vs 13 I will explain to you all my life

The question is a little unfamiliar, but it's also somewhat familiar. Many years ago, when he was just an unknown little guard in the palace, when he was still wondering why he came to this world, and when he was still feeling strange and afraid of this world, Yao Jin also asked him: Are you Chen Cheng or Jin Liancheng?

However, what he answered at the time - Li Yao didn't seem to remember, or maybe the question was never a problem for him. As if he was laughing at himself, as if he was disdainful, he snorted lightly from his nose, and slowly whispered: "You are my crown princess, no matter who I am, no matter what my name is, what my identity is - you Lin Yuebai are mine." Yuebai, in this world, I only have you, you know that I only have you!"

"I've never belonged to anyone else...... But, but ......" Lin Yuebai thought of the scene in the palace that night, she turned her head sadly and muttered: "But your world is not just me. ”

"No, that's not the case!Yuebai, listen to me-" Li Yao seemed to sense Lin Yuebai's hesitation and soft-heartedness, took her hand and hurriedly said: "Wei Nanyan represents the Mo family, the Mo family and I are now a community of interests, you know the relationship here, you know! I'm nothing more than Wei Nanyan! And with her identity, her identity will never be comparable to you in the future——"

"I never want to be compared to anyone! Li Yao, don't take me for a fool!" Hearing the words "shoulder to shoulder" with you, Lin Yuebai suddenly shook off his hand angrily, her chest rose and fell, as if she was too excited, and the whole person stood there trembling. She didn't want to look at Li Yao, so she set her eyes on the other side of the cliff, and after a while, when she felt that she had finally calmed down and was not so excited, she said word by word:

"You have the position of the crown prince today, in addition to your dedication, all kinds of planning and all kinds of hardships, the Mo family is an extremely important help behind you. If there was no Mo Dongling personally in front of His Majesty the Emperor to support you and recognize your life experience, if there was no Empress of the Mo family to recognize you, you would never have been accepted by the royal family so quickly, and the premise of all this is because of Wei Nanyan - how did you gain Wei Nanyan's trust, or win her heart, I don't know, but I am very sure that Wei Nanyan is a woman, young and ruthless, if someone ignites the spark of love in her heart, then even if it burns out her life, she will not hesitate!"

"Yuebai, but I don't love her, I have never loved her! You know mine, you know mine!"

"But she loves you! Can you still abandon Mo Dongling's daughter, Wei Nanyan, who knows so much about you!"

Lin Yuebai retorted, and Li Yao was speechless. Seeing that he didn't speak, Lin Yuebai said again: "In the third year of Xiaonanguo, Ah Yao often said to me that everything will be fine, all of us will get better and better, and I have always been full of hope and expectation. Every time you take a step in the capital, every time you receive news from Xuanjitang, I am worried about you and happy for you, although I don't understand the battle of the court, but I am not naïve, I know that there are some things and some means that you don't choose...... But I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect that my Chen Cheng, the person I used to be, he said that there are thousands of obsessions in the world, only plain, one day he will be able to use women's feelings to such a point for the sake of power, fame and fortune!"

"Yuebai, you don't care about these things, as long as I treat you-"

"Are you pure to me? You must let me enter Beijing at this time, you must choose me as the crown princess, and you must clear my identity and family background...... What an infatuated man, a beloved in the hearts of thousands of women in the capital! You can use this infatuated name to clear the Yuan family's unjust case, they will thank you, they respect you, and in their eyes you are a loving and righteous prince...... From now on, there will be a dense forest outside, the Mo family in the military, the virtuous and famous in the court, and me—as long as I am here, Yao Jin's Xiaonan Kingdom and the Min Kingdom behind it will always be on your side! So even the emperor knows about your relationship with Wei Nanyan, and he doesn't dare to know what to do with you, so he can only use me——"

"Since you know that the emperor wants to separate you and me, do you still want to make trouble like this with me!"

"Li Yao, do you think I'm messing with you? I, Lin Yuebai, have known you for so many years, am I such a person?" Lin Yuebai's hand poked hard at Li Yao's heart, her words were like knives and swords, and even she herself was cut to blood: "Since you rescued Ah Meng and Ayuan, they have long been used by you, you sent them to Nanguo Mansion, Mingli served me, but in fact, let them monitor Yao Jin and Nanguo Mansion's every move! After all this vagueness, I realized that I was too naïve in the past, naively thinking that everything you did was just because you wanted to be with me and want to give me everything better - but I was wrong, it turned out that I, Lin Yuebai, was just a part of everything you wanted......"

Li Yao looked at Lin Yuebai, looking at this person who was pale and calm, but poked every word into his heart, she finally stopped believing him, although Li Yao knew that this day would come sooner or later, maybe it was Yao Jin, maybe Wei Nanyan, maybe someone else, someone else would always make Lin Yuebai understand that Chen Cheng in her heart was long gone, no matter how disappointed and sad she was, he would never return to the past, but he never regretted it, he firmly believed that only Li Yao would stay with her Lin Yuebai for the rest of his life in this world!

"Yuebai, I don't care what you think of me now, you can't leave, you have to stay with me. Everything is in place, maybe a little rushed, but I won't wait any longer...... I won't give you a chance to regret it, and I won't allow you to leave me!"

"But you can't stop me now, I haven't married you yet, and you're just a prince, you can't decide whether I want to stay yet-"

"I'll soon be no longer a prince. ”

"What...... What?"

"When I become the master of this country, Lin Yuebai, I will spend my whole life explaining to you, now you just need to-" Before Li Yao's words fell, he suddenly stretched out his hand to cover Lin Yuebai's face, smelling the strange smell on the sweat towel on his hand, Lin Yuebai was shocked, and instinctively wanted to retreat, but where would Li Yao give her such a chance, stretched out his other hand to stop her waist and hug her, but he didn't expect Lin Yuebai to fall under his feet, and the person tilted to the other side. said that it was too late and that it was too fast, Lin Yuebai was anxious, and suddenly shouted: "Jiao Xiao-"