Chapter 192: Recognize Your Heart

Shen Qian was stunned for a long time before he reacted, he was a little incredulous, tentatively put his hands on her shoulders, and didn't see her push away after a long time, and then finally believed that she really hugged himself.

At this moment, Shen Qian's mood was very complicated, there was both joy and self-blame and heartache, he blamed himself for not protecting her well and causing her to suffer such a crime, but after perceiving her trust in his dependence at this time, his heart still couldn't help but be happy.

Although Shen Qian wanted to stop like this moment, he was still worried about Meng Xiaoran's injury on her tongue, so he finally stopped her by the waist and hugged her out.

Meng Xiaoran buried her head in his arms, she didn't want to see anyone at this moment, she didn't want people to know what she had just experienced.

At this time, all the people in Zhuangzi were restrained by the people brought by Qingfeng, and Zhao Lide had been beaten to the point that his nose and face were swollen, and he was lying on the ground dying.

Shen Qian nodded to Qingfeng, "Do as I say, carry him to the Zhao family in person, don't make a noise, you personally find Zhao Quansheng and tell him that my Shen family and his Zhao family will be inseparable from now on!" ”

Qingfeng nodded, walked to Zhao Lide's side, lifted him up, Shen Qian walked out of Zhuangzi with Meng Xiaoran in his arms, he didn't go back to the city, but flew away with her in another direction.

Meng Xiaoran only heard the sound of the wind in her ears, she hid in Shen Qian's arms with her eyes closed, and only felt the warmth she had never felt before.

I don't know how long it took, Shen Qian finally stopped, he stopped outside a Zhuangzi, Chen Jingfeng received the news early in the morning and was already anxiously waiting outside the door, and immediately greeted them when he saw them, "How is it?" ”

Shen Qian shook his head at him, signaling him not to ask more, and the two hurried into Zhuangzi and closed the door.

Lily was also called, just to take care of Meng Xiaoran, but the top priority was to let Chen Jingfeng look at the wound on her tongue for her, Shen Qian carried her into the room and put her on the bed, and covered her with a quilt.

He whispered to Meng Xiaoran, who was locked in his eyes, "Xiaoran, let Jingfeng take care of the wound for you."

Meng Xiaoran opened her eyes, nodded and smiled at Chen Jingfeng, who was full of anxiety on the side, in fact, she is not a delicate woman, this kind of thing may not be acceptable to women in this era, but for her, Zhao Lide did not really succeed, she is at least innocent at this time.

So she wouldn't be as dead or alive as they feared, she was just too desperate before, and at that moment she really thought she was going to die, but Shen Qian appeared, hesitating A ray of sunshine in the darkness illuminated her way.

Chen Jingfeng saw that she was in good condition, so he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and said to her: "Xiaoran, you try to open your mouth and let me see."

Although the whole mouth hurts now, she still tried hard to open her mouth according to her words, Chen Jingfeng looked at it carefully, and then breathed a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, it didn't hurt the middle tongue artery, it was just a bite, I have good wound medicine here, just apply it for a few days, but I'm afraid I can't eat these days, and I can drink some ginseng soup when the wound is healed." ”

When Shen Qian heard that there was no big problem, he was finally relieved, but when he thought that she was going to suffer like this, he felt so uncomfortable and blamed himself that he couldn't help it.

Chen Jingfeng patted him on the shoulder, and then said to Lily who was guarding on the side: "Lily, you go get some hot water, wait for your master to bathe and change clothes, be careful, don't touch her injuries."

"Yes." Lily nodded and went out.

Chen Jingfeng took out a bottle of ointment from his medicine box and handed it to Shen Qian, "This is wound medicine, and there is also a cotton swab, you use this cotton swab to dip the ointment and apply it to her wound, you have to apply it every two hours." ”

The idea of cotton swabs was still thought up by Meng Xiaoran, because Chen Jingfeng is the best at making all kinds of ointments, but there are many inconveniences when applying ointments, so she thought of modern cotton swabs that are more convenient, and told Chen Jingfeng about this idea, he immediately asked people to do some, and found that it was really very convenient, and then he made it for a long time and put it by his side.

After Chen Jingfeng went out, Shen Qian sat on the edge of the bed with the ointment and cotton swab, and said to Meng Xiaoran: "I'll be careful, you bear with it."

Meng Xiaoran nodded, opened his mouth and asked him to apply medicine for himself, the wound was cold, and he felt a lot better in an instant, and the burning and swelling feeling disappeared a lot, at this moment she didn't know how she could have such courage in retrospect, but through this time she also understood that biting her tongue and committing suicide also required skills, and she could only be injured in this way, but she couldn't die.

But fortunately, she didn't do it right, otherwise she would have died in vain? Although she was hurt, she is extremely happy now, glad that she finally saw her heart clearly in the midst of danger, yes, she fell in love with Shen Qian, I don't know when this relationship began, she has been running away from her heart, until that moment, when she saw him appear in front of her, she suddenly found that this love had already taken root.

When Shen Qian was applying medicine to her, she kept staring at him, it seemed that it was the first time she looked at him so seriously, in the past, he was radiant, so she didn't dare to face it, is it because of this, she didn't dare to face her heart?

After experiencing a relationship full of pain and betrayal, she was reluctant to open her heart again, even if she knew everything Shen Qian had done for herself, she still ruthlessly didn't look at it, didn't think about it, these days in Yunzhou, she seemed to be in a dream, ignoring other things, and putting all her thoughts on Jinyifang, thinking that in this way she could get rid of the distractions in her heart and live her own life.

But life is not what she thinks, you can be safe without going to trouble others, she lives cautiously and low-key, but she is still hurt by others, she can't imagine how she would survive in this world if there is no Shen Qian.

It seems that he gave himself the possibility of survival at the beginning, he taught himself martial arts, let himself do internal response, gave her due reward, and gave her the capital to gain a foothold here, she once hated him and felt that he was indifferent and ruthless, but in the end she understood that he was the most affectionate.

Shen Qian noticed her gaze, he actually blushed a little, Meng Xiaoran noticed that the tips of his ears were red, and his face seemed to have a suspicious flush, she couldn't help but smile.

Shen Qian applied the medicine for her, and coughed lightly a little uncomfortably, "What's wrong?" Why are you looking at me like that? ”

Meng Xiaoran smiled, stretched out his finger and pointed to his mouth, Shen Qian then remembered that her mouth was injured, it would be impossible to speak, he smiled dumbly, and then shook his head, "Okay, I'm confused, you have a good rest, and after taking a bath, let Lily take medicine for the injury on your wrist." ”

Meng Xiaoran nodded, with a smile on her face, she was very different from usual, Shen Qian always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't speak now, and she couldn't ask anything, so she had to leave with questions.

Lily also brought someone to bring hot water over at this time, Meng Xiaoran waited for the people to leave before she lifted the quilt and sat up, still wrapped in Shen Qian's robe, walked behind the screen with her hands around her chest, and took away the robe wrapped around her body, revealing the torn clothes on her body, her heart was cold, and she couldn't help but recall the critical scene before.

After a while she shook her head, shook off the thoughts in her head, and then took off her clothes and stepped into the bathtub, the warm water made her feel much more comfortable, and the wound on her wrist stabbed after touching the warm water, but it was nothing, at this moment she had a feeling of the rest of her life, she felt the fragility and insignificance of life for the first time.

Meng Xiaoran has never liked to be served by others, even today she didn't let Lily in, Lily was not at ease, she kept guarding outside the screen, thinking that she would be able to rush in as soon as there was a movement.

After Shen Qian came out, he went to the study, Chen Jingfeng was already sitting there, and when he saw him come in, his face was still full of doubts, and he asked with some puzzlement, "What's wrong with you?" What are you thinking? ”

Shen Qian came back to his senses and immediately shook his head, "It's nothing." ”

"What are you going to do today?" Chen Jingfeng already knew the cause and effect, he knew that with Shen Qian's character, he would never let go of the Zhao family, but now that Shen Qian's position was embarrassing, it was not appropriate to be too public, he still wanted to remind him.

"I know what you're going to say, but I won't let go of the Zhao family, and from now on, the Shen family and the Zhao family will be incompatible." Shen Qian's face was covered with haze, and his eyes were full of murderous intent.

Sure enough, Chen Jingfeng sighed, thought about it and persuaded him: "Shen Qian, I know that this Zhao family is to blame, but now you also know the situation of the Shen family, although the foundation is still there, but don't make too many enemies, if it reaches Yujing City, I'm afraid it will cause trouble." ”

Shen Qian snorted coldly, "Trouble? You mean the emperor today? Do you think he won't know that what I handed over is not all of the Shen family? It's just that he is fledgling now and doesn't want to be an enemy of our Shen family. ”

"Since you know this, why do you insist on being an enemy of the Zhao family? I think it's better for you to keep a low profile, just teach Zhao Lide some lessons, and don't make too much trouble. ”

Shen Qian looked at him and said after a while: "Jingfeng, what do I care about most in this world, do you know?" ”

Chen Jingfeng was a little stunned, and Shen Qian continued: "The Shen family has changed from an imperial merchant to an ordinary businessman, in fact, I have been relieved, I don't care about status and rights, but Xiao Ran is not a passive person, and he can't protect the century-old foundation of the Shen family, if I can't even protect my beloved woman, then I, Shen Qian, what face do I have to live in this world again?" ”

Shen Qian's words touched Chen Jingfeng a lot, he looked at Shen Qian with some shock for a long time, and then shook his head, "It's me who is wrong, I think narrowly, Shen Qian, I can't compare to you." ”

Outside the door, Meng Xiaoran stood there for some time, her face was full of tears at this time, she wiped her tears, did not go in, and turned to leave.

Shen Qian glanced out of the door, and Chen Jingfeng spoke again at this time, "What you said just now, was it for Xiao Ran, or was it sincere?" ”

Shen Qian glanced at him and said, "Naturally, it is sincere, this time I will not let go of the Zhao family, the father and son of the Zhao family, don't even think about running." ”

"What if Aunt Song doesn't agree with you doing this?" Chen Jingfeng asked again.