Chapter 336
In addition, he provoked the anger of the Emperor Taiying, who was still the crown prince of Great Britain at the beginning, so he wantonly suppressed the Gongsun family, and provoked the Gongsun family to be safe and stable, so he abandoned the car to protect the handsome, and expelled my mother from the United Kingdom.
My mother's sister, named Gongsun Yue, because she was very close to my mother and distressed, secretly helped, designed my mother to meet the emperor of Chu, so that because of her appearance is too outstanding and the king of Chu fell in love at first sight, made an exception to include my mother in the palace of Chu as a concubine, and enjoyed wealth and peace, but Gongsun Yue never expected that the favor of the palace, but after a while, the 'female' person gave birth to an heir together, and her appearance and figure were naturally damaged, and she was not new. The new concubine is gentle and delicate, coupled with the new concubine's unpredictable thoughts, framing and competing for favor everywhere, a fire burns, my mother had to create the appearance of fake death, so as to lead me away from Chujing overnight. ”
A long speech, thick and distant, complicated.
Sihan's face was full of consternation, her heart was beating layer by layer, and when she forcibly suppressed her mind slightly, she asked in a low voice: "What about the five princes of Tanglin?" Since your mother was expelled from the United Kingdom, why didn't he take this opportunity to marry your mother into the palace? ”
"He didn't know the true identity of my mother, but he only thought that my mother was the 'daughter' of a wealthy merchant in which country. Later, in order to climb to the position of the prince of Tanglin, he obeyed his mother's will and married the 'daughter' of the original Tanglin Taifu, so that with the help of the Taifu and Taifu's henchmen, he became the master of the East Palace and stabilized the foundation. And my mother's mother, just a 'glamorous' love left by him when he was playing in the people, and my mother's mother had already made a 'private' life with him at that time, and the two of them traveled to the mountains and rivers, but unexpectedly, one day, my mother woke up, and the side was already empty, and there was no one for a long time. The five princes of Tanglin took advantage of my mother's sleep to say goodbye without saying goodbye, and even because he was worried that my mother's mother would affect his marriage with Taifu's 'daughter', he simply ...... Completely obliterate. ”
Sihan's whole body suddenly tightened, and his eyes trembled, "Then the five princes of Tanglin are the later, the Donglin Emperor?" Also, Dongfang Yan and Situ Lingyan, father? ”
In just a few words, she asked extremely trembling, even difficult.
Lan Yeyu said from a distance: "Hmm." It is indeed the irresponsible 'wave' and 'swing' person. The Tanglin Emperor abandoned my mother for the throne and the country, and he was the culprit who caused the decline of my mother's life. ”
said, his voice was raised, "And the Emperor of Great Britain is the culprit of the pressure on the Gongsun family, causing the Gongsun family to abandon the car and protect the handsome, and simply expel my mother from the Great Britain, so, how can I spare the Emperor of Great Britain?" Not only do I want to kill him with my own hands and his son with my own hands, but I also want to destroy his Great Britain with my own hands, so that he will become the sinner of his Great Britain and let him live in hell and repent to my mother. ”
Sihan's body was tense, his pupils were deep and heavy, and he couldn't calm down at all.
thought that Lan Yeyu was a figure in the world, and he could 'mess up' the whole world with his own strength, but he didn't expect Lan Yeyu's mother to be such a legendary figure.
What kind of temperament and appearance should be, and what kind of incomparable thing it should be, so that the emperors of several countries in the world can admire her so much.
What kind of twists and turns of fate should be, and the sorrow and sorrow will make a good 'girl' endure so many betrayals and abandonments, humility and hideousness.
Thoughts flipped, all complicated melancholy and even ups and downs, layer by layer in the bottom of the heart.
She was still tense and trembling, her mood was noisy and undulating, and she wanted to say something, but her throat was heavy and hoarse, and she couldn't say a word anymore.
Such a quiet and oppressive atmosphere lasted for a moment, and then, the warm breath in Lan Yeyu's 'lips' slowly sprayed into her neck again, "For as long as I can remember, I have been witnessing the bitterness and even humility of my mother. I have been thinking about whether one day, our fate will take a turn, but in the end, we did not usher in a turning point, but my mother died in Qingzhou Hanoi, and even the corpse floated away with the river, never to be found. I, Lan Yeyu, have been living for a long time, and I have been living firmly, all supported by hatred until now. I have been full of hatred since I was a child, I am determined to turn over vigorously, determined to kill everyone who has killed my mother, and now, Dachu has been destroyed, Tanglin has died, and in the end, there is only one Great Britain left. ”
As he spoke, his voice raised, "Sihan, Great Britain is my last enemy country. After I destroy the Great Britain, after killing the Great British Emperor and the British Emperor, my Lan Yeyu's life will only be born for you in the future, only for you, and because of that, at that time, I had no hatred to support my life, only Sihan You, can let me remember this bloody and filthy world. ”
As soon as his voice came out, he turned his lips and smiled.
However, when these words entered Sihan's ears, his mood was too shocking and 'wavering', and even his eyes were slightly red.
"Who did you listen to all those hatreds back then? Your mother? She was silent for a moment, and finally forced her voice to pull hoarsely and asked.
"My mother never mentioned it to me, but when she was begging in Qingzhou, she picked up half a bottle of spirits, and my mother was drunk, so she said it herself. It was only then that she was drunk and 'confused', and she laughed freely for the first time, even if she was blind, she smiled very beautifully. She also said that she was the head of the grandson at the beginning. When the woman was 'the most beautiful, most of the people in the city bent down for her admiration, and also said that she was expelled from the British by the elders of the Gongsun family, my grandfather and grandmother were helpless, crying red eyes, she also said that when the king of Chu brought her into the palace, although she still remembered the old emperor of Tangling, but did not hate, but later, the life was too bitter and sad, the ruthlessness of reality completely bent her spine, looking at the young I also begged with her, starved together, at that time, she hated, hated the old emperor of Tanglin without saying goodbye, hated the pressure and contempt of the emperor of the Great British Emperor, hated the king of Chu to give her hope and gave her despair, hated Concubine Dong E's calculations and 'yin' poison...... She hated those people so much, that is, she was drunk, that is, she had no eyes, but her face also 'revealed' hatred. It's just that after she woke up drunk, she forgot everything, and she was still the poor person who tried to beg for me just to keep me from starving, and she would even occasionally hold me and tell me about the customs of the British, and told me that what she hoped for most now was to return to the British, return to the Gongsun family, so as to protect the Gongsun family, and then prevent the Gongsun family from being bullied by the other three families, and no longer let the British royal family measure, so as to carry forward the Gongsun family. But as soon as these words were uttered, she laughed at herself, and then raised her eyeballless eye sockets to the sky, and smiled and said to me that she had begun to dream again. ”
The lengthy words entered the ears little by little, and the sense of shock and heaviness undoubtedly overwhelmed Sihan.
thought that Lan Yeyu would have a bad fate in this life, but unexpectedly, the fate of Lan Yeyu's mother was even more difficult, dangerous, desperate and sad. Even, what kind of courage should be needed to stand firm in the midst of many hardships, and what kind of ambition and tenacity should be in order to survive in such a stormy and snowy situation.
Such a character, such a person who worked hard to live, but when he led his young son to steal his life, he drowned in the Qingzhou River. I have never seen such a hideous drowning death scene with my own eyes, but I can also know how unwilling and even desperate Lan Yeyu's mother should have been when she was dying, and the young Lan Yeyu was still helpless on the boat and called her in horror, yes, how could she be willing to let go of her son, how could she be willing to let go of everything in this complicated world.
Xu is is also because he witnessed the death of his mother, and witnessed the bitterness and grievances of his mother along the way, therefore, Lan Yeyu has lived in humility since he was a child, hatred, and even bitterness, and the seeds of hatred have spread and grown wildly in the bottom of his heart......
The thoughts are tumbling and undulating, and they can't be calmed down.
Sihan's eyes were full of complexity, his face was slightly pale, and for a while, he was speechless.
After staying for a long time, she took a deep breath, her fingertips wrapped Lan Yeyu extremely tightly, and then her lips opened, and she said in a low and distant voice: "Everything in the past has passed." ”
As soon as these words came out, he hooked his lips and smiled, and his tone suddenly became lazy and warm, "Although the things of the past are in the past, the hatred of the past cannot be passed. Since the death of my mother, I have been determined to kill all those who have offended, and after that, there are still the Emperor and others. Yes, Britain has not been destroyed, the enemy has not died, and the Gongsun clan has not prospered as my mother imagined, so everything is naturally unbearable. Ti"
As he spoke, his voice sank a little, and he continued: "Sihan, what I said today scared you? ”
Si Hanji shook his head dryly, his eyes were far away, and he said in a low voice: "I have never experienced your growth, and I have not experienced your dangers and even hardships, so I am not qualified to judge your past too much, and I am not qualified to persuade you too much." But as an outsider, I still feel that your mother wishes you well in this world rather than revenge. ”
She said this very slowly, and also slightly tactfully persuaded him to spare his life, but as soon as these words came out, and even before the end of the note had fallen, he laughed lazily and softly.
"Sihan is worried about me, so he made it clear that he said, why did he use my mother to move out as an excuse to spare my life?" He spoke slowly, in a soft and languid tone, and there was a little shallow banter mixed with it.
But as soon as these words came out, because his voice was too lazy and easy-going, the surrounding stiff and oppressive atmosphere was suddenly broken, and the surrounding atmosphere was injected with some calmness and peace.
Sihan didn't reply immediately, and naturally knew that he was deliberately ridiculing, but the more he was like this, the more distressed and anxious she felt in her heart, just because, when these topics were fully mentioned this time, he should have been sad and melancholy in his heart, but he still had to muster up the courage to bury all his emotions, although this kind of behavior was a common thing for him, but for her, it made her the most distressed.
It's probably because I'm used to being hurt and pretending to be used to it, so I'm so good at covering up my emotions. It's just that now in front of her, no matter how easy-going he smiled and how calm his voice was, she also knew that he was just forcing a smile.
"I'm worried that you're real, but I didn't mean to use your mother as an excuse to persuade you to spare your life. I just think that according to the opinion of outsiders, your mother may want you to live safely than you fight in hatred. After a moment, she forced her mind to explain to him again.
But before the end of the sentence had completely fallen, he lazily and calmly answered: "Sihan's words, although it makes sense, even I have always imagined that Xu is my mother's spirit in the sky and wants me to live safely, but unfortunately, people are thoughtful people, and once there is too much hatred and unwillingness in the bottom of their hearts, the cruelty and persecution of reality will eventually temper a person into a ruthless person who desperately wants to live and wants to turn over." Yes, even my mother wants me to live safely, and I have long been forced by the cruel reality to get out of my original intention, and I can no longer live safely according to her hopes. Just like Sihan, your father and mother should also hope that you and the young emperor will live in peace, but now, the world is the country, and the country's heavy responsibilities, don't you can't let go? Don't you want to take your young emperor to leave Tanglin Kyoto and live a peaceful life? ”
Sihan's pupils trembled again, his complexion changed suddenly, and suddenly, he was choked by his words and couldn't speak.
Yes, even if the dead hope that they will live in peace, hope that they will live well, but the reality is forced, responsibility and hatred are intertwined, they have to force themselves to walk on the tip of the knife, have to force themselves to fight in this world full of gunpowder. She Yan Sihan couldn't give up Tanglin and led her young emperor to flee into the mountains to live in seclusion, yes, she really couldn't persuade Lan Yeyu to give up everything now for the sake of her life.
The more I thought about it, the more my thoughts tossed and swayed, and there were many ups and downs.
Her head was suddenly messy, and she didn't know what to say to him. She only hugged him tighter and tighter, and after being silent for a long time, she forcibly changed the topic and said: "The reality is too cruel after all, and you and I can't really control it." Therefore, everything that is said today is powerless and pale, and words are useless and meaningless. But even so, I still hope that one day, the two of us can really live a stable life, and we will no longer be harmed by villains, burdened by hatred, and surrounded by war......"
"Yes. That day will come soon. When I destroy Great Britain, everything will be over, and it will be safe. ”
Is it?
Sihan subconsciously choked on the words, but he didn't listen to his words too much.
For example, today, if it is not a British country, then Daqi and Loulan are also ambitious. Now that the ship is sailing on the sea, the news is slightly blocked, and I don't know if the captain Chi Xueman and Qingshan have taken Loulan in the past two days, and I don't know if the Great Qi has already sent troops to follow cautiously these days, just to pick up the leak on the occasion of the Great Zhou and Great Britain War.
Yes, even if Daying was under the hands of Lan Yeyu, that Daqi and Loulan are also unknown, maybe when the time comes, Da Zhou will continue to confront Daqi and Loulan.
Sihan's brows furrowed again, and a stream of complexity and depression was still spreading in all directions.
But at this moment, Lan Yeyu changed the topic calmly and calmly again: "Today's victory in the war is considered Xiao An, which should be worth celebrating, but yes, we don't have to say more about the rest." As he spoke, his voice raised, "Sihan, I'm a little hungry." Today, Jiang Yunnan fell into the sea and was soaked, and stood in wet clothes in the wind for a few hours, thinking that it should be due to the wind and cold, and I have no energy to make meals, why don't Sihan go and cook a bowl of porridge for me with my own hands? It's cold outside, and the wind has been blowing outside for so long, and the bones of my body are cold. ”
He said this slightly seriously, and Sihan immediately withdrew from his arms, and his eyes subconsciously fell on him, looking at him carefully.
Seeing that he was smiling slightly, his handsome face was as graceful as jade, although it seemed to be no different from the ordinary, but if you looked closely, it was not difficult to find that his face was a little pale, and even in the dark and deep pupils, he couldn't help but show a little tiredness.
He must have been extremely tired and cold.
It was a body that had not healed from an old injury, but today it used its internal force so aggressively, and the wind that had been blowing outside for so long should naturally be cold and frozen.
Sihan knew this in her heart, and she didn't have any doubts about his words, and after a while, she took her eyes off him slightly, and said in a low voice: "You rest on the couch first, and I'll bring you the porridge when it's ready." ”
The curvature on Lan Yeyu's lips became deeper and deeper, and he said softly: "Then there is Lao Sihan." ”
These words came into his ears, and Sihan did not delay, and after he had to press his mind, he began to get up slowly and walked out of the house.
Although the house can be slightly sheltered from the wind, but there is no stove, Lan Yeyu is afraid of cold these days, thinking that her body and bones should really be too cold to bear, yes, she Yan Sihan has never made a spoon, but she is touched and worried, so she really has the heart to cook hot porridge for her.
It's just that when he was led into the stove room on the big ship by the Jingwei, Jiang Yunnan actually entered the house just right.
Seeing that Sihan was sitting by the stove and lighting the fire, he slowly came over with a smile, and asked Feng Yao in a soft voice: "Why did the eldest princess come to this stove room?" As he spoke, he seemed to have guessed something, and immediately asked, "Is the eldest princess hungry?" ”
Sihan didn't want to reply, but said: "This palace wants to boil porridge." ”
The corners of Jiang Yunnan's eyes twitched, and his mind tossed for a moment, and he fully understood, "The eldest princess has to be sympathetic to the Emperor of the Great Zhou, so that she wants to personally cook porridge for him and treat him?" As he spoke, his complexion became half complicated and desolate, and he grinned softly for a moment, "The eldest princess can't be so eccentric." Although Jiang Yunnan failed to kill the prince of Tanglin for the eldest princess today, he also tried his best to protect the eldest princess. ”