459: Waiting
Chen Xing nodded: "Yes." ”
"Actually, I'm the most afraid of being known, and it's inconvenient to do that way. I deserve to be like you to give me a salute or something at every turn. ”
"You are the lord of the county, that is, my master, and you can accept no matter how heavy the courtesy. ”
"If you're always like this, then I'm not going to be in your account in the future, and I'm very uncomfortable. ”
In fact, Chen Xing was not at ease. He is sometimes quite old-fashioned and old-fashioned, and if he thinks of something, it is difficult to change it.
When Bai Jin arrived in the army, he was an ordinary military doctor. He felt that he should communicate with her normally, and even instruct her to do things. Now that his identity has suddenly changed, he is naturally a little unaccustomed to it.
Nalan Jinxiu and Chen Xing stared at each other with such big eyes, and stopped for a long time, until Mu Li couldn't look at it anymore, and reminded him: "It's not too early, the county lord should go back." ”
Originally, I wanted to call Saburo, but I realized that something was wrong the moment I exited, so I quickly took it back. He also blamed himself a little in his heart, it was terrible to get used to it, even if he had always been as cautious as him, it had changed subtly.
Nalan Jinxiu originally wanted to say goodbye, but now that she heard what Mu Li said, she naturally echoed and said that there was something to do when she went back. Chen Xing didn't dare to call her now, so he didn't stay long.
Nalan Jinxiu and Mu Li walked back, Mu Li looked at the girl beside him, and his heart was even more worried. According to the current development of the situation, it will not be long before the prince will correct her name. There is a huge disparity in their identities, and he can't enter the Zhenbei Wangfu again, but I'm afraid that it's really not far from parting ways.
"Mu Li, what's wrong with you?" Nalan Jinxiu felt that he should have something on his mind. Although he always has that indifferent expression on his face, after a long period of contact, some of his emotions can also be found.
"Not really. ”
"You should say something about it, otherwise you're thinking about it yourself, how do I know what you're worried about?"
Mu Li met his eyes, the eyes were particularly soft, and there was a firmness in the softness. She was so smart that she might have felt his anxiety.
His lips pursed twice, and finally he managed to utter a complete sentence: "Is the county going back to Zhenbei Wangfu?"
As soon as this sentence came out, Nalan Jinxiu knew what he was worried about. She shook her head, and her tone revealed a vicissitudes that did not match her age: "Even if my father and brother treat me well, I am not from Zhenbei Wangfu after all! Don't say that my father and brother will be unhappy when they hear it, even I probably can't accept it myself. ”
They all say bad words and hurt people, and she feels that she should not have cultivated to the level of not caring about others. If someone says bad things about her in front of and behind her back, she can't treat it with a normal heart.
When she said this answer, Mu Li obviously felt relieved. She didn't plan to go back to Zhenbei Wangfu, so they didn't have to separate. It's just that when I heard the second half of her sentence, my heart sank again.
It turned out that she looked cheerful on the surface, as if she didn't care about what happened before, but in fact, she hadn't forgotten it in her heart at all. Also, everyone is an ordinary person. Naturally, if you can't see through the red dust, who can forget the hurt of the past?
He wasn't a talker, but at this time, it was clear that she was definitely in a bad mood. Those words just now must have reminded her of unpleasant memories, so he needed to be comforted.
The thoughts in his heart are very beautiful, but he is really not good at comforting people, and he has not even done it before. Therefore, he only said one sentence after wording for a long time: "Then we will go to a place where no one knows you." ”
His thoughts were also very simple, since the county lord was afraid of others talking about the past. Then they go to a place where no one knows them, so that there will be no gossip.
Nalan Jinxiu couldn't help but look sideways at him, she felt that Mu Li was really a good person, and what he said now must be what he was thinking. She had no doubt that what he said would be put into action.
She thought that she could no longer return to the people she cared about, and Mu Li was a carefree person. It's actually good for them to be together, at least they can take care of each other.
It's always quite difficult to be alone, so I nodded and said with a smile: "Of course, let's go to a strange place to open a medical center." ”
After Mu Li finished speaking, he looked at her without blinking, not missing the slightest expression on her face. Knowing that what she is saying now is serious. His heart suddenly became extremely warm, and he couldn't help but pull the corners of his lips and smile: "What kind of place do you like?"
Nalan Jinxiu thought about it sideways, she grew up in Jinling City since she was a child, and she was used to seeing the prosperity of the world. She also appreciated the customs of northern Xinjiang, which is a feeling of letting birds fly in the sky. It's very free, it's very bold.
What kind of life would she want after leaving Northern Xinjiang? In fact, she herself does not know. But she knew that she didn't want wealth and comfort, what she wanted was to be able to be simple.
She suddenly remembered that in her previous life, when she and Zong Xuanyi were playing outside, they had been to a place. It is a vast grassland, and it takes a long distance to meet a family.
The life of the people there is very simple, riding horses and herding sheep, which is similar to the life of the people of Beiyan. The difference is that they just live their own lives, they don't go to rob other people's things, and they don't start any wars.
That kind of life, in her opinion, is actually the same as a paradise. So she smiled and said, "I want to find a place to herd the sheep." ”
"Why herding sheep?"
Nalan Jinxiu felt that he didn't understand talking too much to this wood, so he said: "Because you can kill sheep and eat it!"
Mu Li was defeated by her again. He really didn't know why she was so different from others, a woman was full of fights and killings. If this is replaced by a girl with a gentle personality, shouldn't she say, "It's easy to herd sheep, or maybe sheep are cute?" ”
Nalan Jinxiu saw a faint disgust in his eyes, which made her feel a little unhappy in her heart. She poked his shoulder with her finger, her eyes narrowed, revealing a threat: "Mu Li, you'd better be kind to me, don't laugh at me, otherwise don't blame me for being unkind to you." ”
Mu Li raised his eyebrows, as if to say, "Why are you going to be rude to me?"
Nalan Jinxiu felt that after getting acquainted with him, he was not too well-behaved. Just like now, he would never dare to do this before. But I have to admit that this feeling is actually quite good.
"Don't think that your martial arts are good, I can't beat you, so you have nothing to fear. Don't forget that I'm a doctor, and you'll always need me when you're sick!"
Mu Li smiled and shook his head helplessly. He wanted to say very much, it turns out that you are such a doctor with no medical ethics. But in the end, he held back, and he couldn't say anything against his will. He has also seen many doctors, but there are very few who can be as kind as her.
At this time, the sun had already set, and the day in northern Xinjiang seemed to be shorter than that in Jinling, and the black day seemed to be longer. In the afternoon, the time is very fast, and before you know it, it will be dark.
When the sun sets, it's a beautiful sight. The originally bright sun gradually turned red, and gradually sank, reflecting a fiery red in the sky.
The sun is setting, and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world.
Nalan Jinxiu thought of this poem, and also thought of that person, all she could do for him was to stay away from him. She didn't know if they would be able to get back together when it was all over.
But there is always a hope in life, so she can't give up. At least in my heart, I always think that they will meet one day and come together again.
No matter how far that day went, she would wait, even at the end of her life......
Mu Li didn't know why, her expression suddenly became solemn. He also looked up to see the sunset, but he was really a warrior worthy of the name. The character is relatively rough, and he doesn't have the soft heart of the literati.
He didn't know what a sunset could evoke. He quietly followed Nalan Jinxiu's side, he left when she left, and he stopped if she didn't leave. knew that she had a scar on her heart, and she also knew that she couldn't forget everything in Jinling City.
He will always be with her. Accompany her out of the haze and accompany her to start again. If she still thinks about everything, and one day she still wants to return to Jinling City, then he will not force it.
It is said that the mother and son are connected, and Nalan Jinxiu's sadness and sadness seem to be felt by Ji Boyan, who is far away in Jinling City. Originally, Ruyi was teasing him, and Mo Yan and Mo Yu were also by his side, but he suddenly started crying, without warning at all, but he became very sad.
Ji Hongye heard his cry when he returned to the house. The child is now raised white and fat, and his body is also very strong, and even his crying is extraordinarily loud.
When he heard this cry, his heart suddenly felt a little sore. He remembered that whenever he cried, his mother would hold him and coax him very gently, and then the child would stop crying.
Although Mo Yan Mo Yu and Ruyi, he took good care of him. The child looks good, but without his mother by his side, it must be flawed in his growth.
He felt a little sorry. I would rather lack than abuse my feelings, but I didn't expect that I would end up entrusting no one. Thinking of this, he began to doubt himself again. Is it really someone he trusted, or someone loves the wrong person.
In his memory, it was he who married someone back from thousands of miles away. In the end, I learned what happened to her, and I also knew that she used to be Xiangguo's wife. He couldn't take it.
He was so serious about his feelings, how could he allow his wife to marry someone else?
He thinks about it and thinks it's incredible. After he knew the truth, why could he tolerate her for so long? Shouldn't he have abandoned her early? In fact, it is not difficult to think about the reason, it is nothing more than that he is unwilling......