Shen Mei couldn't bear it, after all, her mother hadn't been exposed to too much wind and rain, and she had always lived a life of husband and child, and the originally peaceful days suddenly blew a stormy wave, completely overturning her original life, she would definitely be uncomfortable, and she would not be the same.

Shen Mei's tears swirled in her eyes, just like a little poke of a thin piece of white paper and she flowed like a spring, she went to stabilize her mother and her own heart was like a knife, at this moment she was like a child, she needed someone to coax, and finally Shen Mei and Shen's father coaxed it.

She snuggled up to the sandalwood door, and watched her father help her mother to walk forward step by step in the faint light of the morning light, and finally tears welled up, wetting the back in front of her, and the autumn sun became sparkling under her tears, as if she could be extinguished like a candle if she was not careful.

The back gradually disappeared, Shen Mei stood for a while, and I don't know how long it took, until that ray of sunlight shone the earth again, illuminating everything under all the sun.

When Lianxin came with the medicine, she saw that she was looking into the distance without focus, and she didn't know what sad things she thought of next to the door, and her face was full of tears.

"Girl, what, it's sad to see my parents." She walked over, but Shen Mei didn't notice it, and Lianxin asked her surmisingly.

Shen Mei heard her voice, came back to her senses, and looked at them again, and she spoke to Lianxin as if talking to herself, "They're gone." ”

"Gone?" Lian Xin didn't understand, seeing her turn around and go back to the room and follow her, thinking about chasing her over and asking clearly, she was very sad and endured it, too, after all, she was in the palace, and she hadn't seen her relatives after staying here for so many years.

"I want to get out of the palace." Shen Mei's eyes were blank, her hand brushed over the table, leaned on the chair and slid to the seat, she had no head or brain, so she said something, and after the words came out, she realized how impossible it was.

Lianxin took the medicine to her hand, and when she heard that it seemed to be a joke in her ears, can people who enter the palace go out casually, she shook her head and sighed, "This palace is like a golden cage, others can't get in, and you can't get out." ”

Shen Mei felt justified when she heard this, and she stopped talking, but a smiling voice sounded at the door, "Why can't you get out?" ”

She turned around, Mu Jinyu was walking towards her, with a piece of golden sunshine behind her, "I can take you out." He stood still in front of him, stretched out a slender hand, and smiled gently, like a spring flower blooming in spring, vigorous and brilliant.

Shen Mei raised her eyes to see the seductive smile on the corner of his mouth, she couldn't bear to refuse, and she had to refuse, she couldn't do this, let him quarrel with the queen for her own little selfishness.

She pretended to be angry, slapped his hand away, and turned her face away from him drinking medicine, "I don't want to go again, the palace is fine." ”

"If you really don't go, it seems that there are lanterns at night." Mu Jinyu walked to the other side of her and continued to tempt her.

The bitter taste of the medicine filled her mouth, and she mumbled indistinctly, feeling more bitter in her heart than the medicine.

"Forget it, if you don't go, you won't go, I'll go alone." Mu Jinyu raised her face, shook the embroidery pendulum in disappointment, and strode away, not asking her again.

Shen Mei put down the bowl and raised her head to see him leave, her throat was itchy, but she couldn't shed a single tear, and she even began to think sadly, if one day Mu Jinyu didn't like herself, she didn't know where to go.

Shen Mei walked out alone, the sycamore leaves began to fall to the ground again, and Lianxin followed forward with a cloak in her hand, draped it for her, and reminded her that the wind was too here.

Thanks to Lianxin's kindness, Shen Mei walked forward step by step, insisting on walking around the courtyard. If he didn't like himself anymore, would he still be able to live in such a yard, she looked up at the sky where geese flew by, and thought wildly.

If, she rejects all his kindness, until one day he will say to himself with an unhappy face as he does today, that he is starting to get tired of himself, then there will not be so many things.

The corners of his mouth pulled out a wry smile, he was still pursuing Chu Zena regardless of himself in school, why is he starting to be afraid of accepting other people's kindness now.

However, Shen Mei remembered Mu Jinyu's decision to leave again, he didn't look back at her again, nor did he persuade her, maybe one day, his freshness was over, and he had no feelings for himself, it would be as simple as discarding a rag.

She thought about it for a long time, and when she was tired of standing, she sat on the swing under the sycamore, slowly swaying with the swing, and she didn't know when Lianxin left, and when she came back, Shen Mei was still sitting under the sycamore, frowning with delicate brows.

"Girl, the third prince led a horse, it was really beautiful, everyone was watching." Lianxin happily told her that she was going to go over by holding her hand holding the swing.

Shen Mei was expressionless, sat motionless on the swing, and said lightly: "You go and see, I won't go." ”

Lianxin stood in place, and when she heard her refusal, she was not happy, so she simply accompanied her, "Forget it, the girl won't go if she doesn't go to the slave and maid." ”

Shen Mei felt a pain in her heart, did she want to refuse everyone's kindness, until she hurt everyone to the point of blood, Lianxin finally had something she liked, and she shouldn't ruin her interest because she shouldn't have seen her stubbornly refuse to go by herself, Shen Mei saw that she stubbornly refused to go by herself, and stood up, "Okay." The word had a thick nasal sound, like a sunny day that was still wet after a heavy rain, and had not yet eased up.

So, a smile appeared on Lianxin's face, and Shen Mei was also contagious, thinking about it, since she saw Lianxin, she hadn't been so happy.

When she walked out of Mu Jinyu's palace, she saw a crowd of people talking about a horse, almost blocking the palace gate, and Lianxin took her hand and squeezed in.

A pure white horse, the tail of the horse is also white, there is no variegation, and the whole body is snow-white like snowy earth.

Shen Mei doesn't understand the horse, and she doesn't know what is different about it, Lianxinsha said in her ear that it is a snow horse contributed by Liang Guo, and Liang Guo has three wonders, one is Liang Mai, the second is the beauty of Qi, and the third is the snow horse.

Shen Mei shook her head puzzled, she hadn't heard of anything, "What's strange." She looked at the horse and shook her head disdainfully in front of the crowd, and couldn't help but ask.

"This snow horse is very spiritual, the emperor just rewarded the three princes, as long as the master is recognized, he will never talk to others, and this beauty is in this palace, the last time she did not attend the concubine Rong who was beaten into the cold palace by the emperor, she never wanted to speak, she has been cold to people, the palace people are privately called ice and snow beauty, Liang Mai is the most magical, the legend can bring people back to life, but no one has ever seen it, but a few years ago, the prince of Liang Guo seemed to have saved a woman, but it is just a legend, I don't know if it's true or not." Lianxin patiently said to her with great interest, looking at Xuema without blinking, seeing its gaze towards her, she grabbed Shen Mei's arm in surprise, "Look, it's staring at the slave." ”

Shen Mei smiled, and just wanted to step forward to touch the horse's back, but the crowd somehow dispersed tacitly, the noisy sound was quiet for a while, and the world stood still, she looked back in confusion, and he was smiling at himself.