Chapter 135 Restlessness
Chapter 135: Restlessness
Sitting in this Tanzhou city every day can neither open your hands and feet like in Xiangtan, nor can you kill as passionately as in the north, which really makes Shi Bin feel aggrieved.
Gradually, he felt that if he continued like this, he would probably be 'forced to become a man who was well-fed and unmotivated'.
It was a gloomy and unpleasant day.
Suddenly, a sharp cry came from outside the door, which provoked Shi Bin to completely explode, and he roared angrily: "Who is barking so fiercely outside the door? Isn't there any rule? ”
I thought that someone outside the door would respond, but there was no response for a long time, and it happened that Shi Bin had no intention of working at this time, so he went out and prepared to reprimand the subordinate who didn't understand the rules.
When I went out, I saw Xiaoqin sitting on the ground, her whole body shrunk together, her hands trembling slightly, one shoe was kicked to the other, and her face was full of horror.
Did I scare Xiaoqin? Nonsense, Shi Bin laughed at his narcissism.
Obviously, Xiaoqin screamed first, it should have been something just now that frightened her, but what could scare Xiaoqin like this?
Seeing Shi Bin coming over, Xiaoqin tried her best to stand up, but it was clear that her legs and feet trembled and she couldn't stand up, and in the end it was Shi Bin who helped her up, but she retracted her hand as soon as she got up.
"I'm sorry, sir, Xiaoqin has disturbed you." Xiaoqin said timidly.
"Xiaoqin, what happened just now? Why are you screaming so scared and sitting on the ground? ”
Xiaoqin was a little embarrassed, and only after a long time did she say that she screamed because she saw a big mouse running past her.
Although the reason was asked, Xiaoqin was obviously still a little afraid of him, and it was estimated that she had never seen him so angry since she met Shi Bin.
It was Shi Bin's turn to be a little embarrassed, but his inexplicable anger frightened Xiaoqin, and he didn't even dare to shake hands.
There is no other way but to appease Xiaoqin, such a cute little girl is so pitiful, which really makes Shi Bin a little ashamed, and he suddenly feels pity.
It took a lot of effort to make Xiaoqin happy again, and Shi Bin was relieved.
It is estimated that after the anger, I am no longer bored in my heart, and I can work with peace of mind.
Although Xiaoqin outside the door was no longer frightened, she was still a little scared, but she didn't show it in front of Shi Bin.
walked forward with his head bowed like this, and accidentally collided with Wang San, and Wang San immediately apologized when he saw this. But seeing that Xiaoqin's face seemed a little unhappy, he asked, "Xiaoqin, why do you look like this, my eldest brother has lost his temper with you?" ”
As a smart maid, of course Xiaoqin knows that she can't have a long tongue, even if she is a little stingy, she must bear it, otherwise it is easy to cause big things.
So she said with a smile on her face: "Lord Wang cares about Xiaoqin and Xiaoqin, thank you." But it's not that the old man scolds me, it's that I'm scared by a big rat. ”
From Xiaoqin's expression, Wang San knew that she was lying, but even if she was such a smart girl, there was a reason for lying, and most of it was for Shi Bin.
Knowing that he couldn't ask anything more, Wang San didn't ask any more and continued to walk towards Shi Bin's study.
Maybe she had never seen Xiaoqin so unhappy, so her expression was deeply imprinted in Shi Bin's mind.
When passing by Shi Bin's guard post, Wang San couldn't help but ask Xu Feng if anything bad had happened just now.
Originally, Xu Feng didn't want to say it, after all, it was nothing for his master to lose his temper with his subordinates, even if he was punished without guilt, it was such a big deal.
"Xu Feng, you should know Lord Shi's temperament, he rarely loses his temper with his subordinates. But today, Xiaoqin was obviously not only frightened by a mouse, you have to tell me carefully the ins and outs, including the situation of Lord Tongju in the past few days. ”
Looking at Wang San with some uncertainty and thinking about it again, Xu Feng finally said: "Xiaoqin was indeed frightened by rats today. However, the adult's temper today is particularly big, and Xiaoqin seems to have choked up in the adult's study for a long time. And in recent days, the adults have obviously not looked as good as before, and they seem to be a little depressed. ”
Depressed? What are you doing inexplicably depressed. This made Wang San a little puzzled, he had already gotten the position of general judgment and bought off Liu Zhizhou, as long as that guy didn't get in the way, in fact, the entire Tanzhou was his Shi Bin's, what other reason was there to be depressed?
This matter cannot be ignored, Wang San thinks that he still has to figure out why Shi Bin is depressed these days, maybe there are some unexpected reasons for him.
After making up his mind, he entered Shi Bin's study.
"Hello, Lord Judge." Wang San said jokingly to Shi Bin like a play.
What does this mean, and what kind of moth does Wang San have? looks unserious, and must be holding some bad water.
Shi Bin gave a look of 'what kind of trick are you playing', and motioned for Wang San to say it himself.
"Big brother, the little brother seemed to be in a hurry when he saw Xiaoqin go out just now, and I heard Xu Feng say that you haven't looked good these days, may I ask..." Wang San asked.
Sure enough, Wang San, a shrewd ghost, noticed it, Shi Bin didn't want to admit that he was in a bad mood so quickly, it was just a random speculation.
There happened to be a few official documents on the desk, all of which were bad news, and they could be used to prevaricate Wang San.
"Look at it." As soon as he finished speaking, Shi Bin stuffed the official document on the table into Wang San's hand.
It turned out that either the stone bridge collapsed, or the dam cracked, or the canal was broken.
Now there is a shortage of money and food everywhere, but the above is urging money and food.
Therefore, it is understandable that Shi Bin is irritable, so it is normal for him to lose his temper with Xiaoqin and be slightly depressed in recent days.
After figuring out that he was suspicious, Wang San immediately apologized, saying that he shouldn't have a hippie smile when reporting to work.
finally fooled Wang San in the past, Shi Bin naturally would not show his feet again, and immediately took out his usual attitude and said: "Brother Xian cares about being a brother, and he is very happy for his brother, where can he blame Brother Xian, but if there is something in the future, it doesn't have to be like this." Even if you do something wrong, am I going to blame you? ”
Of course, Wang San will not believe all these words, but he will not disbelieve them, what he knows best is advance and retreat, and he also replied with a smile: "The eldest brother can understand the younger brother, and the younger brother is very grateful." The younger brother also asks the eldest brother to relax, these trivial things have their own brothers to worry about, you have to care about the big things, and it is not worth being frustrated about it. ”
As the old saying goes: if you say too much, you will lose. He Shi Bin is definitely not as good as Wang San in terms of observation and appearance, so the first thing to do now is to get him away, instead of chatting in this study.
"Why did Brother Xian come today? After your persuasion, my brother's mood has calmed down, please tell me about the matter, let's make a decision as soon as possible, and I can do other things. Shi Bin said with a smile.
Wang Sanyi, who had been fooled in the past, heard Shi Bin's words and knew that there must be something in it, but seeing that Shi Bin was unwilling to speak today, he didn't want to ask too much, and it was not in line with the way of being a brother.
He also thinks that once Shi Bin wants to say it, he will naturally say it, or when he asks Shi Bin, he will also say it, and he will never be so taboo.
Therefore, he told today's events in detail, discussed with Shi Bin and left immediately.
When he passed the guard post, he told Xu Feng to take good care of Shi Bin, and it was best to find out the reason why Shi Bin was so anxious.
After Wang San left, Shi Bin completely walked out of the unhappiness, and he was a little happy, but this happiness didn't last long.
Because this was the first time he had concealed from Wang San, he didn't let him see the clues, and he didn't find out that he Shi Bin was unhappy because of something.
But this is just to save face, at most it means that he has matured a lot, but it is not so worth showing off.
It is always the petty officials below who are the most tired, and if the real person in power is a mediocre official who does not want to make progress, there will be almost nothing to do.
Although Shi Bin is motivated, he has several brothers who are very capable and willing to assist him wholeheartedly, so he only needs to control the overall situation and handle the big things well.
He remembered watching a historical documentary, which gave an example: Zhu Yuanzhang, Taizu of the Ming Dynasty, from September 14 to 21 in the 17th year of Hongwu (1384), received 1,666 official documents in just eight days, totaling 3,391 things, and had to read an average of 200 documents and deal with 400 things every day.
Now that he had to read at least forty papers a day and deal with sixty large and small problems, he wondered if he had lost his sight one day because of overtired eyes.
The key is that he deals with almost the same things every day that he is not interested in, and finally one day he can't stand it anymore and throws all the official documents to the ground.
Xu Feng, who was outside the door, heard this strange sound and immediately ran in, seeing that it was just an official document from one place, Shi Bin was still sitting on the chair unharmed, he breathed a sigh of relief, but Shi Bin's face seemed to be very bad.
At this time, he remembered what Wang San told him when he left, seeing this situation, Shi Bin must have something very unhappy, but he didn't say it.
Since Shi Bin didn't even tell Jia Ling, it means that he doesn't want anyone to know that chewing the root of his tongue is a big taboo, and it is most appropriate for Xiaoqin and Wang San to handle this matter.
Therefore, he decided to observe Shi Bin carefully according to Wang San's instructions, so that he could help them solve the problem when the time came.
So he just helped Shi Bin pick up the official documents on the ground, and didn't ask how these things fell on the ground, and left after helping Shi Bin make another pot of tea.
Although Shi Bin was not smart, he knew that his behavior just now must have made Xu Feng feel wrong, but he didn't dare to ask, and he was still very happy to have such a sensible subordinate.
Sitting in his chair in a daze, he remembered that those in high positions of authority must be more stressed, and they can't speak freely.
There is no place to dump mental garbage, this person will go crazy sooner or later, but few of them seem to be crazy, and it seems that there must be a mystery in it.
Sitting in this room, he must not know the mystery, so he decided to go to Tanzhou City as if he was in Xiangtan City, maybe he will know.
As soon as he went out, the breeze was blowing, and Shi Bin immediately felt much refreshed, but his suppressed emotions were still very heavy, so the blowing was only slightly relieved at most.
The more I walked, the more depressed I became, and I hardly saw a few happy people along the way, and I didn't even have the atmosphere in Xiangtan City.
Wouldn't that bode well, and wouldn't it make him even more restless and depressed?
I was about to go out of the city and hide for a few hours, and I was swinging a dragon gate formation with a group of farmers, when I suddenly heard a hearty laugh not far away, which made people feel refreshed.
When I ran over, I saw that it was an old man in patched clothes who was happy that one of his bamboo baskets had been sold for an extra penny.
This situation can surprise him very much, he knows that the Chinese people are easily satisfied, but is it a bit excessive to be happy like this for the sake of a penny?
Anyway, when he had nothing to do, Shi Bin walked over and asked the old man, "Master, just now I heard your laughter and took a look, others told me that you were happy because this bamboo basket was sold for an extra penny, and the younger generation was puzzled, this penny can only buy a bun, why do you make you so happy?" ”
The old man looked at Shi Bin carefully, although he was dressed ordinarily at this time, at most he looked like the owner of a small shop, but the old man smiled quietly and said: "Childe is really knowledgeable, I'm afraid your identity doesn't match your clothes." ”
Sure enough, he is a person who has eaten for decades, and his skills are extraordinary, since he can't hide it from Shi Bin, he doesn't have to hide it, but Shi Bin doesn't plan to say it all, so he also said with a quiet smile: "The old man is really powerful, I am a commander under the new Tanzhou General Judge." Today I was a little bored, so I went to the street to walk around, and I came here to hear your laughter. ”
Although the old man didn't believe that a martial artist would be so knowledgeable, there was no need to get to the bottom of it so much, it was very rude.
"Of course, the commander is a person with great ambitions, how can he understand the happiness of me, a small people?" The old man didn't answer, just a joke.
Shi Bin was about to open his mouth to continue asking, but the old man continued: "Presumably, the adults must be annoyed by official business, so they came out for a walk when they were bored." ”
Very pleased that the old man was so smart, he immediately smiled and nodded.
"My lord, everything in the world has something that can make people happy, it just depends on whether the adult accepts and understands."
Is there something pleasant about everything? Can people be happy when there are many refugees and starvation? What nonsense.
"Adults must think that the old decay has lost his mind and is talking nonsense here, but I only need one word to make the adults understand."
The old man picked up the gourd on the ground and drank a few sips of water and said, "Lord Commander, even if they are hungry and scattered, we can consider them happy, because they have completely escaped from this miserable society; Even if he is a person who has been sick for a long time, we should see his happiness, because because his illness makes him uncared for, naturally no one will harm him. Of course, things must be done, but we can't just look at suffering, otherwise we will definitely not be able to support it. ”
looked at the old man in front of him gratefully, he was definitely illiterate, he probably couldn't even write his own name, and he could only press his handprints if he wanted to do things, but he didn't expect him to understand such a profound philosophy of life.
It seems that even if he wants to hide it from others, he doesn't have to be so aggrieved and annoyed.
"Adult, it's not that the little old man doesn't believe in the adult, but knowing this and doing it are two different things, but the villain has a way to make the adult no longer bored." The old man said with a smile.
Being able to understand and being able to do it are two different things, after all, no one likes to give himself a philosophy every day, so when he heard that the old man knew the specific method, he was immediately overjoyed, and asked the old man to say it immediately.
"My lord, the villain heard that you all have to be able to write, and being able to write a good handwriting will make people look up to you. The villain listened to his friends say that a person who writes a good hand, whether it is good or bad, can not be arrogant or impatient, and is as stable as Mount Tai. ”
The words "cultivating sentiment" immediately appeared in Shi Bin's mind. Indeed, those words that are well written are very temperamental, and they are very different from ordinary people.
As if picking up a treasure, Shi Bin was ready to return the favor, so he gave the old man ten taels of silver he carried.
I thought that the old man would insist on not accepting it, but I didn't expect him to accept it happily, and said with a smile when he left: "It's good to be casual." ”
I know that of course I can't be "casual", but practicing words to cultivate sentiment is a very good way. , just throw away the unhappiness through the practice of words.