I don't know what the head teacher, Mr. Li, thinks, but the seats for this semester have also been readjusted, and the basic principle is mixed gender. Zhao Hongyi was fortunate to sit with a little delicate, white-looking girl in the class, which made Zhao Hongyi a little embarrassed and a little inexplicably excited. This means that he can communicate with girls nearby in the future, which makes him, who has never been in close contact with girls, feel an inexplicable excitement and desire.

After all, this is the little Jiujiu in his heart, and he doesn't dare and can't tell outsiders. He only felt that the girl had a natural beauty of "clear water out of hibiscus, natural carving", even if they sat together and didn't say anything, it was an indescribable happiness. So he ran to the classroom as soon as he finished eating every day, thinking that he would see the lesbian table early.

As soon as he thought of her, he felt a sense of joy in his heart that he had been stung by ants. It was something he had never felt before, and he felt that the time he spent with his table mates every day was too short. He always likes to be a little in the limelight to get the attention of his tablemates, and he likes to look at the sweet smiles of his tablemates.

But he is very sober, the beautiful and lovely lesbian table is sunny and snowy, and he is purely a lower riba man. She was the youth idol of his dreams, and he was just a tablemate of hers who could no longer be ordinary.

The science at the same table was not very good, so he happily became a volunteer tutor at the same table, he liked the feeling of lecturing to her, looking at the innocent eyes of the female table and the thirst for knowledge, puzzled, he even had a kind of idea that he wished time stood still.

It turns out that boys and girls have such a wonderful feeling together, no wonder those mature boys describe that feeling as so wonderful and sacred. The same table has become the idol of Zhao Hongyi's dreams, and he wants to have such a girlfriend in the future, what a happy thing it will be!

It has been more than a month soon, Zhao Hongyi is very confused, although he has the ambition to go to university, but he is often annihilated by the unhurried pace of study. So from time to time in class, he dozed off, wandered, and often thought of the lesbian table, thinking about what she was thinking about now, did she smile, thinking about his eyes unconsciously looking left and right, as if he had a flash of inspiration, and as if God had arranged it, he actually suddenly felt that the same table was so similar to the beautiful classmate in junior high school, in his opinion, almost the same face, the same lips, the same expression, and the faint contemplation that would often be shown, all of which fascinated him, and there was still a year and a half of normal life, He seems to have a chance to confess!

As a result, it became a very happy thing to attend class, because he was not only able to learn knowledge, but also to see his table every time. This kind of day should last for two or three weeks, it is said that the sixth sense of girls is very sensitive, after he imagined the same table as a junior high school classmate and often "peeped" at her for two or three weeks, the same table would also look at him curiously, she completely lost the indifference when she was at the same table for the first time, and felt that Zhao Hongyi seemed to be a little abnormal, so she often blushed, lowered her head, no longer looked at him, and rarely asked Zhao Hongyi for advice.

This made Zhao Hongyi a little embarrassed, he often seemed to be a child who made a mistake, hurriedly dodging her suspicious eyes, at first he felt very embarrassed, after a long time, maybe he was a little thicker-skinned, his actions to avoid the eyes of his peers were not so unnatural, and even sometimes deliberately slapped her accusatory eyes, leaving 0.1 seconds of staring at each other.

With the passage of time, the 0.1 seconds were stretched longer and longer, and finally he simply looked forward to her gaze, and deliberately had more time to look at each other, so that the embarrassed person became a stranger dramatically, she reduced the number of times she looked back, Zhao Hongyi felt that she was uncomfortable in her sitting posture, as if she knew that a pair of eyes were often looking at her.

The days passed like this, and unconsciously more than a month passed, Zhao Hongyi knew that what he liked in his heart was the classmate in junior high school, and the same table was just a sustenance, and he struggled many times in his heart, he kept asking himself, is the same table better than the female classmates in junior high school? Is there a difference between them? Appearance, there should be no difference, at least in his opinion, or he wouldn't have imagined her as her, as for the character and internal things, the devil knows, he hasn't been in contact with either of them, how can he understand? Therefore, he made a reason for himself, and he liked the same table in the future, anyway, the junior high school female classmates didn't know his thoughts, and it might be difficult to meet them again in the future, and the same table, at least he could often see them, and he also learned to have the opportunity to confess, he could be accepted, he could ......, and there were many possibilities, so he didn't know from which day on, his heart would like to be at the same table "wholeheartedly......

In class, in the matter of meeting eyes, he and his table mates gradually had a tacit understanding, and they moved away after 1 second of contact to avoid embarrassment to each other, although there was no verbal communication, but this tacit understanding was maintained until the end of this semester.

Every day, what clothes are worn at the same table, what kind of hairstyle is combed, the way she walks, and the way she learns to write are all romantic love movies in Zhao Hongyi's mind, and he greedily admires it, at that time, she almost had three or four sets of clothes and two pairs of shoes to wear in rotation, especially the magenta and white zipper jacket, a jacket with a pink and black collar, and a pair of brown wedge shoes, which were deeply imprinted in Zhao Hongyi's mind.

Zhao Hongyi even wanted to confess to his tablemates, but when he thought of his university, the school's rules prohibiting falling in love, and the prospect of possible rejection, he didn't act rashly, he thought, it's not bad to maintain such a state, it feels beautiful, enjoyable, and satisfied.

Once, when he got out of class, Zhao Hongyi found that there were two long hairs in the textbook at the same table, with the same curvature at the ends as her hair......

For a period of time, Zhao Hongyi felt that the same table simply occupied all of his brain, and he really couldn't suppress it anymore. After thinking about it, he wrote a "love letter" that he thinks is funny now, just two lines, and the general content is like this:

So-and-so, I liked you a year ago, and I have a good impression of you, I wonder if you also have a good impression of me? If it's hoping you'll tell me, if it's not then forget it.

Isn't it a bit like buying and selling? Or like an ultimatum, he is not polite or respectful to other girls, as if he is forcing others to admit it.

In the name of borrowing and returning books, he put the letter in a book and handed it to his tablemate.

Zhao Hongyi spent two days with anxiety, looking forward to the reply of the same table, but also afraid of her reply, what if she was rejected? He was really flustered, and although he pretended not to care, only he knew what he loved in his heart.

Fortunately, I received a reply from her in two or three days, and she also put the letter in the book in the name of borrowing books, although she expressed the same good feelings, but told him that they were both young, and they were just good table mates!

Two months later, the seats were adjusted again. This made Zhao Hongyi a little sad. For more than a week, Zhao Hongyi couldn't get out of the heart-wrenching pain and couldn't keep his spirits up. The first unrequited love in my life ended without a problem.

Late at night the garden was silent

Only the wind is singing softly

How nice the night is

How hearty

In this enchanting evening

The creek flows quietly and gently waves

The water was greeted by a silver moonlight

A gust of wind and a gust of singing

What a secluded night

My sweetheart sat next to me

Silently looked at me and was silent

I want to tell you

But embarrassed

How many words remain in my heart

The long night was almost over, and the sky was bright

Best wishes from the bottom of my heart, hello girl

I hope from now on

You and I will never forget

Evening on the outskirts of Moscow

Late at night the garden was silent

Only the wind is singing softly

How nice the night is

How hearty

In this enchanting evening

During that time, Zhao Hongyi fell madly in love with "Evening on the outskirts of Moscow", and he felt that this song was simply a love song tailored for him, which matched his state of mind of longing, disappointment, and sadness.

"Fuck love! In that case, let's focus on studying. I want to work hard and try to get into the university through the escort. At that time, talk about vigorous love again on the campus of the university! Zhao Hongyi's self-deprecation can also be regarded as self-comfort. He quickly repaired the wound in his soul and healed himself. Reading, studying, and working have become the new normal, and he has returned to his original happy image, giving everyone some jokes from time to time, making everyone happy, full of sunshine and confidence.

Zhao Hongyi and a group of boys started another interesting game between classes. That is from the upper floor looking down on the beauties of the kindergarten class on the second floor. Zhao Hongyi's classroom is on the fourth floor, and the second floor opposite is the classroom of the kindergarten class. The kindergarten class is full of beautiful women, and when it is time for class, they will often laugh and chase on the balcony. These are all goddesses selected from the whole region through layers of technical and cultural examinations, and they are thin and fat, each with its own beauty. Everyone jokingly calls it eye-catching to see beautiful women between classes.

The beauties in the kindergarten class generally don't take the initiative to socialize with the students in the general teacher class, and they occasionally have some stories with the boys in the physical education class, so they should need to be protected. So there was a saying on the campus: the girl in the kindergarten class, the Han in the physical education class, and the baby in the general teacher class stood aside.

But the time is not as good as the place, now you can look down on these beauties out of thin air, which makes these young people excited, and everyone agrees that it is "looking at the umbrella". This "umbrella" made some girls in the kindergarten class a little embarrassed, and some girls deliberately posed for various "poses" to deliberately provoke the feelings of these young boys. Eventually, some of the guys began to "talk to the north and the south" in the air, laughing and scolding each other.

How many years have passed, and the experience of "watching the umbrella" on the balcony has become the most profound mark of the students of Class 5.