Chapter 5: Cold Night Thoughts

The night is very deep, the snow has been falling, the wind is very strong, the biting north wind is whistling non-stop, the weather is very cold, even though there are two large charcoal basins burning in the room, but it is still difficult to resist the pervasive chill, although the body is covered with two layers of thick brocade quilts, but Li Xian's really not strong little body is still curled into a ball, like a kitten, at first glance, it seems to have slept sweetly, but the constantly shaking eyelids leaked the heavenly opportunity.

The pictures, one scene after another, beating, flickering, and intermingling, continued to pile up in Li Xian's mind like a montage, and the pressure gathered together became more and more intense, and at the end, it was as heavy as a mountain, and Li Xian's breathing became more and more rapid.

"No, don't, don't ......"

As the most painful scars in his heart were uncovered one by one, stimulated by the huge pain, Li Xian suddenly turned over, shouted wildly with cold sweat on his face, his voice was high and sharp, and suddenly the two little maids who were sleeping on the couch on the side woke up.

"Your Highness, Your Highness!"

"Your Highness, wake up!"

……

Although the two little girls are both fifteen or sixteen years old, they have been with Li Xian for some years, but they have rarely encountered such a situation now, and when they saw Li Xian roaring like a madman, they all panicked, and each rushed forward, one of them held down one of Li Xian's arms, and called anxiously.

"......Huh" After Li Xian roared for a while, his dilated pupils slowly contracted into the norm, and then he was shaken by the two Yahuan, and gradually woke up, looked at the two Yahuan beside him steadily, let out a sigh of air, and slowly shook his head and said: "It's okay, Lone just had a dream, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, Yanhong, Cuiliu, make a pot of tea for Lone, Lone wants to live quietly." ”

"Your Highness, are you really okay?"

Yan Hong is a big girl, Li Xian has been by Li Xian's side when he lived in the palace, he has been serving Li Xian for six years, and he knows Li Xian's temperament well.

It's okay? How can it really be okay, the reason why Li Xian was woken up by Shengsheng before was only because he dreamed of the most tragic encounter in his previous life - after Li Xian was deposed as the king of Luling in his previous life, his most beloved eldest son Li Chongrun was only because he and his sister Li Xianhui and brother-in-law Wu Yanji privately discussed a few inappropriate words about Wu Meiniang's private life, and he was secretly told to Wu Meiniang, and was ordered by Wu Meiniang to be killed in front of Li Xian's face stick. The wailing and begging words of a son and a daughter cut Li Xian's heart into pieces like a knife, at this time, even if he knew that this had not happened, the pain in his heart still could not be diluted, nor could it be dissolved.

Tiger poison still doesn't eat children, but what about Wu Meiniang, killing her son and killing her daughter and killing her grandson, in order for her to ascend to the throne of God, there is nothing she dare not do, does this kind of person also deserve to be a mother? No, she's not worthy, she's a scumbag, a demon in human skin! As soon as he thought of the "past" of blood and tears in his previous life, Li Xian's heart suddenly jumped wildly, but he told him rationally but unmistakably - these things are secrets that are not enough for outsiders, no matter who they are, they should not be heard!

"It's okay to be alone, you just want to be alone, let's go, make a pot of tea for Lonely, no, it's okay to warm a pot of wine."

Although Li Xian's heart hurt badly, he didn't want to reveal it in front of the two little girls, let alone talk to the two, so he frowned slightly, forcibly suppressed the turmoil in his heart, and commanded in a flat tone.

"Yes, slave and maid obey."

Yan Hong snorted a few times, and wanted to persuade again, but when she saw that Li Xian's childish face had revealed obvious impatience, she suddenly felt a spirit that could not be ignored rushing to her face, and her heart couldn't help but be shocked, and she didn't dare to say more, so she agreed to the promise in a proper manner, and led Cuiliu to Zhang Luo to warm wine without mentioning it.

Eighteen years, eighteen years to go! Li Xian remembers very well that in the last life, his cowardly father still had eighteen years to live, and it seemed that there was plenty of time, but in fact, it was not, just because Li Xian, who had experienced it once, knew very well - the reason why Wu Meiniang was able to ascend to the throne as a woman was that she had accumulated an unrivaled heritage in the past eighteen years, so that she killed two sons and abolished two sons in a row, and usurped the Tang Dynasty in one fell swoop.

Ten years, at most not more than ten years, in this short ten years, if Li Xian can't establish a force that is enough to resist Wu Meiniang, what awaits him will still be a miserable and down-and-out life, and it may even be worse than the fate of his previous life - the reason why Li Xian was deposed and could save his life at that time in his previous life was not because Wu Meiniang couldn't bear to be poisoned, but because Li Xian in his previous life had neither outstanding talent nor a team that shook the court, except for the identity of an emperor, he was useless, and this, is the fundamental point that Li Xian can save his life in his previous life, in other words, if Li Xian wants to make a difference in this life, it will be difficult for Wu Meiniang to keep people under the knife.

What to do? Go with the flow? No! Never! Li Xian, who has suffered for a lifetime, never wants to do it again, even if he dies without a place, Li Xian has to fight again, otherwise, how can he be worthy of such a chance of rebirth given by God, but where should this fight start?

"Your Highness, the wine you asked for has arrived."

Just when Li Xian was at a loss and didn't know where the road was, Yan Hong led two maids to carry food boxes from outside the door Tingting walked in, and when she saw Li Xian sitting on the edge of the couch wrapped in a quilt in a daze, she was stunned, but she didn't dare to ask more, so she hurriedly stepped forward, blessed with a blessing, and reported softly.

"Well, put it on."

Li Xian's mind was not on eating, he only glanced at Yan Hong, and said indispensably.

"Yes, slave and maid obey." Yan Hong became more and more suspicious of Li Xian's abnormal behavior, but she didn't dare to announce it, frowned slightly, replied, and commanded the two little maids to put the wine and food on a table in front of the couch, and then walked to Li Xian's side, and said softly: "Your Highness, let the slaves and maids wait for you to change your clothes." ”

"Well, there is Sister Lao Yanhong." Li Xianzi would not refuse Yan Hong's kindness, nodded and thanked him lightly, and could not hear the slightest emotion in his words.

"Your Highness, but what went wrong when you entered the palace today?" Yan Hong has been with Li Xian for many years, and she has been used to being casual with Li Xian in the past, although she was surprised by the majesty that Li Xian had shown before, but she still couldn't hide the words in her heart, and she asked tentatively while changing clothes for Li Xian.

Uh-huh, this girl is suspicious! Li Xian, who has the memory of the third life, is no longer Wuxia Ameng, his mind is very sharp, just listening to Yan Hong's question, he has already guessed where his mind is, but he didn't pay much attention to it, just frowned slightly, and replied lightly: "It's not a big deal, I can handle it alone." ”

Although Li Xian's tone was flat, but the inside was full of irresistible domineering, and there was a kind of casual expression, Yan Hong couldn't help but be stunned when she heard it, the corners of her mouth twitched, but she didn't dare to ask any further, she lightly finished dressing for Li Xian, stood aside with her hands down, and kept looking at Li Xian's undeveloped small body with curious eyes, as if she was exploring where Li Xian's obvious changes came from.

"Just wait and wait, just stay alone." Although Li Xian saw Yan Hong's thoughts, he didn't bother to think about it, and he didn't want to say anything, so he just waved his hand quietly.

"Yes, slave and maid obey."

Since Li Xian said this, Yan Hong didn't dare to disobey, and hurriedly answered, and led the maids in the room to retreat to the door with full thoughts, waiting in the warm pavilion outside, waiting for Li Xian's summons at any time.

There is no fine wine in the Tang Dynasty, even if Li Xiangui is the prince, all the things in the house are just bad rice wine, light but light, but there is almost no wine at all, not to mention compared with the high-end wine such as Moutai that Li Xian drank in later generations, even the bulk wine sold on the street is more mellow than this tasteless rice wine, but at this time, Li Xian's mind is not on the wine, he will drink a few sips, but he can barely make do with it, but this wine is sad, and he is even more worried.

The fight is definitely going to fight, this is a sure thing, but where should this fight start makes Li Xian feel that the tiger eats the sky - Wu Meiniang's femme fatale doesn't need to be said, he can't be expected to dispel his ambition to usurp the throne at all, and Gaozong can't count on it, to be honest, the reason why Gaozong himself was able to ascend the throne is just luck, otherwise, just in terms of talent, Gaozong is definitely the last one among the sons of Taizong, just such a figure who is completely unsuitable to be an emperor, How dare Li Xian pin his hopes on him, at most, he just uses his soft-hearted heart to make some small articles, it is really not the right way to self-improvement, as for the two elder brothers, it is also unreliable - both of these brothers are talented, but unfortunately the times are not good, and they all ended up drinking and dying in the end.

Strength, in the final analysis, still rely on strength to speak, whether it is self-preservation, to stop Wu Meiniang's ambitions, if there is no strength, everything is nonsense, this is true, but it is difficult to establish your own team without arousing Wu Meiniang's vigilance, a careless, not only may attract the side eyes of the two brothers, but also may cause Wu Meiniang's heavy blow, once you fall into such a situation, it will be a catastrophe, and this, not to be cautious can be avoided, There has to be a cover-up, and then the question arises - who will be the fig leaf?

Do you use your own dad as a shield? Unrealistic! The entire court is nominally owned by his father, and he doesn't need to mix it up blindly by himself; Wu Meiniang? That's even more impossible, it's just self-defeating to do the thing of seeking skin with the tiger; Prince? There is a bit of a possibility, but although the prince is kind, he is not a fool, on the contrary, the prince is very shrewd, under the kind face, there is a very shrewd heart, if you want to deceive it, it is not easy, besides, according to the name of righteousness, the future world is his world, he does not need to rush to cultivate his private background at all, obviously, this road may not be able to go through, speaking of which, only Li Xian still has some hope!

"Li Xian? Li Xian! Li Xian muttered a few times unconsciously, suddenly his eyes lit up, and he already had some fixed opinions in his heart, and then followed this clue and thought about it carefully, his mind gradually became active, and the smile unconsciously spread along the corner of his mouth, after a long time, Li Xian suddenly high-fived, and said with a broken drink: "Come here, spread Gao Miao to see you immediately!" ”

As soon as Li Xian's words came out, the maids waiting in the warm pavilion outside suddenly felt a slight chaos......