I have seen Yan Gongzi for the first time and have not had much contact, I am indeed impressed by Yan Gongzi's temperament. ”
Sihan hooked her lips and smiled, and said casually: "Today, I heard Miss Pang boast of being humble, how can I no longer be humble in the face of my husband now, and still have the courage to take the initiative to show favor in front of him?" ”
Seeing that Sihan seemed to have guessed all her thoughts, Pang Yufang frowned slightly, although there was a little helplessness and complexity in her heart, she was not too surprised.
She and her are both women after all, so it is not difficult for women's minds to be able to fully speculate on each other.
Moreover, I don't know how long that Yan Gongzi can live in this courtyard, maybe Yan Gongzi's servants will come here to pick him up tomorrow, so Xu is she Pang Yufang has no chance to be alone with him at all, let alone fight for anything in front of him.
Yes, even if the opportunity is rare, she naturally can't give up, as her mother said, no matter what, this time she should do everything for herself, if she succeeds, she will also be grateful for her brave self now.
When I think of this, the determination in my heart grows thicker and stronger.
It was a moment, Pang Yufang forcibly pressed her heart, and then suddenly bent her knees and knelt down towards Sihan.
Sihan raised the corners of his eyes, looked at her indifferently, and did not speak.
Pang Yufang raised her eyes stiffly, but she insisted on looking at Sihan, and said in a tight voice: "The girl and Yan Gongzi are indeed in love, and the relationship is very good. Seeing the girl getting along with Yan Gongzi today, I am indeed envious, but I also sincerely wish the two of them to grow old together and love each other. I Pang Yufang didn't dare to have great ambitions, but now I am finally tempted by Yan Gongzi, I don't ask Yan Gongzi to treat me very well, I only ask Yan Gongzi to be able to accept me as a slave or concubine, so, as long as I can stay quietly by his side and serve him, as long as my mother can also enter Yan Gongzi's mansion with me and have three meals, I Pang Yufang will be enough. I also hope that the girl knows that I, Pang Yufang, have no intention of competing with the girl for a son, I just want to fight for myself, so that I have the will, I want to completely change the situation between me and my mother, and then I wish the admiration in my heart. ”
Sihan's expression was still cold, and her face had not changed much, but even so, the voice she blurted out was cold and majestic, and she was cold, "There are thousands of ways to change your fate in the world, but you, Pang Yufang, have chosen the most shameful one." Do you think that if you and my husband know each other for a day, he will be able to truly take you as a concubine with compassion and soft-heartedness? Do you think that with such an ugly identity as you, empty of unwillingness and admiration, you can really make her accept you? You, Pang Yufang, where did you get your confidence to want to get involved with him? Although you are a poor and humble person, you should be more ambitious, and if you don't have the capital to fly on the branches as a phoenix, don't think about fighting for what doesn't belong to you
。 ”
Pang Yufang's pupils shrank, "I am indeed a peasant girl, humble and despicable, and I have no intention of fighting for anything, I just want to stay by Yan Gongzi's side in peace." I respect that the girl is the wife of Yan Gongzi, and I kneel like this, obedient and obedient, just because I want the girl to know that I have no intention of competing with the girl......"
Sihan raised the corners of his eyes and smiled angrily in his heart.
I thought that this peasant girl saw Lan Yeyu's very good face, so that she could admire the nymphomaniac, but unexpectedly, this peasant girl's temperament can be described as pathological.
Isn't it, the poor will go crazy, is this Pang Yufang saw that Lan Yeyu had a bit of courtesy to her, so she put her nose on her nose, thinking that Lan Yeyu could be kind and even grateful to her, so as to include her in the mansion?
She really admired this peasant girl's way of thinking, and even sneered at this woman's ambition to have such a majestic ambition after knowing Lan Yeyu for less than a day.
In an instant, a sense of disgust and shame in her heart surged up more and more, but before Pang Yufang finished speaking, she had already interrupted, "My husband, this person is not something you can contact. I also remind you that humble people should recognize their identity, and if they have ambition, then they should do something with real ambition, which is clinging to others, at least, it is not suitable for you now. ”
Pang Yufang subconsciously choked on the words, staring at the thoughts with complex eyes.
Every time she talks to Sihan, she will hit a wall, and now she is blocked by Sihan again, and this heart is still ups and downs, and her humility is fully revealed.
She knelt in place for a long time, and completely took in Sihan's careless posture, and in the end, she finally forcibly pressed her mind and turned away without saying a word.
Soon, Lan Yeyu returned from outside the house, and Sihan never mentioned anything about Lan Yeyu, but just continued to play against Lan Yeyu.
When the night was dark, neither of them resisted, but they were still a little awkward in their hearts, and they both slept on the couch.
Before, Sihan was still up and down and nervous, tossing and turning, and it was difficult to fall asleep, but she didn't fall asleep peacefully until she was completely tired, but she didn't expect to wake up the next day, and she didn't know when, she actually nested in Lan Yeyu's arms.
The next day, the courtyard was peaceful.
Sihan and Lan Yeyu continued to play against each other, staying at home, and the two got along more and more harmoniously, but the tension and urgency in Sihan's heart rose and rose more and more.
This silent waiting, undoubtedly waiting for the lives of Lan Yeyu and Da Zhou, I don't know if Zheqian next to the Qu River has taken this opportunity to attack with his army.
However, compared to her worries, Lan Yeyu seemed calm and calm, calm and calm, as if there was nothing to do.
And that Pang Yufang still appeared at any time, and worked hard to find an opportunity to talk to Lan Yeyu, Lan Yeyu's reaction was mediocre and polite, but when he gave Sihan's blood-colored vajra gauze to her, Lan Yeyu was shocked and stunned, and when he came back to his senses, he was already overjoyed, and he heard that this dress was made of vajra gauze, and he was even more happy and relieved in his heart, and then after a few shy and restrained thanks, he hurriedly took the vajra gauze to the yard to wash it, and even because Lan Yeyu said a word that he liked tall and thin women wearing this vajra gauze, She couldn't wait for the yarn to dry naturally, but took it to the stove and dried it over the fire, and then completely repaired the diamond yarn and couldn't wait to wear it on her body.