Chapter 205, Confession
"I pulled out all the herbs he planted and replaced them with the ones I wanted to grow." Sun Xian smiled and said, "Those herbs are rare to see, and he has worked hard to cultivate them for many years. ”
"And what did you do with those herbs?" Ci Jing asked.
"I refined them into medicines, the treatment method of the Thousand Absolute Old Man is different from that of the Divine Doctor Valley, but it is a bit similar to Uncle Tsing Yi's, I tried to combine the two, but it made the Thousand Absolute Old Man angry."
Saying this, Cijing suddenly remembered that the master of Tsing Yi is Falling Cold, so is it possible that the old man is also Falling Cold, after all, Falling Cold has an immortal body.
"What are you thinking?" Seeing that the mirror was distracted, Sun Xian asked silently.
Cijing shook his head and said, "It's just that when you talk about the senior in Tsing Yi, I also think of him." ”
"It's been three years since he disappeared, and there were actually very few rumors about that incident in the Central Plains back then, and the old man of Qianjue didn't allow me to leave after I went to the Thousand Absolute Cliff, I know this, or the master sent me a message, I'm sorry."
Cijing raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were a little confused, and she said lightly: "Actually, I can't remember what happened back then, whether the senior in Tsing Yi is missing or dead, in fact, no one knows." ”
Sun Xian held her hand, her palm was cold, he used a little force, and lowered his head, "I didn't blame you, you don't have to apologize to me." ”
Both of them were silent, until the twilight was heavy, the maid sent the medicine over, Cijing asked the maid to arrange a place for Sun Xian Lone, Sun San Lone got up and went out, saw Die Yuan at the door, he bowed, Die Yuan also blessed his body, Sun San Lone did not speak, and passed by.
On the second day, Cijing received a carrier pigeon from Su Xin, asking about the fragrance of forgetting, Cijing replied that a bottle of incense was a thousand taels, Sun Xian sent medicine over, and saw her covering her mouth and snickering, and wondered: "What are you laughing at?" ”
"Do you know Su Xin, the shopkeeper of Xiushuizhuang?"
Sun Xian thought for a while, and then nodded, "I've heard of it, what's wrong with her?" ”
"She asked me to buy forgetful incense, and I took the opportunity to blackmail her." Cijing stuck out his tongue, and Sun Xian couldn't help but wonder, "How much has you scolded?" ”
Cijing let go of his hand, the carrier pigeon fluttered its wings and flew out, Cijing turned around and said, "It's not much, it's only two hundred taels." ”
Sun Xian Lin reached out and wanted to pinch her face, but Ci Jing suddenly shrank back, Sun Xian Li's hand paused in the air, Ci Jing glanced at him, touched the back of his head and smiled, and said: "Brother Sun only knows that I used to stay in Yihong Courtyard but I was poor and crazy, and I was tied up for thirty taels of silver for so many years. ”
Sun Xian felt a layer of sadness in his heart, but he still smiled, handed her the medicine, and said: "Xiushuizhuang is the best ready-to-wear garment in the whole capital, and the shopkeeper must not be short of these two hundred taels of silver." ”
"That's nature." Ci Jing smiled, sat down again, took the medicine over and drank it all, wiped his mouth with a silk handkerchief, Sun Xian said quietly: "I didn't bring candied fruit, but I asked Xiaofeng to buy it." ”
"It's okay, I don't need that anymore." Ci Jing smiled and shook his head, "Medicine is actually not such a bitter thing. ”
Sun Xian didn't say anything when he heard this, only took the medicine bowl and said, "You have a good rest, I'll go out first." ”
Looking at Cijing lying down, Sun Xian went out of the door, and the maid stood at the door, and when she saw him come out, she took the initiative to take the medicine bowl and turned to leave.
Huaxi let go of the carrier pigeon in his hand, and put the letter paper in his hand into the incense burner on the side, and the tongue of fire instantly swallowed up the entire note, and six words were faintly visible: Forget the worries of a thousand taels.
He knew the function of forgetting the incense, and he also knew who the messenger was.
The tongue of fire was quickly extinguished again, Huaxi covered the lid of the incense burner, Su Xin came in with the food, and saw him sitting by the incense burner in a daze, so he smiled and said: "The meal is ready, you are going to the Jin Palace's mansion to sing tonight, I will make you white fungus lotus seed porridge." ”
Huaxi reluctantly showed a smile, stood up and walked to the table and sat down again, Su Xin looked at his uncertain appearance, and couldn't help but worry: "You look very bad, I'll call Uncle Qiao to come and see, or you won't go to King Jin's Mansion tonight, but you are not the only one in this troupe, right?" ”
Huaxi reached out and grabbed her sleeve and said tiredly, "I'm fine." ”
Su Xin stretched out her hand to probe his forehead, but it was cold, she sat down again, tilted her head and asked, "Do you have something on your mind?" ”
Huaxi only looked at her fixedly.
Su Xin suddenly panicked in her heart and said, "What's wrong?" Do you have something to tell me? Say it quickly, don't always worry me. ”
"Do you want to use the incense on me?" Huaxi asked softly.
Su Xin was stunned, the blood on her face faded instantly, she pretended to be calm, a smile appeared on her mouth, and asked, "Why do you say that?" Why should I use the incense of forgetfulness on you? ”
"Yes," Huaxi lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, "why do you use the Forgetfulness Fragrance on me?" So the carrier pigeon that sent the channel Xiushuizhuang was lost, right? ”
Su Xin's legs were so weak that she could barely stand, she was holding the table, her smile was pale and weak, she wanted to hold Huaxi's hand, but Huaxi moved her hand away quietly, he stood up, and said in a light tone: "I'll go first, and I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”
Su Xin waited at the table all night, Huaxi didn't come back, she stood up with the table, and when she opened the door, she saw Yun Guizheng standing at the door, she frowned and asked, "Is it you who did it?" ”
Yun Gui tilted his head slightly, his smile was calm and his eyes were innocent, "What did I do?" ”
"If the carrier pigeon I sent out was to send it back, it would never be delivered to my room, you caught my carrier pigeon and let it fly to my room, right?"
Yun Gui pursed his lips and smiled, "Miss Suxin, you really wronged me, then again, what did you write in the letter that you can't see people?" ”
"Don't give me a fake here!" Su Xin slashed towards Yun Gui with a palm, her martial arts have not been wasted, and even have been growing, Yun Gui is not her opponent, but Su Xin has no intention of putting Yun Gui to death, and this palm does not use much strength, but Yun Gui does not dodge or dodge that palm slapped firmly on Yun Gui's chest, and Yun Gui flew out like a broken paper kite, and just landed in front of Huaxi who was about to enter the door.
Huaxi looked at Su Xin in disbelief, and hurriedly squatted down to help Yungui up.
Su Xin was stunned in place, I don't know how long she stood there, Huaxi and Yungui were no longer visible outside the door, she squatted down, hugged herself, and after a long time, she stood up again and leaned against the wall into the room.
She remained in her room for a few days, and it was not until a guest came to ask about the progress of the custom-made clothes that she came out of the room, her hair disheveled and decadent, and her eyes no longer had the proud brilliance they once had. The guest couldn't help but care a few words when she saw her appearance, Su Xin barely bothered to cope with a few words, sent the guest away, she returned to the room, and saw her decadent self in the mirror, she suddenly woke up, she had done so much, should she give up?
How could she be willing?
Standing up and changing into clean clothes, curling her hair, drawing her eyebrows and applying rouge, she finally regained her lust in the mirror, she turned around and went out the door to the hospital.
The medical hall did not open today, Su Xin stood at the door and knocked for a while but no one opened it, she was thinking about whether to climb over the wall to go in, when suddenly someone came out and opened the door, it was Uncle Qiao.
"Uncle Qiao," Su Xin walked to the door, "I'm looking for Huaxi, is he there?" ”
Uncle Qiao got out of the way and said, "He has been taking care of Miss Yungui for the past few days," sighed again, and continued: "Su Xin, Xiaohua can't let go of Yungui in his heart, don't be angry with him." ”
Su Xin smiled and shook her head, "I'm not angry. ”
I used such a despicable method, it is better that he should not be angry with me.
followed Uncle Qiao to the room where Huaxi lived, pushed open the door, Huaxi was sitting by the window, lying on the bed with Yungui, hearing the sound of Su Xin pushing the door, he turned his head, the whole person was carrying the light, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.
"Xiaohua, how is Yungui doing?"
"She's fine." Huaxi said, Su Xin walked up to him, lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Huaxi didn't answer, and after a long time, he finally looked up at her, "Su Xin, your martial arts are not useless, why are you lying to me?" ”
"I'm afraid you don't want me anymore."
"Even if your martial arts are not wasted, I will not abandon you."
"It was also a ploy of mine to save you at the beginning." Su Xin simply confessed, "I hired someone to pretend to be someone from the court to intercept you, and then I appeared at the right time to 'save' you." ”
She saw that Huaxi's face was gradually turning pale, and even the color of her lips was almost gone, she held back the hidden pain in her heart, gritted her teeth and said, "I like you so much that I can't tolerate that I can't get you." ”
"Su Xin, why are you doing this?"
"Xiaohua, I never told you about my past, did I?" Su Xin suddenly interrupted him, she sat down in front of him, her eyes looked straight at him, "My mother used to be a young lady from a big family, eloped with the person she loved the most, but that person finally abandoned her, my mother is an eldest lady who can't carry her hands on her shoulders, in order to raise me, she will sell all the small amount of property she brought out of the house, teach me all kinds of talents, if I don't study hard, she will sprinkle all her resentment against my father on me, prick my hand with a needle, even if it is bloody, I still have to continue to study until she is satisfied." At that time, I really hated my mother, but I hated my father who abandoned us even more, and when I was nine years old, my mother finally died, and I took the money she left behind to learn martial arts, and the master was strict, but because I was fed up with my mother's abuse, so those were nothing. ”
Huaxi listened to her quietly, Su Xin stopped, lowered her eyes, tears fell on the back of her hand, she sniffed, "Xiaohua, I said this, I didn't come to ask for your forgiveness, I have my pride, even if it is you, I will not beg you." ”
"I'm saying this just to tell you how scared I am of losing you, I didn't know how to love since I was a child, no one ever taught me, it was you who made me understand what love is, but your love is gentle, and I am too unscrupulous."
"I hope you don't get angry with me, if you think I'm unforgivable, then someone like me doesn't deserve your anger."