Chapter Ninety-One: Confessing to Each Other
Mo Jingxuan's step-by-step pressure made Feng Lingxue have to spit out two words "Gu poison".
Hearing this, Mo Jingxuan was shocked in his heart, and the combat life of traveling south and north made him understand the customs of various places.
"Gu poison" poison from southern Xinjiang, how could it fall on a little girl who was kept in the boudoir and was oppressed everywhere, looking at the woman who had been curled up and trembling, and was deeply tormented in her heart, she felt that she knew very little about her, and she was ashamed to say that she liked her.
Feng Lingxue lay on the ground, picked up a wooden stick from the ground and bit it in her mouth, wanting to transfer the pain in her whole body to this wooden stick, and bit her teeth fiercely, until a fishy sweetness in her mouth entered her mouth and stimulated her throat, only then did she feel that this could reduce some pain.
In Mo Jingxuan's eyes, he was at a loss to help at a loss, and he looked at her hiding on the ground in a panic, and could only keep wiping the beads of sweat on her forehead.
In my impression, she has always been a stubborn woman who is as cold as frost, no matter how much she is hit and ridiculed, she is an unusually strong person, but she didn't expect to be poisoned by Gu at a young age, who would deal with a weak girl like this.
Now she seems to be strong, showing her most helpless and vulnerable side in front of herself, it turns out that she is also a distressing and pitiful woman, and a girl who needs to be taken care of.
Gently stroking her forehead and wiping the bloodshot from the corners of her mouth, no wonder he knew something about Yan Chong in Southern Xinjiang, so could the matter of Gu poison be related to him?
Watching her painful struggle, I knew how uncomfortable she was, holding her thin body in my arms, only hoping that she could reduce her pain through her body temperature.
When Feng Lingxue opened her eyes again, it was already dawn, and she wanted to stretch her muscles, but she found herself being embraced by Mo Jingxuan.
The shock again and again made Feng Lingxue sit up with a "rub", and the arrow wound on her waist made her involuntarily exclaim.
The small voice woke up Mo Jingxuan, he took care of Feng Lingxue all night, and when he saw her sleeping peacefully, he fell asleep, and when he heard her faint sound, he quickly got up and looked up and down and asked, "How is it?" Is there anything else that is uncomfortable? ”
Feng Lingxue found that she had fallen asleep peacefully in his arms, and she looked a little embarrassed, so she steadied herself and said, "It's okay!" It's just that I got up too fast and pulled the wound! ”
Mo Jingxuan was a little relieved in her heart, but Feng Lingxue retreated without a trace, seeing a trace of loss in Mo Jingxuan's eyes, she was still very defensive of herself.
Feng Lingxue kept her distance from him like this, and the two of them were silent, just leaving the task of finding food and picking up branches to Mo Jingxuan.
At night, Feng Lingxue didn't intend to speak, and finally Mo Jingxuan couldn't help but speak: "Why do you have Gu poison on your body?" And what exactly are you going to do at the palace? Why did Xiao Lie return with a serious injury? Don't you have any idea of what you want to explain to me? ”
"Why do I want to explain it to you? I'll take care of my own business! Feng Lingxue said coldly.
Mo Jingxuan had excellent patience, sat in front of her face to face and said, "Ling'er! Do you know who I'm sitting here because of this? If nothing else, just about the friendship we have shared in the past, can't we open our hearts and talk like friends? ”
Feng Lingxue didn't expect that he seemed to be indifferent and ruthless on weekdays, but he cared so much about himself, looking at his usual care for himself and his behavior of sacrificing himself to jump off the cliff, he looked up helplessly into the distance.
began to narrate what happened to Feng Lingxue in her memory, she was an unpopular child since she was a child, and she told how she was abused, how she was replaced, how she was poisoned by Feng Zhenxiong, and how she cruelly broke her legs, and how she promised to exchange marriage for the antidote.
The more Mo Jingxuan listened, the more frightened he became, although he knew about Feng Lingxue's life experience, but he didn't know that she was in the same pain as yesterday when she was in the Southern Xinjiang Gu Poison Yue Yue Fifteenth, and he didn't know that she was forced to marry him for the sake of the antidote.
Pretending to be strong on weekdays turned out to be to hide his weak side, and he remembered his banter when he gave the wedding, and the embarrassment on the wedding day and the time in the cave room stood by.
No wonder she turned pale when she came out, it turned out that she was forced to come out helplessly to deal with the enemy because she was suffering from the pain of the Gu poison attack.
So Xiao Lie's serious injury is also related to her poison, and her futile return when she returned to the door is related to her father? No wonder she was so close to herself, it turned out that she had planned herself to be the opposite of her.
He smiled bitterly, raised his eyes to look at her and asked sincerely, "Then your attitude towards me, is it because I am the son of my father?" ”
"That's right! He is in cahoots with Feng Zhenxiong, if you want to say that Feng Zhenxiong is a villain who is untrustworthy, then the emperor who is high above is a despicable, shameless, insidious and narrow-minded hypocrite! You and him are father and son, although on the surface you are like fire and water, but who knows which play you are playing? My vision is very small and I can't see people's hearts clearly, so I won't give my heart to the other party easily, so I will only die more ugly. ”
Mo Jingxuan saw that she left a tear in the corner of her eyes as she spoke, and her heart was even more conflicted, it turned out that she had always been a man with different hearts in her eyes, and the grievances between herself and her father were not real in her eyes?
No wonder he has no sense of security towards her, since the two met, he has been against her everywhere, ruining her reputation, stealing her jade pendant, but his promise to her was destroyed by himself on the wedding day.
The road she has walked is caused by herself step by step, empathy, such a man is definitely not worth paying for himself, smiled bitterly, looked at her face under the firelight, and there was a tear hanging on her red cheeks, which made me feel particularly distressed and pitiful in my heart!
He lowered his head and pondered for a long time, "Does Ling'er want to hear the story?" Shall I tell you a story? ”
Feng Lingxue raised her head and looked at him suspiciously, telling a story like this should be telling her own story, she didn't refute it, she didn't express that she wanted to hear it, she heard him talk to himself.
"Once upon a time there was a man and a woman who loved each other, the woman was pregnant, and the man was very happy, but since the man returned from the outside, he did not like the woman, and slowly treated her coldly, and the men and wives saw her fall out of favor, and came to torture the woman every day, and did her hands and feet when she gave birth, the woman died, and the child lived."
Speaking of this, Mo Jingxuan choked up a little, and then said: "A man feels sorry for losing a woman, he should have treated the child well, but he didn't expect him to blame the woman's death on the child, whipped night and night, and saw his brother bullying during the day, he felt comfortable, fortunately, the woman helped the man's concubine when she was alive, that concubine really couldn't see it, it was better to adopt the child, the man still didn't give up, let him follow the general to kill the enemy since he was a child, hoping that he would die on the battlefield, but every time he escaped death, he took pleasure in killing." , if he marries his wife, he will kill his wife, and spread the child to defeat his wife and mother, just to want him to live better than to die, but that child lives stronger! ”
Feng Lingxue listened, looked at him in surprise, and stumbled and asked, "Is that child you?" ”
Mo Jingxuan smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know what happened to my father in the time outside?" When I returned to the palace, my temperament changed greatly, and I suddenly became unusually cold to my mother, so I had such an unfortunate situation, and now you still suspect that I am playing with him? If he cares about me, he won't do it to his daughter-in-law in the palace? So I sometimes think again, if my mother took me away at that time, would my life be different? ”
Feng Lingxue looked at the fragile Mo Jingxuan in front of him and didn't know how to comfort him, she thought that she would be hostile to him, but now it seems that his background is not much luckier than herself.
Stretched out his hand and gently patted him on the shoulder to show comfort, but he pulled him over, "Ling'er! Before I returned to the capital, I had planned to spend the rest of my life in a mess, and the best thing was to hold the frontier and never return to the capital, but everything seemed to be destined.
Just returned to Beijing, God sent you to me, and then passed by you several times, there are novelties, misunderstandings, worries and worries!
It wasn't until the last time I tried to show my feet that I was sure that my heart was emotionally appealing to you, and then my father forced you to hand over the jade pendant, and at that time I really wanted to hand it over for your safety.
But that's your thing, you can even give up your life to protect it, how can I decide for you privately, the moment you fall, my heart is about to fly out, so I lost my mind and climbed down, now do you know my mind? I'm in love with you! Can you accept me? ”
Feng Lingxue didn't expect that a man who had been on the battlefield for many years and had iron bones would confess to himself like this, and he was not angry, but felt his heart beat faster.
Zhen Zhen wanted to retract his hands that were sweating from nervousness, but he was imprisoned and didn't want him to escape.
Mo Jingxuan was also nervous, for fear that she would say something hurtful to herself, "You don't have to answer me right away, I can wait!" But tell me, what are you going to do in the Imperial Palace? ”
"Steal the medicine!"
"Are you saying that the antidote to the Gu poison is in the hands of my father?" Mo Jingxuan asked with a surprised expression.
Feng Lingxue glared at him fiercely, and said with a curled mouth: "An old pervert, since the last time he married in the main hall, his squinting eyes made people unhappy, at that time there was possessiveness in his eyes, girl, I endured it, but I didn't expect him to take the antidote, and Xiao Lie took the adventure in the palace for me!" ”
"Why don't you let me help? Entering the palace and stealing medicine shouldn't be difficult for me? ”
Feng Lingxue looked at him with questioning eyes, retracted her hand vigorously, and sneered: "On the day of the wedding, you stand by and watch, this girl remembers it, so my family affairs don't bother Lord Zhan, you don't have to worry about it!" ”