Time flies so fast, and in the blink of an eye, Zhao Hongyi has been studying at the Second Division of Liangzhou for almost two years. He has grown up very fast, and his height has reached 1.75 meters, but he is just relatively thin, and compared with when he entered the school, it can be said that he can be judged like two people. Like him, the other students in Class 5 have entered the fast lane of development and growth, and they have all become quasi-adults. Youth is so beautiful, every boy and girl is full of the unique vigor and vitality of young people.

Everyone has a love for beauty. While doing a good job in their studies, boys and girls began to pay more attention to their appearance and appearance. Some of the boys were obsessed with jeans and jeans, and some bought "Weizhi" brand suits, ties, and leather shoes. Everything starts from the "head", male students began to pay attention to their hairstyles, they imitated the popular style, trimmed the hair into medium or four or six points, the temples were shaved bare, and a little mousse was sprayed every day, and the oil shine can be seen. They hum songs by the Little Tigers and the Four Kings of Hong Kong all day long, looking trendy. A teacher was very disdainful of this, and said in class, you have oily hair and noodles all day long, combing small middle points, and want to learn from Aaron Kwok, do you have the temperament of Aaron Kwok? It's just a mess!

The female grows eighteen changes, and the more she changes, the better she looks! One by one, the girls became slim and beautiful. Especially in the summer, most of them wear all kinds of dresses, occasionally try on high heels, have their own makeup case, the indispensable small mirror, and occasionally learn to draw light makeup.

The flowers of youth of the students are blooming brightly at this time. Whether it is appearance or image temperament, compared with when they entered the school, they have already changed dramatically. Some classmates jokingly said: "One year of soil, two years of foreign, three years of not recognizing father and mother."

Although the school has repeatedly ordered that it is absolutely forbidden for middle school teachers and students to fall in love during school, it is impossible to say that emotional matters can be forbidden. The budding of youth, the desire for the opposite sex, that is a natural thing. Some classmates couldn't suppress their feelings, and with a sudden and uneasy mood, they wrote love letters to their favorite objects. At the same time, everyone fell madly in love with Wang Guozhen's love poems.

Love is like a cup of tea

The love of life

You know my heart

Girl on a paper stacking boat

A tale of two people

There is always rain on your days

You are my dream

Missing is the wind, the clouds, and Chanjuan

The unstoppable coconut wind, the unstoppable first love. A pair of classmates in Class 5 of the ninth grade are quietly in love. They love very carefully, like underground workers. There is absolutely no flower before the moon, and I am completely a platonic spiritual love. However, there is no impermeable wall in the world, and this matter still let the head teacher Mr. Li know. Their love letters were confiscated, and the stormy criticism and gentle preaching made the pair temporarily separated.

Teacher Li said, I respect the innocent feelings between you, but also respect the school's management regulations, this is also for your good, the golden youth should be used to learn, not should be consumed in the flower before the moon, every age in life, should have its responsibility and mission. You can put this beauty in your heart for the time being, and if you still have a good impression of each other after graduating and joining the work, you can renew the edge.

Wildfires burn inexhaustibly, and spring breezes blow and regenerate. Although the teacher strictly guarded and focused on suppression, several underground couples still appeared one after another, from the perspective of Zhao Hongyi's bystanders, this does not seem to be a flood beast, and I feel that this does not seem to have much impact on their learning. There is a couple among them, because the two encourage each other and help each other, and learning is promoted.

"It's easy to break the mountain, but it's hard to break the heart." It seems that Wang Yangming's words are true, Zhao Hongyi thought to himself. Zhao Hongyi was not mentally prepared to fall in love at this time, he devoted his main energy to studying, and he wanted to realize his college dream.

However, which teenager is not affectionate, and which girl is not pregnant with spring? Although Zhao Hongyi was 16 years old when he first entered the normal school, his development was lagging behind, his height was less than 1.5 meters, and his weight was less than 40 kilograms. He didn't understand why some boys and girls in the class kept getting together when they had nothing to do, and he thought it was a little funny. However, as he grew to 1.72 meters tall and weighed 48 kilograms, it seemed that he had grown up overnight, and he gradually liked to look in the mirror and tidy himself as much as possible. He gradually liked to look at the good-looking female classmates in the class, and watching their smiles and smiles, he had a very happy feeling in his heart.

He gradually fell in love with the depictions of beautiful love in literature, and he was very eager to one day experience that unforgettable first love. Of course, his perception of beauties is still stuck in Jia Pingwa's positioning standards for Shangzhou beauties: thin bee waist, white face, he likes girls who are white and clean, and have a slender figure, and every time he sees it, he feels very eye-catching.

Zhao Hongyi has recently fallen madly in love with Goethe's novel "The Troubles of Young Werther". Many times, he felt that the troubles of young Werther were simply his troubles, and he had a feeling of sympathy.

Tsing Yi and yellow pants, delicate and thin, sensitive and affectionate. Werther retains his innocence and faces the world with a clear heart. Werther valued natural and sincere feelings, cherished his "heart above all else", and was very dissatisfied with Albert's rational and calm man. Werther's love at first sight and love for Greendy is precisely because she is so innocent and maintains the natural nature of a young girl in her manners. Greenty is the embodiment of nature and beauty in Werther's heart, and his love for her is simply to the point of "selflessness"! Is Greenty just Werther's lover? She is the embodiment of almost all of Werther's ideals, the embodiment of beauty. In the face of the barrier of reason, Werther's heart will have such complex entanglements and deep pain, he hovers between reality and Green, and the fact that he can't find a lover after all, makes Werther even more crazy. In the end, Werther still lost Green, and all of Werther's hope for life, youthful enthusiasm, and courage in life were destroyed together, so that he had to show his rebellion against reality in an extreme way-suicide......

Zhao Hongyi knew that he was incorrigibly having sexual fantasies. He didn't dare to show this desire for the opposite sex, he only buried it deep in his heart. Many times, he even has a sense of guilt, "How can I have such thoughts about women, am I having a moral problem?" ”

Every night, the "interview" program half an hour before going to bed in the class dormitory is still being staged tirelessly, and a lot of sexual knowledge and sexual consciousness are popularized and germinated at this time, and everyone is actually more envious, jealous, and hateful to the underground couples who secretly fall in love.

Zhang Dabiao in the second class was one of the first students in the ninth grade to fall in love, and he captured the heart of a girl in the same class in less than a month after entering the school and entered the era of underground romance. One day in May, Zhang Dabiao mysteriously entered the small dormitory where Zhao Hongyi and his family lived, and as soon as he closed the door, he began to take off his pants, saying that there was a Mai Mang running into the crotch of his pants. Zhang Dabiao said that recently, the school and the head teacher have been very strict, and they are bent on beating the mandarin ducks, so that he and his girlfriend have nowhere to make love, so he skipped class in the afternoon and ran to a farmer's house in Jiuliwan to make love. This guy actually made a public "declaration", and he simply came to this dormitory to show off. After the big guy scolded him, he begged him to tell him about the merry process in the wheat straw stack.

In 1993, Jia Pingwa's novel "Waste Capital" was published. Set against the background of contemporary life in Xi'an, the ancient capital with a long history and culture, "Waste Capital" describes the daily life of the "four celebrities" of the "idle prose" writer Zhuang Zhidie, calligrapher Gong Jingyuan, painter Wang Ximian and artist Ruan Zhifei, showing the condensed landscape of the "waste capital" in Xijing. The author takes the emotional entanglement between Zhuang Zhidie and several women as the main line, and uses Ruan Zhifei and other celebrities interspersed with narration as the auxiliary line, and the pen and ink are appropriate. The novel adopts the classical Chinese grass gray snake line technique, and integrates the Western stream of consciousness and spiritual temperament, combining Chinese and Western. This novel describing the life of contemporary intellectuals, because of its unique and bold attitude and out-of-the-box sexual description, has attracted wide attention from all walks of life, and Luoyang paper is expensive for a while.

Aside from all the other controversies surrounding the book, the book quickly spread in the hands of boys, and soon became a sexually enlightened novel for boys, which was highly regarded. In particular, the boxes that appear in the novel and "how many words are omitted here" give everyone a lot of room for imagination. Those almost naked sexual descriptions made Zhao Hongyi's blood rush and his heart beat faster......

The fantasy of the opposite sex has made Zhao Hongyi addicted to it for a long time, and he can't extricate himself. This made him blame himself very much, and he even slapped himself loudly, saying to himself, how can your mind be so dirty, so obsessed with these low-grade and interesting things, how can you be addicted to this kind of book?

He remembered Kant's famous words: There are only two things that can shake our hearts in this world, one is the brilliant starry sky above our heads, and the other is the solemn moral court in our hearts. He thought he had to have a healthy and elegant hobby to quickly break out of the sexual initiation of puberty.

He repeatedly told himself that he must get out of this obsession. He focused his attention on studying, forcing himself to memorize English texts every day, doing mock questions for the college entrance examination, reading the fresh style of "Reader's Digest" and "American Literature", reading world classics, and participating in more club activities...... I have a full schedule of my daily study and life. At the same time, I also secretly warned myself that I am not an ordinary man, if I can be sent to college in the future, when I walk into the ivory tower, what a scenery it will be, and then I will talk about vigorous love again, it will not be too late! This method works very well, and Zhao Hongyi often goes back to the dormitory at night and falls asleep, no longer thinking nonsense.