Chapter Eighty-Four: I'll Always Do What You Want
Sure enough, when he heard that Xiucai, he continued without shame and embarrassment: "I just watched the recruitment of Yihong Courtyard, and Yihong Courtyard knows that it is the biggest happy place in the entire imperial capital and even in the entire Western Qin......"
Gongsun Xinxin couldn't help but open her eyes, looking at this Xiucai in disbelief, but she was still indifferent, she didn't say anything, she was waiting for him to continue.
The scholar Xiucai "um" for a long time, and said: "Well, I see, the dancer they recruited, Xinxin, you are very suitable!" Worried about being rejected by Gongsun Xinxin, he said: "Xinxin, believe me, it's very easy to make money in this kind of happy place!" β
Gongsun Xinxin didn't know why she wasn't sad when she heard this.
Gongsun Xinxin just thought it was funny, and at the same time there were some unspeakable outbursts, but it was not correct to say this, and Gongsun Xinxin was not an outburst, because her heart was very calm.
It's like a pool of stagnant water that can't make waves. Floating on it were daffodils, which had already been infested with insects. It smells foul.
Scholar Xiucai waited for a long time and didn't hear Gongsun Xinxin's reply, he asked Gongsun Xinxin so desperately: "Xinxin?" What do you think? β
What do you think? Scold......
Gongsun Xinxin turned his head to look at the talented lover, obviously there was still no color, but it made people look unprovoked.
Gongsun Xinxin asked this Xiucai with a blank face: "How do you know that a place like Yihongyuan is recruiting?" β
Xiucai didn't expect her to ask such a question, and she was speechless for a while, and she didn't have time to prepare for any answer.
Gongsun Xinxin didn't give him time to find out the reason for himself, and pulled his lips again: "It's not that the money I gave you, the money I was about to lose, what did you use it for?" Didn't you say that there was no misuse? β
"How dare you question me? Gongsun Xinxin, you have a long ability! "This scholar Xiucai is also thick-skinned, and he doesn't face this problem head-on, but he hits it backwards. even blamed Gongsun Xinxin's doubts. The delicate eyebrows with the smell of a scholar furrowed slightly in annoyance. The face is full of Gongsun Xinxin's unreasonable appearance of this woman.
Gongsun Xinxin was able to remain calm under such a scolding for no reason. She thought, feeling that she had indeed changed too much. Although the previous one looked gentle, but after all, it was everyone's young lady, and those who were born in the side of the coquettish, as well as the wanton chic, were finally let down and abandoned by the man in front of whom Gongsun Xinxin delivered wholeheartedly.
Now Gongsun Xinxin is really only the man in front of him. This childhood sweetheart, from childhood to adulthood, has always been a man who has been entrusted by mistake.
No, this man is not necessarily Gongsun Xinxin's. She thought about it, and suddenly understood that she only had the stubbornness and stubbornness that she had cultivated because she was born in Biansai.
Stubborn, stubborn, heh. It was because of this stubbornness and stubbornness that Gongsun Xinxin resolutely left his family and followed this man on the journey of leaving his hometown. It is precisely because of such stubbornness and stubbornness that when Gongsun Xinxin was about to kill him by the bandits, Gongsun Xinxin stood up regardless of life and death, desperately just for him. Because of this stubbornness, even if Gongsun Xinxin is hurt by this man now, and he can't even find a complete place for his soul, Gongsun Xinxin still follows him.
When the daffodils withered, Gongsun Xinxin thought, she was fed up with her and wanted to go home, she wanted to go back to the side where she could dance wantonly, where there was the desert yellow sand, where the lonely smoke was burning, where there was her family, Gongsun Xinxin didn't know if her mother still stewed winter jujube chicken soup for her every day to warm up Gongsun Xinxin's body.
But Gongsun Xinxin couldn't understand more clearly that she couldn't go back.
First of all, not to mention that she has no money to go back.
Secondly, let's not talk about the difficulties that she, a flowery girl, might encounter along the way - who would be so lucky to meet two chivalrous robbers.
The most important thing is that Gongsun Xinxin's stubbornness is not only because of the side plug, but also because of the family's genetics, or his father's genes. Since this businessman can say that as long as Gongsun Xinxin dares to really step out of the house, follow other men, and leave shamelessly, then he really will not recognize Gongsun Xinxin's daughter, and he will think that Gongsun Xinxin is a shame in his life.
Gongsun Xinxin's father didn't beat her to death, so it's good.
The more she thought about it, the more confused Gongsun Xinxin became, who should she blame? Is it the bamboo horse lover in front of her who has been sacrificing her for fame and fortune? Or was it the naΓ―ve self who didn't understand the facts at that time? Is it to blame for living in a greenhouse? Or is it because of that innate stubbornness and stubbornness?
Puzzles have no answers.
Gongsun Xinxin didn't have time to think about this answer.
She looked at her talented lover and tilted her head slightly: "Well, yes, capable." "If she really grows up, then she won't be here. The daffodil swayed slightly, "So, what about you." Why not answer my question? She even laughed so badly.
The scholar was stunned for a moment, and then seemed to see the girl dancing on the long yellow sand.
He wanted to lie to her, to keep them back to what they were: "I...... I saw it by chance. You know we're short of money, so I should have looked around. β
She was noncommittal, and Gongsun Xinxin called him affectionately as countless times before, her bamboo horse, and her lover: "Otherwise, I'll change the question...... The future champion. β
Xiucai was fascinated by her like this, this long-lost intimacy, and rolled her Adam's apple and almost blurted out a tender "You say." β
Gongsun Xinxin didn't need his answer, and continued: "Since I saw it by chance, how do you know that my dance is much better than those Qinglou girls?" Although Xinxin doesn't go out much, she understands that the dance of the Qinglou girl is not something that just anyone can watch. β
Gongsun Xinxin looked at the scholar speechless, and her heart was full of sarcasm.
In fact, the scholar show can be said to be because he has not seen the dance of other girls. However, in his heart, only Gongsun Xinxin's dance is the most beautiful.
But that Xiucai probably believed in Gongsun Xinxin too much, and he didn't think that he would ask such a question. In his eyes, Gongsun Xinxin has always been obedient to his fate, when has he ever questioned him a few words? At this moment, the talented lover was caught off guard.
Besides, such a "lover's eye is out of the eyes" love words are not suitable for the current saber-rattling scene, or rather, it is no longer suitable for their lovers.
Gongsun Xinxin once again showed a beautiful smile of daffodils, as if she was no longer worldly, but she was extremely ruthless, which made people feel cold. "My bamboo horse, my lover, I abandoned the people who my family relatives swore to follow, I regarded you as everything in my life, and you? What do you think of me? β
Xiucai looked at her at this moment.
Gongsun Xinxin had been silent for too long, so long that he thought she had become a puppet that he could play with without the slightest emotion. It's been so long that he almost forgets this daffodil, and a smile can captivate the city and the country, and it has its own fragrance.
After a long time, he almost forgot that they were lovers.
After a long time, he almost forgot that Gongsun Xinxin followed him at all costs because he liked him.
Xiucai also had mixed feelings in his heart for a moment, he looked at Gongsun Xinxin on his face in a daze, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
can only make Gongsun Xinxin smile and shake his head slightly, as if he is laughing at the stupidity of the person in front of him, and seems to be laughing at the absurdity of the whole world. is even laughing at herself. "Yes, it's my fault, I didn't know people well from the beginning, and I was ridiculously wrong."
Scholar Xiucai wanted to say something to save Gongsun Xinxin, but he couldn't make a single word when he opened his lips, he could only watch Gongsun Xinxin get up slowly and elegantly.
Slowly arranging his clothes, and then slowly, swaying step by step, like a daffodil in the wind, and like the dance steps that Gongsun Xinxin practiced in front of her bamboo horse lover when she was a child.
It's unbelievably beautiful.
Xiucai lover in Gongsun Xinxin's back slender, there is a kind of irreparable loss and panic in his heart, he must do something to redeem it, and finally finally made a voice, "Xinxin ......"
Such a voice is not in line with the voice he has always read, and it looks so ugly.
Gongsun Xinxin replied without even looking back: "Don't worry, my bamboo horse, my lover, I have given up all the people I follow, and I will do as you wish." β
The voice was so cold, freezing the once ethereal daffodils.
Then, Gongsun Xinxin slowly left the scholar's sight step by step.
The scholar kept looking at Gongsun Xinxin's back until he couldn't look at it anymore, and he didn't withdraw his gaze.
His purpose was accomplished, wasn't he?
He knew that Gongsun Xinxin would fulfill his wish, no matter what kind of wish, just like Xinxin resolutely went with him at the beginning, just like at the moment of life and death, she stood in front of him, desperate to prevent his death.
Now it's just a Qinglou selling itself, so what's the matter, isn't it?
But why didn't Xinxin look back at him? There really wasn't a single look.
The scholar wanted to celebrate with a smile for the final achievement of his goal, but the corners of his lips were as heavy as a thousand pounds, and he couldn't move at all.
Is he happy? Why not?
Why is it that my heart is empty and I don't have any land at all?
He watched Gongsun Xinxin leave and stopped her, what did he want to say?
It should be a very important sentence that can change their status quo. It's about a love word, or a promise.
The scholar thought, but he couldn't remember what he wanted to say.
He looked down at his hand, which had been as soft as Gongsun Xinxin's pair of daffodil petals countless times.